Me

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he hit me but it felt like a kiss ⁽⁽ ପ( ´｡>༝<｡` )ଓ ⁾⁾

Sometimes I think about this house. I fantasize that if I won the lottery I would buy it and restore it to the exact copy of what it was in the movie.

I would sit on the piazza on the swing and look into the back yard where Dolores lay the first time we see her.

I would move into this room and sit at Humbert’s desk and write this blog and maybe even have tours of the Haze house for all us fans.

Then I wake up and realize none of this will ever happen. But I can always dream and post about it on my blog.

I am a mosaic of everyone I have ever known and loved and touched and I find fragments of them in my playlists and how I make my tea. we may not know each other any more but we will stay connected like this. I hope a fragment of me is with you too.

roses covered in snow

This scene was never in the final movie, but I found it in the shooting script. Here is some of it below.

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If you need me I’ll be naked in bed wrapped up in my blanket all day. 

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cappotto doppiopetto, YSL Rive Gauche