Moments like that get me so emotional and happy ;_;
I really enjoyed your story a part two would be lovely but do not push yourself and have a lovely day
as perusual: sorry for any typos, and do not expect some grandiose writting, i am not that smart
I throw on a shirt. A button up. Not one I chose myself, but its not like I hate it. Its ugly but in a charming way. I put on leather boots, keeping the pants I wore to sleep on. Its not my best outfit, but considering how little sleep I got last night, I donât anyone will care. I sure as hell donât.Â
I leave my room, entering into a hall. The cold concrete  below me tapping under my feet. I stop in front of ghosts room. I hear talking on the other side of the heavy metal door. Faint, but still there. The guards posted in front of the door ask me if I want in. I tell them no. I want to get somethings first. I wonder the halls. Looking for the stairs up. The building were currently holed up in (and have been for awhile) is some old abandoned hospital. When we first set up here, it was trashed. To this day  It still doesnât look very homely, but its better then it was.
Ive been stashed away in the basement, Also where the interrogation room is set up. i find the stairs, ascending up to floor level. I make my way to the current medical ward. there are so many people. You wouldnât expect this place to be so packed, but it almost always is. Most of the people here are good. Civilians. Simply people in need of doctors, but without the money to get any. Cant say the same for the people stationed in the basement.
âhey.â I try and get the attention of one of the makeshift medical staff. His name is Chester im pretty sure. âshit-â he turns around, startled. he was tending to some random sick person. Cant tell why their sick though. â(reader)!â he sounds pleasantly surprised. Like meeting an old friend unexpectedly. Weve only really ever talked a few times. âI need bandages.â I tell him. He looks around, a but confused, âuhmâŚâ he takes a second âdo you mind if I ask why? Or is that.. uh.. can I ask why?â he lowers his voice into a whisper for the last bit, leaning in.
All the âdoctorsâ know who theyre working for. The same man im working for. But thatâs about all they get to know. We bring them medical supplies so that they can help their towns people. in return, they fix up anyone we bring to them, no questions asked. Itâs a covert deal, and they arent aloud to talk about us. If they did, my boss would probably anonymously tell the police what they have set up here. Only one of the doctors has a medical license.
âthe bandages arent for meâ he understands that he isnt gonna get much more then that, nodding and leading me away from his current patient. He takes me to a closet âbandages and stuff are in here,â he opens it, âcan I ask what type of wound your bandaging?â he asks, leading me in.
âI donât know.â It sounds like a copout, but I genuinely have no idea. It could be anything. Cuts, burns, chopped off limbs. âoh wow.â He looks worriedly, searching through the random supplies. He hands me a roll of white bandages, âhereâ and then he goes back to looking around. âwhat are you looking for?â I peek over his shoulder. âwell your probably gonna need more then just the plain bandages, even if we donât know what you gonna have to fix up.â he hands me some bandage tape. âthank youâ I tell him.
we part ways, and I start back to the basement. Stopping on my way to ghosts new room to get a bucket of water, two rags, and a towel.
I stop in front of the door, there isnt any talking now, nodding to the two guards. They go to open the door, but its prematurely opened by someone else. Im greeted by a man covered in someone else's blood. The man with the cart of torture supplies. The butcher. âhi-â my voice cuts off. âhello.â He looks down at the assortment of things Chester handed me. He grunts, pushing past me, dragging his cart behind him. Its bloody. Very bloody. there are a few loose teeth on it that werent before, and it leaves a trail of blood behind him as he leaves.
I enter the room, hastily met with the smell of blood and vomit. I turn my face, it smells fucking awful. The door is shut behind me. The table has been moved off to the side, and ghost to the middle of the room. Hes covered in his own blood. âhey..â I let out. I try not to let my concern waver my voice. Ghost groans, and then ends up in a coughing fit. His mask is off, but his head is dropped down, facing the floor, blood soaked in his hair. I go over to the table, dropping my supplies down, and picking up his skull mask. âwould you like your mask back?â I ask, turning to him. He just coughs more. Im pretty sure he coughed up blood.
I get up closer to him, placing down my bucket of water, his breathing hastens, he turns his face away. It takes a moment for it to click, âoh shit-â I look at the rag in my hand, âim not gonna water board you bro, I swear.â I panic out, trying to make him less weary of me.Â
It doesnât work much, and he tenses everytime I move. Pulling up my sleeves, I dip the rag in water, and then start to clean out his wounds. There are different kinds. Some deep gashes, some circular holes in his skin, others bruises so blue youd think it hurt his bones. I donât really get a good look at his face, even while I try and get blood off of it. he moves his face away everytime I try to touch it. its Understandable, but it makes things much more difficult.Â
I give up on trying to clean his face, and just put his mask back on him. He immediately seems more comfortable, still incredibly tense, but less so then before. I continue to clean off all the blood on him. Its tiring. Eventually its done though. I wrap the towel around him, covering him and helping him dry all in one. I get up, and grab the bandages, and tape. i get back to him, placing both on the ground. I open the package for the bandages.Â
I cover up most of the big gashes, and even a few of the smaller ones. Im covered in dried up blood now. I clean up around his chair too. Just getting blood up off the floor. Theirs vomit beside him. I begrudgingly clean that up too. I throw the second rag into the bucket. Taking a deep breath ones ive left the floor.
âthanksâ ghosts voice sounds hoarse and it cuts out at the end. I go sit up in the table off to the side. âwhens the last time you sleptâ I ask him the first real question of the day. Its quiet for a few minutes until he responds, âfour days.â I mouth a âwowâ under my breath. I hold my breathing in thought, puffing out once I get to my conclusion. âill let you sleep the entire time im here.. which should be..â I trail off thinking and doing math in my head, âtwo hours I believe, if you tell me what you guys know.â
He doesnât respond. âwhat about a hint.â I smile at him. ânoâ his voice sounds more firm. The smile doesnât fade. âfine, then you wont sleep for another day.â I hop off the table, and get onto the chair that was discarded next to it. Theres still paper and pencils, and so I start drawing. I draw him again. Its quiet in the room for nearly 20 minutes, I look up from my drawing every now and then to make sure he isnt asleep.
Hes falls asleep. I throw a balled up piece of paper at him. He startles up, looking around frantically to assess the situation. He drops his head back once he realizes it was just me. âif you had given me that hint I would have let you stay asleepâ I taunt him. âfuck offâ he blurts out. Hes getting comfortable, that hes just tired enough to not give a shit.
It gets quiet again.
âyou know what-â I look over to him, getting out of my seat and sitting on the table again. âif you tell me about your family ill let you sleep..â I pause, âthat or your nameâ he looks me dead in the eyes, then up and down. Silence. âhowâd you know about my brother?â he asks. A surprise for sure. âwe made a little file on you, figuring out everything we could before we ambushed you. It was in that file⌠one of the few things about you in that file, and not just about ghost.â
âI am ghost.â
âyou are a ghost.. you know how hard it was to find that out about your brother? That you even had a brother?â
âthatâs the point.â He says in between coughs
I take a deep breath in and out. âI guess it is.â I say looking off.
A silence settles again. For about five minutes. He stares at me for three of them before looking away. âmy brothers name was tommy.â I snap my head towards him. I didnât actually expect him to tell me about his family. âis that so.â I inquire more. âhe had a kid.â He continues. âand where is that kid now?â ghost doesnât answer.
âand what about your dad?â he doesnât respond, just like last time. I sigh. i want more, but technically he followed the rules I had. âyou can sleep.â I jump off of the table, and get back to my drawing. Ghost gets as comfortable in his seat as he possibly can. Wasting no time to getting to sleep.
An hour and a half pass by. Ive filled the entire page with drawings. Ghost is sound asleep- the door starts to open. Shit. âHEY-â I greet the person at the door loud enough to wake ghost up. âyour back early,â I turn to the door. And ghost hurriedly wakes up. â(reader).â âThe butcherâ greets me back, waving one of his hands stiffly at me.Â
âuh- can we have a few more minutes?â I rush out as the large man starts hauling in his cart into the room. He stops in his tracks. Slowly turning to look at me. âyour time is up.â fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck âyeah but⌠i-I I was- I was starting to get somewhere with my⌠interrogation.â
âwhere?â
âhe was starting to talk about his- uh his family and-â
âthe boss doesnât want to hear about his family.â He cuts me off
I look to ghost, and then to the man in front of me. âyes but-â
âwhy are you wasting my time (reader)?â
He cuts me off again.
I mumble and apology. I really shouldnât have fucking done that. Shit, all cause I wanted to show ghost my stupid drawing.
He leaves his cart next to ghost, who has started hyperventilating. âyou gave him bandaids.â He points out. âI didn't want him to bleed out.â IÂ Â had already thought of an excuse. âI didnât say you could give him bandaids.â
âyeah but he was probably gonna dieâ
âI didnât say you could give him bandaids.â He turns to me. âyeah and the boss didnât say you could kill him,â I retort.
He picks up a pair of pliers, holding them so tight his knuckles turn white. Hes threatening me. Fuck. âim sorry, I just didnât want valuable intel to die.â I soften my voice, trying to de-escalate the situation. He turns back to ghost. I start to leave. âyour not aloud to leave.â He snaps his pliers a few times to emphasize.
âcome on man-â I turn around towards him, my voice breaking. I donât want to be here. He hums a bit, snapping his pliers a few more times. He doesnât respond. âill get you those drugs you wanted.â He stops humming, and lets the air fill with silence. âalright, you can leave.â
I practically run out of there. I feel bad. I feel bad for ghost. I feel bad about having to steal from the med ward. Shit. I really wanted to show him my drawing. I bet he would have told me it was cool. I get to the showers upstairs, and I wash all of his blood off of me. Then I go to my room. I put the drawing next to the first one. Hopping onto my bed.
If I get caught stealing ill be as good as dead.
hiiiiiiiii i see you made it to the end again, blushes
if everything goes to plan there should be at least five chapters of this fic when im done
hello fellow glasses-wearers, I have made a very important chart. tag yourself
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on his way to commit war crimes
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Day 4: Best Main Antagonist Albert Wesker
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ALBERT WESKER
why can't gay people flirt normally
like "ur cute," "no ur cute," isn't that hard
it doesn't have to be:
"finally the flesh reflects the madness within,"
"well, you'd know all about the madness within wouldn't you remus?"
You see a post like this? Where OP might hurt/kill themselves? You hit that button that I circled
Hit that.
Click Suicide or Self-harm Concern
Yes.
Fill in the rest of it, and hit submit. The "content you reported" will fill itself in
Tumblr will follow up and help them.
This could SAVE SOMEONE'S LIFE.
More young!reader and 141 maybeeee? I feel like I just need more headcanons and drabbles
Also maybe like, 141 reacting to reader randomly dropping information like "well, my mum's an alcoholic and she used to beat me"
And this is me speaking from experience cause I do that and like đĽ˛
â i think i got this request like almost a month ago now i am. so sorry lmao but i'm actually getting to it and that's what counts right? right. i pumped this out in like 2 hours which if you knew how i write you would be very impressed đ
â tags: young!reader, military!reader, not proofread im too cool for that, just general fluff like one mention of simon being angsty about u dying ig?
⥠so soap and the reader are definitely really good friends. i don't really think he's like super "mushy"? i guess? like some people make him out to be (not that there's anything wrong with that i love that trope) because like, look at him. i love him but some of the stuff he says in the games is like super fucking #militaryman if that makes sense lmao
⥠you're friends in a sibling kind of way. you make fun of each other all of the time and play pranks with (and on) each other. he goes rough on you when you're sparring but always makes sure you're okay afterwards. a lot of the time he talks to you like you're a little kid in an annoying tone just to piss you off.
⥠simon definitely didn't really want to like you at first, partly because he didn't want to get close to you in case you died or got seriously injured or captured or whatever else could possibly happen. but you literally weaseled your way in as his friend.
⥠after a few weeks of being with the team, you picked up on their likes and dislikes. in particular, you learned which foods simon liked at the cafeteria, you learned what kind of books he read, etc. etc. and so ensued you doing nice things for him.
⥠you would grab him the protein bar he liked from the vending machine when you went to grab yourself or someone else something. if you went somewhere with cheap books, you would grab him one that was similar to what you saw him reading last. you always made it a point to get him cheap things so you could refuse if he tried to pay you back.
⥠most of the time, though, he would say he didn't want it when you handed it to him. you would just shrug and tell him to give it to someone else (you see him with whatever you got him not long after). other times, you'll just sit down next to him and talk to him out of nowhere. towards the beginning, it was more of you talking at him, but that was okay with you. it took longer than the others, but you wormed your way into his cold heart.
⥠price is your new father. he gives you advice on literally everything, whether or not you ask for it (you almost never do). he does the dad thing of the hands on the hips and legs kinda spread while he explains the topic in depth. he has a very vast wealth of knowledge, you come to learn.
⥠i feel like one time you would comment on price's outfit, saying it looked good and matched well one day and he would kind of take it to heart. from then on he'll occasionally ask you how his outfit is that day. he'll play it off as if he's joking, but deep down he's actually curious. you always make fun of him for the hat that's seemingly glued to his head, though.
⥠gaz fully leans into becoming your older brother. he doesn't deny it, he just laughs when someone says anything. also i feel like he'll literally do anything you want to do. he'll go shopping with you, he'll go to bookstores or antique stores or crystal places, literally anywhere. it's gotten to the point where you just tell him to go with you and he just grabs his coat.
⥠he also will play any video game with you and he always beats you at it. it literally does not matter if he's never even heard of this random game you just pulled out of some alternate dimension, he'll be better than you at it. he's also absolutely clueless about his natural talent; if you ask him what the hell he's doing right, he's just like "huh? đ¤¨đ¤¨"
⥠yeah in regards to randomly dropping trauma like it's nothing, it's definitely a smack in the face to all of them. they talk about the time they almost died in a firefight or when they got shot several times over, but they don't talk about the "deep" stuff.
⥠so it's like, you say some shit like "yeah my [super close person] died when i was really young that was #rough lol" and they all just slowly turn their heads to you like "what the actual fuck did you just say" and you're just like "what's going on why did we stop talking đ§"
⥠they either move on to a new conversation after several long moments of silence or you just don't notice and continue talking like you didn't just give them mental whiplash.
⥠also so like i'm the type of person that loves clutter and just wants to decorate the hell out of my apartment n shit right? so like if you're also that kind of person and you just amass all this stuff in your room and put in shelves and lamps and posters and pictures covering every wall (even though it's probably against some military code or rules or whatever) and they got a peek they're just like "what the fuck"
⥠every time price sees it he tells you to clean it up but it's half-hearted at best. you tell him he's just jealous of all of your cool stuff, and he secretly is (if you're a mini-fridge kind of person he would definitely want to steal it from you).
⥠if you don't really decorate your room that much or just don't have a lot of stuff, they all get you little things to clutter up your space with. kyle and you come up with a system of buying each other a gift whenever you go shopping together, and he's good at remembering what you like.
⥠i think simon likes carving wood in his spare time, and you'll see him doing this and say that's really cool and good, and he's always just like "ya want it?" and tosses it at you. you don't bother asking if he's sure he wants to give it to you because he already pulled out another block of wood to carve into.
⥠they all also will fight literally anyone for you once you all get closer. you're probably one of, if not the youngest person working in the entire compound and they know how people talk, and if they hear anyone saying anything bad about you for any reason they shut that shit down immediately. you are good, in every aspect, and they all will let everyone know that.
Don't mind me requesting again cuz your writing is good-
Anyway I need some older male reader that is team GHOST from call of duty ghosts and his team is fucking chaotic like they be almost killing them self's and one of them do stabby another like blowing shit up while male reader don't get enough sleep and be a dad on his team but in the end they get the job done
I just want 141 to meet male readers team during a mission and all of them see his team jumping out a window lol
I just need some chaotic shit
WARNING: INCREDIBLY CRINGE WRITING
While Captain Y/n is on a mission with his team, they are interrupted...
What matters most though is if they are friend or foe...
Honestly, trying to put a whole scenario like this together was fun and challenging at the same time but worth it @gamersansblog !!!
So I hope you enjoy!
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"Midnight, Hawk, do either of you have eyes on the target yet?" Y/n asked as he let his eyes sweep over the contents in the room. Falcon followed behind him, silently with his gun raised, clearing the room himself before rejoining Y/n's side.
"No sir, not yet," Midnight's heavy feminine voice replied through the radio.
"Just a whole bunch of shit in here, Captain, unless..." Hawk drawed out slowly.
Y/n knew that tone and quickly tried to intervene, "Hawk, I swear if do what I think..."
"Calm down, sir. Why don't we just turn this place inside out?"
"Hawk..." Falcon warned from beside Y/n as he watched his Captain let out a long sigh in front of him.
"Just a little demolition, sir. That's all... it's not like anyone knows we're here anyway. With the guards dead, I doubt we'll be interrupted, " Y/n could have swore he aged faster as he listened to Hawk's suggestion.
Honestly, Y/n was too tired for this shit. It felt like he was baby sitting 3 kids and he couldn't help but wonder if other groups dealt with the same thing.
There mission was simple, take out the guards, retrieve the files, and get out. Really simple shit. Y/n could do it in his sleep if he wanted too. But noooo, the Higher Ups just had to say his team needed to be with him for this operation.
Plus, Y/n doubted that Falcon could deal with all of them if Y/n left him alone with Midnight and Hawk. So he was forced to bring his crazy pyromaniac of a man, the little assassin that would kill just about anything even when Y/n told her not to, and his only good child.
God, being a father of a Ghost Team was hard.
But even so, Y/n wouldn't change it for the world. His team was just about the best thing that ever happened to him and his career. They were his second chance, his redemption. His everything...
"Alright, Hawk, set up those explosives and see if you can find anything. Midnight, watch his back. Falcon and I are gonna make our way over there..." Y/n commanded.
"Understood, sir," and in the background, he could hear Hawk's sinister little giggle and shook his head at his soldier's antics.
"You sure this is the best idea, sir?" Falcon looked worried about this and Y/n didn't blame him for it. They both knew Hawk could go too far when it came to blowing up things.
Last time they left him alone, half of a building managed to disappear.
Y/n shook his head at the thought, not wanting to even remember that mission again.
When he caught sight of Midnight, the woman was throwing her knives at some random crate she was using as target practice.
"Midnight, Y/n told you to stop doing that. You're gonna mess up your knives and then cry about needing to get new ones," Falcon stressed.
Midnight stuck her tongue out at the man and Y/n chuckled.
"Come on Captain tell her!" Falcon pleaded.
Y/n ignored it and looked towards Hawk.
"You ready Hawk?"
"Annnnnd FINISHED!" the man exclaimed happily as he put the last finishing touches on the bomb.
"Good... get ready to...the hell is that sound?" Y/n turned to see a drone watching them outside the window.
"Shit... someone else is here... we're leaving NOW!" Y/n yelled as he made his way to the windows with their repel gear.
"WHO THE HELL ARE THEY?!" Midnight bellowed next to him.
"Doesn't matter! Hawk on my signal you blow this place to hell!"
"What about the files?!" Hawk asked.
"The Captain and I got them on our way to you two! Now hurry your ass up and get ready to repel!" Falcon hollered at him, quickly putting his gear on.
Once they were ready, Y/n didn't take the chance of the enemy spotting them from the window. If anything, these guys were definitely professionals and had yet to show themselves but it didn't bother Y/n one bit. He knew his team was just as good.
So, he turned to the other window, pulling out his P226 and aiming it at the window.
"Hawk, you remember that scene from Fast and Furious where they jumped from building to building?" Y/n asked.
"Yeah, but we don't have a supercar, sir!"
"Well we can try!" Y/n began to run towards the window, shooting it multiple times until to burst into glass shards and they all jumped out.
"NOW HAWK!"
Y/n heard that lovely sound of the explosion going off behind him as they landed on the roof.
"Hell yeah!" Hawk whooped from beside him.
"We can celebrate later...we still need to find who else is here."
Y/n turned to Midnight first.
"I got an idea..."
"Sir?" She tilted her head in curiosity.
"You see anyone even hostile take them out. Hawk fill this place with traps, take Falcon with you."
Hawk nodded and tapped Falcon's arm before leading them away from Y/n and Midnight.
"Alright, let's go see who the hell were dealing with..."
Midnight sent Y/n a smirk as Y/n moved to take point and as they set out to find the intruders.
It didn't take long when they both heard a cry that only Hawk could make and quickly ran towards his yells. Y/n told Midnight to hide the in the grass, dropping into the dirt himself and aiming his rifle at the newfound men that had Hawk and Falcon in their custody.
He heard the gruff British man's voice question who Hawk was working with, who their team was, but Hawk wasn't one to talk.
Y/n made sure personally that they would never talk. He put then through the same exact situation he had been in now. Cornered by the enemy but except this time not alone.
"Midnight, stay down unless shots are fired. Got it?"
She nodded at him before popping up out of the grass.
"I wouldn't move it I were you..."
The men all turned back to him, guns drawn on him while he held his Honey Badger tightly to his chest.
"Who the hell are you?" The man in the skull mask questioned.
Y/n gave him a look before turning back to the man with the fisher hat on.
"You plan on fishing for my soldiers..." he drawed off.
"Captain Price." He answered.
"Ah...I've heard of you... You and your little Task Force. What was it...141, right?"
"Ye now who the hell are you?" He watched the man's grip tighten on his own gun.
"Captain Y/n and you're going to give me back Hawk and Falcon now." Y/n demanded.
"How do I-" he was cut off by another voice going through his radio.
"Yeah but-... Are you sure, Laswell?"
Y/n looked up when he heard Kate's last name leave the older Brits lips.
"You familiar with Laswell?" Y/n asked as he watched the men untie Hawk and Falcon.
"Seems so...and it seems she knows you as well..." Price commented as he watched Hawk and Falcon walk back to Y/n's side.
"Sir, are you sure Laswell said they're green?" The dark skin man asked the Captian.
"I doubt Laswell would lie to us Gaz. That goes for you two as well," Price said, turning to the skull masked man and the slightly shorter man standing next to him.
"So that's a infamous Ghost...I thought he be taller," Hawk.
"He lots pretty damn tall to me, considering he's standing near shortstack over there..." Falcon said.
The shorter man sent him a glare, obviously hearing Falcon's comment, but before he could say anything, Ghost pulled him back.
"He's not worth it, Soap."
Y/n heard a Scottish accent come from the man as he watched the two talk.
"Oh, sir... You should probably tell-" Falcon was too late to warn him when Midnight sprang up from behind Ghost and Soap.
Y/n sent her the scariest death glare in history before the woman's knife even made it near the two men. Only then did Ghost realize Y/n was glaring but not at him and turned around only to see nothing there. When he turned back, there was now a third soldier standing near him that wasn't there.
"Who she?" He cocked his head towards her.
"Midnight." and he left it there.
Price turned to look at them apologetically before letting out a long sigh.
"Sorry about the mishaps, mates. Seems we got you mixed up with someone else, by the way... you know who blew up that building?"
"We did," Y/n said quickly, watching the man's face change to confusion.
"Why did you-"
"Sorry, but we're kinda on a tight schedule so we'll see yall again sometime soon yeah? Nice meeting you, Captain and your team. Lovely bunch, really! Sir, we have go to go." Falcon said as he pulled Y/n away, the man shaking his own head and chuckling himself, with the other two laughing.
"Kids am I right?" Y/n shouted as he sent a quick nod to the Captain before turning to greet his own team as they made their way towards exfil.
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Some general headcanons for Ghost, as well as Ghost x reader headcanons. This is all platonic stuff! I guess you can see it as normal friends or family things or just things that couples do that isnât romantic or sexual. READER IS GENDER NEUTRAL!
there seems to be a big amount of smut fics, a bit overwhelming so I decided to just write some platonic stuff for anyone who needs or wants just platonic content!
note: I personally see Ghost as autistic and at least neurodivergent, so expect some headcanons related to that as well! (I am autistic myself)
also these might be in a weird order, sorry!
He enjoys his personal time and whatever free time he gets by doing quiet and calming activities, usually on his own!
Simon finds a sense of peace in taking walks in nature, reading a book or playing a card game with himself, itâs very simple and not unique things, but itâs oddly calming.
However he needs to do something constantly, as it keeps his mind occupied. I feel like him being left alone with his thoughts could have him spiral a bit.
Him being autistic he probably masks a lot. Specially when he needs to lead and give commands, or in stressful situations.
He likes listening rather than talking! Heâs always off to the side, avoiding the main group and conversation. As much as he likes attention he also tries to avoid it a lot. Itâs a weird mix of both loving and hating attention. When in stressful situations or during a mission he only speaks when he has to or when he needs information. (Heâs also very cautious)
I think if someone isnât clear with what they mean, avoid, sugarcoat, anything but be direct. He would most likely get annoyed. He is extremely straighfoward and direct, and wants clear instructions and information. No side tracking, get to the point. I believe not being direct with him will cause him to feel uncertainty, not only is it important due to the military setting, but uncertainty would bring up some hidden anxiety in him.
He has a easier time talking to people he is comfortable with and trust! and of course, makes jokes.
I think he stims a lot more when no one can see him or in private. When in full view he masks and refrains from it, maybe tapping his fingers lightly or doing something subtle if he still has to stim.
Ghost most likely goes into shutdowns rather than meltdowns when everything gets overwhelming. He retreats and needs privacy, you wonât likely see him anywhere. Will not respond.
He can probably eat most things but has a few safe foods, and no not because heâs british but I do believe tea is one of them. I can see him liking some simple cookies/biscuits, likes the texture of it and it being very simple and consistent!
he has different special interests! he might not even be aware they are just that (defientely a thing for knives)
Only way I see that reader can meet Simon is being in the military field themselves. I donât think he stays in one place, moves around a lot when he isnât on call/duty, this would make it hard to meet someone and remain in contact with if youâre a civilian.
It would take a bit for him to grow trust in you! not weeks, not months probably years. When I mean trust I mean the big and deep trust where he would express himself more and tell you things, not the âI trust my teammate to be able to shoot someone whoâs attacking me, because thatâs their jobâ
Unless you can prove to him that he can trust you in a extreme way. Take this for as a gain trust quickly example, Soap, Alejandro etc not siding with Graves and defending each other including Ghost is a big step in building trust.
Once he grows more comfortable with you as well as trust he would probably crack some jokes with you and the rest of the team, however not too often especially during missions unless he needs to (Alone mission) Heâll be most likely hyperfocused on the mission alone.
Those jokes will range from dad jokes to very edgy just for shock value jokes.
If there is freetime or the team casually hangs out heâd be a bit more ârelaxedâ(as relaxed as Ghost can be)
Someone will have to convince him to join for a card game you and the team are playing. Heâd be very quiet and be thinking a lot in what his move would be and try to figure out what you and the others will do and so on. If itâs just you and him playing a card game, there wonât be much talk! at least from him, expect a strategic game.
Heâs an awful loser as well as winner, his ego will get hurt if he loses, get all moody and sour. If he wins he would brag. He would most likely bring up you loosing in the game in the future as a counter argument or just to annoy you.
He takes things literally a lot of the time, if he asks you if you want anything and you say no to be polite, he will not get that thing for you. He cannot read your mind and probably wonât ask you âare you sure?â
the only thing he would willfully make for you is tea, if you donât like tea heâll take the tea himself.
Heâs not someone that would really make or give things to people, even friends. There is a certain independence he expects of you and others, being able to make, get and do things for yourself. He of course will help you in survival situations, have your back in combat and if you get injured bring you to safety and try to patch you up if no medic is available.
with time of knowing you, if he stumbles upon something he knows you like, anything really, from a movie, book, plant, supplies for whatever hobby you like! He might get it for you.
Ghost gives you (thing you like)
You: ??? âWhere did you find this?â
Ghost: âIn the trashpile over there.â
You: âthanks?â
he does a slight nod and goes off to do whatever Ghost does, kill people
If heâs your superior expect more scolding from him if you do something irresponsible.
Whenever he gets comfortable with you, if a conversation leads to it or if you ask. He would 100% wanna talk about his special interests, I think knife collecting is one. He would know a lot about knives, models, history about them, and how to use them effectively and in different ways! Heâd unintentionally infodump which might take you by surprised if youâre neurotypical or just not used to it from him!
Infodumping brings him joy even if heâd be afraid to admit, and if he becomes friends with you heâd love infodumping! Heâd get into a lot of details so expect being there and listening to him for a while. Heâll tell you all about it when it comes to his special interests. If there is a book he likes, heâd tell you all about it.
Him joking or infodumping is the rare times youâll hear him talk a lot more than usual.
Donât peer pressure him into eating or drinking especially in public! Ignoring the mask wearing, he does not enjoy doing this in public. He prefers eating and drinking alone! but heâll come back to you and the group after!
If you compliment him he wonât respond, he does not do well with positive feedback. (He also has a big ego and knows heâs good at something) (he does not thank Rudolfo after he compliments Ghostâs knife throwing) Despite not responding to your compliment or positive feedback, know that it does mean a lot to him!
Expect nonverbal communication or lack of communication, donât take it personally. Youâll need to learn how he communicates, as heâll most likely have already figured out how you communicate. Silence from him isnât usually a sign of a hidden meaning or agenda, itâs genuine. (Sometimes he could intentionally go silent tho with a agenda)
I mentioned he has also a very direct way of communicating, heâll be pretty blunt with you and the team. Talking when he needs to and only if he asks something. There wonât be much small talk.
Donât take it personally if he seems rude heâs mostly likely actually not being intentionally rude. He is either silent or quick and direct because there isnât much he can or wants to talk about. Itâs hard for him to see a reason to talk to you about things that arent related to the mission, infodumping or just making silly jokes.
Him infodumping isnât onesided by the way, heâs a listener too, youâll probably sit there for an hour listening to him, but when he is done he would really enjoy listening to you infodump or just talk about your interests! (unless youâre on a mission or he has something to do, but he wouldnât himself infodump in the first place if this was the case!)
Being able to just exist quietly in a comfortable silence together is something he enjoys with you and the team. It takes a certain level of being comfortable with someone.
If you, yourself are autistic or neurodivergent, I think you and him would have an easier time communicating, he would be able to understand you better and you him. This isnt saying you being neurotypical wouldnât give the same result!
If youâre autistic too I could imagine you both be infodumping for hours, someone would need to interrupt you two otherwise youâd stop and find out 5 years has passed even tho it felt like 5 minutes
if you like to play videogames he wouldnt mind trying it out (he might even play videogames himself he just wont admit it) Heâd be a very tryhard player tho so you two might get a bit competitive, or he might not even take it seriously. Who knows!
Donât be afraid to joke with him! he enjoys jokes, sharing jokes would be some quality time spending with each other!
He wonât really ask about your personal life or past, I donât think it would ever cross his mind, you would need to be the one who brings it up first. He would never ever try to disrespect your boundaries when it comes to your personal life, he wouldnât ask about it unless you bring it up first, and if you donât wanna talk about something regarding it he wonât push or stick his nose in, in anyway. Heâs very respectful when it comes to other peopleâs past or personal life!
He wouldnât mind helping you with training! Heâd give you advice and tips! Heâd give a âgood job!â or so when you finish or succeed with something! If you donât train, heâd still give positive feedback for other things! They would be very short and quick feedback but he means well!
Despite his cold demeanour, he cares about his friends and team! Just remember that! He just shows it in his own ways. He might not comfort you when youâre sad or feeling bad in a way that is expected or what you expect.
If youâre sad heâd try to give you advice if thatâs not right thing to do in the moment he would just kinda either leave you be to give you privacy, as he prefers privacy when if he were to get emotional, or he would just sit in the same space as you, hoping him showing you by just being there that youâre not alone.
At most heâd give you some awkward patting on the back, unless you made it clear you donât want any physical touch! Heâs super respectful of peoples boundaries when it comes to that.
If youâre autistic and have a meltdown he would react a bit more different! this also includes panic/anxiety attacks. Heâd give you room and remove any thing that might be the cause of it/stress. He would not raise his voice in anyway, heâs likely be silent, talk calmly at most.
If youâve stated what you need during a meltdown before, he will 100% remember that and do the things youâve requested. He will not push you or put any pressure or expectations on you!
If this happens during combat or in a dangerous area, he would take the lead! he would make sure youâre safe and he will take watch and make sure the area is safe. He would never let his friend or team mate get injured or worse, specially during a meltdown so heâd do anything he can to help.
If you get exhausted after a meltdown, and even to a point of not being able to do anything. Heâd help you out as much as he can, heâd would even give you a piggyback ride to any safe space if needed.
hopefully there isnât too many typos, and nothing is too ooc, this is just how see Ghost mainly!
He may act all scary, cold and silent, but he tbh has a silly side to him, and clearly cares for his teammates. Trauma does affect people, by a lot, changes things and causes lots of damage. But itâs not the only thing to the character so itâs nice adding some stuff I think he would do and like!
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