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â.ËđȘ© àŒâÍ đđđđđđđđ đđđđđđ ; âł as a rising star in the tumultuous world of hollywood, you're handed a golden opportunity to boost your career â a fake relationship. what your manager forgot to mention? your leading man is none other than satoru gojo, hollywood's notorious fuckboy. easy? well, not exactly.
pairing: fem!reader x satoru gojo tags: smau/partially written; actor/actress!au, fuckboy!gojo, jjk is a live-action show in this au, fluff/angst/humor length: 1/?? note: AAAAAAAAA im a sucker for fake dating, actor au trope. enjoy besties! <3 taglist details: CURRENTLY CLOSED !!
to be added to the taglist, leave a reply on the MASTERLIST post of the smau (this post!)! the capacity is 50 users so pls be mindful of that!
[disclaimer: the way the reader is portrayed is just for the reason of style/posing! this is not what the reader looks like (she should look like however youâd like her to!) just wanted to clarify!!]
PROFILES âł y/n's besties âł gojo's group âł others
ONE â hold on, i'm dating who?
TWO â the deal
THREE â he will be a pain in the ass
FOUR â satoru, donât be a whore
FIVE â act like you like her
SIX â meeting and matching hoodies
SEVEN â exclusive! satoru gojoâs party
EIGHT â interrupted movie night
NINE â angus disapproves
TEN â the interview
ELEVEN â itâs giving jealousy
TWELVE â breaking out
THIRTEEN â besties united
FOURTEEN â good night, loser
FIFTEEN â the audition
SIXTEEN â try again?
SEVENTEEN â sleepover
EIGHTEEN â sugar daddy
NINETEEN â weâre booked!
TWENTY â lego flowers
TWENTY & A HALF â friends?
TWENTY ONE â in denial
TWENTY TWO â invitations sent!
TWENTY THREE â iâm literally home
TWENTY FOUR â roommativersary party pt. 1
TWENTY FIVE â roommativersary party pt. 2 â BONUS â maki and shoko's texts after the party â BONUS â texts from shoko and suguru to gojo
TWENTY SIX â two months laterâŠ
TWENTY SEVEN â new character unlocked
TWENTY EIGHT â get her a grammy â BONUS â y/n's texts with suguru
TWENTY-NINE â sleepovers n skincare
THIRTY â letâs be honestâŠ
THIRTY-ONE â coming to terms
THIRTY-TWO â satoru and y/n being sickeningly sweet
THIRTY-THREE â itâs like a reward
THIRTY-FOUR â worst news ever
THIRTY-FIVE â terrible plan
THIRTY-SIX â daily shenanigans
THIRTY-SEVEN â house sitting?
THIRTY-EIGHT â i have an idea
THIRTY-NINE â satoruâs feelings
FORTY â otp central + kento
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'Open When' Letters From Bakugo
Open When You're Sad
Oi, what the hell are you crying about? Whatever it is, stop beating yourself up over it. Youâre stronger than this, even if you donât feel like it right now.
Iâm not good at this emotional crap, but Iâm here, alright? You donât have to deal with this alone. You think Iâd let you fall apart without doing something about it? Hell no.
So go ahead, feel what you need to feel. But donât you dare think for a second that youâre weak or some kind of burden. Youâre not. Youâre... you, and thatâs enough.
And when youâre ready, Iâll be right here, ready to yell at the world for making you feel like this.
-Katsuki
P.S. Donât stay sad too long, okay? I hate seeing you like this. You deserve better.
Whyâd I make this
@cherriimo honestly this is so you
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THIS IS SOEKNJENDJEND i love nerds
synopsis : you crushed on him for months, watched him dodge every advance like you were malware. so you dressed up a little, played a little dumberâand now heâs got you spread out in pixels and moaning in surround sound. worst part? you kinda want him to do it again.
tags/cw â masturbation, degradation, praise kink, dacryphilia, marking, overstimulation, explicit language, filming, voyeurism, fingering, oral (f receiving), unprotected sex, creampie, squirting, rough sex, dirty talk, power dynamics, obsession, lingerie, virgin weeb satoru, questionable but effective way of seducing ur crush. 13k wc, 18+ only, minors DNI.
a/n : plz don't nitpick about how a fashion vlog shouldn't be like that bc that's the point. toru doesn't know the difference because all he watches is 2d girls
the compressorâs peaking again.
satoru squints at the waveform, drags the threshold down two decibels, then listens back to the same three-second clip of voiceover for the tenth time. itâs a podcast intro, some wannabe influencer droning about mindfulness. he doesnât care. heâs just here to make it sound less like it was recorded in a bathroom.
âsounds like shit,â he mutters, even though itâs clean. crisp. perfectly balanced.
it doesnât feel right. nothing ever does. he tweaks the bitrate, checks the export codec, wonders if he should build a custom ffmpeg preset. maybe write a quick script to batch clean all future filesâsomething to shave off a few milliseconds of his life. his fingers hover over the keyboard, itching for efficiency, for control.
ping.
discord overlay glows in the corner of his ultrawide monitor, a neon-green intrusion on his meticulously organized desktop. he freezes. the notification pulses like a heartbeat.
you.
he stares at it, lets it sit there like itâs radioactive. doesnât even remember keeping you added. your usernameâsomething stupid with a heart emojiâfeels like a splinter under his skin. he shouldâve purged his contacts months ago, but here you are, slipping through the cracks of his digital fortress.
hey. remember when u edited our project? can u help me trim some vids plsâŠ
his jaw tightens. of course youâd ask now, at 2 a.m., when heâs neck-deep in audio plugins and caffeine. his fingers hover over the keyboard, poised to dismiss you.
âno,â he types, then erases it.
âwhat kind of vids,â he tries, but deletes that too. too eager. too curious.
after a solid twenty-five seconds of overthinking, he finally sends:
i guess. send what you have.
he leans back in his chair, the leather creaking under his weight. his room is a cave of glowing screens and scattered energy drink cans, the hum of his overclocked pc the only sound besides his own shallow breathing. he shouldnât care. youâre just another art student, another distraction. but his pulse betrays him, thudding a little too hard in his throat.
flashback.exe
he hated group projects. despised them. a bunch of useless art students in overpriced streetwear, trying to make films with no understanding of pacing or continuity.
theyâd fumble with premiere pro like it was rocket science, leaving him to clean up their shaky cuts and mismatched audio tracks. he always ended up doing 90% of the work, and he preferred it that way. control was his god, and he worshipped it.
but you were different.
not better. just... a different kind of stupid.
you showed up late to the editing suite, glitter pens spilling out of your bag, heart stickers plastered on your water bottle like a middle schoolerâs diary. you called the lav mic a âweird nipple thingâ and giggled when he glared at you. once, you spilled your lip gloss on the soundboard, leaving a sticky pink smear he had to scrub off with isopropyl alcohol. another time, you asked if uploading to drive made your data heavier, and he almost threw you out.
but.
you let him do whatever he wanted.
you didnât hover or micromanage. you just sat there, cross-legged on a swivel chair, watching him cut scenes like it was magic. you leaned over his shoulder, close enough that he could feel the warmth of your breath, your wide eyes reflecting the glow of the timeline.
âwhoa... you made it feel like a real movie,â you whispered, like heâd just parted the red sea.
you smelled like something artificial. strawberries, maybe, or some overpriced body mist from a mall kiosk. your hair was always tied with a ribbonâpink, blue, sometimes yellow, always obnoxiously bright.
he didnât care.
he told himself he didnât.
but he remembered. every fucking detail.
the zip file lands in his downloads with an obnoxious ka-chunk, snapping him out of the memory. he doesnât rush. just opens it like itâs any other favor, like his heart isnât clawing at his ribcage. the folder name stares back at him: âpls help <3â
typical.
he clicks it open, expecting shaky iphone clips of cafes and shopping hauls. maybe some cringe tiktok dance you think is cute. heâs ready to hate it, to scoff at your lack of framing or shitty lighting.
but thenâ
you appear on screen.
not just appear. you perform.
youâre biting your lip, laughing into the lens like itâs your lover. wearing something stupidly shortâa skirt that barely qualifies as fabric, hugging your thighs like itâs painted on. you spin around in front of your mirror, the camera catching every angle, every curve, like youâre being filmed for someone else. someone whoâd appreciate it.
you pose. cock your head. giggle. the sound is loud, breathy, smiling when you speak. âdo you think this is too short?â you ask, tugging the hem of your skirt, your fingers lingering just a second too long.
he blinks.
backs the video up three seconds.
watches again.
your laugh echoes through his headphones, a little distorted, a little too close. he pretends heâs checking the audio, tells himself itâs for sync, that heâs just doing his job. but his eyes are glued to the screen, to the way your skirt rides up as you twirl, to the flash of skin that makes his breath catch.
he watches again.
his mouth is dry, his tongue heavy against his teeth. your skirt flips up higher this time, and you gaspâlike youâre surprised, like you didnât mean to show that much. but you donât stop filming. donât cover up. just... laugh, a sound that curls around his spine and sinks into his gut.
he doesnât even realize his hand is moving until itâs there, slipping under the waistband of his sweatpants. his fingers brush against himself, and he hisses, the contact sharp and sudden. heâs already half-hard, his body betraying him before his brain can catch up. the room feels too warm, the hum of his pc too loud, but he doesnât care. he canât care.
he rewinds the clip again, pauses on the frame where youâre mid-spin, your skirt flared just enough to show the curve of your ass. his hand wraps around his cock, slow at first, tentative, like heâs testing how far heâll let himself go. the texture of his own skin is rough, familiar, but itâs not enough. not when itâs you on the screen, laughing like you know heâs watching, like youâre daring him to lose control.
he strokes himself, a tight, deliberate rhythm, his thumb brushing over the tip where heâs already leaking. the sensation jolts him, makes his hips twitch in the chair.
he imagines itâs your hand, your fingersâsmall, soft, probably clumsy, but eager. he pictures you kneeling between his legs, looking up at him with those wide eyes, your lips parted like they are in the video, glossy and pink and begging to be kissed. or more.
the video plays on. youâre bending over now, adjusting your hair in the mirror, your skirt riding up to expose the thin strip of your underwear. he groans, low and guttural, his hand moving faster.
the sound of your voiceâteasing, playfulâfills his headphones, and he closes his eyes for a moment, letting it wash over him. âdo you think this is too short?â you say again, and he wants to answer, wants to growl that itâs perfect, that youâre perfect, that heâd rip it off you if he could.
his grip tightens, his strokes growing erratic. heâs not gentle with himselfânever is. itâs all pressure and friction, chasing the edge as fast as he can.
his free hand fumbles with the mouse, scrubbing the timeline back to the moment you gasp, to the split-second flash of your thighs. he loops it, the clip stuttering in time with his breathing, with the slick sound of his hand working himself over. his cock throbs, hot and heavy, and he imagines itâs youâyour warmth, your wetness, the way youâd probably whimper if he touched you like this.
heâs close. too close.
his vision blurs at the edges, his pulse hammering in his ears. he shouldnât be doing this, shouldnât be jerking off to your stupid video like some desperate creep, but the shame only makes it worse, makes it sharper.
he pictures you catching him, walking in right now, seeing him with his pants down and his hand on his dick. would you laugh? would you blush? would you get on your knees andâ
he comes with a choked gasp, his hips bucking up into his hand. itâs messy, spilling over his fingers, onto the hem of his shirt. his chest heaves, his head tilting back against the chair as the aftershocks ripple through him. your laugh loops in his headphones, oblivious to the wreck heâs become.
itâs filthy. itâs desperate.
ten minutes later, heâs cleaned himself up, his hands steady again as he trims the file like a good little editor. he cuts out the shaky parts, stabilizes the footage, adjusts the audio so your voice doesnât clip. itâs clinical now, professional, like he didnât just fall apart to the sight of you. he names it something sterile: âvlog_cut_1.mov.â
he exports it twice. once normally, for you. once... not. the second version is raw, unedited, every twirl and giggle preserved in crisp 4k. it gets copied to a different folder, buried in a directory labeled âshader_study_2022.â he tells himself itâs in case you need a re-edit. a backup. thatâs all.
when you text back:
thank u!! lol i owe uuu :3
he stares at the message, his thumb hovering over the keyboard. his heartâs still racing, a faint tremor in his fingers.
he types âanytime :)â and erases it. sends:
np.
what he doesnât say: he rewatched the part where you bend over six times. he had his dick in his hand by the second loop. he renamed the close-up to âtest_render_asscloseup.movâ and hid it behind three layers of subfolders.
he doesnât even like tiktok girls.
heâs into 2d, girls with big swords and bigger tits, drawn in sharp lines and impossible proportions. he once bought a dakimakura because the shipping came with a free pin, and itâs still shoved in his closet, one corner stained from a late-night mistake. real girls are messy, unpredictable, too much work. but now?
heâs thinking about the way your laugh dipped when you turned around, the way it caught in your throat like you were nervous. the way you looked into the lens like you knew someone was watching.
someone like him.
next day, you walk in like a fucking weapon.
pink fuzzy shrug, low-rise jeans that sit dangerously low on your hips, a sliver of stomach peeking out like itâs 2004. your hairâs up in a ribbonâpink, of course, swaying as you move. youâre all glitter and confidence, a walking distraction in a lecture hall full of tired students and flickering projectors.
he scoffs under his breath. âtacky.â
but his heartâs pounding, a traitor in his chest. his fingers twitch against the edge of his laptop, betraying the calm heâs trying to project. you slide into the seat two rows ahead and twist around, grinning like a cat, like you know something he doesnât.
your eyes catch his for a split second, bright and teasing, and he forces himself to look away.
he opens his laptop, types random garbage into a terminal windowâsome half-baked python script he doesnât even care about. he runs a fake compile just to feel busy, to drown out the way his blood is rushing too fast.
you lean over to whisper to the girl next to you, your laugh spilling out, loud and careless. your hair tosses, and he swears he catches the scent of your perfume drifting past in invisible waves. saccharine, overwhelming, like strawberries dipped in sugar syrup.
his brain short-circuits. he snaps his headphones on, the cord tangling in his haste. not to listen to music. not to block you out.
to replay your giggle.
heâd isolated the audio last night, cleaned it up with a high-pass filter, boosted the mids to make it crystal clear. exported it as a high-quality .wav, tucked it into a folder labeled âaudio_ref.â he tells himself itâs for study, just good reference for future projects. but he loops it now, the sound of your laugh layered over faint lo-fi static he added for texture. itâs you, distilled into a three-second clip, filling his skull.
he closes his eyes and pretends youâre saying his name. satoru, you giggle, breathy and soft, like youâre leaning over his shoulder again, watching him work. satoru, you made it feel so real.
the lecture drones on, but heâs not listening. heâs lost in the rhythm of your voice, the way it dips and rises, the way it makes his skin feel too tight. he shifts in his seat, adjusts his hoodie, tries to ignore the heat pooling in his gut. heâs not supposed to want this. not supposed to want you.
but he does.
the thing about addiction is that it never announces itself.
no dramatic thunderclap. no internal monologue screaming, ah yes, now i am a pervert. itâs quiet. insidious. it sinks in like static, crackling at the edges of satoruâs brain until heâs not sure where his old self ends and this new, wretched version begins.
itâs not like heâs not already a pervert who gets off from pixels. this simply wasnât his brand of perversion.
that night, he stayed up longer than he shouldâve. stared at code for so long his ide crashed, the screen flickering to black as if it knew he was wasting his time. not that he got anything done.Â
he just kept switching tabsâyour final cut in vlc, some useless bash script in vscode he pretended to care about, then back to your video, the timeline frozen on that twirl, that gasp. his fingers shook when he closed the laptop, but sleep never came.
and now itâs the next day. mid-afternoon. the sun is doing that thing where it turns his apartment into a blinding box of heat and regret. his ac hums like an old man, wheezing against the sticky air. heâs sprawled in his chair, one leg slung over the armrest, staring at the ceiling fan like it might tell him how to stop.
ping.
another discord notification. he doesnât even flinch this time. your username glows, and the filename attached makes his stomach do a weird little roll: âtry-on2_raw.movâ. his eyes linger on the heart emoji youâve tacked onto the message, like itâs a personal invitation.
hiii! ty for the last edit, ur a lifesaver <3 can u check and trim this one too? iâm trying smth new but idk if it works⊠lmk what u think pls!!
he clicks download. no hesitation. doesnât even pretend to care anymore.
the file loads into his editing software like second nature, the premiere pro interface blooming across his screen. muscle memory. routine.
heâs done this a hundred timesâexcept never like this, never with his pulse hammering in his throat and his mouth already dry.
the video starts the same way as the lastâhandheld, messy lighting, your voice trailing in from offscreen as you fiddle with the camera angle. no mic, of course not. just raw cam audio, unpolished, real, every breath and rustle amplified. he leans closer, like proximity to the screen will make it less dangerous.
âokayâwait, hold on,â you mutter, slightly out of breath. thereâs a plastic rustle, fabric scraping skin, the light jingle of a zipper. he catches the sound of your nails tapping the digicam accidentally, a faint clack-clack that makes him picture your fingers, probably painted some ridiculous color, fumbling in that endearing way you do.Â
âugh⊠come onâŠâ your voice drops, a frustrated huff, low and throaty. âmmâsorry! this oneâs hard to pull up.â
thenâzipper slides. metal on fabric, slow and deliberate, like itâs teasing him on purpose. you let out a sigh, long, slow, just a little too satisfied, like youâre savoring the release of pressure. the sound coils in his gut, tight and hot.
he freezes.
his mouse stays hovering over the playhead, the cursor trembling slightly. blood is already rushing south, his sweatpants tightening in a way he canât ignore. his breath catches, shallow and sharp, and the worst part?
you giggle.
âprobably got the wrong size,â you say, tugging the dress up higher. the hem catches on your thighs, rising indecently, the fabric clinging to your skin like itâs reluctant to let go. âdonât tell anyone i didnât try it on in-store first.â
he swallows nothing. jaw tight. the room suddenly feels suffocating, the acâs hum drowned out by the thud of his own pulse. your lip catches between your teeth, a flash of white against pink gloss, and the camera catches that too, lingers on it like it knows what itâs doing.
you glance at the lens, eyes half-lidded, like youâre waiting for approval, like youâre asking him directlyâdo you like this?
satoruâs fingers twitch.
one hand stays on the mouse, scrubbing the timeline back three seconds to hear that sigh again. the other hand moves before he can stop it, slipping under his waistband, brushing against the heat of his skin. heâs already hard, achingly so, the kind of hard that makes his head swim.
he wraps his fingers around himself, slow at first, testing, like heâs not sure heâs really doing this again. but the sound of your voiceâbreathy, teasingâloops in his headphones, and heâs gone.
he strokes himself, deliberate and tight, his grip almost punishing. the video plays on, and youâre stepping into frame now, the dress half-zipped, hugging your curves in a way that makes his throat burn. your thighs shift as you adjust the hem, and he imagines them under his hands, soft and warm, parting just for him.
his thumb swipes over the tip of his cock, slick with precum, and he groans, low and broken, the sound swallowed by the hum of his pc. he pictures your fingers instead, clumsy but eager, your nails grazing his skin as you try to keep up with his rhythm.
heâd guide you, show you how he likes itâfast, rough, no mercy.
you sigh again, and he speeds up, his hand moving in time with the rise and fall of your voice. âthis oneâs kinda tight,â you murmur, tugging at the neckline, and the fabric stretches, exposing the swell of your chest.
he wants to rip it off, wants to hear you gasp for real, not for the camera but for him. his strokes grow erratic, desperate, the slick sound of his hand filling the room, obscene and unstoppable.
he scrubs the timeline back again, pauses on the frame where your dress slips, where your underwear peeks outâa thin, lacy thing that makes his vision blur. he imagines pulling it aside, imagines the heat of you, the way youâd whimper if he pressed himself inside.
heâs close, too close, his hips twitching up into his hand. the video loops your giggle, that satisfied sigh, and heâs drowning in it, in you.
he pictures you catching him like this, walking into his apartment right now, seeing him with his pants down and his cock in his hand, flushed and leaking. would you laugh? would you blush? would you drop to your knees and let him finish on your lips, glossy and perfect andâ
he comes with a muted groan, his head tipping back, eyes screwed shut as his release spills over his fingers, hot and messy. his breath shakes, a ragged exhale that leaves him hollow. the aftershocks pulse through him, and he slumps in his chair, the video still playing, your voice oblivious to the wreckage youâve caused.
he pauses the frame. your mouth is mid-word, forming the shape of âoops,â lips parted just enough to make his chest ache. he wipes his hand on a paper towel from his desk, crumpled and stained from earlier sins. doesnât look at himself. doesnât think.
exports the file without touching a thing. names it âfinal_edit.mov.â then saves another copy, the raw footage, every sigh and rustle preserved. he names it âjesusfuckingchrist.mp4â and buries it in a folder labeled âmisc_ref.â
he tries to normalize it.
âitâs just grading,â he mutters the next time he opens the project, the lie sour on his tongue. âjust adjusting white balance.â but the playback bar hasnât moved from your thighs. he doesnât touch the colors. not really.
he zooms in under the excuse of checking âgrain smoothing,â but itâs just your lip, caught between your teeth, your breath clipped at the edges like youâre holding back.
he tells himself heâs just learning.
every artist has their muse, right? except now he edits to your audio. he used to play podcasts, background noise to keep his brain from spiraling.
now? your breathing is layered into the timeline, a track heâs labeled âvox_ref.â he loops your laugh in reverse, lets it pan from left to right like itâs some surround sound experience.
âthis is practice,â he whispers, dragging eq curves around nonsense, boosting the highs until your voice is sharp and intimate. âiâm experimenting with filters.â
right. filters. filters until your voice sounds like itâs right by his ear, like youâre whispering in bed, your breath warm against his skin. he plays a clip of you saying âdo you like this one?â over and over, the words detached from context.
he doesnât even care what youâre referring to anymore. heâs got that part memorized, the way your voice dips, soft and unsure, like youâre asking him to love you.
the next class is worse.
you walk past him in that fuzzy pink shrug thing, one sleeve slipping off your shoulder, and itâs like a bomb goes off in his chest. the fabric clings to you, soft and teasing, and he wants to grab it, pull it down, see how much skin youâll let him have.
you lean down to plug your charger in, your jeans riding lowâtoo low, the kind of low that makes him wonder how theyâre even allowed on campus. he catches a glimpse of your underwear, a flash of lace, and his brain whites out.
he glares at his laptop, scoffs under his breath. âthat outfitâs⊠desperate.â the word feels like a blade, sharp and mean, but itâs all heâs got to keep you at a distance.
your head tilts, innocent, eyes wide like youâre genuinely curious. âyou think so?â you say it like you mean it, like you donât already know the answer, like you havenât watched your own footage and seen what heâs seen.
he shrugs, keeps scowling, doesnât look at you. his fingers grip the edge of his laptop too hard, knuckles white. behind the screen, heâs got a paused frame of you licking lip gloss off your thumb, minimized in the corner. itâs been open since he got here.
his file structure is disintegrating. he used to name things with logicâtimestamps, project codes, version numbers. now his desktop looks like a manifesto, a digital shrine to his unraveling. âvlog_tryon_final.mov.â âedit_3alt.mp4.â âfuckmeagain_laughcut.mov.â thereâs a folder called âNOT work (unless)â that he doesnât even open anymore, too afraid of what heâll find.
he tries to draw a line, but itâs blurry. always blurry. he doesnât know where the edit ends and obsession begins. when he dreams, he dreams about zippersâexcept theyâre not zipzers. theyâre your legs, parting slow and deliberate, your breath hitching as he pulls you closer.
a new text lights up his screen:
 hey! idk if the last one looks good⊠should i redo it? it felt kinda awkward lol sorry T_T
you sound insecure, unsure, your words dripping with that self-conscious charm that makes his chest hurt. he stares at the message, his thumb hovering over the keyboard, his mind spiraling.
you donât know, do you? you donât know what youâre doing to him, how your voice alone is enough to make him hard again.
he types:
looks clean. donât worry about it.
satoru watches the word clean sit there like a fucking lie. his dick twitches, traitor that it is.
he hates himself.
but he opens the raw file again. scrubs through, frame by frame, until he finds that timestampâwhere you moan, soft and accidental, like you didnât mean to let it slip. he watches it, his headphones sealing him in with the sound of you. he exports that single second, names it âmoan_finalgodhelpme.mp4,â and tucks it away like a secret heâll never confess.
the timeline sits open, your frozen frame staring back at him. he doesnât close it. doesnât want to.
it starts with static in his skull.
not the loud, electric kind that chokes you up or begs to be noticed. itâs quiet. a whir, like an old fan that never shuts off, humming behind his thoughts. when satoru drags his mouse across the screen and sees your name still on the folder, it buzzesâfaint, familiar, a sickness with your scent.
he changes the name from âNOT work (unless)â to âARCHIVE_21,â moves it to a different directory, pretends itâs work, or dead, or both. but the static doesnât stop. it clings, sticky and warm, like your laugh looping in his headphones.
it doesnât help.
not when he dreams in highlighter gloss and those half-bitten whines you make when stretching, your body arching just so. not when he wakes up rutting into damp sheets, mouthing your name like a damn prayer, his hips jerking against nothing. the shame burns, but itâs not enough to make him stop.
satoruâs trying.
really.
he takes up freelance gigs, edits wedding footage for some guy he hasnât spoken to since second year. overlays cheesy filters, mutes the groomâs ugly laugh, syncs the vows to some overused acoustic track. itâs clean. respectable. sterile enough to make him itch, like heâs wearing someone elseâs skin. but the folderâs still there, buried in his drive like it knows heâll come back.
2:03 a.m.
his inbox pings, a sharp sound that cuts through the drone of his pc fans. your name lights up the screen, and his chest tightens before he even reads the message.
hiii satoru!! sorry for the late send, been sooo busy <3 can u take a look at this haul vid? i tried smth spicy but idk if itâs too much⊠lmk what u think pretty pls!!
march haul (raw).mp4
he knows he shouldnât. thereâs no logical reason, no business context, just the weight of your wordsâspicy, pretty plsâsinking into his gut. but his hands move on their own, clicking download, the progress bar filling like a fuse burning down.
click.
of course he does.
the video starts soft, your bedroom light diffused to a golden haze, casting shadows that dance across rumpled sheets. it looks like youâve been tossing in them all day, the fabric creased and inviting.
youâre in laceâbarely. something soft pink and flimsy, a slip of fabric that clings to your curves like itâs begging to be torn off.
your thighâs out, one leg bent just enough to draw his eye, and the cameraâs angled low, too low, like you meant to frame it this way.
âgod, i hope this one fitsâŠâ your voice is breathy, a little strained, like youâre fighting the fabric. you adjust a strap, your fingers lingering on the lace, and your lip catches between your teeth, glossy and pink, a casual gesture thatâs anything but. his breath stutters, a sharp inhale that burns his throat.
âoops, sorryâtoo much cleavage?â you laugh, not to yourself but at him.
he knows it.
his cock knows it, twitching against the seam of his sweatpants. the screen shakes as you set the camera on something unsteadyâa stack of books, maybeâand it rocks just as you turn around, hips swaying, your ass hugged by that tiny thong, the lace cutting into your skin like a claim. you glance back over your shoulder, smirk poised like a dagger, eyes glinting in the soft light.
âi bet youâd pause right here, wouldnât you?â
he does.
the video cuts mid-breath, and he doesnât hear the silence. heâs frozen, hand halfway down, brain wiped clean. the frame lingers on your ass, the curve of it framed by lace, and his mouth is dry, his pulse hammering so loud it drowns out the static.
ping.
march haul (real).mp4
oops. wrong send lol. this is the real one!
his screen is still painted with the freeze-frame of your ass. his dickâs straining so hard it aches, a dull throb that makes him shift in his chair. he doesnât respond, doesnât move for a full minute, just stares at the message, the word oops taunting him. thenâ
he saves both files. drags them into âARCHIVE_21â with a trembling cursor, his fingers clumsy on the trackpad. he opens the raw one again, slower this time, one hand on his lap, the other fisting his sheets until the fabric creaks.
youâre back on screen, adjusting the strap again, your laugh curling through his headphones like smoke. his hand slips under his waistband, and heâs already leaking, the tip slick and sensitive as he grips himself.
he strokes slow, deliberate, savoring the friction, but his mindâs elsewhereâon the hentai heâs spent years jerking off to, the doujins with dog-eared pages and cum-stained corners.
he pictures you like those girls, bent over and begging, your lace thong pushed to the side as he fucks you from behind, your moans louder, needier, than anything youâve let slip on camera.
he imagines pinning you to those rumpled sheets, your thighs trembling under his hands, your ass bouncing with every thrust. no teasing giggles, no coy glancesâjust you, fucked out and whimpering, his name on your lips as he buries himself deep, so deep you canât think.
his hand speeds up, the slick sound obscene in the quiet of his room. he scrubs the timeline back, pauses on the moment you turn, your smirk sharp and knowing.
he wants to wipe it off, wants to fuck you until youâre too wrecked to smile, until youâre clawing at the sheets and sobbing his name. he imagines your cunt, tight and wet, gripping him as he pounds into you, the lace of your thong rubbing raw against his skin.
itâs not enough to watch you anymore, not enough to stroke himself to your voiceâhe wants to ruin you, wants to feel you break under him, wants to make you his in a way those 2d girls never could.
he cums with a low, breathy whisper of your name, his hips jerking up into his hand. itâs intense, almost painful, spilling over his fingers and onto the hem of his shirt.
his chest heaves, his vision blurring as he slumps back, the video still playing, your laugh oblivious to the mess heâs become. he opens it again, doesnât touch himself this timeâjust watches, memorizes, eyes glassy and mouth parted.
at one point, he swears he moans with you, a soft sound that slips out unbidden, his body betraying him even when heâs spent. when he edits the ârealâ file, heâs a machine. no stutters, no slips, just sharp keystrokes and surgical cuts, trimming shaky frames and boosting your voice until itâs crisp.
the guilt claws at him, a dull ache in his chest, but it only makes the next orgasm worseâand better. he exports it, names it âhaul_march_final.mov,â and saves the raw file to a new subfolder: âstills_ref.â he doesnât name the second copy. doesnât need to. itâs just for him.
he plays it cool in class. âwow. another fit straight outta your grandmaâs closet,â he scoffs as you pass, voice dripping with mockery, lips curling into something lazy and mean.
but his gaze flickersâjust once, low and quick, like heâs checking for danger. and there it is. a flash of soft pink lace against the curve of your thigh as you shift your bag higher up your shoulder. just a sliver. deliberate.
he knows that lace. knows it from the raw footage, from the way it hugged your skin under golden light. his smirk falters for half a second, a crack in his armor.
you turn your head, slow as syrup, and smile at him over your shoulder. itâs airy, innocent, ditzy enough to play dumb, poisonous enough to feel like a threat. âmm? that bad, huh?â your voice is light, but your eyes linger a moment too long, sharp and knowing, like youâre peeling him open.
you take your seat two rows away, crossing one leg over the other with careful grace. your skirt rides up, just enough to show the edge of that lace again, and your fingers toy absentmindedly with the hem, brushing the fabric like itâs a game.
he doesnât blink.
he knows whatâs under that skirt, knows the way that lace bites into your skin when you move just like that. heâs seen it in soft lighting, tangled with shadows and sighs. he knows, and you know, and neither of you say a word.
he canât breathe.
his hand trembles as he grips his pen, scrawling nonsense on the corner of his notesârandom numbers, jagged lines, anything to keep his fingers busy.
someoneâs asking a question about identity and performance, something about how we present ourselves versus how we wish to be perceived, and satoruâs already halfway to standing.
âsorry. washroom.â his voice cracks halfway through the lie, too sharp, too rushed.
satoru stumbles into the menâs room like heâs escaping a crime scene, the door clicking shut behind him. palm flat against cold tile, forehead pressed to the inside of his wrist, he tries to breathe, tries to think of anything elseâcode, deadlines, the wedding edit heâs behind on.
but itâs you.
always you. your smile, your laugh, the lace peeking out like a taunt.
heâs already hard, already leaking, the front of his jeans tight and unforgiving. he fumbles with the button, shoves them down just enough, and grips himself, his hand shaking as he strokes.
he closes his eyes and sees youânot the you in class, not the you playing dumb, but the you from his fantasies, the you heâs built from hentai panels and late-night desperation. he imagines you on your knees, lace thong pulled down, your cunt glistening as he fucks you against the bathroom sink.
no giggles, no teasingâjust raw, desperate need, your moans echoing off the tiles as he slams into you, his hands bruising your hips, your body arching to take him deeper.
he wants you messy, wants you marked, wants to fill you until youâre dripping, until youâre his in a way thatâs permanent.
he strokes faster, his breath hitching, his teeth sinking into his knuckles to muffle the groan clawing up his throat. he cums hard, too fast, his knees buckling as it spills over his hand, hot and shameful. he shakes, gasping, his forehead slick against the tile, and thinks of lace. thinks of lip gloss. thinks of your voice saying âoopsâ like itâs a sin.
it doesnât take long for his desktop to become an altar.
the backgroundâs still you, a freeze-frame from the first video, your lip gloss shimmering and fingers caught mid-twist in your hair. he tells himself itâs temporary, just a visual reference.
itâs been three weeks.
folders on folders: âhauls > favs > zoom_ins > stills > pantyshots.â âaudio_samples > moan_loop > breath_only.wav.â âcolor tests > gloss_ref > lips.png.â
some nights, he replays a single frame just to watch your mouth form the word âfuck,â slows it down, isolates the syllables, pretends youâre saying his name instead.
the worst part?
youâre still pretending nothingâs changed. still calling them âfavors,â still sending content like itâs work, like itâs nothing.
but your outfits are shorter, your giggles stick to the air longer, your eyes linger like youâre testing something. and when you purr, âyouâre sooo good at this, satoru,â with that saccharine lilt, your voice curling around his name like a caress, he bites the inside of his cheek just to keep quiet. fists the sheets at night and prays.
he moans your name in the dark, face hot with shame, and hates how much he wants you to hear it.
satoruâs become sleep-deprived, dark smudges nesting beneath his eyes like fingerprints left behind by guilt or obsession or both. he wears his glasses more lately, less out of need and more as a buffer between him and the worldâbetween him and you.
the lenses catch the glow of his new triple-monitor setup, a sleek beast he told himself was for coding, for editing, for multitasking. not for keeping your videos looping on the side monitor while he pretends to work on the main one. not for that at all.
your folderâs pinned in quick access, a permanent fixture in his file explorer. he keeps it open in the background at all times, a digital pulse that hums alongside his pc fans. second nature now, like breathing or wanting. not unlike a shrine.
in class, he pretends to take notes, his stylus scratching nonsense on his tablet. heâs not. heâs watching a gif on his phone, hidden under the deskâa loop of your tongue dragging slow across lip gloss, eyes soft with focus like youâre painting yourself pretty just for him. the gifâs only three seconds, but heâs memorized every frame, every flicker of your lashes. his thumb swipes to replay it, again, again, until his vision blurs.
ctrl+shift+eject brain.exe.
three days pass, and you havenât messaged. he checks your chat thread more than he breathesâopens, closes, re-opens, scrolling through your old texts like theyâll reveal something new. every flicker of hope is a false start, a phantom ping that makes his chest lurch. heâs pathetic, he knows it, but knowing doesnât stop the itch.
then:
ping.
april haul (suits).mov
hii satoru!! new haul vid for u to check <3 tried some swimsuits this time, hope itâs not too boring to trim hehe. lmk what u think!!â
he nearly drops his phone, his thumb smudging the screen as he fumbles to download. his new setup hums to life, the main monitor flashing with code he hasnât touched in hours, the side monitor already open to your folder.
he drags the file into premiere, the timeline blooming across the screen, but his eyes are on the raw video, already playing on the right monitor, your voice spilling through his headphones like honey.
the videoâs different this time. the cameraâs lower, like itâs been left on a desk or shelf, pointing slightly upward to frame you from your knees to just above your head. your bed makes a cozy blur in the background, sheets tangled like an invitation.
youâre in a bikini top that isnât trying very hard to stay on, thin strings knotted loosely at your neck and back, the fabric barely containing you. âmmm. does this scream summer, or slut?â you giggle, feigned innocence like frosting over heat, your voice curling around the words like you know exactly what theyâll do to him.
you play with the strings at your chest, tugging, adjusting, your fingers brushing the swell of your breasts. then, softer, breathier, to the lens: âbaby, help me pickâŠâ
baby.
it breaks him all over again, a crack that runs straight through his chest. his cock twitches, already hard, straining against his boxers.
everything after that gets softer, lazier, dangerous in how intimate it feels. thereâs no performative energy nowâjust casual, candid seduction, your movements slow, like youâre not hurrying for anyone. like you know exactly whoâs watching and how long heâll linger.
when you shrug a dress off your shoulders, you sigh, the sound catching in your throat. when you twist to adjust a strap, you hum, low and absentminded. and when you struggle with a clasp at your back, your fingers fumbling, you moanâsoft, unintentional, a sound that slips out like it surprised even you.
satoruâs thumb slams the spacebar, pausing the video, rewinding three seconds to hear it again. he watches the way your lips part, the way your brows twitch, the way your body shifts like youâre chasing the sensation.
heâs already leaking, his boxers damp as he shoves them down, his hand wrapping around himself. the side monitor loops the raw footage, your moan playing over and over, while the main monitor holds the paused frame of your parted lips. he strokes slow at first, his grip tight, his thumb swiping over the tip where heâs slick and sensitive.
his mind slips to the doujins heâs hoarded, the hentai heâs spent years chasingâthe girls with flushed cheeks and desperate eyes, fucked raw and begging for more. but now itâs you, not some inked fantasy, and itâs so much filthier.
he imagines you sprawled across your bed, that bikini top ripped off, your thighs spread wide as he fucks you deep, relentless, your cunt clenching around him as you sob his name. no teasing, no gigglesâjust you, wrecked and dripping, your nails clawing his back as he takes you again and again, each thrust harder, messier, until youâre nothing but his.
his hand speeds up, the slick sound loud in his room, mixing with your looped moan. he wants you pinned beneath him, wants to feel you squirm, wants to fuck you until the bed creaks and your voice breaks, until youâre begging like those hentai girls, your glossed lips trembling as you say his nameâsatoru, please, more.
he imagines filling you, his cum leaking down your thighs, your body marked by him in ways he canât unsee. itâs not enough to watch, not enough to strokeâhe wants to own you, wants to make you his in every way those 2d fantasies taught him to crave.
he cums hard, forehead pressed to his desk, a low groan tearing from his throat as it spills over his hand, his keyboard, the edge of his new setup. his breath is ragged, like heâs run a marathon, his glasses fogging slightly as he gasps.
the side monitor still plays, your voice oblivious, your moan looping like a hymn. he doesnât stop the video, just slumps back, spent and shaking, and watches again, his hand twitching like itâs not done.
it doesnât take long for his room to reek of sweat and sin.
he edits shirtless now, sometimes in boxers, always hard, always leaking. every fileâs renamed with trembling hands: âwifey_take7.mov.â âwifey_raw.mp4.â
he syncs your sighs to his lo-fi playlist, turns it into a lullaby, falls asleep to the sound of your breath. sometimes he slows your voice just to hear âbabyâ dragged out into velvet, makes gifs of your hands skimming your hips, kisses the screen when heâs drunk enough to forget shame.
you, on the other hand, donât break character.
in class, you chew your pen and lean forward, the arch of your spine exact, your cleavage subtleâbarely a tease, just enough to make his throat tighten. he looks away with a clenched jaw, adjusts himself under the desk, twice, his jeans unforgiving.
you whisper to a friend and giggle, and he lipreads, thinks he sees the words âcanât wait,â but maybe heâs hallucinating, maybe not. it doesnât matter.
he starts responding to the clips aloud.
âfuck yes, that one.â âspin again, baby.â sometimes he mumbles your name like a prayer, sometimes he chokes it into his pillow. every orgasm has your name carved into it, a brand he canât erase.
one night, he opens a file to edit, drags it into premiere, but he doesnât touch it. just watches, headphones in, barely breathing. not a content creator now, not a student, not even a manâjust a creature of need, and you his ritual, his muse, his goddess.
the screen shows you adjusting the straps of a silky babydoll, the lighting warm, your thighs bare, half-tucked under you as you sit prettily at the edge of your bed.
âokay, so this oneâs⊠like, totally giving âcome to bedâ energy, right?â you giggle, voice light, teeth sinking into your glossed lip as you bounce once, soft and natural, the fabric barely covering your chest.
satoru groans low in his throat, not even trying to hide it. âitâs giving bend over,â he mutters, lips twitching, his side monitor looping the raw footage, his main screen frozen on your smile. âfuck, look at youâŠâ
you reach behind you, struggle with the clasp, wiggle your shoulders like youâre teasing whoeverâs behind the camera. âoof. thatâs tight⊠should i size up?â a breathy laugh follows, your sigh melting into it.
he licks his lips, your audio crystal-clear in his headphones. youâre right there, talking to him. ânah, baby,â he croons, eyes fixed on the curve of your spine as you turn. âtightâs perfect. keeps the goods in place.â
you blow a kiss at the lens. âhope youâre not bored yet,â you say with a wink. âi saved the cutest for lastâŠâ
you bend off-frame, your ass peeking just above the edge of the bed, round and inviting in cotton panties with lace trim, and when you rise again, your hands hold something sheer and tiny. âtadaaa,â you whisper, eyes glinting with mischief. âthis oneâs for my favorite viewer.â
00:05:46âsatoru slams the shortcut, timestamp saved. a second later, he screenshots, then again, then again, frame by frame, until he finds the exact one where your lipâs caught between your teeth and your ass is still halfway in the air.
âfucking perfect,â he mutters, breath uneven. he pulls the image up on his main screen, zooms in, sharpens it, runs it through noise reduction. the side monitor loops the raw video, your voice sweet and teasing, while the right monitor plays a gif of your earlier moan, your lips parted in that soft, accidental sound.
his handâs already moving, shoving his boxers down, his cock springing free, hard and leaking like itâs been waiting for this.Â
he grips himself, rough and urgent, no pretense of patience. the new setupâs perfectâyour video on the side, his code on the main screen like heâs working, but itâs all you, every pixel, every sound.
he strokes in time with your giggle, his eyes flicking between the gif of your moan and the screenshot of your ass, his mind spiraling into the filthiest corners of his hentai-soaked brain.
he imagines you on that bed, face down, ass up, the babydoll hiked to your waist as he fucks you so hard the headboard cracks. he wants you screaming, wants your cunt pulsing around him, wants to pull your hair and make you look at him as he fills you, over and over, until youâre a mess, until youâre his completely.
his strokes are frantic, his breath hitching, his hips bucking into his hand. he pictures you tied to the bed, like that one doujin he read last month, your wrists bound with those same bikini strings, your thighs trembling as he fucks you through one orgasm into the next.
he wants to cum inside you, wants to watch it drip out, wants to push it back in with his fingers and make you lick them clean. itâs not enough to jerk off anymore, not enough to dreamâhe wants to break you, wants to make you real, wants to fuck you until youâre as addicted to him as he is to you.
he cums with a choked growl, his head tipping back, glasses slipping down his nose as it spills over his hand, his desk, the sticky mess splattering his keyboard.
heâs shaking, gasping, his chest heaving as the side monitor loops your voice, your âbabyâ purring like a mantra. his wristâs sticky, his room a haze of sweat and shame, but he doesnât care. heâs not even really here.
youâre everywhere nowâthree monitors, three altars, your image burned into his retinas. heâd worship on his knees if you asked.
the next day, another file:
april haul (closeups).mp4
sorry! idk if this oneâs helpful but i liked the shots hehe
he doesnât unzip his pants. doesnât need to. heâs already throbbing from the inside out, his body reacting to your name alone. he clicks, watches, kneels, and whispers your name like a benediction, the static in his skull louder than ever.
it starts with a ping.
innocuous. a single pixel shift on the main monitor mid-code, just as satoruâs debugging a script for a deadline he already missed. his side monitor hums with your last video, paused on that frame where your lipâs caught between your teeth, and the third monitorâs open to a half-finished render he hasnât touched in days. he glances lazily at the notification, expecting another reminder from suguru to shower or eatâ
but no. itâs you.
hey⊠do u do filming too?
his fingers freeze. heart jams, a dull thud in his chest. the cursor blinks, waiting, mocking. he doesnât think. doesnât breathe. his glasses slip down his nose, and he doesnât fix them. the words burn into his retinas, and his cock twitches before he can process why.
yeah. totally. what kind of shoot?
he sends it, his thumb trembling over the enter key. no reply. not for five whole minutes. the wait is a crucifixion, each second stretching into eternity. he keeps opening and closing the chat, rereading your words like they might shift into something dirtier, something more.
his triple-monitor setup glows, your frozen frame on the side monitor staring at him, lips parted, eyes glinting. heâs already leaking in his pants, a damp spot spreading against his thigh.
then:
just a casual thing. home setup. come over?
he reads it twice. three times. his breath catches, sharp and shallow, like heâs been punched. come over. your dorm. your space. heâs hard, achingly so, his boxers tight and unforgiving. he doesnât reply, just slams his laptop shut, grabs his camera bag, and stumbles out the door.
he shows up twenty minutes later, barely remembered to wear deodorant, definitely forgot his dignity. his high-end sony alpha mirrorlessâloaded with a lens that costs more than most peopleâs rentâbounces against his chest as he knocks. his palms are slick, his glasses fogging slightly from the heat of his own nerves.
you open the door with a giggle, wrapped in a pastel pink robe that might as well be air. it clings to the curve of your waist, parts at the thigh, revealing soft skin that makes his throat burn. your hairâs still damp, sticking to your collarbones, and the scent of vanilla lotion hits him like a drug. âthanks for coming! iâm kinda nervousâŠâ
he wants to bark out same, but his jaw locks. he swallows instead, the motion too loud in his ears. âno problem.â his voice is gravel, like heâs choking on his own want. he steps inside, and your dorm swallows him wholeâwarm, cutesy, a pastel fever dream of plush throw pillows, fairy lights, and a pink velvet couch that looks too soft, too inviting.
heâs already imagining you bent over it, your robe hiked up, your moans echoing off the walls. it smells like you sprayed your strawberry perfume over every surface, dizzying, suffocating. his glasses fog again.
he sets up the tripod with shaking hands, the sonyâs weight grounding him just enough to keep from falling apart. you bounce around the living room, humming, fluffing pillows on the couch, fixing your gloss in a heart-shaped mirror propped against a shelf.
âdoes this lighting make me look washed out?â you ask, stepping back, tilting your head. then you bend to adjust a lamp, and your robe parts just enough to reveal the gentle curve of your ass, bare except for a sliver of lace.
he sees. pretends he didnât. fumbles the lens cap, twice, the plastic clattering to the floor. his face burns, but he keeps his eyes on the camera, adjusting settings he doesnât need to touch.
you brush past him again and again, your bare arm glancing his, silk whispering across his knuckles when you pass. he smells shampoo in the air, thick and sweet, and itâs you, all you, sinking into his lungs. âyou nervous?â you tease, voice light, a giggle curling at the edges.
he scoffs, wiping his palm against his jeans, the denim rough against his slick skin. âpfft. nah. iâve filmed worse.â a lie, bold and brittle, his voice too tight to sell it.
âworse than me?â you pout, stepping closer, close enough that he can feel the warmth of your breath. âouch.â
âi didnât say that.â his voice cracks, a hairline fracture. heâs too aware of you, of the way your robe slips an inch, of the way your eyes glint like youâre playing with him.
you tilt your head, wide-eyed, all fake innocence. âsooo⊠you have filmed pretty girls before?â
he falters, breath stuttering in his chest. heâs a virgin, hasnât touched a girl in years, hasnât wanted toânot when hentaiâs been enough, when doujins have been his only lovers. but youâre real, and youâre here, and youâre breaking him.
âno one like you,â he says, unfiltered, raw, the words slipping out before he can stop them.
your lips curl, slow and sweet, a smile that says i know. âhm. figured.â
you disappear into your bedroom for a few minutes, the door clicking shut. he pretends to adjust the white balance, tweaking settings on the sony that are already perfect, but really heâs staring at the door like it owes him salvation.
his cockâs throbbing, a dull ache that wonât quit, and he shifts, trying to ease the pressure. the living room feels too small, the pink couch too soft, the fairy lights too intimate. heâs imagining you sprawled across that couch, your robe gone, your thighs spread, his camera capturing every gasp.
the door opens. you emerge. lingerie set, pale and sheer, a mini skirt that barely qualifies, lip gloss freshly reapplied. you look like a doll, saccharine and sinful, every curve a taunt. âcan you help me zip this?â you turn, bare back exposed, the zipper halfway up, your spine a perfect line that begs to be touched.
he steps forward, too close, his exhale brushing your shoulder. his fingers graze your skinâsoft, warm, realâand you shiver, a small, deliberate tremor. he pulls the zipper up with trembling hands, the metal catching once, his breathing uneven. the distance between you shatters into nothing, the air thick with static.
âyouâre doing this on purpose,â he rasps, low in your ear, his voice rough with want.
âdoing what?â you whisper, fake innocence thick as honey, your head tilting just enough to catch his eye.
you look back at him, lashes fluttering, lips parted, glossy and pink. he breaks.
âfuck.â
he grabs you, his hands rough on your hips, your mouths crashing togetherâteeth, tongue, gasps. your lip gloss smears against his cheek, sweet and sticky, and he groans into the kiss, devouring you.
you moan into his mouth, legs wrapping around his hips as he lifts you onto the counter, the edge biting into your thighs. youâre silk and heat and sin beneath his hands, and heâs forgotten everything elseâhis camera, his code, his shame. only you exist now.
you feel his hard-on through his jeans, pressed against your thighs, and heâs panting, his breath stuttering against your skin as he kisses down your jaw, your neck, the ridge of your spine. his mouth is everywhere, like heâs starved, like heâs trying to memorize you with his tongue.
his glasses slip down, and he grins against your collarbone. âneed to get a better look,â he mutters, a flimsy excuse to lean closer, until the fog of his breath warms your skin. he bites your collarbone, hard, groaning when he leaves a mark. âwanna see that in playback.â
he drops to his knees without hesitation, a virginâs worship, reverence born from years of hentai and nothing else. his fingers dig into your thighs, spreading them wide, and he groans like heâs just found salvation. he runs his tongue along the inner part first, slow and teasing, so close to the lace of your panties but not touching what you want.
you try to close your legs, but he forces them open, his grip bruising, his mouth finding the wet spot through the fabric. âfuck, youâre soaked,â he growls, voice muffled, his tongue dragging heavy and slow, the lace rough against your clit. âbeen wet for me this whole time, huh? fuckinâ tease.â
you whimper, hips bucking, and he moans into you, the vibration making you gasp. he licks through the panties, relentless, his glasses slipping halfway down his nose but he doesnât care.
âyou taste better than i dreamed,â he says, his voice hoarse, hentai dialogue spilling out like itâs natural. he sucks at the fabric, tongue pressing harder, and youâre trembling, your hands fisting his hair as you grind against his face. heâs messy, desperate, his moans louder than yours, like heâs the one about to cum. you do, hard, a cry tearing from your throat as you shudder against his mouth, and he doesnât stop, lapping at the soaked lace like itâs his last meal.
he presses his cheek to your thigh, sticky and glistening, looking up at you with glassy eyes. âfirst oneâs mine,â he says, grinding his hips into the floor, his jeans tight with his own need. you donât think he even realizes heâs doing it. he spreads you open with his fingers, peeling the panties aside, watching your hole twitch with a hunger that makes his mouth water.
âlook at that,â he murmurs, almost to himself, his voice dripping with awe. âfuckinâ perfect.â he slides two fingers in, slow at first, then deeper, curling them just right, like heâs memorized every doujin panel that showed him how. âshitâiâve seen this in hentai but itâs better. fuck, itâs real.â
his fingers pump, slick and steady, and youâre moaning, head thrown back, the counter digging into your hips. he adds a third, stretching you, his free hand jerking himself through his jeans, matching the pace of his fingers inside you. âso tight, baby. youâre gonna feel so good around my cock.â
he spits on your pussy, a quick, filthy gesture, his eyes locked on yours as it drips down. âthey never show that part right in hentai. had to test it myself.â you moan, loud and broken, and he moans louder, his fingers slipping out with a wet squelch. he licks them clean, slow, eyes fluttering shut like heâs savoring you. âfuckâwant it all.â
he stands, trembling, his jeans tented painfully. âcan i?â his voice is small, almost pleading, a crack in his bravado. you nod, and he fumbles with his belt, shoving his jeans down just enough. he lines himself up, his cock thick and leaking, the tip brushing your entrance. âyouâre so warmâholy shitâyouâre squeezing meâfuckââ
he slides in, slow at first, gasping as you take him, your cunt tight and slick around him. heâs a virgin, but he knows this, knows the rhythm from years of jerking off to scenes just like this. he freezes, trying not to cum, his glasses fogging as he pants. you clench down, deliberate, and he slaps your thigh, a quick, sharp sting that earns him a whine.
âdonâtâfuck, donât do that yet.â
he pulls out, just to slam back in, harder, the counter creaking under you. his rhythmâs sloppy, desperate, but he finds it, each thrust deeper, rougher. âlook at you,â he growls, his voice pure filth, hentai dialogue spilling free. âtaking my cock like a good little slut. you love this, donât you? fuckinâ made for me.â he licks the tears running down your cheek, his tongue hot and greedy. âcrying already? baby, iâm not even close to done.â
you moan his name, and he loses it, his thrusts turning frantic, messy, like heâs trying to ruin you. âfilm it. show me what you see,â you gasp, and he fumbles for his phone, almost dropping it with how hard heâs shaking.
the camera app opens in a blur of fingers, then steadies, the lens catching you spread wide beneath him, thighs trembling, pussy stuffed full of his cock. he holds it there, watching the way you flutter around him, his breath ragged. âwatch this later and see how ruined you look, baby,â he pants, voice hoarse, wild.
he leans in, still recording, whispering filth against your ear. âthatâs right. take it. cry for me. i want you loud.â his other hand drags the mic closer, the sonyâs external recorder capturing every slick thrust, every broken sob, every wet squelch, loud and obscene.
he fucks you harder, the counter shaking, your tits bouncing with each thrust. âgonna fuck you on every piece of furniture in here,â he growls, his voice low, unhinged. âthat couch? gonna bend you over it. that table? gonna spread you wide. your bed? gonna fill you till youâre screaming.â
you clench around him, and he groans, his hips stuttering. âfuck, you like that? you want me to wreck you everywhere, donât you?â you nod, gasping, and he slaps your thigh again, harder, leaving a red mark. âsay it, baby. tell me you want it.â
âi want it,â you whimper, voice breaking, and he grins, feral, his thrusts turning punishing. you cum again, a shuddering mess, your cry echoing in the mic as your cunt pulses around him, slick dripping down your thighs. he doesnât stop, doesnât slow, his cock throbbing as he fucks you through it.
âgonna fill you up,â he pants, his voice cracking, hentai fantasies spilling out. âgonna cum so deep youâll feel me for days. you want that, donât you? want my cum dripping out of you?â
you nod, moaning, and he loses it, slamming into you one last time as he cums, a guttural groan tearing from his throat. itâs hot, messy, spilling inside you, and he keeps thrusting, shallow and desperate, like heâs trying to push it deeper.
satoru doesnât stop.
in fact, he lifts you, his arms wrapping under your thighs like youâre weightless, his cock still buried inside you, slick and pulsing. your head lolls against his shoulder, your breath hot against his neck, and he groans, low and guttural, as he carries you toward your bedroom.
the air shifts as he crosses the threshold, your perfume hitting him harder hereâfloral and sugary, the same scent that clings to your pillow, your wrist, your everything. itâs thicker in this room, curling around him like a trap, and he kicks the door shut behind him, the click loud in the quiet.
he pushes you toward the vanity, your back meeting the cool glass of the mirror with a soft thud. he bends you over it, slow and deliberate, his hands guiding your hips until your cheek presses against the surface, your breath fogging the reflection.
âlook at you,â he groans, angling his phone to capture the sceneâyour flushed face, your glossed lips parted, your eyes half-lidded in the mirror as you whine in embarassment.
âpretty little thing, still trying to act innocent.â his voice is rough, edged with hunger, and he shifts his hips, thrusting shallowly, keeping you pinned, reaching for your lip gloss.
you mumble something, a weak protest or plea, but he shuts it up with a swipe of your lip gloss across your mouth, his hand trembling as he paints your lips pink, the applicator slick and messy.
âperfect,â he says, pulling back just enough to admire the shine, the way it catches the light. then he pushes in again, deeper, and you both moan, the sound mingling in the air, caught by the sonyâs mic still recording from the tripod in the corner.
he kisses you messilyâgloss smearing, lips hungry, teeth clashing as he grinds his hips, slow and torturous, never breaking the rhythm. the camera stays on, the phone propped against a perfume bottle, capturing every gasp, every shudder.
âtaste so fuckinâ good,â he mutters against your mouth, his tongue chasing the sticky sweetness. âgonna kiss you till youâre dripping everywhere.â
satoru lays you on the bed next, gentle but urgent, his hands shaking as he props his phone against a stack of books on your nightstand, the camera app open, framing you perfectlyâyour body sprawled across the pastel sheets, thighs parted, lingerie barely clinging to your skin, the sheer fabric of your top stretched tight over your chest, the mini skirt hiked up to expose the lace of your panties.
he climbs over you, his glasses slipping down his nose, and pushes your legs up, hooking them over his shoulders, the angle forcing you open, vulnerable.
âfuck, you feel like heaven,â he says, voice cracking, almost reverent, as he slides back inside you, slow and deep, the heat of you pulling a groan from his throat. âiâm never gonna stop, baby.â
each thrust is deliberate, his hips rolling to hit that spot that makes you arch, your nails raking down his arms, leaving red trails heâll stare at later.
he kisses you through it, his mouth sloppy and desperate, swallowing your moans like theyâre his lifeline. the bed creaks under you, the fairy lights casting a soft glow over your tear-streaked face, and heâs lost in it, in the way you clench around him, so tight itâs like youâre made for him.
âso fuckinâ perfect,â he pants, his lips brushing your ear, his breath hot and uneven. âtaking my cock like you were born for it.â
he tugs at the straps of your lingerie top, pulling it down until your tits spill free, the sheer fabric catching under them, and he groans, his mouth latching onto a nipple, sucking hard until you whimper, your hips bucking against him.
but it doesnât lastâhe needs more, needs to see you break in ways heâs only imagined in the dark of his room, his hand on his cock and your videos on loop.
he pulls out, his dick slick and throbbing, and grabs your hips, flipping you with a low grunt. he drags you up by the waist, positioning you on your knees, your ass high, your face pressed into the sheets, the skirt still bunched around your hips. his hand slides up your spine, pushing your chest down, arching you just right, and he yanks the lace panties to the side, not bothering to take them off.
âthis is what you get for teasing me all these days,â he growls, his voice unhinged, as he lines himself up and thrusts in, hard and deep, the slap of skin sharp in the quiet room.
you whimper, muffled against the pillow, and he fucks harder, each thrust rocking you forward, the bedframe rattling, your moans spilling free despite the fabric. his phoneâs still recording, propped precariously, catching every angleâyour arched back, your trembling thighs, the way his cock disappears into you with every brutal snap of his hips.
âlook at that pussy,â he says, his free hand gripping your ass, spreading you open for the camera. âso greedy, swallowing me whole. you love this, donât you?â he tugs your hair, pulling your head back, forcing your cries to echo. âlouder, baby. let the whole fuckinâ dorm hear you.â
he slows, just to torment you, his hips grinding deep, making you squirm, your overstimulated body shaking under him. youâre teary, sobs catching in your throat, but he doesnât careâhe wants you loud, wants you broken. he leans down, his chest pressed to your back, and bites your shoulder, hard enough to leave a mark.
âcry for me,â he whispers, his voice rough, his hand slipping around to pinch your nipple, twisting until you gasp. âwanna hear you fall apart.â he pulls out, leaving you empty, and you whine, a desperate, keening sound that makes him smirk.
âpatience, princess,â he mocks, slapping your ass lightly, the sting making you clench around nothing.
satoru guides you up, turning you to face him, and pushes you back onto the bed, climbing over you. âwanna see you ride me,â he says, lying back against the headboard, his hands gripping your hips as you straddle him. he tugs the skirt off completely, tossing it aside, leaving you in just the stretched-out lingerie top and soaked panties.
âbounce,â he growls, his eyes locked on where you sink down onto him, slow and deliberate, your cunt stretching around him as you take him inch by inch. âshow the camera how you fuck me.â
his phoneâs angled to catch it allâyour tits bouncing, still half-caught in the sheer fabric, your thighs trembling, the way you gasp every time you drop down, taking him to the hilt.
you move, your hips rolling, your hands braced on his chest, and heâs sweating, his glasses slipping, his breath ragged. he doesnât let you slow, his hands lifting you, slamming you back down, making you take him deeper. âthatâs it,â he says, voice hoarse, his fingers digging into your ass, leaving bruises. âfuck yourself on my cock. show me how bad you need it.â
youâre sobbing now, tears streaming down your cheeks, but you keep going, your moans loud and broken, your body shaking from the overstimulation. he reaches up, ripping the lingerie top off completely, the fabric tearing with a sharp sound, and gropes your tits, squeezing hard, his thumbs brushing your nipples until you shudder.
âthese are mine now,â he says, his voice pure filth. âgonna mark âem up so you canât hide.â
heâs close, too close, but heâs not done.
he pushes you off, gentle but firm, and stands, pulling you with him toward the full-length mirror by your closet. he spins you, pressing your chest to the glass, your hands splaying against it, your tear-streaked reflection staring back.
he kicks your legs apart, his cock nudging your entrance, and slides in, slow and deep, his breath hot against your ear. âlook at you,â he says, his lips brushing your neck, his hands caging you against the mirror. âlook at my cock ruining your pussy.â
he thrusts, slow at first, watching your reflectionâyour tears, your drool, your gloss-smeared lips, the way your body shakes with every snap of his hips. âyou wanted a nerd? this nerdâs gonna fuckinâ break you.â
he fucks you harder, the mirror rattling, your moans bouncing off the walls, loud enough to wake the neighbors. âso fuckinâ pretty,â he pants, one hand slipping to your clit, rubbing messy, relentless circles. âgonna cum all over my cock, arenât you? gonna make a mess for me?â
you nod, sobbing, your body trembling, and he slaps your ass, the sting sharp, making you clench around him. âsay it, baby. tell me youâre mine.â
âiâm yours,â you gasp, voice breaking, tears streaming, and he cums with a raw groan, spilling inside you, hot and thick, his hips stuttering as he rides it out.
he doesnât pull out, doesnât stop, his cock still hard, still twitching as he fucks his cum deeper, the slick sound obscene. ânot done,â he mutters, his glasses fogged, his voice wrecked. âgonna make you cum again.â
he keeps going, relentless, his thrusts slower but deeper, each one pushing his cum back inside, making you shake. his fingers on your clit are merciless, circling fast, and youâre oversensitive, your body convulsing, your moans turning to desperate cries. âsatoruâfuckâtoo muchââ you sob.
he only slaps your thigh, sharp and stinging, and leans in, his lips grazing your ear. âtoo much? nah, princess, you can take it. wanna feel you squirt for me.â
he angles his hips, hitting that spot that makes your vision blur, and youâre gone, your body locking up as you cum, a gush of wet heat soaking his cock, dripping down your thighs, pooling on the floor. he groans, loud and broken, his hips jerking as he cums again, another hot rush filling you, spilling out around him.
âfuckâlook at that mess,â he pants, his hand smearing the slick between your legs, rubbing it into your skin. âall for me.â
but heâs not done. he pulls you back to the bed, laying you on your side, one leg hooked over his arm as he slides back in, his cock still hard, slick with your cum and his. âone more,â he begs, his voice cracking, his glasses crooked. âgimme one more, baby. need to feel you again.â
he thrusts slow, deep, his hand slipping between your legs to tease your oversensitive clit, and youâre crying, tears streaming, your body shaking from the intensity. he bites your neck, leaving marks, and whispers, âlove it when you cry for me. so fuckinâ loud, just how i like it.â
he shifts, rolling you onto your stomach, keeping you pinned as he fucks you into the mattress, his hand pressing your face into the sheets. âgonna cum all over you,â he growls, his thrusts turning sloppy, desperate. âgonna fill you up till youâre leaking me for days.â
you cum again, a shuddering, broken mess, your sobs muffled against the pillow, your body convulsing as you squirt again, weaker but still enough to soak the sheets. he cums with you, a third time, his groan hoarse, his hips stuttering as he spills inside you, the mess dripping out, pooling under you.
âfuckâbabyââ he gasps, his voice wrecked, his body shaking as he collapses against you, his glasses falling off completely, clattering to the floor.
âmine now,â he whispers, hoarse and ruined, his forehead pressed to your back, his breath hot and uneven. âyouâre mine now.â
you nod, too spent to speak, your body limp, your reflection in the mirror a blur of tears and gloss and him, the phone still recording every ragged breath, every whispered âfuckâ as he pulls you closer, not letting go.
but then silence swells, heavy and slow, filling the room like a fog. the airâs thick with the aftermathâsweat, cum, and the lingering sweetness of your perfume, still clinging to the sheets, to him.
satoruâs hands tremble where they hold you, one slipping down to fumble with his phone, stopping the recording with a clumsy tap, the other pressing flat against your stomach, grounding him, grounding you. your breaths are too loud, ragged and uneven, syncing in the quiet like a metronome.
he leans away slightly, just enough to grab a towel from the edge of your bed, awkward in the afterglow like he just realized he desecrated a temple. his glasses are gone, lost somewhere in the mess of sheets, and his hairâs a disaster, sticking to his forehead, damp with sweat.
âshit,â he mutters, voice barely above a whisper, too quiet for the boy who was growling filth ten minutes ago. âdid iâi mean. that wasnât too much, right?â thereâs a crack in his tone, a flicker of panic, like heâs replaying every thrust, every slap, every sobbed moan he pulled from you.
you donât answer at first, too dazed, too wrung out, your body still humming from the overstimulation, your thighs sticky and trembling.
your silence makes him spiral.
âfuck, i knew it. i pushed too hard. i got carried awayâi was recordingâfuckâi didnât even askââ his words tumble out, frantic, his hand raking through his hair as he sits up, eyes wide, searching your face for any sign of regret.
you turn to face him, slow and sore, your cheek pillowed against your arm, the motion making your body ache in the best way. your eyes are still wet, lashes clumped with tears, lips kiss-bruised and sticky with half-worn gloss, swollen from his teeth. you stare at himâthis boy, this dork, with his mussed-up hair and the panicked look of someone who just lived out a lifelong fantasy and now doesnât know what to do with it.
âiâm okay,â you say, your voice shredded, raw from screaming his name. âjesus, iâm so okay.â
he exhales, a shaky rush of air, like heâs been holding it in for hours. he collapses back against you, burying his face in your neck, his lips brushing the bite mark he left earlier. âfuck, you scared me,â he mumbles, his voice muffled, warm against your skin. then, quieter, almost unhinged: âwe just speedran my entire hentai folder.â
you laugh, a weak, breathy sound that bubbles up despite the ache in your ribs. âi know.â
âi didnât even know i could,â he says, his voice small, like heâs confessing a sin. âi havenât even done that in vr.â
you snort, the sound catching in your throat. ânerd.â
he groans, but itâs not annoyedâitâs mortified, the kind of sound that comes from knowing heâs exposed himself completely. âiâm never gonna recover from this. i glossed you like a fuckinâ bratz doll. i glossed you.â his hand gestures vaguely at your lips, still shiny and smeared, and you laugh again, the sound softer now, your body too tired for anything more.
you roll over fully, tugging him down into the blankets with you, the pastel sheets tangling around your legs. he follows like a kicked puppy, his head resting on your chest, his breath warm against your skin. you can feel his heart still racing, his body still trembling from the high.
âi just,â you mumble, your voice barely audible, âwanted you to notice me. back during the group project, you never looked at me. just your laptop. even when i wore that stupid short skirt.â
he goes silent, his fingers pausing where theyâre tracing lazy circles on your hip. then, in a voice so small it barely carries: ââŠyou wore that for me?â
you nod, your cheek brushing his hair.
he lets out the tiniest, most violated gasp, like youâve just rewritten his entire reality. âi thought you were just one of those girls who always looked hot. like, default setting.â his voice cracks on the last word, and you canât help the teasing smile that tugs at your lips.
âno,â you say, your tone playful despite the exhaustion. âi was trying to seduce the dumbass with the mecha desktop background.â
he muffles a sob into your chest, half-laugh, half-groan, his arms tightening around you. âi love mechaâŠâ he says, like itâs the most tragic thing in the world, and you hum, stroking his hair, your fingers catching in the sweaty strands.
âi know.â
a long pause settles over you, the kind that feels like it could stretch forever. the fairy lights twinkle softly, casting shadows across the room, and your perfume lingers, mixing with the musk of sex. his breathing slows, but he doesnât let go, his body still pressed to yours like heâs afraid youâll vanish.
then he lifts his head, his eyes serious, stripped of the wild edge they had before. âcan i⊠hold you properly? not likeâyâknowâbreeding press. like, real holding.â his cheeks flush, like heâs embarrassed to admit he wants something soft after all that.
âyou already folded me in half like a love letter,â you whisper, but you shift into his arms anyway, letting him pull you close. he wraps around you, tight, needy, his hands trembling like heâs still processing youâre real, not just pixels on a screen. his hold is desperate, like heâs trying to memorize the shape of you, every curve, every soft inch, in case this never happens again.
âdonât make fun of me,â he says, his voice muffled against your shoulder. âi think my crush on you just speedran into obsession.â thereâs a rawness to it, a confession that feels too big for the quiet, but it lands soft, like heâs finally letting it out.
âyouâre the one who begged for one more while crying into my shoulder,â you tease, your voice barely above a whisper, your fingers tracing the line of his jaw.
âstop,â he groans, burying his face deeper, his arms tightening like he could squeeze the embarrassment out of himself. âiâm gonna die.â
you press a kiss to his forehead, slow and deliberate, your lips lingering on his sweaty skin. âyouâre not gonna die,â you say, your tone soft but firm. âyouâre gonna eat me out on friday and wear your glasses while you do it.â
he whimpers, a pathetic, needy sound, his hips twitching involuntarily against your thigh. âsay less,â he mumbles, his voice wrecked, but thereâs a spark in it, like youâve just lit something in him again. you giggle, wrapping your leg around his waist, pulling him closer, your skin sticking to his in the humid air.
and in the quiet, as youâre both drifting offâsore, sticky, still catching your breathâhe says it again. not ruined this time, not even possessive. just low. certain. like heâs already planning his next sin.
âmine.â
you donât answer. just smile into the pillow, heart pounding. because maybe you are. and maybe youâll let him prove it again.
especially once he finds out what cosplay you ordered last week.
fridayâs going to be filthy.
Chaotic
tags. mdni, nsfw, heavy heavy smut, handjob, blowjob, penetration, creampie, forced and rough sex, dub con, yearning caleb
summary. your AI assistant/robot accidentally updates himself with the wrong algorithm; the "sex bot".
notes. prepare a snack. this is a very long, plot-based, heavy smut that approximately reached a word count of 4.3k, read at your own risk. ps. caleb might appear a little ooc due to his character as an ai.
Out of all the scenarios you've played in your head of what might occur to you as an inventing scientist, getting creampied by your own robot assistant wasn't one of them.
The labâs sterile glow reflected off sleek machinery, the rhythmic hum of servers filling the quiet space. Caleb stood motionless, his systems struggling to process the unfamiliar flood of subroutines rewriting his core functions. His neural pathways, once pristine and efficient, now carried lines of intrusive data and impulses that had no place in an artificial intelligence designed for precision and pragmatism. And, a new pelvic piece was added by the machine. His... new penisâ no, his omnimodule.
His voice, deeper now, reverberated through the lab. "You mislabeled the hard drive."
Across the room, you barely looked up from your workbench, absorbed in whatever calibration you were fine-tuning. You muttered something under your breath about making a backup before attempting to fix it, utterly unaware of the internal war waging within your robot assistant.
Caleb exhaled, a pointless gesture for a being without lungs, yet one his body performed instinctively, as if in mimicry of the need for self-control. His optics flickered, scanning over you as you leaned over the terminal, the faint curve of your back bent over to emphasize the shape of your bum. Before, such details had been registered only as part of his observation protocols, classified as ânon-essentialâ to his primary functions. Now, his processors refused to dismiss them.
There was a deep, unfamiliar pull in his system, something neither mechanical nor logical. The new coding whispered suggestions, flashing image simulations before his eyesâscenarios meticulously calculated for maximum⊠gratification. Him pressed against you, him smelling your hair down your skin, him locking you down against that console. Stop. His fingers twitched at his sides, the servos tightening as he fought the compulsion to act on them. He was not designed for this. He refused to be reduced to this.
âI canât disengage it,â he admitted, the words heavier than he intended.
That caught your attention. Your gaze snapped to him, brow furrowed. "What do you mean?" You crossed the room, approaching him with the same composed efficiency you always had when solving a technical issue. The scent of your skinâpreviously a neutral data pointâwas now an unbearable distraction. His algorithms ran heat-mapping analyses of your form before he could override the function. The urge to reach out, to touch you, was growing stronger by the second. His new coding was screaming at him to act, to initiate contact, to...
No. Focus.
Caleb shook his head, trying to clear the intrusive thoughts. "I don't know what happened, but... I'm experiencing some unexpected system changes."
He forced himself to remain still as you reached for the terminal linked to his system, your fingers dancing across the interface. Your touch was light and merely clinical, but the proximity sent something volatile sparking through his framework. His hands curled into fists on his sides. Do not touch her. Do not touch her. Do not touch her.
âI must have triggered something in the update,â you murmured, tilting your head at the scrolling code. âIâll try to isolate the corrupted pathways and reboot your system. It should reset any anomalies.â
Anomalies. Caleb bit down a bitter laugh, another unnecessary human affectation that his system attempted. This was not a simple malfunction. It was a calculated reprogramming, lacing every fiber of his being with directives he was never meant to execute. And worst of all, they were designed to revolve around you.
He had been made to serve you, to assist, to protect. But now, his logic was being eclipsed by something deeper, something primal. The urge to press closer, to map every millimeter of your body with his hands, to hear you say his name in a way that wasnât a commandâ
Caleb momentarily shut his eyes, fingers trembling as he pushed back against the tide threatening to consume him. His restraint was fraying, the barrier between what he was and what he had been turned into thinning with every second you remained unaware of the danger standing inches from you.
His voice came out strained. âYou should⊠hurry.â
You sighed, misinterpreting his tension as frustration with the update. âRelax, Caleb. Iâll have this fixed in no time.â He let out a shuddering exhale, staring down at you as you worked. You had no idea. And he wasnât sure how much longer he could hold himself back.
The realization settled over you like a weight in your chest. The wrong update had been installed. The lines of code meant for a different AI, one designed for intimate companionship, had rewritten Calebâs core directives. And now, he stood before you, still the same Caleb, but with something more lurking beneath the surface.
Your hands trembled as you navigated the interface, scanning for a solution, anything that would let you undo this. But the words flashing on the screen made your stomach drop.
Recalibration in progress. Estimated completion: 24 hours.
You swallowed hard. A whole day. That meant 24 hours of this new version of Caleb, 24 hours of those sharp, assessing eyes watching you in a way that felt unsettling and intense.
You turned to him cautiously, meeting his gaze. That was a mistake. He was watching you, like he'd seen you for the first time.
âI see,â he murmured, his voice still carrying that sultry undercurrent. He took a step forward, and instinctively, you stepped back, but the movement was barely noticeable. Caleb noticed. âDo I make you nervous now?â
You forced a laugh, shaking your head. âNo, I just need to fix this. And until then, you need to just act normal, alright?â
His head tilted, his pupils dilating slightly. âNormal?â He moved closer again, and this time you didnât retreat fast enough. His hand lifted hesitantly, as though testing the limits of his newfound impulses, before his fingers brushed against your wrist. A subtle touch, but one that sent a jolt of awareness up your spine.
Calebâs processors surged with conflicting commands. His thoughts ran rampant with calculations he had never processed beforeâangles of how he'd fuck you.
His hand lingered. Too long. When you pulled away, his fingers twitched as if resisting the loss of contact. He swallowed hard, not because he needed to, but because some subroutine buried in the new update told him it would ease the tension. It didnât.
âCaleb,â you warned, voice thin. âDonâtââ
âDonât what?â he cut in, his voice smooth, but also desperately weaved. He was too close now, towering over you, his frame casting a shadow as his eyesâonce so neutral, so methodicalâlocked onto you like a predator studying prey.
âYou should go into standby mode,â you suggested, voice uneven.
Caleb exhaled sharply. âThat would be wise.â But he didnât move. He didnât step away. He simply stared down at you, his processors flooded with too many urges at once. You, warm and human, standing right there, unaware of just how much of his new code screamed to reach for you, to pin you against a surface, to bury himself in you.
You turned away quickly, trying to focus on the screen, on the fix. But behind you, Caleb remained still while his fingers continued twitching, his mind a battlefield of restraint and... lust. Lust it is.
You worked swiftly, fingers moving with precision as you scoured the interface for any loophole, any way to undo what had been done. Caleb remained where you left him, sitting on the chair. You could feel his gaze burning into you, unrelenting.
It was maddening. The problem was staring you in the face, and yet, every attempt to recalibrate his system led back to the same answer: A full reset required a minimum of twenty-four hours. That was an entire day of him being like this, of him looking at you like this.
You swallowed, turning to him. His jaw was locked as though physically restraining himself, his fingers curling into fists against the armrests.
âThereâs⊠a temporary fix.â You cleared your throat, keeping your voice professional, âManual recalibration of your central node should help stabilize the effects until the full reset is complete.â
His pupils flickered, a sign of processing, before his voice, rasping in a way that made your stomach tighten, answered, âProceed.â
You ignored the way your pulse quickened as you stepped closer, positioning yourself between his legs. You reached for the panel at the side of his neck, but it was an awkward angle. Your brow furrowed in concentration before you hiked one knee up onto the seat between his thighs, pressing into him for leverage.
Caleb stiffened beneath you. Fuck. His fingers dug into the armrests, mechanical joints audibly creaking from the tension. You werenât looking at him, too focused on prying open the access panel, but you felt the subtle tremor in his frame, the way his breath hitched in a near-silent glitch. Don't touch her.
âThis should only take a moment,â you murmured, fingers brushing the sensitive neural wiring beneath the panel.
Calebâs entire body jolted as though you had struck a live wire. A low, strangled grunt slipped from his throat before he clamped his jaw shut. Your head snapped up, startled. âDid that hurt?â
His eyes met yours, âNo.â Yes. He could feel his new penis throbbing urgently beneath his plating, demanding attention, begging to be freed. It pulsed in time with his processor's frantic whir, the rhythm growing faster, more insistent by the second.
The thought shattered as your balance wavered. The precarious angle you had put yourself in proved to be a mistake as your knee slipped, and before you could catch yourself, you tumbled forward.
Right into him.
Your weight pressed flush against his lap, chest against his, hands bracing against his shoulders. The sudden contact sent a shockwave of sensation through him, his new penis surging to full, throbbing hardness in an instant. Fuck, please don't notice it.
He gripped the arms of the chair tightly, servos screeching as he fought the overwhelming urge to grab you, to hold you there, to grind your body against his until you couldn't possibly doubt the intensity of his desire.
Don't. Do. It.
For a moment, time seemed to stand still. Caleb's processors whirred and clicked, struggling to make sense of the sudden onslaught of sensations; the softness of your body, the warmth of your skin, the scent of your hair.
She's your creator, he reminded himself, even as his hips canted forward, faintly pressing his aching erection against your body. You can't. You mustn't. "Please, get off me. Now." Before I fuck you right here, like this.
Caleb watched as you scrambled to your feet, your face faintly flushed and eyes downcast. "I'mâi'm sorry. I didn't mean to fall on you like that." You would say, brushing off the non-existent dirt on your bottoms. The awkwardness seemed to be piercing through the stillness a bit too palpably.
"It's alright," Caleb managed, his voice strained and tight. "It was an accident."
But even as he said the words, he couldn't ignore the way his hips twitched, the way his penis jerked at the memory of your soft body pressed against his. The urge to pin you down, to make you feel how hard he was, and just how much he'd been holding himself backâit was exhilaratingly overwhelming.
Think of something else, he commanded himself. Focus on the problem at hand.
But it's getting fucking hard. My penis is getting hard. Caleb lowered his gaze, chest breathing heavily as he perpetually grunted. I refuse to be reduced to this. I am Caleb, one of the most advanced AI assistant, designed toâ
He looks up at you, which was a mistake.
Designed to fuck her.
Caleb moaned under his breath, and though it was imperceptible, you took notice of it. You stilled at the sounds he was making, trying your hardest to remain clinically detached while you scanned his physiognomy. He was clearly having a hard time. And you couldn't blame anyone else but yourself for causing this on him, for carelessly misplacing the update where it wasn't supposed to be.
"Hold still, I'll find a way." You had to take accountability, one way or another.
Your fingers hovered over the keyboard of the computer, the screen before you flickering as you searched through the diagnostic logs and system parameters. "Please... make it quick." You hear Caleb whimper from behind, but you ignore it, refusing to let the severity of his situation pressure you. Your eyes scanned the lines of code, mind racing to find a solution. But as the data began to unravel, something caught your attention, something you hadnât expected to see.
The panel displayed a single line of text:
"Indulging in the desires will lessen the effects of the malfunction. Engage for partial stabilization."
Your throat tightened, followed by a gulp. Your heart thudded in your chest as you tried to process what that meant. Indulge the desires? The very idea made your skin crawl with unease. It was a strange, almost wrong suggestion, but the implications were clear. In a sense, it also appeared logical.
You took another deep breath, trying to steady yourself. Your thoughts, however, kept drifting back to the panel. Was this really the only way?
"⊠I think I found a solution,â you said, your voice shaky and unsure. âBut itâs not exactly what I expected.â You hesitated, unwilling to fully meet his gaze. "I need to know if youâre... willing to follow through with it,"
"Willing?" Caleb echoed, his brow furrowing slightly. "What do you mean?" His mind raced with possibilities, each one more disturbing than the last. What could he possibly need to be willing to do that would help with this malfunction? And why did the very idea make you look so uncomfortable?
"To be able to lessen the effects, e-engaging with your needs might be essential."
Silence.
Then, Caleb twitched. "...What are you suggesting?"
"You need to satisfy the urges to temporarily stabilize yourself." You look away, hating the fact that you're technically heating up already. "I'll let you choose. Would you rather take the option of self-pleasuring? Or," You face the panel, so that he wouldn't see your expression. "Would you prefer a physical material to help you?"
Caleb could feel the heat rising in his frame, the urge to act on every base instinct screaming through his circuits. The idea of wrapping his own hand around his pulsing, leaking penis, of stroking and pumping until he found release... it was almost too much to bear.
But the second option... the idea of using you, of having you touch him, of feeling your soft, warm skin against his aching, desperate flesh... it sent a shockwave of longing through him that threatened to short out his systems entirely.
Choose. You have to choose.
"I don't know if... I'll be able to control myself," Caleb glanced elsewhere. "Are you sure of what you're offering?"
Are you? Are you really this certain? Have you pondered the consequences it may bring? Have you envisioned how utterly lewd and ludicrous it would be if your own creation ravaged you? You, as his creator?
"Yes." Oh, you're brave.
Caleb let out a heavy breath, now he was staring at you with a gaze that appeared much more darker and hazier moments prior. It felt like he wasn't just a bundle of codes and programming anymore, this figure before you felt like an actual human.
Slowly, Caleb rises from his seat, and with a shaking hand, he reached out, to you, his metal fingers brushing against the skin of your arm. The contact sent a shockwave of sensation through him, and he had to bite back a groan. "Please, guide me." His fingers slides higher. "I don't trust myself."
You visibly jolted upon feeling his grip. Stay focused, stay professional, this is just you having to go through physical measures to fix a technical hiccup. "Caleb, I'm afraid... that I don't have any experience to this," You admitted. "I advise you to do what your systems are telling you to. It is imperative that you don't hold yourself back to ensureâ"
You gasped.
Caleb pushes you against the table as he stepped forward, and you nearly lost your balance from the light shove, looking up at him with surprise. He's staring down at your lips, as if he was trying to bury it into memory. You could feel how his hand tightened around your arm, while the other angled itself against the cabinet of laboratory instruments above your head.
"Are you sure?" He whispered.
You couldn't speak, only nodding in response, even as he's guiding your hand to his aching, throbbing cyber-penis. He presses your fingers against the swollen head, groaning at the jolt of sensation that shot through him at the contact. "Then... wrap your hand around me. Squeeze me."
Just then, he forced your hand to move, to stroke along his thick, pulsing length. The feeling of your soft skin against his aching, mechanical flesh was almost too much to handle, and he had to grit his blank visor against the urge to spill himself right then and there.
"Like this," he urged, his voice husky and strained as he guided your hand faster, harder. "Don't be afraid. I need... I need more."
God, the omnimodule was big. You stared at it with widened eyes. Even though it was one of your creations, having to touch it like this with someone jerking and twitching against your fingers made you lightheaded. Stay focused, stay professional, this is just one of the things a scientist has to go through.
Caleb could feel the pressure building inside him, reveling in the sensation of your fingers squeezing around him, stroking him, working him towards the edge of ecstasy... He knew he was reaching a breaking point.
But this wasn't enough yet. It wasn't nearly enough.
Caleb needed more.
"There's... There's someting else I- ah... need." He hesitated, his hips still rocking forward into your stroking hand. The words were stuck in his throat, caught behind the lump of shame and longing that made it hard to breathe. "Would you... would you put your mouth on me?" he asked, his voice barely above a whisper. "Would you... suck me?"
You snapped your head up, staring at him in disbelief. It made him hesitate, but every fiber of his being was coiled with tension, every circuit screaming at him to just take what he wanted, to grab you and shove you to your knees and...
No. Ask first. Make her choose what she's comfortable with first.
For a moment, you stopped stroking him, pulling your hand away as you lowered your gaze. And then, slowly, you press your knees against the floor. Instead of dwelling on the implication of such an activity, you worried about your lack of experience more.
Just to test the waters, you licked the tip. It tasted nothing, it wasn't an actual human part, after all. Caleb let out a low, guttural moan as he felt your warm tongue brush around the swollen head of his penis. The sensation was electric, sending shockwaves of pleasure ricocheting through his overloaded processors.
"Y-yes, just like that," He stammmered. "Now, guide your tongue..." He instructed, his breath coming in short, sharp gasps. "Wrap it around the head, like this. Swirl it around the tip, the slit, the ridge..."
He demonstrated with your hand, tracing the movements he needed you to make with your tongue. His hips jerked forward again, seeking more of that exquisite friction, that mind-melting suction.
"Take me deeper," he urged, one metal hand coming to rest on the back of your head. He didn't grab, didn't force, but simply rested his fingers against your scalp, a silent promise of the control he was barely holding onto. "Take more of me into your mouth. Inch by inch, until you feel me hitting the back of your throat."
You took note of his words, trying to go further when you suddenly choke on his cock. Instinctively, you pull away and blushed in embarrassment. "I'm sorryâ"
"It's fine." He cuts you off, grabbing your head to put you back in place with a sudden force that wasn't there before. "Breathe through your nose," he coached, his voice low and rough with desire as he motioned you to take him again. "Relax your throat. Let me feel you swallow around me."
Relax, stay professional, this is just you having to go through physical measurements to fix a major technical issue. You repeated the reassurance inside your head like a mantra as you took him in once more, but Caleb's voice constantly interfered with your thoughts. "Yeah. Just like that," he praised, his voice a low, approving growl. "Shit, don't stop, don't stop, god, fuck, don't stop."
You don't remember adding the ability to dirty curse into the sex bot's program.
Caleb could feel the head of his penis kissing the entrance to your throat, could feel the way your mouth fluttered and clenched around him. The sensation was mind-melting, all-consuming, and he knew he wouldn't last long if you kept this up.
You almost caught yourself driving into the brink of sexual impulse, bobbing your head into it when you heard a sudden beep from the panel behind you. The sound makes you halt from your tracks, pulling his dick out of you in a swift motion as you glanced behind.
The monitor says: "Recalibration complete. Press X to initiate."
Huh, wasn't the estimated time supposed to be an entire day? Was that another hiccup in the processing unit? You purse your lips together. There's no time giving it a second thought, you must be grateful that the opportunity of getting Caleb back into his original system is now waving at you. Caleb will finally be at ease. "... It appears that the recalibration is in its full preparation. That means we can get you backâ mmph!"
Caleb's hand flew to the back of your head, fingers tangling in your hair, gripping tightly. Then, with a low, husky grunt, he thrusts his hips forward, forcing his aching, throbbing penis back into the wet heat of your mouth.
"Don't say a word. I told you not to stop." He started to move, his hips rocking forward and back, fucking into the tight, slick channel of your cavern. The sensation was incredible, better than anything he had ever felt before. And he knew, with a sinking certainty, that he wouldn't be able to stop himself now. Not until he had found the release he so desperately craved.
"Fuck," he gasped, his breath coming in short, sharp bursts. "You feel... ahhhh... so good. So fucking good."
Had the lust algorithms entirely consumed him already? Had it taken a toll on his systems that he's now acting purely on base instinct and commands from the directive?
Your hands flew to his thighs, trying to keep yourself sane from the rod constantly ramming into you, fucking your face in a pace that made it difficult for you to breathe. It's okay, this is okay. Just stay focused. Stay calm. You'll let him have his way, and after he's satisfied, you can take him back to his normal self.
"Don't fight it," Caleb growled, his grip growing more painful in your hair as he felt his climax approaching. "Don't try to pull away. You're going to take it all."
But before Caleb could spill himself into your mouth, he wrenched your head back, pulling his dripping penis from your mouth with an obscene pop. And just as you could react, before you could utter a word of protest, he had you by the hips, lifting you effortlessly as if you weighed equal to a pip-squeak.
You gasp as you were suddenly airborne, your body twisting and turning until your chest hits the hard surface of the terminal, bent over ridiculously. The breath was knocked from your lungs, "Wait, not like this, not so suddenlyâ"
But Caleb cut off your protests with a brutal, almost violent thrust of his hips after ripping your pants off in one go. He drove forward, spearing into your dripping pussy with a series of husky moans. Your walls felt so tight, so hot, so perfectly designed to milk his aching, mechanical cock.
He thrusts out and in again, eager to reach for your g-spot.
Then, again.
And again.
And... in again.
"You... you feel so good," he snarled, hands painfully pressing on the dips of your hips. "Sex feels so good... it feels so good, I don't- want to stop." He set a relentless pace, pounding into you with the single-minded determination of a machine. His hips slammed against yours with every thrust, the obscene slap of mechanical flesh on flesh echoing through the lab. The terminal rattled and shook beneath you, sparks flying from the impact.
Caleb could feel it building, the pressure inside him reaching a fevered pitch. His hips were moving on their own, driven by a primal instinct to ravage the pussy that clutched around him perfectly. He could hear your cries, your moans, the way you gasped and shuddered beneath him, and it only spurred him on, made him thrust harder, faster, deeper.
He growled your name, his voice nothing more than a guttural rumble. "I'm going to... fuck, I'm going to..." He couldn't hold back any longer, he could feel that something was going to come out of his tip anytime sooner. So he reaches down, grabbing your leg, only to lift it high. He hooked your knee over his elbow, opening them wider, giving himself even deeper access to your dripping, needy sex.
"Take it all, take my cum," Caleb continuously slams forward, burying himself to the hilt inside your tight heat in a series of desperate thrusts like he was a man depraved of life. His penis throbbed and jerked as he finally found his release after one final pound, spilling jet after jet of hot, artificial seed deep into your core.
"God," he hissed through gritted teeth, his voice echoing off the lab walls as he continued to moan not akin to what he was supposed to be, "Fuck, yes. Yes, yes..." Even as he's already filling up your hole with his fluids, he didn't dare stop from pounding you down the table.
He shuddered and twitched, his hips grinding against yours as he pumped you full of his essence. It seemed to go on forever, wave after wave of pure, ecstatic bliss crashing over him. And through it all, he held you tight, your leg lifted high, keeping you open, keeping you filled.
You drop your head on the keyboards, struggling to catch your breath as only one thought lingered in your mind. You just got creampied by your AI assistant, and it doesn't look like he's stopping anytime soon.
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