churchofnightmares

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If this'll work, here ya go, ain't great at drawing so I don't have any drawings of her

Can uhh someone comment down here an oc of yours that I can draw? ☝️ I want smth to doodle n draw for fun atm

You ever have that one fic you wish you could experience for the first time all over again?

Well mine is Pulling My Weight by @itsthechocopuff ( Sorry about the @ )

It's literally like my favorite thing a lot of the time, I've reread it more times then I can count, and I've been following it since it was only a few chapters, it made me come to love Genma as a character, and man do I ADORE Yuki, he's so amazing and just squishable, I typically hate oc's in fics and tend to avoid ones with them, buy he's written into the story and universe so well it's hard not to love him

Anyways that's my rant for the night

I will start a witch hunt and burn you at the stake if I ever find out someone put my work through ai.. If you as a PERSON want to try and give an ending to my work, use your own brain and soul coward, not ai

Hi,

It’s your friendly neighbor fanfic author here. In the light of this apparent new trend of people feeding unfinished fics to AI to get an “ending,” and some people even talking about “blanket permissions,” let me just say this:

I EXPLICITLY FORBID ANYONE TO FEED MY FICS TO AI. DUDE, THAT IS ABOUT THE LEAST RESPECTFUL THING YOU CAN DO. IF YOU DO IT, SHALL YOU BE EXCOMMUNICATED FROM YOUR FANDOM AND WALK ON LEGOS BAREFOOT TILL THE END OF DAYS.

That is my anti-permission.

Thank you for your attention.

Hehe we've been here since twas just a tiny blog, since the first post.. The orange text.. All those fun things, also lead me to remembering this masterpiece, which I still absolutely love

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Shhhhh I was mostly trying to find when we first requested anything from you, or the first post we followed you off of, it turned into- liking whatever we hadn't already- and found out we've been following- since you posted your first intro

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Shhhhh I was mostly trying to find when we first requested anything from you, or the first post we followed you off of, it turned into- liking whatever we hadn't already- and found out we've been following- since you posted your first intro

HEHEHE thank youuu!! It is pretty much a visual representation of how our autism feels to us

Heyyyyyy sooo I made more Pajama emojis!

Hehehe it's based off our experience with autism

Heyyyyyy sooo I made more Pajama emojis!

Heyyyyyy sooo I made more Pajama emojis!

Well, I'm definitely not thrilled about the Coraline comparison, cause that movie freaks me the fuck out but otherwise-

@hero-society-system @arctic-fox-covern @thecoffeecrew404 @doctor-feelings @neon-emojiz and I can't remember anyone else's names soooo

self moodboard

search up on pinterest : lyrics, color, character, place, outfit, and aesthetic.

no pressure tags — @gojosoups @kasukuna @angi-of-avalon @baepsays @itadoriest @lostfracturess @norikuna @toadtoru @yenayaps @neovillains + anyone who wants to join in!

what actually are endogenic systems?

• Endogenic is an umbrella term that refers to all systems that are not completely traumagenic in origin.

Why are some people claiming to be endo?

• people claiming to be endogenic systems may:

• be misdiagnosed, they may not have DID/OSDD and may have a different disorder.

• may not have researched. Which is not a excuse. You cannot claim to have any disorder without any level of research.

• they may be a traumatic system in denial of there trauma.

• singlets with fractitious disorders [Factitious disorders are conditions in which a person deliberately and consciously acts as if they have a physical or mental illness when they are not really sick.]

•singlets misidentifying normal experiences

• singlets who enjoy "being a system" finding it fun etc

Why can't endos exist?

• as previously stated. DID/OSDD is a TRAUMA RESPONSE DISORDER. you cannot have it without trauma literally.

• OSDD/DID occurs because of childhood trauma between the ages 4-9 (commonly). Because extreme trauma happens when the majority of your "personality" is formed by then. the trauma interferes with your personality development, causing the formation of other alters to help cope with that trauma / deal with the brunt of the trauma and survive day to day life.

• OCDD/DIDs can only be formed through trauma.

Why are endos so harmful?

• they spread very harmful misinformation. (Even the idea of being endogenic, forming without trauma)

they spread dangerous misinformation and stigma (demonising roles (persecutors for example)) impossible beliefs (alter death, sys hopping etc)There growing presence in general on many platforms

• endos trying to say that they have any experience to anything close to the serious trauma that causes DID/ OSDD is so so harmful to actual DID/ OSDD have had to live through and survive.

• WE ARE ALREADY STIGMATISED AND DEMONSIED IN ALL SORTS OF MEDIA AS IS.

• IT IS SO HARMFUL AND HURTFUL TO SYSTEMS WHO HAVE ACTUALLY SURVIVED AND BEEN THROUGH THE HORRORS AND TRAUMA THAT CAUSES DID/OSDD - OUR TRAUMAS ARE NOT BADGES FOR YOU TO WEAR.

- blurred asf

@doctor-feelings @hero-society-system @thecoffeecrew404 @arctic-fox-covern @gisemojis and other mutuals we've never talked to

👀👀 not gonna name names but SOME of u are sweet and kind and deserve the world and i am rooting for u

SO

What happens when an adult with semi adult money at their disposal for a gift, hyperfixates so bad you can't breath without prior approval from the hyperfixation?

This happens

You get a new tattoo based on the story of Hyacinthus and Apollo and have to explain like 20 times why you want this very hyper specific tattoo

Anyways guys, look at my new tattoo, the greek says Lost Lovers

Watching the live stream, and dear fucking gods their energy is infectious, which has led me to solidify my belief that I'll be listening to this musical till I'm rotting in my grave, and hopefully even past then

This will be my funeral playlist

Some of these will be played if I ever get married

These songs are now my life

How we feeling Epic fans?

How am I you ask? Well I stimmed so much my hands went numb and then proceeded to bite both hands so much there's probably gonna be marks tomorrow

In conclusion, I'm fucking GREAT, better then ever even

[Text: This user hopes anyone spending time with abusive family for Christmas gets through it okay.]

Like/Reblog if you save or use!

Well, it's been a few hours, have I stopped listening to the new saga for even a minute?

Of course not, banish the thought, I am an autistic who's hyperfixated, this'll be the only thing I listen to for months, and after that you ask?

I'll do one of two things

1. Find a new greek mythology musical to spend months of my time carving into my soul

Orrrr

2. Continue carving this musical so deep into my soul I'll remember this when I'm dead

How we feeling Epic fans?

How am I you ask? Well I stimmed so much my hands went numb and then proceeded to bite both hands so much there's probably gonna be marks tomorrow

In conclusion, I'm fucking GREAT, better then ever even

How we feeling Epic fans?

How am I you ask? Well I stimmed so much my hands went numb and then proceeded to bite both hands so much there's probably gonna be marks tomorrow

In conclusion, I'm fucking GREAT, better then ever even

I mean at least it's possible it'll work

How do I know if I already fed my pet or not??? Cuz every time she acts like she's been starved for a decade (she hasn't, she's overweight because I kept forgetting she had already eaten and fed her more) AND LIKE, WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO??? Marking the days won't help cuz I know I'll forget to mark them off either BUT I ALSO FEAR I FORGOT TO FEED HER I DONT WANT MY BABY STARVING 💔💔💔💔

I mean at least it's possible it'll work

How do I know if I already fed my pet or not??? Cuz every time she acts like she's been starved for a decade (she hasn't, she's overweight because I kept forgetting she had already eaten and fed her more) AND LIKE, WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO??? Marking the days won't help cuz I know I'll forget to mark them off either BUT I ALSO FEAR I FORGOT TO FEED HER I DONT WANT MY BABY STARVING 💔💔💔💔

URGENT HELP SAVE THE LIFE OF MY CHILD

Dear humanity,

Please Help Me – My Son May Die at Any Moment.

I'm Amal, a mother of three children, living under the weight of the genocide taking place in Gaza. 🍉

Here’s my story, and I’m reaching out with a hopeful heart 💔✨, hoping someone will feel what my family and I are going through.

My son is suffering from a severe and life-threatening injury after being shot by Israeli drones. He urgently needs medical treatment outside Gaza.

Time is running out, and we are facing a critical situation. I am asking for your generosity to help us save him either through a donation or by sharing this urgent plea with others

I beg you, i kiss your feet, to help my son. My son may die at any moment

I lost most of my family. I'm afraid to lose my son too 🥺

Mohammed deserves to live a happy and healthy life, just like every other child on this earth.

So I humbly ask you to donate even a little or at least reblog this appeal.

Please Donate now:👇

https://gofund.me/2f20a398

Ddonate Via Paypal 👇

https://www.paypal.com/donate

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Honestly felt that deep in my soul, we have 6 cats and they love making us feel like that, you could probably set an alarm that goes off everyday with the tag of "Feed the pet" on it so it makes it harder and more annoying to forget

How do I know if I already fed my pet or not??? Cuz every time she acts like she's been starved for a decade (she hasn't, she's overweight because I kept forgetting she had already eaten and fed her more) AND LIKE, WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO??? Marking the days won't help cuz I know I'll forget to mark them off either BUT I ALSO FEAR I FORGOT TO FEED HER I DONT WANT MY BABY STARVING 💔💔💔💔

Could you do a “this user is a snow leopard” like you did the the doggy? :0

boop ! ^v^ as a snow leopard therian myself , this was very fulfilling to make :D

: credit highly appreciated ! !

"This ___ is anti-Trump"

We hate him with all our being. Sorry for the sudden political jumpscare. But being an American is scary rn.

freak . (affectionate)

HELP, hello

[Text: This alter has a child in their partner system’s system.]

like/reblog if you save or use

Thank you, hi guys, we're Villain, or Villi

And we brought Mac and Cheese ( Our safe food )

We're, so grateful for the group and community of friends we've made this year, who've helped us through all sorts of bullshit and situations, we wouldn't be here if it weren't for some of you who've offered us a hand and friendship.

@mkys-emotes @thecoffeecrew404 @hexxedhearts @hero-society-system @arctic-fox-covern @thefadingchildwelove @rainbowspit-t @asterarray @rainymojis @rockstarcavern @fitzycoffee @sweetnessofpeaches @cryp7ic-m0th @tobi--beans @blorbs-emotes @meikoden @neonz-junk @gisemojis @fancy-cat @roo-was-here-art @thetetrisco @lanirawhoney

Happy Mootsgiving, everyone!

So, technically, I know Thanksgiving is an American holiday… history… yadda yadda. However, this is not Thanksgiving.

This is Mootsgiving, and what I say goes ‘cause this is my holiday. Anyway! Mootsgiving is all the basic ideas of Thankgiving but better because I’m great like that.

I just wanted to show everyone how grateful I am, since gratefulness is a key principle of Thanksgiving.

I want all my moots from different countries to be able to have the picture-perfect movie-esque Thanksgiving of being surrounded by friends and family with all the care and love and gratefulness that can be poured into a single human. And, as the ever-dramatic Runar, what better way to do that than to organize a huge event?

So! Rules!

State what food you brought

State one thing you’re thankful for

My name is Runar, I brought the eggnog, and I’m grateful for each and every one of you 💗🫶

Really sappy and really long paragraph/speech under the cut!!

Soooo… to start off my big long speech… *clinks my fancy wine glass that’s filled with a mysterious substance* (It’s eggnog)

When I first started this blog, it was off a whim. I wanted to do something, something that involved putting my work out there, as I was just starting out. I wanted to mean something. In any sort of way, I wanted to leave a sort of mark. Not just any mark, though, no. I wanted to add a bit of joy, a spark of life that comes from creativity, and adding words and love into the space we occupy on this floating rock in space.

I wanted to write because it made me happy, and I wanted there to be a possibility of someone who was who got joy from reading to maybe stumble upon it, and get joy from me. Get joy from something I was able to provide for them.

I was also incredibly lonely. I had no friends, I had nothing, pretty much. I didn’t talk much. I was reclusive. I was okay, but I was empty. I didn’t have a purpose. And while I wasn’t expecting much, nothing at all really, I was overjoyed at the prospect that maybe just one person would stumble upon something I wrote and for a moment of their day, maybe they got peace from it.

Maybe they felt a little less lonely. I would have been at peace with just knowing the possibility of it was out there. And then… it did. And I got more than I bargained for, even, I got a friend. My first friend.

From there, everything… clicked. Slowly, but ever so surely, things were falling into place. I was gaining something that had not even crossed my mind. A family.

So, my silly dream born from a whim became friends, connections, and family, it became life-altering. It had ups, it had downs, it had in-betweens. It was beautiful and messy and happy and sad and fucked up and so wonderfully… human?

Yeah, this is online, this is a silly mootsgiving idea I thought up three hours ago because I wanted people to know I love them.

But to someone who had nothing, this is everything. You are everything.

Even if we’ve only talked one time, you have a special place in my heart. The character growth has been… one hell of a ride. I’ve gone through many eras, and made new friends in each and every one of them. So, with the end of the year closing soon, I suppose in a way this is not just a silly mootsgiving.

My bigger end goal, really, was to make sure as we get to the end of this ear, you know how genuinely important this whole year has been to me. How important you have been. I got an anon ask,

What does it feel like to be wanted?

It was beautiful poetry. I replied, said I wouldn’t know what it feels like to be wanted. But really? I think maybe I do. I think it feels like having enough people that you love to organize and invite everyone to a huge event online, to write out this heartfelt paragraph and trust that at least one person will care enough to read it.

My beginning goal has changed so much, and not at all. My biggest purpose in life has been, and I think will always be, to add something into this world.

Creativity, joy, happiness, compassion, I want to ensure that no matter what, as long as you know me, you know you have one person on this earth who loves and cares about you with as much feeling that can physically be felt by one person without exploding into a bunch of tiny little runar pieces.

But moreso, I think maybe my goal has changed from wanting to put stories out there, to putting myself out there. I don’t want to write stories that are just fiction, just crafted ideas meshed together to create a blob of fiction.

I want to write pieces of myself into everything, which i think might genuinely be impossible to not do. I want my heart to pour out of my fingers into the things i type out for you, and i want to not only feel things, but to maybe make you feel something too. Something warm and fuzzy, something good, as good as you deserve.

Aaaaannnd…. to end this….

I love you guys, thanks for being here <3

@marauding-almond @percyweasleyapologist @yesiamprocrastinating @dieatthealtar-deactivated @caramel-covered-apples @thatoneslytherinnerd @thatoneslytherinnerd2

@hedgehog-troops@circe-butbetter @stars-on-my-bedroom-ceiling @l1ve-l4ugh-lov3craft @aidens-ocean-galaxy@rainystarsx@liggy-not-potter @goformoony@i-still-got-love-for-you @definitionoffuckup@mairon-goth-minion

@weewooooweew @residentdisaster @matty-os-blog @starkissed-mars @printershorts @the1970sdeadgaywizard-regulus @lesbian-disaster-tm @star-dust-shark @enbysiriusblack @sadnappo @kawaiibarty @hershey-not-the-chocolate-maybe

@jamespotterbbg @scrumblewonk @seekmemystar @rins-batcave @utterqueerdisasterthesimp @gasolinehornet @asters-tempo @here-am-i-sitting-in-a-tin-can @permetutotheworld @theprongspotter @sotiredimbored @yourlocalbadgerscales @raeprise @burgundykicks @whydousernamesevenexist @jaydove-writes @the-stars-drowning @inara-tries-to-survive @saturnsconstellation @royallygray

perhaps some will disagree, but i think the world got worse when we changed the colour of the night

how is trump alive?? like hes rlly gone thru his whole life like That …. and no one has ever just fuckin decked him?? gave him the ole one two? knocked his lights out??? incredible

hi guys I want attention so I was thinking of doing something like @piko-chan did where basically if you reblog this I stalk your account and tell you what my head canons of you are!!!!!