Anyone Else Ever Have A Dream About Being In A Loving Romantic Relationship Only To Wake Up And Feel

anyone else ever have a dream about being in a loving romantic relationship only to wake up and feel sad and lonely for the next several days, wishing for something you know you can’t have, knowing that even if you did have it you would be repulsed and could never replicate the way you felt in a dream in real life, with a real person, and feel like you are missing out on something so integral to human connection with absolutely no hope of fixing it? or is that just me?

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7 months ago

My new Mime!

My New Mime!

This is my new Mime, Tin Can! I got him from a shelter, so he likely has some other breed mixed in, and I'm currently working on finding out what other kind of breed is mixed in with mime so that I can make sure I'm properly providing for him. His favorite food is Unfrosted Chocolate Cake :]

7 months ago

honk tuah

5 months ago

Look at what I have made

Look At What I Have Made

EIAL autism creature

3 months ago

Omg another phighting blog......

Can I get uh Self aware Coil x reader

Like reader plays the roblox game and this dog wants to kiss them

I've never written for Coil before.......gulp...

Self-aware! Coil x Player! Reader 🧡💠

Omg Another Phighting Blog......
Omg Another Phighting Blog......
Omg Another Phighting Blog......

At first, Coil felt scared. He hadn't felt this before, it was strange. Catching feelings for the player?

He began to ask himself: what had caused this feeling? Was it maybe to do with the fact that he was your favourite Phighter to play as?

Regardless, it pushed him to do his best, he'd hate to disappoint someone who favoured him the most.

^ aswell as this, his voice lines had began to change...

It was an intense round of Conquer, both teams were neck-to-neck as players from opposing colours went ham at eachother.

Playing as Coil, you had managed to secure an impressive amount of kills, more than last time, actually! It seems as if the more you play as Coil, the better you get. Sure, you could say that for any Phighter, but your skills as Coil were improving at an unrealistic pace.

Other players in the chat were bewildered. Your teammates cheered you on whereas the enemy team accused you of using cheats. You giggled to yourself, unsure of how to respond. Eventually, an enemy Subspace had ran up behind you, waiting to strike.

However, that's when your Phinisher activated on it's own, accompanied by a shocking voiceline you'd never heard before.

"This is for you, [username]!"

Coil had wiped out the enemy Subspace with a proud grin on his face. This had surprised everyone in the server. The ingame chat was blowing up, wondering if you were really a hacker or if the game was buggy.

You sat staring at your screen, stunned. Did Coil really say your username? Did he always have a grin on his face? Was it really a bug? Regardless, your team had won, displaying you as the MVP.

With Coil on the screen, he felt satisfied with himself, he had totally impressed you!

Being self-aware, Coil learned he could dig around the game's information, including the player list. When he found your avatar, he was enamored by them!

He'd memorize your avatar from head to toe, drawing them on a piece of paper to hide in his pocket, doodling your avatar beside himself. If he couldn't be with you physically, he could atleast draw you two having a date.

It saddens him how he was nothing more than a video game character, but surely he'd find a way to get out of the game...right?

3 months ago

Im gona... Heh

..

Ask for a part 2

On the coil selfaware

Hip hip hooray....

(TW: Death, blood mention)

Self-aware! Coil x reader! 🧡💠 (part 2!)

Im Gona... Heh
Im Gona... Heh

Days passed, turning into weeks. Updates and patches being added to the game, yet Coil's feelings never changed.

Im Gona... Heh

He'd miss you dearly when you weren't online and he'd flame with jealousy if you played as another Phighter. Oh well, atleast he was the only self-aware one.

But his feelings grew stronger as he yearned for you, it was unfair that you two lived in separate worlds. Nothing could bring him into your world...unless...

Coil was rifling through the game's files again, curious about how the game worked. So far, he'd learned he was the newly added Phighter 15, and he was supposedly Skateboard's best friend. That thought made him smile, atleast he had someone in his world.

However, after enough prodding, Coil stumbled upon something he (and everyone else in the game) certainly wasn't supposed to see.

A blank, open world, with grey tiling and cloudly blue skies. It was an odd place indeed. Coil looked around slowly, drinking in the sight.

Suddenly, a bright blue keyboard appeared infront if him, catching him off-guard. The keyboard was labelled Roblox Search.

"Roblox Search, huh? What exactly would I be searching for?" He questioned out loud, lightly drumming his fingers against the keys. Looking up, he saw different categories to search in. Experiences, Players, Groups-

Wait a minute, Players? Quickly, Coil typed your username into the Players search, slamming his index finger on the Enter button. His eyes lit up in awe as your profile appeared in front of him. He swiped curiously through your profile until his heart stopped when he got to the Creations category.

There, he found a...Phighter? No, it couldn't be a Phighter, could it? They weren't in the game! Then his eyes cast down to the title.

"[Gear name] - FANMADE PHIGHTER" He read to himself, his smile widening. This must be how you envisioned yourself if you were in the game!

Then, a plan began to brew in his head...

He had found a solution! If he couldn't come into your world, you could come into his! It was perfect, no? He had the perfect vessel for you to live in!

By some miracle, Coil had extended his presence from Roblox's files to your computer! He knew exactly what to do, and he couldn't wait! Soon, you'd be with him!

It was another match of Conquer, and your team was far in the lead. You were a prominent player in the Phighting! community, so people were always astounded to see you ingame with them. Word about your previous match had spread like wildfire throughout the community.

You had to admit, it was sweet to see your favourite character acknowledging you via username, but it was strange nonetheless. Many players assumed it was a glitch, but your gut told you it was intentional.

Ever since that match, your computer had been acting up. Randomly opening some files and deleting others, your volume jumping up and down sporadically, things you didn't search for listed in your browsing history. The biggest issue was with your speakers, they crackled with fatal, ear-splitting frequencies when playing as a different Phighter, causing you to stop playing with headphones.

Right now, though, you had your headset on, using the ingame voice chat. Laughing and playfully arguing with your friends, you didn't seem to notice your volume slowly getting louder on it's own.

Eventually, you switched between Phighters. You happily chose Boombox, eager to play as him, using the new skin you had bought for the DJ! In a matter of moments, your Phinisher had charged up...and your volume was now at maximum level.

Running over towards an enemy Katana, you pressed down to use your Phinisher...

Only to scream out in agony. Various distorted high-pitched frequencies invaded your ears, deafening you. It was painful, you could feel blood dripping from your headphones. Your body then jerked forwards in pain, smashing right into your computer screen, definitely frying your brain.

Suddenly, the pain stopped. You fell limp, and then everything went black.

The servers shut down promptly after the Phinisher, as if the game knew it had killed you in real life. Players were left confused and scared...while Coil was excited. It had all gone according to plan!

Everything hurt when you woke up, but Coil was fully patient and caring!

"Hey, hey! It's okay!" He speaks, gently pulling you up into a sitting position. "I know you must be confused, but you shouldn't worry! You're finally here!"

"What...on Earth?" You say slowly, feeling the pain going away. Looking around...you were in Crossroads?! Fully awake, you looked down at your hands and gasped.

You were in the body of your Phighter OC!

Coil took your hands and held them firmly. "You're so perfect..." he murmers, pulling you close for a hug.

"C'mon, I'm gonna show you around the place! I'll even try introducing you to Skateboard!"

He knows he'll have to explain how you got here and he isn't too eager to admit he had to kill you, but he decided to wait awhile before telling you. He just wants you to settle down first!

His heart was bursting with joy, you were finally here!

It's strange to live in a video game, uncomfortable, even. But don't worry, you'll get used to living in Phighting! soon, especially with Coil by your side, who just can't wait to confess his love for you!

7 months ago

if a teenager is at your door and they are wearing a costume!! please give them candy!! they are still in it for the halloween spirit and it honestly no different from a little kid in a costume. they are just as excited and happy as all the other lil tykes and dont you dare tell them they are “too old for trick-or-treating” because that will literally break their hearts and that’s not cool.

5 months ago

clowns

clowns

Clowns

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