Quebec City - Memento Mori Tour 2023

Juan Ruiz

fucking hate it when the stuff everybody says "actually works" does actually work.

hate exercising and realizing i've let go of a lot of anxiety and anger because i've overturned my fight-or-flight response.

hate eating right and eating enough and eating 3 times a day and realizing i'm less anxious and i have more energy

hate journaling in my stupid notebook with my stupid bic ballpoint and realizing that i've actually started healing about something once i'm able to externalize it

hate forgiving myself hate complimenting myself more often hate treating myself with kindness hate taking a gratitude inventory hate having patience hate talking to myself gently

hate turning my little face up to the sun and taking deep breaths and looking at nature and grounding myself and realizing that i feel less burdened and more hopeful, more actually-here, that i am able to see the good sides of myself more clearly, that i am able to see not only how far i have to grow - but also how much growth i have already done & how much of my life i truly fill with light and laughter and love

horrible horrible horrible. hate it but i'm gonna do it tho

I haven’t posted in awhile, so here are some…interesting pictures of the damned during the Alone Again Or period.

no i will not make separate blogs for my fandoms, everyone who follows me must experience ALL my insanity

so anyway. the implications here are very…

David Lynch

I miss when photos had a time stamp by default. we should bring that back. are we ready for a mid-2000s aesthetic revival yet?