Been Working On This On And Off A Few Days…. Cas My Beloved…

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A Destiel drawing based on a shot from 6x03.

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𝐇𝐀𝐈𝐊𝐘𝐔𝐔 𝐁𝐎𝐘𝐒’ 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒 𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐍 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐒𝐀𝐘 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐃𝐎𝐍'𝐓 𝐅𝐄𝐄𝐋 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐃

with: tobio, oikawa, atsumu, samu + kita.

a/n: they’re doing their best ok :’(( love is just rly hard. <333

ps: wrote this in 15 mins cus my brain was overflowing pls forgive the messy writing my heart is just exploding right now.

🗝 kageyama immediately panics and asks you how he can fix it; he knows he’s a little clueless when it comes to relationships, but he didn’t think he was doing that badly until he saw the look of hurt in your eyes at your confession. when he started your relationship he told himself he’d go into it with no inhibitions— that he’d love you fully, opening up parts of himself he’s never exposed to anyone and letting you see the good, the bad, and the ugly. the truth is, though, he got lost somewhere along the way— he settled on “good enough” instead of the crazy kind of love he knew you deserved because he was afraid of getting hurt. there’s nothing he won’t do to save your relationship, and after a few cups of hot chocolate and a long conversation that stretches into the early hours of the morning, you’re getting off on the right foot again and you’re more than excited to see what the rest of your relationship has in store. he promises himself he’ll try harder for you, because your kind of love is worth it. 

🗝 oikawa doesn’t believe you and thinks you’re joking; in his mind, he’s the perfect lover— handsome, funny, smart, playful, teasing, the list goes on… but he failed to realize all of the little ways that love can fail. it isn’t black and white, not as easy as it sounds. you’d had a suspicion his previous partners never really asked for what they wanted, too grateful to just have him in their live and afraid of upsetting him. but you’re not afraid of hurting his ego, not if it means you can reach a deeper level with him— somewhere no one else has gone before. once he swallows his pride and actually listens to you, quieting the voices in his head that scream at him to run away because rejection hurts, he’s opening himself up more and admits his ego is just a defense mechanism. you talk things out for a few hours and once he understands how you feel, he’s wrapping you up in his arms and kissing you with a softness you’ve never felt from him before. “i’ll be better for you, baby, i might just need a little help along the way.”

🗝 atsumu suddenly feels like he’s not so alone; he’s always been convinced he loved you more— that he was the one who’d get broken up with eventually once you realized he was a little too clingy or a little too loud for your tastes. you were always so pretty and put together— so he dialed it back for you because he thought you were worth being a “better” version of himself. but ultimately he lost the light within himself that drew you to him in the first place, his playful smiles and cheesy jokes no longer filling the silent space of your bedroom at night as you two drifted off together. he’s honestly relieved when you say you’ve been unhappy, because he has too. he just wants to be himself, and now that he knows he won’t lose you because of it, he’s pulling you into him and kissing you a million times like he used to. it’s the affection and silliness you missed the most— and your heart practically bursts when he asks if you can go for ice cream later because you get so excited every time, and that’s when he thinks you’re the cutest.

🗝 osamu isn’t offended at all, he just wants to know how he can love you better; he’s always been a level-headed guy, calculating yet indifferent when it comes to things that don’t really matter. but you— you matter. he wants to give you everything in the world, he’d just been so busy with work and the restaurant that he’d forgotten how lonely it can feel falling asleep alone at night. you were always by his side when he needed you, but he wasn’t by yours, and it’s something he’s not quite sure he’ll forgive himself for right away. it’s a mature, quiet conversation that has you feeling like you two will be completely okay, because the way he listens makes you feel heard for the first time in a long time— and it occurs to you, all you really have to do is open up to osamu for him to try a little harder for you. you realize how truly perfect he is when you two make up and he’s immediately making your favorite dessert from scratch, just to spoil you a little. he acts like he’s over it but he holds you a little tigher that night, pulls you in a little closer, kisses you a little longer.

🗝 kita is dumbfounded and honestly feels guilty; he calmly asks you how he can be better and listens to every single word of your answer with tact. his grandma had always taught him to respect everyone, and love like there’s no tomorrow because there might not be. but with life getting in the way, he didn’t realize how lonely you were or the fact that he really was loving you from afar. the thing about kita is that he’s always known you were his whole world— the only person who made him think that maybe messes weren’t so messy, that things appearing neat were actually flawed and perfect. he’s in love with you and he knows all of the ways he wants to love you, he just has to remind himself to put them into action. he’s always caught up in the little things that, quite frankly, don’t matter all that much. its ok to be a little unorganized with love sometimes, and he realizes now more than ever that you were right— he hadn’t been loving you the way you deserved. but he’s going to try for you, because he knows he’s the man for you, he feels it in his heart just as much as you do.

a/n: idk what this is + it’s so rambly but just go with it ok :’)

lonely forest pt.1

A/N: Hey guys, this is my contribution to this month’s hqhq server collab with the theme “fantasy”. This is a part one and soon there’ll be the part two but I wanted split the story at that point. Please go and check out all of the other amazing ppl in the collab!

Pairing: kitsune!Atsumu x reader

Warning: none

Summary: You and the kitsune have been friends for a long time but somehow things change and insecurities seem to hold things back.

Growing up you were never around many people, mostly kept to yourself while being surrounded by the beautiful nature near your home. And even though you haven’t had many people to keep you company as a child, you were never alone.

You used to wander around the place, exploring the world in your childlike curiosity. One day you lost yourself in the depths of the green leaves and blue painted sky. It was midday and the sun was peaking through the crowns of the trees, marbling the ground in light that distracted you from the fact that you were lost. Suddenly the clay on the ground seemed to bubble, moving into a ball and growing until it looked like a small puppet. The sight of the little creature made you giggle, your feet automatically moving closer to it but before your hands could reach it, it turned around and ran away. Surprised by the speed of the clay puppet you were determined to catch up and so you ran after it, your laughing echoing through the forest.

It was like you were playing tag with a friend, the creature always a few steps ahead but you never gave up. Your feet crushed small branches on the ground and you nearly tripped over some of the roots that worm their way through the earth. Focused on keeping the balance and running, you didn’t even realize that your new clay friend already stopped running. Halting your motions your eyes widen at the sight in front of you. The creature wasn’t alone anymore but stood right next to what seemed like to be a boy around your age. He sat on the ground, patting the clay puppet on the head, paying you no attention. What stunned you wasn’t the fact that there was a boy out of nowhere but the way he looked. He was wearing something that looked like a yukata, his orange hair decorated with fox ears, the fur in the color of his hair, and a fox tail curling on the ground.

Mesmerized by the beauty of the fox-boy you forgot about the clay puppet that you wanted to catch and as you stared at him, his gaze started to move from the creature up to you. Without a word you two were just looking into each other’s eyes, his ears occasionally twitching at any sound and trying to understand the situation at hand.

“W-who are you?” Your small voice seemed to reach his ears but instead of answering your question he just cocked his head to the side. He didn’t seem too dangerous, not that you could already observe it correctly, but you still took a few steps ahead. “I am y/n, I live near the forest but I’ve never seen you before.”

You looked at his ears, they looked so fluffy and you had the urge to touch them. He saw your look and he seemed to understand it because he turned his head towards you, ears once again twitching. With a bright smile you took that invitation and started to touch his fur, the softness keeping you in a trance.  “Atsumu, my name is Atsumu and I live here.” Was all he said, lips slightly curling into a smile at your touch. 

So, Atsumu was his name and he was also the earth kitsune residing in the forest near your house. That would explain the appearance of the fox ears and tail. Other people might’ve thought that it would be strange to see someone like that but for you it started to become a completely normal sight.

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Fallen Angel

atsumu.

atsumu is clingy.

because you'll find someone else eventually, so why not make the most out of what you have now?

random dates, bailing out of volleyball practice, sleepless sleepovers, study dates, café visits, drunk karaoke nights, late night drives, ruining his diet program so he could stuff his face with you, you name it.

he thinks you're too good for him and that you'll eventually find someone better than him.

he doesn't deserve you, he never did and never will.

you're too sweet to him! you care for him instead of trying to use him for his body or reputation.

this confuses the blond, he's only been used before, but how come he's the one who's worthy of your love.

no no no, this must be a joke, right?

yeah, that's what it is, you've probably been dared by your friends or something.

he still loves you, even with all these thoughts.

please remind him that he's enough.

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