I literally wrote this at 4-5am and if I don't share it now I probably won't share it ever so I'm sorry if this sucks lmao
It was an autumn evening in 1981 and you and Ford were on the sofa, cuddling.
"I loved you ever since you met me."
Ford tilted his head to look at his lover laying on his chest. "When I met you?"
"M-hm." Was all you said. Ford chuckled.
"Don't you mean 'When I met you'?"
You smiled, still not looking at him. "Nope. I meant when you met me." Then you finally looked at him. "Because if I loved you when I met you, it would be weird."
He was silent for a while, thinking. "I don't get what you mean, darling."
You chuckled. "It just feels right to say it that way."
This confused Ford even more but when he opened his mouth to ask, you gave him a look that said "Don't think about it that much." So he changed his mind and didn't ask anything. 'It must be something that doesn't make sense but they like anyway.' he thought. You had things like that, he got used to it. You actually thought him not everything has to be factually accurate and sometimes doing some things in the wrong way was more fun. Just like this sentence, although he couldn't see the appeal to it yet.
You planted a small kiss on his cheek and he kissed your head. You both savoured this moment of cuddling on the sofa on an autumn evening, while his mind wondered off to the day you met in the library.
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While he was in the portal he thought about you every day. One day he remembered this moment and he smiled. He still couldn't figure why you said it that way. But it didn't matter anymore, did it? He was lost in other dimensions and he lost hope on going back to his own. By that time he thought you would've moved on and maybe found someone else. Even though he knew that was most likely the case, it still hurt him to think every time. He just hoped he could go back one day and reunite with you and his brother.
After he came back from the portal, he was expecting to see you, if you were still in Gravity Falls, maybe married and with kids, grandkids even. It would hurt him for sure, but also help him to get over you.
He decided to ask Stan about you. Maybe you were still here and he'd get to see you once again. But before he had a chance to ask him, he saw you.
You were right there, right in front of him, at the gift shop, rearanging some items. You had your headphones on and were humming the song you were listening to. You didn't notice him until you felt his gaze on you and turned to him. You smiled politely and took of your headphones as you approached him.
"Hi! You must be Mr. Pines' brother, right?"
He looked confused and surprised at the same time.
"I'm Y/N. Nice to meet you." You extended a hand to shake his hand. He waited for a while, like he was lost in thought. After a few seconds he finally snap out of it and shook your hand.
"Stanford Pines." His voice betrayed him and shook a little.
"Nice to meet you Mr. Pines." He mumbled something like "You too." before you excused yourself to get back to work.
He looked behind you. All his thoughts about this reunion was crashed. Because in no scenario he thought that you would not remember him. He also, in no scenario, did ever think that you would be the same age he met you.
He went down to his lab in a hurry. He needed to be alone. He couldn't understand what was happening. How did you not age at all? Were you not human anymore? Or were you ever a human or were you something else this whole time? A vampire, perhaps? Or had you find a way to stop aging? How come you didn't remember him? Did you act like you didn't know him on purpose? But it really was like you two were meeting for the first time back there.
Then it hit him. The thing you said over thirty years ago. The time he met you. You had loved him the moment he met you.
"Because if I loved you when I met you, it would be weird."
Your words echoed in his head as he finally understood it all. He met you thirty years ago, but you met him just now, at the gift shop.
You must have traveled back in time. You weren't from his time. You were from now, the year 2012.
So at the end of the day, you had no chance on getting back together. Not because you were married, not because you were over him, but because of something you both couldn't control: The bad timing.
teehee
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Bill starts using a lot of slang words from different planets and dimensions and the future and such and Ford tries to play it cool but secretly freaks tf out because he can't tell what Bill means without knowing the words he's saying
Missing his smile. The one he helped wipe off his face. Yknow, like a hypocrite
does that sky remind you of something bill?
weirdmageddon was a bust but hey at least you have your hat back
aaand he is gone
What I mean when I do not control the hyperfixation.
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Here we go! Here's all my Gravity Falls related posts. Welcome to my little obsession blog!
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Stanford Pines x Reader
~ Poetry: "Stanford Pines was poetry in a mortal man's body" ~ Lipbalm: "The world held it's breath as your gaze lingered on Ford's softened lips." ~ A Gentler Soul: NSFW, Nightmare Realm Ford ~ To Sonder: Part 1, Ao3 Link, Long series!
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Bill Cipher x Reader
~ Nightmare!Realm Bill Headcanons ~ Ad Infinitum CH1 and AO3 Link
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BillFord
~ WIP
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Ramblings and Concept Fics
~ Bill and Trust~ Jekyll and Hyde!Stanford Pines Concept ~ Bill Cipher x Bounty Hunter! Reader Concept
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~ Ford Gets Held Down Day ~ Bill Hyperfixation Meme
my 2 pieces for the @gfwayfaringstrangerszine!
i absolutely loved working on these, & i have individual prints up here and here ♡
I can never leave Tumblr because after years of sporadic therapy utterly failed to even approach the core of my problem some random tumblr user was like “I processed my trauma by writing a 10,000 word work of filthy fanfic erotica” and I was like “fuck it I’ve tried everything else” and now I’m 17 chapters and 20,000 words deep into an unpublishable work of obscenity and after careful literary analysis with one of the Beloved Mutuals I have come to some Terrible Revelations about my childhood and may now continue the process of Healing. Where else am I supposed to get this kind of experience. Who does this. Why are we like this. I’m never leaving. I love y’all.
"Bill, don't be so dramatic"
Also Bill:
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