Writer, coffee drinker, loves music, and overwhelmed by studies. Suis alis volat
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Latest Posts by coffeeloverghost - Page 2
https://archiveofourown.org/works/62753128/chapters/161854327
Mini comic and doodle for chap 5 heheh
and i'm getting a small writeblock (i want to make more scenes in the chapter but i dunno what and on the other hand i want to jump to the interesting part)
Speaks for itself tbh
Wait a minute, omg, how an I now seeing this??? I went back to the "I Wore Yours Before" just to look it over, i didn't get to full look at Orion when D-16 covered him in his garment cause I was working when it happened.
I NOW NEED TO KNOW WHY OUR FAVORITE PAX TWINK LOOKS TIRED & SAD!? Like, yall, go back and look at his face, just study it a bit.
This is the face of like either, your tired, you just had a good cry, or are just an emotional/mental mess right now. Like, what happened??? I want context and justice for sad Pax
Shoutout to notfugo!
Throwback thursday to when I was like 12 and I was putting out new writing DAILY...... Like entire Chapters of my then-current wips just, over an afternoon. What the fuck was I on
i posted this edit on tt and since its getting banned i thought people would enjoy it here!
Lol
yeah
“Who the hell said you no longer had it in you?”
— Charles Bukowski
Charles Bukowski, Barfly
“Sometimes all you can do is lie in bed and hope to fall asleep before you fall apart.”
— William C. Hannan
im losing my marbles over the fact that elita SAID that she was happy that dee had someone close to him. she said she was happy he found someone like that but he had to balance hanging out with orion and his work like WHICH IS GENUINE GOOD ADVICE.
and then dee still said that orion was insignificant... he didn't need to somehow prove that orion wasn't a distraction. he didn't need to make it clear that orion didn't mean anything to him. elita knows that orion means something. and she congratulated dee on finding someone like that. and then dee still turned around and denounced it. ohhhh my heart.
and the fact that ORION HEARD THE WHOLE CONVERSATION..... it's not even miscommunication, orion has all of the context. it's just flat out dee denying that he means anything to him. and dee means so so much to orion. i cannot see any way this will end badly /silly
YOU'RE RIGHT AND THIS IS PERFECT SUMMARY OF WHAT I WAS TRYING TO CONVEYED OH MY GOD I'M GOING TO KISS YOU
People were saying it's Elita's fault like NO! Don't baby D-16 here, it's all him. In that moment, he felt that his feelings for Orion were a weakness or a wound that the public could sneer and poke at but that's not it at all??? He was trying to overcompensate for his lack of security and and in turn said things that hurt Orion.
We all say things that we didn't think through and when it hurts people, WE SUCK IT UP AND TAKE ACCOUNTABILITY. There's no miscommunication, that boy did this to himself
Just thinking about how different Season 3 Kieran is from Season 1 Kieran tonight.
Season 1 Kieran would have never shared cake with Lauren or looked that relaxed around her. He saw her as a means to an end, primarily. He saw her lie detecting ability and her detective skills and how useful she is, not much else.
He is also far more tense in Season 1. Less free. Less at peace.
It starts to change, right before the Tower Incident. Kieran and Lauren have a brief moment of vulnerability, but they’re still pretty standoffish. Kieran is less settled because he still cannot see a way out of being an assassin, even though they did a lot of work against the Phantom Scythe.
In Season 3, though, he is more genuine, more open, and he has hope. He has hope that his assassin days are at their end. He had hope that he might be free from the Phantom Scythe. And he has someone to be genuine with, someone who will help him and someone he can be more free with.
Through Season 2, Kieran came to see Lauren as more than what she could do for him and his mission. He came to see her as a person worth protecting, a person worth knowing, a person with whom Kieran could let down his guard with, even if it’s only slightly.
That change is so evident in that scene in episode 148.
In the memory, Kieran has his devil may care mask on, smirking and enjoying the scene in front of him, but not at peace, with no hope, and with no connection. He was only an observer. In the present time, he has connection, he has hope, he is working towards freedom and peace.
He has something to live for.
Lord High Protector
Something took over me and made me draw G1 Orion and Megatron
you kno that moment when raf and ratchet finally reunite and he looks down at raf with the most fatherly love ever known to mankind
i still havent gotten over it
“Appreciate hard times. Someday they’ll be just another chapter in your success story.”
— Unknown
Transformers Prime is about two dads trying to keep their gaggle of kids alive.
“Whatever you do, never run back to what broke you. Live in the present and make it beautiful.”
— Unknown
“Be thankful for all the difficult people in your life, and learn from them. They have shown you exactly who you do not want to be.”
— Unknown
“I don’t chase people anymore. I learned that I’m here, and I’m important. I’m not going to run after people to prove that I matter.”
— Unknown
“I’d much rather have one great person to talk to every night than have several pointless conversations with temporary people.”
— Unknown
True friendship is when two friends can walk in opposite directions, yet remain side by side.
Josh Grayson
“Life is actually a series of encounters in which one event may change those that follow in a wholly unpredictable, even devastating way.”
Jurassic Park (Jurassic Park, #1) by Michael Crichton
Kywi and Lauki made so many strides today dear Lord Above I love these two so much
Kym and Will having a moment and the whole music box???? Soft. So soft. I love them your honor.
Them. Being teammates and friends and Kieran being proud of Lauren and doing a good job with the Redcliff situation. Lauren playfully bantering with Kieran because they’re buds now. Her face when she asks “Oh yeah?” I love her so much.
And Kieran making sure Lauren’s alright and his expression and then her expression? He’s so earnest and she’s still a little guarded and yet I doubt she’s lying. Probably still trying to process all that’s been happening.
Just. Them.
“Relax. You will become an adult. You will figure out your career. You will find someone who loves you. You have a whole lifetime; time takes time. The only way to fail at life is to abstain.”
— Johanna de Silentio
If anyone is interested please check it out.
I’m not really fan of the hxh movies bc my brain can’t shut up about how it doesn’t feel like HxH…BUT…this specific exchange after Gon decided to fight Jet to help Kurapika…
…destroyed me.
I MEAN, if you watch the movie before finished the Chimera Ant Arc, the scene is just a nice fan service…BUT, if you finished it, you can see the little parallelism between this situation and what happened in the anime/manga, and how MadHouse decide to break our hearts once again.
One of Gon’s close friends’ life is in danger (Kurapika/Kaito) and he need to beat/kill the responsable (Jet/Pitou) so save him, but when Gon look at Killua and says his name, the movie take a different route than the Manga/Anime.
Gon wants Killua at his side, to fight with him, to Killua to support him to helps Kurapika. Unlike CA!Killua, Movie!Killua got what his manga/anime counterpart could only wish for and didn’t got.
Of course, in CA, the conflict have A LOT MORE emotional weight but that doesn’t change the fact that Madhouse knew that we knows how much this means/will mean to CA!Killua. The scene destroyed me because I can only see Movie!Killua and say “…I really wish that in a future arc, (canon) Killua could fight along with Gon without doubting his place at his side and how much he means to him”.
“when your happiness is someone else's happiness, that is love” - Lana Del Rey
Kieran's soft expression when Lauren is laughing gets me every time, i'm sure he loves the sound of her laugh... and the way Lauren looks at Kieran witnessing him being happy and having fun with her friends? i want to throw myself off a cliff i swear