"On That Night... I Could Have Killed You. But I Hesitated. And I Didn't Know Why. But... For The First

“I’m not saying that everything is survivable. Just that everything except the last thing is.”

— John Green, Paper Towns

“Because a song can take you back instantly to a moment, or a place, or even a person. No matter what else has changed in you or the world, that one song stays the same, just like that moment. Which is pretty amazing, when you actually think about it.”

— Sarah Dessen, Just Listen

[wip] I can’t believe it’s taken me 3 months to actually Decide to draw proper Dpax 😭😭

“For her the ocean was more than a dream, it was a place she needed to visit to find herself and when she returned to the city, you could see the sun in her eyes, the wind in her hair, and taste the infinite salt on her lips.”

— Jose Chaves

“I don’t chase people anymore. I learned that I’m here, and I’m important. I’m not going to run after people to prove that I matter.”

— Unknown

Wait a minute, omg, how an I now seeing this??? I went back to the "I Wore Yours Before" just to look it over, i didn't get to full look at Orion when D-16 covered him in his garment cause I was working when it happened.

I NOW NEED TO KNOW WHY OUR FAVORITE PAX TWINK LOOKS TIRED & SAD!? Like, yall, go back and look at his face, just study it a bit.

This is the face of like either, your tired, you just had a good cry, or are just an emotional/mental mess right now. Like, what happened??? I want context and justice for sad Pax

Shoutout to notfugo!

im losing my marbles over the fact that elita SAID that she was happy that dee had someone close to him. she said she was happy he found someone like that but he had to balance hanging out with orion and his work like WHICH IS GENUINE GOOD ADVICE.

and then dee still said that orion was insignificant... he didn't need to somehow prove that orion wasn't a distraction. he didn't need to make it clear that orion didn't mean anything to him. elita knows that orion means something. and she congratulated dee on finding someone like that. and then dee still turned around and denounced it. ohhhh my heart.

and the fact that ORION HEARD THE WHOLE CONVERSATION..... it's not even miscommunication, orion has all of the context. it's just flat out dee denying that he means anything to him. and dee means so so much to orion. i cannot see any way this will end badly /silly

YOU'RE RIGHT AND THIS IS PERFECT SUMMARY OF WHAT I WAS TRYING TO CONVEYED OH MY GOD I'M GOING TO KISS YOU

People were saying it's Elita's fault like NO! Don't baby D-16 here, it's all him. In that moment, he felt that his feelings for Orion were a weakness or a wound that the public could sneer and poke at but that's not it at all??? He was trying to overcompensate for his lack of security and and in turn said things that hurt Orion.

We all say things that we didn't think through and when it hurts people, WE SUCK IT UP AND TAKE ACCOUNTABILITY. There's no miscommunication, that boy did this to himself

“Sometimes all you can do is lie in bed and hope to fall asleep before you fall apart.”

— William C. Hannan