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A fate worse than death
Summary:Finding out why your call Death isn't as fun as hearing about it
Type:Scenario: 141 + Los Vaqueros X M!Reader
Version:Mw2
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They were told that you could get your hands dirty. There's been jokes, about how to never mess with you. The people that knew you well watched their tongue and was extra careful around you then anyone else. The people that knew you well weren't scared of Ghost. Price was worried the first time you met Ghost. No one that knew how you fought would spar against you. They should have token the warning. The shadow company knew you, Shepherd knew you, Price, Graves, Alejandro, Laswell, All the leaders you've met. They knew you. Yet, with all that knowledge, knowing why you were called death they still fucked around and found out. Not Price or Alejandro or Laswell. But Graves. You were called Death, and when you hunted someone down people would tell them "A fate worse than death, is heading your way". You were labed as death and it'd be unfortunate to find out way first hand, not just hearing about it, cause when you hear about it, it's not as scary. It'll give you an imagine or a slight unsettling feeling stuck in your stomach for quite some time. A day. A month. Possibly a few minutes, or hours. Or even just a few seconds. But it never stayed long enough to make you permanently scared of someone, or something. So when watching you stand there, still, quiet, angry. It makes you wonder, what are you about to do. When your as well known as you are why would you just stand there. Some people slowly backed away, like Price and Alejandro. Ghost, Gaz, and Soap watched from their sniper positions. Rudy followed Alejandro, staying close behind. Laswall was trying to get insight of what's happening from Price. Graves was no where to be seen. But infront of you was a shadow company, holding his gun to your head, pressing to your head actually. You could see his shaking hands and all he could see were two eyes, that would probably be glowing red if they could. Your eyes said everything for you. You weren't happy, especially with a gun to your head. The shadow knew that he had a chance to run, to be safe away from you. But he didn't take the chance. He left it for his teammates who were long killed, him having no knowledge of that of course. Ghost had his scope on the man's head ready to shoot if needed, Gaz was watching a little closer with his sniper rifle same with Soap. Price didn't know exactly what was about to happen but he knew it wasn't gonna be pretty.
"Shoot him soldier!"
The shadow company soldiers shoulder radio went off, it was commander Phillip Graves. Who currently was watching from another place. No where near where the soldier was.
"You have the shot, Take it!"
Graves yelled again that's when the shadow made a grave mistake(get it?) He let go of his gun with one of his hands to respond to his commander. You seen the flick of regret in his eyes as you grabbed his gun, that was now only held by his weaker hand, and yanked it away from him. Instead of shooting him, you smashed the gun as hard as possible in the cheek bone, completely shattering the said bone. He fell back abit grabbing his face, you took that opportunity to smash the gun down on the top of his head, causing the gun to slightly crash his skull, but not enough to damage him to bad. But you didn't stop there. If you did he could have recovered with minor injuries. But no. You continued to smash the gun against his head until he fell all the way to the ground. Now standing over him breathing heavily you gripped the gun and looked at his thigns. Most people would have just killed him, but you? Your like a sloth bear, you inflict the most damage possible instead of killing. You smirked devilishly before repeatedly bashing his thign bone in, his femur bone the most painful bone in your body to break, also one of the strongest. You beat his leg with the butt of his gun watching as it slowly tore itself apart, his bone breaking more and more with every hit, his blood hitting your clothes, skin, shoes, gun, everything. Price covered his mouth horrified at the sight of blood, even though he's been in the military since he was sixteen he's never seen something like this. Alejandro couldn't look away, he didn't want to but it was hard to look away, and Rudy he stood there, gun at his feet, wide eyed as he thought stared. The snipers on the other hand couldn't see what was happening very well. The shadows screams echoed every second across the trees and large rocks surrounding him. You sudden stopped beating one of his legs but kept the gun digged inside of the area where a bone use to be, you looked in the man's eyes and smiled before moving to the other leg. If he survived, he wouldn't live much longer. You repeated the same process to his other leg this time a bit slower, just so he could feel it more. The shadow could feel his bone caving in on the bottom of his thign, he couldn't feel his other leg but he could feel the cold air hitting the inside of both of his thigns. Feeling the butt of the gun repeatedly hit his thign felt way worse than he could even imagine, his leg was turning to mush as you beat it with the steel gun. If you looked at his thigns with any light you'd see the way his muscle, nerves, veins even have caved in, you could see the way his bone broke and shattered due to direct contact. His muscles just looked like raw, boneless, chicken. A slightly brighter pink, covered in dark red blood causing you to not be able to see the pink muscle. The nerves sticking to muscle and bone as it was beaten done and destroyed by you, his viens also latching on to muscle and bone, just thicker and more noticeable than the white thin nerves. You can't see how all the muscles connected due to it being red gooey muse now. The man was only alive due to the adrenaline and pain running through his body. You backed away a bit and dropped the gun, looking at your work you turned your head to look at the three behind you. Price was horrified, slightly shaking, his hand covered his month as a instant reaction. He was like a deer in headlights. Alejandro had to turn around and throw up a couple time due to the bloody sighting. So he was hunched around a pile of puke turning his best to not turn around or puke again. Rudy had snapped out of it due to Alejandro puking. He had to stay strong for Alejandro.
"P...Please"
You turned your head back to look at the man.
"P..please j...just let me-me go..."
You leaned down and grabbed his hair pulling him up to look at you. Tilting your head you looked the shadow dead in the eyes with a look that could scare the devil. And smirked
"And how would you do that? Mm?"
The man only whined in pain as you dropped him. Chuckling you pressed your foot to the shadows head.
"Aww it was fun, but now it's your turn to sleep tight"
You then lifted your foot, bringing it down at a fast paste, the man moved as fast as he could. Grabbing a throwing knife and jabbing it into the sole of your shoe and foot, you let out a scream and you slightly jumped away from the man, causing him to flip himself around and drag himself. Not caring that the grass, the dirt, and small insects along with bacteria was getting into his busted thigns, getting on his blood, beaten muscles. He was basically rubbing the, still intact, muscles and fibers into the disgusting earth below him. Causing infections and sickness to weld up in his opened legs. He thought he was getting far with slowly dragging himself away, but he didn't know or see you yank the knife out of the bottom of your foot. Throwing the knife into the man's shoulder you grabbed his other shoulder and flipped him back over. Now he could see your face clearly. It was covered in blood, his blood, dripping as the droplets of blood connected, making a small stream of blood to run down your neck and torso, speaking of torso, your shirt and vest were covered, soaked in the man's blood, the bombs, the gun, throwing knife, taser, everything had blood on it. But your expression was pissed, it had a permanent glare, a snarl mixed with panting. He could see your spit that was on your teeth causing a string of saliva to slowly fall from the two teeth. The man looked at your eyes, filled with bloodlust and rage, your eyes had red in them from popped blood vessels. You let go of the man's shoulder and stepped on his shoulder and pushed it down onto the knife until you couldn't press down anymore. The entire blade was sticking out, as his shoulder was slightly being torn apart, the handle of the knife was the only part in the man. He was to stunned by the pain in his shoulder to notice your foot come down, this time a knife didn't stab your foot. You stomped and stomped and stomped on the man's head even after his head collapsed on itself. You didn't stop crashing the man's head in until you felt as though you were done. His skull was crashed, his eyes popped and brain caved in, his teeth fell at the back of his throat as it got smashed into the earth below. You crashed his head like a balloon, it popped and blood went everywhere, the surrounding around was covered in blood, in beaten organs, and hungry insects. When you finally stepped away from the body you limped over to the others not daring to look back at the mess you've made. As the bugs start to eat the man enjoying the fresh and large meal, the others couldn't look you in the eye.
"Shall we get going then?"
You asked with a slight smile as you patted Price's shoulder and Alejandro's back you continued on. You four met up with the snipers who were confused. They couldn't see what was happening since the trees and the other three were covering it, Ghost could kinda see what happened since he was higher up then the other two but still didn't really know. So seeing your cover head to toe in someone else blood, a shaky and wide eyed Price, Alejandro covered in his own puked and Rudy holding Alejandro up, being his own source of strength currently. They were confused, very confused.
"Oh my, what happened?!"
Gaz was very worried and alittle scared, hes never seen his Captain so scared before. Soap could only stare at the people who he thought could never be scared. And Ghost was quiet, he knew you did something, not necessarily to them but infront of them, he knew it was because of you.
"Don't worry about it, we all got a helicopter to catch don't we?"
You said with a slight laugh before limping past them to the helicopter lending zone. The snipers were left confused but either way everyone got to the helicopter on time and went back to the base. Meanwhile Graves was staring at a black screen stunned, quite, as white as a ghost. He couldn't believe what he just seen. No, he refused to believe what he seen. It was from that point on no one who was a witness to what you did could look at you without removing that day, you had scared the Captian shitless and was seen as, The fate worse than death.
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[A/n:If I'm being honest it's not as gruesome as I wanted. I hoped you enjoyed]
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Stupid dumb little comic
Y/N, pinning Soapās arms with their thighs in sparring: Haha! Eat shit, Scotsman! Soap, struggling: FUCKINā āELL, The hell is in your thighs?! Y/N: Pure spite and protein, bitch! --
Someone: Hey Johnny. Y/N: Oh, no, only Ghost can- Soap: Oi! Only Y/N & Ghost can pull that off, itās Soap to you. Y/N: Yeah he- wait me too? *gaaassp* Ohhh is this what favoritism feels like?! Soap: Pfft, maybe! Y/N: I enjoy it a lot! <3
-- American!Y/N: Fuckinā git, heās off his rocker, that one. The entire team: ⦠American!Y/N: *dramatically smacks their hand over their mouth* Gaz: *laughing* Was that genuine?! Y/N: AH, Iāve been conditioned! Iāve been colonized! Soap: COLONI-*WHEEZE*
-- Fem Fatal!Y/N: What th- what is this, a spy movie? You want me to infiltrate by being some eye candy?! Laswell: Itās the best option we have. Ghost: I disagree with this. Soap: Me too! This feels real nasty, I think. Fem Fatal!Y/N: *sigh* Fine, Iāll do it. God gave me these tits for a reason, might as well useāem for somethinā. Gaz: PFF-no no, donāt be funny, this is a bad situation.
-- Graves: No! You canāt, cause if you take it- ā¦youāll be hurting my feelings :((( Ghost: You know, I was thinking about that. And, the thing isā¦I really donāt care.
-- (In a ride back to base; just makinā conversation)
Gaz: Do you find boys attractive? Or girls. Thatās one what to check, if youāre not sure. Y/N: *chuckles* You think Iām not sure? Y/N: Everyoneās attractive to be honest, even if itās just something small. Like, some people have really gorgeous hands. Y/N: I donāt knowā¦Iām a little bit in love with everyone I meet. But I think thatās normal. Gaz: ā¦hm, suppose thatās a fair answerā¦
-- Soap, laughing: You watch it or might just start fallinā for ya, L.T! Ghost: ā¦would you like to? Soap: Eh-ā¦huh? Simon: Would you like to? Fall in love with me, I mean⦠Soap: ā¦.well I-ā¦well, yeah. I wouldnāt mindā¦if youād let me. Simon: ā¦Iād let you. Soap: Well then, guess thatās it then. Woo me, Si. Simon: Iāll do my best.
-- Someone: I don't need advice from a team of virgin losers. Y/N: VIRGIN LOSERS?! *grabs Priceās shoulder and motions to him aggressively* You gonna tell me you think this man doesnāt fuck for a living?! HAVE YOU SEEN HIM?! Gaz & Soap: *for the millionth time trying not to laugh* Price: *heās not encouraging it but he does look kinda smug*
-- Gaz, on TikTok: Everyoneās always like āKyle howād you bag a baddie, howād you bag that baddie bruh-ā I didnāt bag shit. Y/N picked me up from my neck, threw me over their shoulder and Iāve been on it ever since. (Zooms out to show that he is in fact, on their shoulder) Gaz: And I aināt got no plans on getting off anytime soon-
(This also works with Soap & Ghost)
-- Y/N: Whyās it always you got mommy issues or you got daddy issues? Me personally? Both my parents got me messed up, the side I pick? Is mine. I aināt Hannah Montana- Y/N: š¶but I got the best of both worlds!~šµ Ghost: *heās laughing on the inside, I swear*
-- Ghost, on the verge of dissociating: Why be sadā¦when you can just be āØg o n e⨠Soap: Si, no-
-- Graves: Punch me. In the face. Didnāt you hear me? Y/N: I always hear āpunch me in the faceā when you speak, but itās usually subtext. Graves: *huff* Well I- *gets punched so hard he falls over* Y/N: ā¦.that felt good. Ghost: Iām so proud- Price: Stop encouraging them.
-- Soap, bursting into the briefing room: Y/N got into a fight! (Insert running scene) Price: Soldier, what hap- Ghost, sliding up in front of them: Did you win? Y/N: Of course I won. Ghost: Nice. Price: STOP ENCOURAGING VIOLENCE-
-- Y/N, in a vent above a room: Soap, itās me, the devil! Soap: *wheeze* Gaz: *trying so hard not to laugh* Y/N: Iām here to convince you to do SIN. Come with me. Steal candy from babies and from small businesses! Soap: *WHEEZE*
-- Y/N, passing by: *does that super flirty āup & downā look* Hey Kƶnigā¦~ Kƶnig: Hallo, guten morgen. Y/N: *smiles and keeps going* Kƶnig, as soon as theyāre gone: *deep breath* Ohmeingottohmeingott *tiny scream*
-- Ghost after being asked about his feelings on Soap: *heavy breathing* ā¦ā¦..nextquestion-
-- Gaz, a menace on TikTok: Batches be on the lookout for Captain Save-A-Hoe, cause he savinā hoes. Price, minding his business: ? Y/N, dramatically āswooningā in the background: I WANNA BE SAAAAAVED *falls* Price, unaware heās having a thirst trap made for him: ?????
-- (I think bullying Graves is funny)
Graves: Let me tell you how this is gonna work- Y/N: You aināt gonna tell me shit. Graves: Listen!- Y/N: Suck my dick. Graves: Listen to me!- Y/N: Suck my dick. Graves: Shut up, listen to me! Y/N: Suck my dick, you fuck man. Graves: Listen!! Y/N: Suck my dick. Graves: You will be here and listen to my ord- Y/N: Youāll be here sucking my dick. Graves: Listen to me, now! Y/N: Go fuck yourself.
-- Y/N: I would rather lead my team into a pit of fire, than have them wield guns for your ignorant usurper cunt of a general. Price: *mans is so proud itās showing in his chops*
-- Simon: Your eyes are like sapphiresā¦jeezā¦ahem, thatās pretty corny though, huh? Soap, swooning: No, not at all. Anyone would like itā¦aha⦠Simon: ā¦uhā¦is this- Soap: Working? Oh yeah, thoroughly wooed, sir. Simon: Good, good.
-- Price: Please tell me you didnāt drag the boys into this. Y/N: I didnāt drag Soap & Gaz into this! *insert banging on door* Price: Who is that? Y/N: I think you know.
-- Soap: I wouldnāt wish that āpon my worst enemy. Unless, of course, weāre talkinā ābout my enemy Philip Graves. Soap: Fuck you, Phillip(/neg), you know what you did.
-- Gaz: So you have feelings for this person. Just rip the bandaid off. Y/N, with daddy issues: Itās Price. Gaz: *inhales through his teeth* Put the bandaid back on.
-- Y/N: ā¦Ghost? Youāre into Ghost? Soap: Mhmā¦thoughts? Y/N: And prayers, Johnny. And prayers.
-- Gaz: Are you straight? Y/N: *chokes on drink* Donāt ever fucking insult me like that ever again.
-- (Some type of escort mission or somethinā)
Price: This woman wouldnāt know how to fix a broken fingernail. Fem!Y/N: Honestly, you lot have to be the most boorish, crude, pig-headed men Iāve ever met. Price: Hey, Iāve seen the high-bred boys youāve hung out with, princess. Iām the only man youāve ever met.
(Insert overly intense sexual tension here)
-- Kƶnig: How does that even make any- *knife sound* Kƶnig: *looks down at the knife in his thigh* Did you just- *takes knife out* Did you just stab me? What is your problem?!
-- (Iām only using Alejandro cause the dude in the audio had a slight Spanish accent, mans is definitely a feminist)
Alejandro: Itās not natural for girls to fight. Fem!Y/N: Now itās not natural for a man to be as stupid as he is tall, but mm. Here you stand! Alejandro, in love: ā¦
Random
Summary:You give them random things
Type:Hcs: Rudy X M!Reader: Farah X M!Reader: Gaz X M!Reader: Valerie X M!Reader
Version:Mw2
Farah
She wasn't expecting it
No matter how many times you give her something random she still is surprised
She's just not used to it
But she'll love everything you give her
You cam actually see everything you gave her in her room
Gaz
He didn't even think about it at first, until a day or so later
You've confused him before, but this is the most confused he's been by you
Why'd you give him a feather?
Yes he loves it but he's just confused
Will always put it somewhere safe
Valeria
She'll happily take it but act like she doesn't want it
If anything her people are more confused then her
Like who's this man? And how does he know El Sin Nombre?
Everything you give her will go into a safe room
It makes her happy
Rudy
You can tell he's happy
He's not even confused he just loves it
Honestly doesn't care what you give him, he'll take anything you give him
Alejandro might tease him
If its something he can wear, you'll usually see it on him
[A/n:I did this to people so why not write about to. I hope you enjoyed]
Alrighty: no beta read we die like Horangi x Kƶnig ship posts on Twitter
I made a story and for those who do not like small angst or are not comfortable with illness can read that lol
Warnings: Mention of schizophrenia, small angst
You cursed as you ran towards Priceās office. Soap had pulled a prank on you by turning back your clockā¦by 3 fk hours. Price had been in a very bad mood lately Duo to you failing at a mission that had been very important. The entire task 141 hated you already and you cannot really say that anyone else liked you. Price had called you to their office today but ofc you were late. Your illness has been catching up on you.
schizophrenia
You got it diagnosed but refused to take your pills often since they were super expensive. You took one half a day ago and wanted to get this over with soon. You did not know how much longer it would work.
You knocked on the door only to be greeted with a stern voice. āCome in. Now.ā That definitely was not a good way to start.
You entered making sure the door closed silent. You looked at price him only pulling up your file. Ghost was next to him he gave Price some more files. You could see others faces on it. _He is going to replace you_ You shrugged that one off hoping it was just your inner voice.
Before you could even say anything Price suddenly screamed at you, you even saw Ghost flinch a bit. ( you and ghost are neutral in this storyline bc I said so. Also the 141 does not actually hate you that is just c/n telling themselves)
āDO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW MANY PROBLEMS YOUR STUPIDITY CAUSED ALL OF US?!ā
āI-ā
āI AM GIVING YOU ONE LAST CHANCE! DO NOT DARE TO FACE ME AGAIN UNTIL YOU EITHER DECIDED I COULD BRING IN SOMEONE MORE USEFUL THAN YOU OR YOU BECAME USEFUL.ā
You would have lied by saying that you were ok. Hell you were sure Ghost could see you shivering. You had to do smt so you just ran out. You just ran. As fast and as far as you could.
āLook who is running.ā āThe fuck.ā āHey what are you doing crybaby.ā Suddenly 13-15 voices started talking in your head. You wanted to scream at them. You suddenly felt watched. āC/N wait!ā You heard Price. āSoldier!ā Ghostās voice spoke.
No. Not now. You cannot face them. Stupid voices. It was all too loud and too scary. You wanted to take a step back only to noticed you were on the edge of a cliff.
āFuck.ā Price just said. He knew what he just did was terrible. He knew you were not useless but he was too stressed and was not thinking about what he was saying. āI will look for him.ā Ghost said before making his way to the door. Price noticed a white box( package whatever you would keep pills in) on the ground. Ghost picked it up and read out loud- āschizophrenia- Price!ā Never had the Captain ever jumped off his seat so fast. Chasing after you.
You heard every voice in your head telling you to still take that step. You started hallucinating. Small but duo to your situation convincing enough to make you step back. You already felt arms wrap around you, pulling onto safe grounds. The next pair of arms wrapped around you. They held you tight. So very tight. āY/Nā¦ā
No words were needed that day.
141 took notice of your illness and made sure to help you out.
Price and Ghost would make sure there was always one person with you.
They also made sure you got more time of.
You were new and small and ofc scared
Price trained some Rookies, you included
He was a rather rash teacher so when you failed at doing something duo to you being so small( or at least not a fk giraffe. ) he got mad
He screamed at you for not having trained enough
It would be no lie if you said you avoided him to your death
Even when you passed each other you would make sure there was a huge space between you two
Price would later realize why you avoided him and most definitely would give a flowers as an apology
Old man would scream at the others
Ghost would cover your ears and then calmly explain you how to do it right.
Kƶnig X Reader
A/N: male reader intended, but can be read as gender-neutral
A = Affection (How affectionate are they?)
When you first got together I think heād be afraid to be affectionate simply because of his size, he wouldnāt want to hurt you, but after enough convincing that you would be completely fine he for sure latches onto you. Iām private heāll like to hold you as much as he can, and Iām public heāll stick to subtle little touches like holding your hand or putting a hand on your shoulder.
B = Best friend (What would they be like as a best friend?)
I think heās the type of person youād have to be friends with before dating, and I think heād honestly be a great friend. I think once you get close enough to him heād be super energetic and just goofy to be around. Heād like to make you laugh with stupid jokes and pull stupid pranks on the other members of your team. Overall a bit of a menace.
C = Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?)
Absolutely he does. He would be a little shy about it at first and I donāt think heād initiate in the beginning, but once he gets comfortable heās all over you. As soon as he gets you alone heās following you around like a lost puppy just waiting to pull you in. I think he likes cuddling with his head on your chest and your arms around him, he doesnāt get many chances to feel small like that with someone, so he milks it for all its worth.
D = Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?)
I think he would want to settle down mainly because he wants to keep you both safe. He definitely craves that soft domesticity with you that everyday normal life brings. I think heās probably a very good cook, and he usually makes Austrian dishes since thats what he ate growing up. He gets it from his mom, probably watched how she cooked and it just stuck in his head.
E = Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)
Would take him a very long time not only because heās worried about hurting you, but also because he wants to make sure itās really what he wants. He is worried that his anxiety is getting the best of him and heās self sabotaging. Honestly you would probably bring it up first by mentioning how distant heās being. Youād have a very long conversation that either fixed the problem or ended the relationship amicably.
F = Fiance(e) (How do they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)
Absolutely wants to be married. After about two years of dating he would probably start seriously thinking about marriage. I think it would take another full year for him to propose, and it would be some place quiet that means a lot to the both of you like youāre shared home or a first date location.
G = Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)
Extremely, obviously. He is always very gentle with you wether thats when heās cuddling you or talking to you, he always makes sure to be soft with you. Physically he is afraid of hurting you even if you are a soldier, heās just so big he thinks heāll break you :(((
H = Hugs (Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)
Adores hugs. He will hug you whenever you to are alone and itāll always be for long amounts of time like at least ten minutes per hug. His hugs are perfect, just the right amount of pressure and you are always comfortably against his chest. Nice and warm too. He likes when your arms are like folded against your own chest that way he can hold you entirely and make sure youāre safe from every angle.
I = I love you (How fast do they say the L-word?)
Falls fast. It takes him a long time to confess to you so when you actually get together i think within the first three months he says it. For sure were friends first, so telling you he loves you romantically comes pretty easy.
J = Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when theyāre jealous?)
Jealous, but not in an overly possessive way. Heās just anxious that he isnāt good enough for you, and sometimes he gets self conscious when he sees someone flirt with you. Would probably be pouty about it, and you would need to reassure him that heās the only man you want. I think you have to be aware that people are flirting with you so you can end it.
K = Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)
You cannot tell me this man is a good kisser, at least not at first. He is very nervous the first time, and has no idea what to do so you are going to have to lead him. When he finally does get the hang of it heās gentle with all of his kisses, they always have meaning behind them. He likes to kiss your forehead a lot, he says itās easy access. On himself he likes when you kiss his tummy, gets all giggly and squirmy.
L = Little ones (How are they around children?)
I think he likes kids, and is naturally good with them, but Iām not sure if he would want his own. His job is dangerous and itās enough that it puts you in danger.
M = Morning (How are mornings spent with them?)
Soft and warm, he never wants to wake up. He is just so cozy in your arms with the warm blankets surrounding you. When you finally do insist on getting up he is following you everywhere. You brush your teeth together, cook together, all of it. Heās just so clingy and sleepy in the morning
N = Night (How are nights spent with them?)
Quiet, usually. He doesnāt really like to go out so most nights are spent at home with nice cooked meals and binge watching a show together.
O = Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)
If you started off as friends i think a few months into the friendship he would start to open up with little things like childhood stories or favorite foods. When you get together i think he would tell you the deeper things like his history with being bullied or the trauma he has from missions.
P = Patience (How easily angered are they?)
Not easily angered, but he gets self conscious very easily. Patience wise i think he is very patient with you.
Q = Quizzes (How much would they remember about you? Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)
Remembers every little detail about you no matter what. You could mention a food you like one time and he will remember it. He likes it because it makes it easier to take care of you. It means he can make your coffee or tea for you, it means he can buy you clothes if you need them without you there, plus he believes it shows how much he loves you.
R = Remember (What is their favorite moment in your relationship?)
When you guys first got together. It was such a moment of joy for him that he blushes every time he thinks about it. He didnāt ever think he would have a romantic partner like you, so just the memory of you confessing brings him joy.
S = Security (How protective are they? How would they protect you? How would they like to be protected?)
Protective, but not in a controlling way. It mainly just comes with his job and your job if you are a soldier. He knows itās dangerous so in the field he is always looking over his own shoulder and yours for potential threats.
T = Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)
Lots and lots of effort with this man. Dates are probably somewhere quiet or secluded, so to make up for the lake of entertainment he makes sure to put a lot of effort in so you have a good time no matter what. He remembers every anniversary, and always makes sure theyāre memorable.
U = Ugly (What would be some bad habits of theirs?)
I think with the occasional fights you do have he can lash out. He is used to only being in fight mode in the field, so he can have a harsh tongue and say things he doesnāt mean. I always think sometimes he lets his social anxiety overtake him completely, and it would start to impact your life. Like it might restrict you from going out as much as you did or doing certain things.
V = Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?)
Concerned, but not in a vain way. He thinks he isnāt the best looking, so heās concerned you wont like him either. It would take him a while to take his mask off around you, and you would have to do a lot of convincing for him to know that you find him attractive.
W = Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?)
Absolutely, you are his other half and without you he simply doesnāt know how to handle himself. When youāre gone for long amounts of time like for missions or anything he feels like a part of him is missing.
X = Xtra (A random headcanon for them.)
Heās funny, like he just has perfect comedic timing and heās witty. Most people donāt see it because he holds his tongue, but around you itās always full laughs.
Y = Yuck (What are some things they wouldnāt like, either in general or in a partner?)
He absolutely hates when people are mean to workers. Like cafe workers or the target employees. With a partner i think he would dislike if you tended to yell during fights, he knows he can be mean but he never yells.
Z = Zzz (What is a sleep habits of theirs?)
He takes up the entire bed. He is so tall that he just canāt help it, but besides that if the bed is big enough he completely starfishes. In the beginning of the night itās all neat with you tucked into him, but by morning the blankets on the floor, heās spread out and youāre half on him half off the bed.
( Ķ”Ź ĶŹ Ķ”Ź)ā¦ā¦ āThereās no time for restingā
This is based on a request:
Angst, death of a character, (spoiler it you, lol), suicide, MDNI
Slow down you crazy child You're so ambitious for a juvenile But then if you're so smart tell me Why are you still so afraid?
Backstory:
It was you, the one who always had everyone backs. But who had yours? It was you, the same one who would get cleaning duties because you took blame for everyone. The team couldn't sleep? oh, there you go at 4 am, 4 hours of sleep and making coffee and tea for your team. One time, a mission went wrong. Evac would happen with or without you five. So, you gave yourself up so the team could make it to evacuation. They held you for 15 hours before you ran off and back to base. Now, the question is, did your precious boys mind it? no, they swore you were already on base, no need for search. Till this day you have nightmares about that day. You cry, make it known you are going through some form of PTSD. Not once have they mentioned getting you help.
Soap was sick one time, real sick. So as you naturally did, you made soup for him, prepared him a nice time. And stayed up all night, despite you having other duties on the morning. This was your life. And yes, maybe they didn't reciprocate their love or affection, but who could blame them. You were so young. In their eyes, you were just trying to fit in, trying too hard and for them it just wasn't going to happen. But that was who you were. A natural giver and lover. That was until this past mission.
Too bad, but it's the life you lead You're so ahead of yourself that you forgot what you need Though you can see when you're wrong You know you can't always see when you're rightĀ
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Things to a turn for the worse. Your own mind messing with you. And you finally did it. Like any coward, you killed yourself. It was fast and sudden. But soon you had met your Vienna.
It was a rookie that found you. Lying on the floor with the gun on your hand. They called Price. He naturally thought it was a prank from Soap. So he stayed in his office, until his men were on the other side of the door. "Sir, they...they really did it" Ghost spoke up. Some regret and shame on his voice.
Turns out, you didn't have any family but them. Thats why you showed them all of your unconditional love. At the bar, the four men told stories about you. "R/n once told me about some place, said they wanted to visit it. It was their dream." Gaz said, a sad smile on him as a drink warmed up in his hands.
"Vienna." Soap and Ghost mentioned at the same time. It was true. You always wanted to go there. It brought comfort and you always gushed about it.
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You got your passion, you got your pride But don't you know that only fools are satisfied? Dream on, but don't imagine they'll all come true (Oooh) When will you realize, Vienna waits for you?
There you were, hiding from the enemy with Ghost and Soap, Gaz on comms. "I want to go somewhere after this place.." you mentioned. "where?" Ghost asked, somewhat annoyed you disturb the silence. "Vienna, I think it's beautiful. It seems kind and clean. I love it!" you smiled, just thinking of how the place must be like. The men stared at each other and discarded the small talk.
There was something, you know? It was peace, heaven, it was home for you. You ran from Austria as a kid because of your dad. And never returned once, it was the story you never told anyone. Because no one stopped and listened.
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It was just 2 days before you funeral. The men woke up, no coffee or tea set for them. Price didn't have the news paper and a cigar by his keyboard that morning. Gaz woke up to no hash browns. Ghost was surprised there wasn't any chamomile, or earl grey on his mug. It was a strange feeling when Soap had realized it was you that finished his papers, the same ones Price would make him turn in at the end of the day for rookie reports. Everything was silent. The telly off, no morning show or new magazines by the coffee table.
It was so...empty. It wasn't comfortable or warm. You did all those things for them. You made sure that at least 10 minutes before they work up, you would heat the common room so they wouldn't get too cold. One time you wiped all the tables and floors, made sure the telly was on the morning show so Ghost and Gaz could stay updated on their local news back at home. You walked in and they watched, telling stories about local bars the spokesperson would mention. So you kept doing it, every morning.
What was so strange was that they had depended on you for little things. Price opened the fridge, and to his surprise the little lunch bags someone would make them were not there. All the men swore it was a fan of them who did all these things, that maybe because they made all the rookies train yesterday, their biggest fan couldn't do their tea, or little lunch. But no, that was all you. You just never mentioned it to anyone.
All those little things were your love letters to them. The warm food, the warm mornings. The feeling of home and safety. That was all you. They had become unspoken words of adoration, devotion and love.
They all sat there. Soap regretted laughing at you. He hated how every time they all made fun of how you were, you'd shut down for a while. Your eyes teary and your lip quivering. He cried thinking of all the stupid times they all belittled you.
Slow down you crazy child Take the phone off the hook and disappear for a while It's alright, you can afford to lose a day or two (oooh) When will you realize, Vienna waits for you?
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You were having a bad day, it was usual especially on the job. The team noticed how you were singing a song, it was so childish to them so they made fun of you for it. For you, it held such a deeper meaning. It brought you to the old you. The 6 year old you, your parents holding your hands as you splashed around puddles. Your dad singing you that song over and over. How he had reached down and kissed your nose. Held you near his chest as him and your mum sang the song for you.
"oh poor baby, go cry to mummy and daddy yeah?"
the men laughed. "toughen up solider."
"probably has a whole bed filled with teddy's" soap said.
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Soap would regret all his words. Hated how his last talk with you he pushed you away. "not fucking now, Jesus, stop being so annoying!" you just nod and walk away. He didn't know but he was the last one who saw you alive that evening. Ghost hated how he always pushed you around like his personal punching bag at times. Price hated the times he yelled at you, how you looked at him with such teary eyes. He was the first man to yell horrible things to you. Gaz hated how every time you ate alone, he would pass by you and eat with other people. How you still were so kind to him despite his actions. The ghost of a smile on you as you two stared at each other before he told the soldiers a joke about you.
Oh how they wished they showed you how much you meant to them. If only they had just 5 more minutes with you. How much they wished to have you for your birthday. Fuck, they didn't even mind remembering it. One look on your file and there it was. Your birthday and death date all the same, just decades apart. They hated it. How much they had treated you like shit on your day. How soap never told you how much he appreciated you. Ghost and his stories, Gaz and his wild adventures. And price, oh price, how he wished you could've stayed longer.
They knew you reached it. You made your dreams come true. Vienna couldn't wait any longer. By this time tomorrow, you were back in Vienna, buried with your mum and dad. How the sky was probably blue, as their hero returned to their forever home. You would never grow up. No more dreams, no more a lover to hold. Just you in a coffin, away from the last people you loved like a family.
And you know that when the truth is told That you can get what you want or you can just get old You're gonna kick off before you even get halfway through (oooh) Why don't you realize, Vienna waits for you?
A/n: so...I hope it was angsty enough for ya! Also, I know this is probably not the song that had ya all inspired, so for that sorry
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