Peace Can Be A Terror When You Have Never Known It Before.

Peace can be a terror when you have never known it before.

Moments passed, and nothing happened, and nothing happened. The safety promised by the embrace blurred the line between the body and the spirit, and her heart and her soul both ached as one. She could scream now, and she did, relentlessly, wordlessly, a cry of hurt and terror, of discovery and loss.

What a waste it all had been. She had done everything expected of her, she had stayed so cautiously within the borders of girlhood, of propriety, of safety. All for nothing.

In the end, there was just no way to be careful enough.

And With Her Went the Spring

by CAROLINE RATAJSKI

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4 years ago

buy yourselves a cheap calendar and a red pen I guess. Only safe way to do it with these vultures everywhere.

You know any period tracking apps that don’t refer to us in dehumanizing ways?

I used to use the SimpleInnovation Cycle Tracker, but I stopped like 2 years ago so I don’t know if they’ve changed their lingo since. I think the logo is still a feminine facial silhouette, but I don’t remember if it ever says “woman” or “menstruator” or what

anyone got any recommendations?


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4 years ago

protestants: god is not an absent father! talk to god like a friend! god is always with you! bring your problems to god, no matter how small! it’s not at all weird to call god “daddy!”

catholics: god is far too important to give a fuck about your lost keys or your algebra exam. please address your petty concerns to one of god’s ten thousand holy secretaries. if it’s really important, consider asking his mom.

2 years ago

I wanna eat pussy -_-

2 years ago

i don’t know what i’m trying to see here but it’s certainly something


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3 years ago

being cisgender gives you DOUBLE the points than being a DOCTOR does. also being tall is equivalent to making a million dollars a year.

 I Want To Start Critiquing This But Id Look Like A Fool Doing It. I Cant Even Scratch The Surface

i want to start critiquing this but id look like a fool doing it. i cant even scratch the surface


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3 years ago

Déanic Ask Game ミ☆

❓: Are you a Déanist or a Filianist? (I know all Filianists are Déanists too, technically, but bear with me here.) Do you follow a blended path?

📖: Do you have a favourite verse from the Clear Recital? If not, maybe a favourite teaching or chapter?

🙏: Do you prefer recited, pre-written prayers or spontaneous prayer? Do you have a favourite prayer? Have you ever written your own?

🪞: Do you have a preferred “image” of Déa, such as Mother Mary, a particular goddess, etc.?

😇: Do you have a patroness Janya, or a Janya you feel the closest to?

📿: Do you own any prayer beads? Did you buy them, or make them yourself? How do you pray them?

🎁: Do you celebrate the Déanic holidays, something else or a mix of both? Do you have a favourite holiday?

👣: What has your religious journey looked like? Did you walk any paths before this one?

💬: Do you have a favourite Déanic or generally religious quote?

👐: What makes you feel close to Déa?

📺: Is there any fictional media that gives you Déanic vibes, or otherwise reminds you of Her in some way?

🫂: What’s your favourite part about being in the Ekklesia?

💭: Free space! Ask your own question, if you’d like!

1 year ago

Throwback to when I took painkillers and woke up with Photoshop open on my computer to this image I had made

Throwback To When I Took Painkillers And Woke Up With Photoshop Open On My Computer To This Image I Had
1 year ago

For gyns who didn’t read my other repost, I’ll post it here.

If you want help with your resume, in regards to reading it over or even helping you make one, I will help you.

If you want help with answering interview questions, I will help you.

In high school & college, I studied on interviews and resumes. I studied it for years. I did many practice interviews, both the interviewer and interviewee. I’ve also did the same with resumes, both making my own in different templates, and reading other people’s resumes.

I am also willing to read over essays, read for mistakes, point them out to help you, or suggest edits.

For free. Just let me know. If you want live help, I can call on discord.

❤️❤️❤️

3 years ago
“LiTeRAlly TwO SecONDS OF GOoGLIng” I Assume This Is Out Of Genuine Ignorance. But Please.
“LiTeRAlly TwO SecONDS OF GOoGLIng” I Assume This Is Out Of Genuine Ignorance. But Please.

“LiTeRAlly TwO SecONDS oF gOoGLIng” I assume this is out of genuine ignorance. but please.

my videos are banned off of tiktok but this isn’t part 82

5 years ago

CALLING ALL WITCHES: I Have a New Year’s Proposal

And I want you to join me.

Some background:

I was inspired to do this when I went to the grocery store for some ice. Some of my followers may know that I was laid off in July, mere days after emergency gallbladder surgery. I’m deep in debt, living off my pension of 2 weeks pay for every year I worked there. I have to be very careful with how I spend my money. I was in line at the 99 Cent Store, just buying ice. When you buy ice at this store, you ask for it at the register, pay for it, then go get it on your way out the door. I guess too many customers were putting ice in the cart and wandering the store for hours, causing lots of slip hazards.

Anyways, I was in line and because I had no items for the belt, I just put down two separators to indicate that I was a person between the guy ahead of me and the guy behind me. 

The guy behind me started to load up his groceries, but placed them between my separators by mistake. I just put a new separator down in front, to recreate the opening. No big deal. He immediately apologized when I explained I just have ice. We had a pretty short laugh about it, and when I went up to pay, the cashier said it was $1.10. I had $2, but forgot about the tax. I turned to the guy behind me and said “Hey man, you got a dime? It’d be a shame to break a whole dollar.” He immediately said yeah and grabbed a quarter. “I got you.” 

Thanks, man. 

The next part is the call to action. 

On my way out, I told him “May 2020 be the year that everything goes your way. May you benefit in ways that are important to you, whether you know what they are or not.”

What I want to do this year is get the witches of the internet involved in a mass blessing of strangers who show even the tiniest kindnesses. Reward those who do things for others with no ulterior motive. 

I’m hoping the world gets a little bit better for everyone this year, when kindness is rewarded with blessings.  

Are you with me? REBLOG! SHARE! COMMENT! 


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