Searching For Some Fyodor Dostoevsky Content But Im Met With Some Ugly Ass Anime Guy With A Fuck Ass

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the thread I'm hanging on by is an exposed nerve

DUDE 😭

A friend of mine was telling me about some workplace drama and she said one of her coworkers threw himself on the floor and pretended to have a seizure or something to get out of it and my response to that was literally it's giving Pavel Smerdyakov I am truly insufferable

me when I randomly remember I'll never be this age again

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fuck it I’m drunk. The points being articulated in TBK are literally incoherent! Every single idea established is then torn down--- either parodied, deconstructed, inverted, or paralelled at some other point, to such a degree that it turns into idealogical and philosophical soup. "Pro and Contra", as is stated. The ending is bleak, underwhelming, and ineffectual! Alyosha's speech at the end is a failure. He is trying SO hard to follow the doctrine that Father Zossima gave him, that he is needed in the world, he is trying so hard to say the right thing to these poor children but his words pale in comparison to the great suffering that has transpired and will continue to transpire ceaselessly. These children then hear his words and exalt him and the Karamazov family name, that stands for all that is base and sick in the world. Ivan is still sick. His ideology and intellect, all he is and all he has, has failed him. He has a very long reckoning yet to come. Dmitry is still imprisoned and in purgatory. Absolutely everyone has completely failed to acknowledge that Smerdyakov was a human being and their family member, despite the entire idea being repeated, ad nauseum, that we are ALL meant to be "servants to our servants and servants to all men" and our brothers keepers. Despite or even because of all of this, the book is extraordinary. Though he had ideas that any particular reader may disagree with, this incoherence cannot be an accident. Dostoevsky can convey a point to exactness, in all it's complexity, to a degree that rivals any author who has ever lived. Then I am reminded that this was not even meant to be THE Book, this was only ever the PRELUDE to THE Book. This was all just the set up for something. And the payoff of whatever was supposed to be "The Life of a Great Sinner" was robbed from us by his death! And so Dostoevsky himself departs, and takes all the answers with him, into the great mystery. And we are left only with the endless questions, the ineffectual answers, the contradictions, the speculations, and the mystery. Exactly as we are in regards to the questions and ideas posed by all of religion itself. It's the kind of allegory that would be much too on the nose if you tried to put it into a film or a story.

I HATE OVERUSED ELLIPSES!!! I HATE OVERUSED ELLIPSES SO MUCH!!!!!

"I... I wanted to... tell you... That..." SHUT UP SHUT THE FCK UP I HOPE YOU'RE FORCED TO WORK 6 DAYS A WEEK 40+ HRS FOR 60 YEARS IN A CUSTOMER SERVICE DESK JOB THAT YOU HATE JUST TO BARELY COVER YOUR DISGUSTINGLY OVERCHARGED HOME INSURANCE IN THIS MISERABLE CAPITALIST ENVIRONMENT YOU BALDING ASS PEAKED IN HIGHSCHOOL ASS MISERABLE ASS YOU DISHONOUR YOUR PARENTS ASS YOU'RE EITHER OVER 45 OR UNDER 13 ASS NOBODY LIKES YOU ASS SOCIAL OUTCAST ASS THERE IS NOTHING SPECIAL ABOUT YOU THERE NEVER WAS AND THERE NEVER WILL BE ASS ILLITERATE ASS FEATHERLESS FCKING BIPED

I HOPE ALL OF YOUR FRIENDS (IF YOU EVEN HAVE ANY) SHAME YOU FOR THE MEDIA THAT YOU LIKE AND THINK THAT YOUR HOBBIES AND INTERESTS ARE CRINGE

I HOPE SOCIETY FINDS YOU SO REPULSIVE THAT STRANGERS REFUSE TO SIT NEXT TO YOU ON PUBLIC TRANSIT RIDES AND EVERYONE YOU SIT NEXT TO ON A PLANE ASKS TO SWITCH SEATS

I HOPE YOUR FUTURE OR CURRENT PARTNER IS EMBARRASSED TO BE SEEN WITH YOU IN PUBLIC

I HOPE YOUR FAVOURITE ARTISTS ARE EXPOSED TO TIKTOK AND THE TIKTOK KIDS OVERUSE AAND EXPLOIT THE NICHE ESOTERIC SONGS YOU HOLD DEAR TO YOUR HEART

I HOPE YOU'RE ALWAYS ASSIGNED THE MIDDLE SEAT BETWEEN TWO STRANGERS ON AIRPLANE RIDES

I HOPE YOU WRITE TERRIBLE POETRY (LIKE GABBIE HANNA AWFUL) THAT YOU DEFEND WITH YOUR LIFE BECAUSE YOU THINK IT'S WAY BETTER THAN IT ACTUALLY IS

YOU WILL PUNCTUATE YOUR DIALOGUE WITH PERIODS SEMICOLONS COLONS AND DASHES AND EXPLAIN HOW YOUR CHARACTER ARTICULATED THAT SENTENCE AFTER THAT LINE THE WAY GOD INTENDED. "Erm actually it's creative liberty ☝️🤓" SHUT UP

I hate you and your overused ellipses.