Y'know, sometimes I wonder if Shidou is actually gay or if it's just the Blue Lock dialogueđ
I finally finished my Miku Day drawing, I just knew I had to perfect her! Ù©(^âż^)Û¶ With all of her smaller details I almost forgot to put her signature 01 (O_O)
Mammon 100% cuddles an MC doll every night and I refuse to believe otherwise!!!
Oh, to be an immortal and hot wizardđđ«đŁ
This tickles my pickle
á°á© lucifer (obey me) x mc! reader, angst, unspoken words + hidden feelings, unrequited feelings (or are they), possibly ooc lucifer but i think heâs secretly soft
word count: 714
iâve been playing obey me for about 3 years now and this is the first time iâm writing for it .. just diabolical
Loving Lucifer was complicated.
All of Lucifer was complicated, as a matter of fact. He was for one, a demon. A demon who had a tendency of hiding his emotions. Who kept his siblings on a leash and acted as if he could care less, when his actions showed otherwise.
Love was complicated; it threatened to engulf you like the ocean would a defenseless seal pup. You loved more than you could show, loved more than there were observable stars in the universe. You also fell too easily, that was always your Achilles heel.
You were cursed. Cursed to quickly fall, but never to take the time to ease into it. You knew you could, you should, but you wouldnât.
It just so happened Lucifer was the one you fell for now. How couldnât you? He was rough around the edges, yet sweet. He was aloof yet he cared much more than he let on. That drew you to him. How couldnât you fall for someone like him? Someone who loved his siblings so much that he sacrificed himself daily.
Of course, you knew Lucifer didnât feel the way you did. Your feelings were silly, an unreciprocated school girl crush on someone like him. But that didnât stop them from festering. They grew in your heart and crept up on all your being, closing up your throat whenever he was near and making your heart palpitate.
You sighed (perhaps for the 50th time today), you were just a human from a human world, brought here to help Diavolo bring the 3 realms together. You had no place in a relationship with Lucifer, someone beyond your scope, beyond your reach. You werenât nearly enough for a demon of his status, yet you entertained these silly feelings. Maybe it was because of the way he acted around you.
You knocked on Luciferâs study, determined to deliver Barbatosâ tea. You knew Lucifer was stressed out about all the paperwork you had â you could feel it within your pact. So, you asked Barbatos for his most calming tea.
You inhaled and exhaled, convincing yourself it wasnât a big deal, nothing to be nervous about.
âCome in,â you heard Lucifer reply moments after you knocked.
You turned the knob, and of course, werenât surprised by the sight. Luciferâs study was always clean and neat, despite being under so much pressure.
Luciferâs eyes were glued onto your figure as he talked, âYes?â
You took another breath, nothing to be nervous about right, âI brought you some tea. I asked Barbatos about it, donât worry.â
Luciferâs lips curved up into a small smile, âThank you, you can set it down here.â
You smiled back softly before turning around and heading towards the door.
Lucifer called out after you, âWould you like to stay?â
Your face contorted into something between shock and bewilderment before it settled into a wide smile, âOf course.â
You thought about that moment often. It made you feel warm all over, feeding your delusions about what ifs you knew wouldnât happen. They wouldnât because of Lucifer.
Despite loving every part of him â from his perfectly combed black hair to his polished brown shining shoes, you were able to admit his aloofness was a major downfall. How he didnât seem to care hurt sometimes. It hurt to think that maybe, he just didnât care for you. You knew otherwise, even if he didnât say it outright, but that didnât stop your mind from wondering.
You wondered, why did he always run?Why, instead of facing his emotions, did he avoid them, as if they were a plague on his being?
You wondered if he could even stand your very being.
You fell asleep before Lucifer could finish his work.
He sighed, he should have expected this. Of course his workload would finally be finished around midnight.
Lucifer grimanced at your position on the study couch, shifting you into a more comfortable one and covering you with a blanket.
He pressed a soft kiss on your forehead before sitting at the foot of the couch.
Youâd never really know how much Lucifer loved you.
This man Luci is a FREAK and I won't be elaborating.
On a side note, I'll probably re-do this one in the future.
Bring me more Emma! Those two guys aswell, I guess.
Keep drawing bruv
I was thinking I post Gojo from Jujutsukaisen today. I haven't just made a pencil drawing this time, but actually lined and inked my drawing to. I need some practice on that. Especially shading, hatching and crosshatching with a real inkpen. That's so hard when you only been using felt-tip pens before, but the ones who knows keep assuring me that when I learned how to use it I won't be able to be without it.