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hello!!

welcome, this is where i will be doing it all. This is where i will embrace everything i’ve ever loved and have been to shy to do and embracing a new part of me that will be the forever me.

i’m a senior in highschool and i’ve been suppressing for a long time and i think it’s time to stop.

i’m blogging everything from fashion, books, emotions, men(?), music, k-drama, celebrities, manifestation, language, and MORE!

i’m embracing every part of me; my new found confidence, motivation, interests, and everything i’ve been too scared to let out. Call it narcissism, or being delusional i don’t care anymore i will get where i want to be and be the baddest, most improved version of myself.

i’m tired of being insecure about things people have pointed out about me (when i literally never cared in the first place), things i really like but everyone hates, and things thats i should never hate about my self. i’m tired of belittling myself . to walk into a room and feel secure. i love me and i dont want the real me to slip away completely.

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Thank you in advance for joining my journey and i hope it helps you all in some way too!

caroline charles ss08

Gorky Street [Tverskaya] in Moscow (1955)

everyday we are closer to sweater weather and grey skies

«BLACK SWAN»

♨︎

i love autumn so much! it’s the best season i feel my best in this weather. Like seriously it’s so warm and cozy even when it’s windy and chilly out. The whole season feels like a big hug. I’ve never been someone to celebrate halloween but this year i want to. i want to try my best to get outside, go on walks, hang out with my friends for once.

I want to feel the complete warmth of autumn it’s so sad how i always enjoy it alone at home; which isn’t always too bad i love watching shows/movies in the basement cuddled up in my blanket with hot chocolate or playing sims on a rainy day wearing my fuzzy hello kitty pajamas and drinking tea while i watch droplets on my window. it’s the BEST feeling. i love being alone and relaxed but i also love to go out and experience things, an adventure maybe; who cares.

i love being out with my friends—comfortable. Watching us in the moment as we laugh at the silliest things and walk around in our cute little coats pretending we’re the it girls of the town (which we are..as we should). i love seeing us excite over teenage girl things like a prom dress displayed at a window of a store at the mall or cute inanimate objects.

I just love to live in the moment i don’t always want to think of my future and worry about how i’m going to fend myself when i don’t have my parents to depend on ive decided i will deal with future things in the future (but it never hurts to have a plan). This is autumn i want to live it like it’s my last.

☆☆☆ the dream ☆☆☆

i am so beautiful and so captivating. i’m addicted to myself.

live love frida khalo

“Take the lover who looks at you like you’re some kind of magic.”

— Frida Khalo