It’s Like I’m Seeing Her Naked

I for one think the symbiotic relationship between Tumblr and AO3 is beautiful

bring back tumblr ask culture let me. bother you with questions and statements

fuuuuck that is my circus. are those…? yep… those are my monkeys….. goddammit.

Someone please tell me this isn’t an original experience.. do you ever get so insanely infatuated with someone (who you don’t necessarily know super well/like that much) that you crave validation from this person to the point that if they look at you wrong or say one wrong thing you convince yourself they hate you and start deeply hating them and any little thing they say can send you into a mental breakdown ?? No just me?? Ok.

It's a lot healthier to go for a daily walk than to sign up for a gym membership you won't be using because you hate that kind of exercise. It's a lot healthier to eat a frozen meal than to skip a meal because you were too tired to cook something healthy. It's a lot healthier to take a quick shower than to procrastinate an elaborate routine for days. Don't aim so high that you won't be hitting anything!

The whole “jirai = get worse, menhera = get better” is kind of annoying. It’s not wrongbut there’s a lot more to menhera than that.

Tbh the menhera tag has been dead for a while maybe all of us “poser jirais who want to recover” 🙄 should just jump the jirai ship and use that tag. But I’m nervous to say that bc I know that means there will be an influx of people posting triggering stuff & jirai coords in the menhera tags again 😪 Recovery is hard on this website, almost every pro-recovery tag is filled with triggering shit because this website rewards clinging onto sadness & unhealthy coping mechanisms and everyone uses trigger warnings like “TW 4n0r3x!@“ or “tw sl3f h4rn” like…… how is that a trigger warning I literally can’t even read it 😭

jiraiblr in a nutshell

meoww!!!!! :3 (i want to kill myself)