Chris has known for a while that he’s been looking for the one.
But he didn’t know that he’d know it as soon as he saw you.
You’d meet through friends [maybe at a party]
He’d be enamoured immediately but he’d definitely play it cool determined not to scare you off.
You’d feel it too.
You’d be the only ones left at the party too busy chatting with one another.
‘Where did everybody go?’ ‘I think we bored them.’ ‘That’s a shame.’ ‘Not really I didn’t even notice they’d gone.’
He’d ask you on a date the same night.
He was the sweetest man you’d ever dated.
He’d definitely buy you flowers.
Dates would be simple; cooking together, movie night, walks with Dodger.
Dodger would be besotted by you which was a big plus in Chris’ eyes.
‘You two comfy there?’ ‘Very much so.’ ‘You know I can’t help but feel I’ve been abandoned.’ ‘Too bad.’
The honeymoon phase would be amazing.
The sex even better [I mean have you seen that man].
He could be hot and passionate.
But he loves taking his time with you. And he loves lazy morning sex.
And cuddling. So much cuddling.
He’d gush about you to anyone that would listen.
And he’d show off the millions of photos he took of you on his phone.
And he’d hate having to leave for a job.
He’d call and text daily.
You’d make up a code that would let the other know when they absolutely need to speak to them.
You’d help him with his anxiety.
‘I don’t think I can do it.’ ‘You can, I know you can but take a minute and we can tackle it then.’ ‘Stay on the line with me?’ ‘Always.’
But he’d keep your life together out of the tabloids.
He’d propose six months in.
To everyone else, it would seem entirely too soon.
But he was sure and so were you.
It would be the hottest wedding in town.
Definitely a star-studded and glamorous affair.
And though that was nice Chris would insist that the two of you got a moment together.
Alone, no cameras, no people just the two of you.
‘I love you you know.’ ‘Chris it’s our wedding day if I didn’t know by now I don’t think I ever would.’ ‘I know just wanted to make sure you did.’ ‘I do and I love you too.’
He’d want to start a family straight away.
But he would wait until you were ready,.
He was very committed to trying which meant lots of hot sex.
He’d read all the books.
‘Chris honey I have something to tell you.’ ‘Did dodge chew one of your shoes again because I told you-’ ‘Actually it’s something a bit bigger than that.’ ‘You mean?!’ ‘Found out this morning.’
He wouldn’t let you lift a finger.
He’d sit with you when you were puking or make a shopping trip when you craved something.
‘Just because there’s gonna be a baby doesn’t mean we don’t love you you know that right? You’re gonna be a good big brother okay?’ ‘Chris, are you talking to the dog?’ ‘He needs to know we still love him Y/N.’
He’d be with you throughout the delivery.
He’d cheer you on like no one else could.
And he’d definitely cry.
He’d refuse to drive anywhere near the speed limit on your ride home.
He’d be the best dad you could have hoped for your kids.
‘Okay, guys first one to hug mom wins.’ ‘Dad wait for us.’
Parenting is hard especially long distance.
But you’d always feel capable because you were doing it with him.
THIS IS PART OF MY CHRISTMAS CHALLENGE. I’LL BE POSTING AN IMAGINE EVERDAY FROM 1ST - 25TH DECEMBER. THIS AND ALL IMAGINES WILL BE UPLOADED IN THE LINK POSTED DAY BY DAY.
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oh my gawd!!! I miss you so much!!! Question, i know you got the ick but will you only write CE'S characters only
First sooo much love made me think of this
If ya know ya know…
I’m going through a period of separating a persons public persona from who they are and their actions. It’s a huge comfort having videos of him from 2013/2014 and I don’t think anyone is too far from redemption.
So in saying that, no but I’m still not ready to write yet. Thank you for your patience 💕💕
Maybe....no he did he wanted to hate himself
Warnings 18+ just incase sadness depression, unhappiness dissacosiation mentions of death, brief mention of a wife just being asleep sleeping next to her husband, I guess some self disctruction
Its a part of my Maybe series.....I've had this in my drafts for a while I finally decided to post it. It's not edited. Here's the first maybe
He had used one of those apps to see what thier kids would like. And as he stared his thumb ran over the screen gently like if he was caressing his child's face he thought
"Maybe... maybe....."
"Maybe that life is over maybe its truly over. Maybe what we had is be is gone forever. The man I was is gone." He remembered her dragging him to a museum for a date but he only agreed because she really wanted to go. And he loved it. He liked no loved the look of pure adoration on her face as she studied the strokes and the shading. She studied the painting and he studied what he considered to be the truly beautiful work of art before him, her. Light and shadow That was her favorite thing to look at how everyone used diffrent colors to highlight and contour. Funny as he became a shadow of himself He went to a museum the other day. He wanted to love it he wanted so bad to love it. And he did love it the painting gthat is because it reminded him of her but he wanted so bad to love it like he did before. to turn and see her face next him , to try and get as close as she could. He longed for her to use him as a pole or tree to steady herself so she could use lean in as close as she could without falling past the line the museum didn't want people to cross. That what he loved . Thats what he wanted. But he wasn't that. He wasn't that man because he didn't have her. He realized he may just never be that man again. And he hated himself for it all, for not being there, for wanting her back for pretending to be someone else to get close to her.
Then he realized he is someone else. And he wanted to hate himself. He came to the conclusion he deserved to. Because by not being with there with her that night he destroyed her life too and everything she had and he knew she would hate him for ruining what she could have had in her life now. They could have had kids by now. She could have had so much more than what she has now and he knows how happy she was. He would see it each and every morning as he'd wake up before her and he loved the smile on her face as she slept. Especially when she slept his chest she would have the biggest smile as she slept
"She always looked so happy" he though and he wondered how much if that smile still remained. And how much of that smile he had taken from her.
He hated himself.
He really hated himself. And he wanted to... too... have a better reason because he hated a man who lost everything for nothing.
He wanted to be hated.
He wanted to be hated so he wasn't alone in his hate.
He did something he'd never do and made sure he'd be hated . He decided that man was dead and gone. Dead so she could live and he accepted that. And he wanted no trace of that man's idiotic self in him. So he did what they wanted. What he people wanted. He dated. He dated someone he never would someone he wouldn't even be in the same room with if things if his wife was still his.. and boy did he put himself into that part. He looked so happy in the photos but everyone he took he remembers thinking this is what I want I want to be hated and his face was happy when he did that. So happy. No one could know. No one would ever know the reason behind those smiles and looks of joy. It was simply a man who knew what he wanted and knew he was getting it.
Then he went on his Instagram account. He looked at the comments and was happy...happy he was hated as much as he hated himself. He then went o look at hers and he couldn't find it. He searched her name under followers and nothing came up. He went to his first he only used for family and then searched for her-he found her. She had blocked him
Now he really had lost her.
He slid off the couch onto the floor and cried he lost her.
He morned the man he left behind when he signed his sould away to the devil, no not the one who let her live but the one he was now tied to
He mourned her. She was now really lost. He knew. When she did something like thst she was angry sad upset hurt and held onto it like an elephant. And he knew what her thoughts would be seeing his face. He betrayed her. And he felt like shit but he wanted to. He wanted to.
Maybe one day she would forgive him.
Maybe one day he would- no no he would never forgive himself. He didn't want to. He had no right to. He made his bed, he dug his grave-and he was already covered with dirt on his head.
Maybe one day he would be or she would or something would change but he created a whole new man and he couldn't even bring himself to do the right thing. Maybe in another universe. He imaginer discussions with her but none of them he could find the words she would use to forgive him because he knew he wouldn't. He knew what her lines were and he crossed them
She was really not.... now it wasn't a maybe....
She was lost
But maybe he wasn't
Maybe......
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Im dying bc the smut you wrote about cevans being fascinated with big titties lowkey happened to me irl 😭 mine arent F size big but theyre C/D depending on the store & this guy im seeing LEGIT followed that smut to a T 😂
I’m so glad you loved it!!! My writing is also sometimes based off personal experience 👀
Hope you keeping that man’s around 😘
I’m also using this as my update that I am writing! It’s just taking me more time but hoping to get through a bunch of requests before Christmas Eve so it’ll be like a present to all of you… you’re welcome ✨
hello there :) i was wondering are you still accepting request?
I am! It’s been crazy that I haven’t got anyone new ones. My inbox is almost empty so then I’ll start working on my series but yes I am still taking requests and always checking my inbox!! 💕☘️
I’m just a girl, staring at my laptop… thinking about maybe… MAYBE… finishing the requests that I started 🤨
Watch this space girlies…. momma is back. 😎
Cole gives me nice, sweet, caring, healthy, loveable, trustworhty boyfriend vibe. (Far far away from that walking redflag Chris Evans)
You say you liked flowers but he doesn’t know what kind so he buys you 5 different types then shows up at your door with them
"I didnt know which kind you liked so I brought all the white ones cause you were wearing white a lot lately... some of them have pink though because I know that's your favourite colour but not hot pink more subtle pink, anyways let me know which is your favourite for next time."
He wont let your shoes touch the puddle so picks you up and carries you over it
Buys you tickets to a concert to some random band because one time you sung to their song on the radio at the top of your voice
Remembers how you like your coffee even though its a very specific complex order that not even Baristas get right all the time
Makes your bed for you but doesn’t half ass it like actually knows how you like the pillows arranged and does it to perfection
Lets you use his wrist to swatch lipsticks at Sephora
Carries around tissues because you know you have allergies so when you sneeze he can pull them out of his back pocket at any time
Holds your hair while you throw up after a big night, rubbing your back in soft circles.
"Better in then out, let it all out honey... hey... hey its ok... yeah you still look pretty."
Lets you lay your head on him even if it's uncomfortable for him he refuses to move or get up knowing you're comfortable
"This okay?" You look up at him through heavy eyelids.
"Perfect." He smiles down at you.
Pairing: Chris Evans x Female!Reader
Summary: After being Chris’s Personal Assistant for almost a decade, the notable tension and playful banter leaves both of you wondering if there’s more to your relationship than meets the eye.
A/N: Sorry this took so long to get out! My creativity tank is very low these days lol thank you for waiting for me :)
W/C: 5.1k
Warnings: sexual tension, talk of sex, Chris gets a little handsy (but like... in a consensual way). things get kind of emotional and angsty. I think maybe this would be considered a cliffhanger? But i'm not sure lol. As always, let me know if i missed anything :)
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The smell of hot breakfast (something with eggs and probably pancakes knowing Lisa) wafted up the stairs, stirring you from a peaceful sleep. Despite your stomach grumbling, you refused to move a muscle.
You could hear Chris’s steady breathing. You could feel it tickling against your neck, his body curled around yours, and you couldn’t move. You were afraid that one little tick of your muscles would stir him, and then whatever magical dream world you’d been living in since you entered this room last night would come to an end.
And you certainly weren’t ready for that.
You wanted to stay locked away in this room forever, stealing secret moments and sweet kisses from Chris. You wanted to memorize the small constellation of freckles on his nose and count the flecks of green hiding in the blues of his eyes.
The second that door opened, the seal would be broken and you’d be thrust back into the hectic nature of Chris’s life and honestly, you weren’t sure where that would leave you. Personally or with Chris.
He’d told you to relax and stop overthinking and that whatever happens, happens, but your mind wouldn’t stop turning. Was this just a matter of convenience? You just happened to be snowed in together and the second you left, things would go back to ‘normal’? Whatever the fuck normal even means for the two of you these days.
You didn’t think Chris would treat you like that. It didn’t seem like something he would do. Based on the things he whispered to you last night, that wasn’t how he felt.
But you weren’t… dating. There was no clarification on that.
Were you supposed to be affectionate in front of his family now? Were you supposed to be keeping that to yourselves?
There were so many unanswered questions flying around inside of your brain, it was hard to keep them all straight.
You were so focused on filing away these questions in your mind that you didn’t notice Chris had already begun to stir in the bed behind you.
A large hand slid up your abdomen and underneath your tank top, slowly inching up to cup your breast. Chris kneaded softly, sucking in a soft breath that morphed into a moan. “God, I could do this all day.”
You laughed, shaking your head, and sinking back into the cradle of his large body. Chris grinned against your neck, his lips pressed lightly against your skin as a sigh of contentment fell from your mouth.
There was no way you’d be able to look Chris in the face if this didn’t mean as much to him as it did to you.
Chris’s hand traveled up and down your side, his fingers dragging lightly against your skin. “I can hear the gears turning. What’s going on in that head?”
You smiled softly, melting a little at just how well he knew you. “I don’t know. A lot. I’m not really sure where to start.”
He pressed a kiss to the nape of your neck. “Start with the simplest one.”
You pondered your answer in silence for a moment, letting your eyes drift shut as Chris soothed your worried mind with soft kisses.
“Anything?” He asked quietly.
“What’s going on with Lacey?”
That one seemed simple enough. He said that it wasn’t anything romantic, but there was definitely interest from at least her side. If something was happening between you and Chris, you wanted details about the potential threat.
A small part of you expected Chris’s body to tense or for him to give you the runaround, but he just continued his never-ending trail of kisses before pausing to answer. “Well, you already know that she’s a donor. She um— she was the date that I had when I came back from New York. I think we both knew there wasn’t anything there. She asked if we could grab drinks to go over some stuff for the fundraiser and I said yes. That’s all. Nothing romantic. At all.”
You could feel the tension ease off of your sternum, sighing with relief that there wasn’t anything going on between them. Ever since that email came through, you’d been worried that he was leaving something out, but it really was just as simple as he promised. Drinks and fundraiser talk.
You almost hated how thankful you were for that.
“Okay?”
You nodded, “Okay.”
“Good. Next.”
You let out a small laugh, once again becoming distracted by his lips against your skin. “I— um. Are we supposed to be like affectionate in front of people now? I’m not sure I’m ready for that. You’re kind of a big deal, ya know? That’s a lot of pressure.”
Chris chuckled, “I know it’s a lot. We can take this at whatever speed you’re comfortable with. If you want to hide it for 10 years, we’ll hide it. If you wanna scream it from the rooftops, I’ll bring the ladder.”
Your heart fluttered at the mention of a future with him.
“I think just between us is perfect for now.”
“Us as in us? Or us as in family can know but not the press or social media.”
“The former,” you answered, pursing your lips. “I think? Is that okay?”
“Fine by me.”
“I just— I feel like we have so much to—“
Chris interrupted you, “Honey, you don’t need to explain yourself to anyone. Especially me. ‘Kay?”
You nodded, melting against his body. “Okay.”
Though you appreciated what he was saying, you did wish that he would let you explain. There was just too much the two of you needed to figure out before you were kissing and hanging all over each other in front of Lisa. You couldn’t field questions from his family before you knew the answers yourself.
Before you could continue your laundry list of questions, a soft knock sounded on the door. “Is everyone decent?”
You laughed at Scott’s question, rolling away from Chris’s arms as he pushed himself out of bed, throwing on a shirt.
“Everyone’s decent,” Chris called out, tossing the comforter over your chest so you were covered, earning an eye roll from you.
Scott pushed the door open, poking his head through. “Breakfast is ready. If you guys aren’t in a hurry to get back, we’re planning on taking the kids up the hill to sled. If you wanna join.”
You shot up. “Sledding?! I’m in. Shit, wait. I don’t— Dammit! I don’t have any clothes.”
Chris grinned, shaking his head. “We’ll figure it out. If you wanna sled, we’ll figure it out.”
Scott pinched his lips together, his eyes flickering back and forth between you and Chris with a smug look on his face. He totally knew that something was happening.
But then again, doesn’t everyone say that anyway? People assumed you and Chris were dating or hooking up before his hands had made their way down your pants, so what does anyone actually know?
“Okay,” you smiled, ignoring the way that Scott basically started planning your wedding in his mind.
“Well, I’ll leave you guys to it. But breakfast is on the table.” He disappeared from the threshold, pulling the door shut behind him.
“I almost forgot how much you loved sledding.”
“Who doesn’t love sledding, Chris? It’s sledding.”
His eyes narrowed in your direction. “This… Isn’t satire?”
Grabbing one of the pillows from the bed, you chucked it at his head. “No! I’m being serious, sledding the best!” You hopped out of bed, snagging your toiletry bag from your suitcase, and practically ran out of the door, eager to eat so you could spend this snowy fall day with Chris and his family.
“The kid came out of nowhere,” You grumbled, tucking the small sled underneath your arm as Chris chuckled from behind you.
“You tackled a teenager.”
Rolling your eyes, you dragged your feet through the snow, walking away from the snowy hill. Chris thought that maybe it was a good idea to head back to Lisa’s house after your last ride down the hill. A cocky teenager challenged you to a race that you had zero intention of losing.
Chris warned you not to, but then Scott chimed in and double-dog dared you, so you had to.
“He was like nineteen.”
“Teen.” He emphasized, earning another eye roll from you.
It wasn’t your fault that he lost control of his sled and slid right in front of you! It also wasn’t your fault that you landed on top of him. Chris decided that maybe it was time to leave after you told the teenager those exact words. There might’ve been a few expletives sprinkled within the statement, but hey, your ribs were burning something fierce because of how hard you hit him. He deserved it.
Trekking back through the snow was no easy feat given you’d come to Lisa's unprepared for a weekend in the snow and had to borrow clothes from Chris. His sweats were cuffed several times at your ankles to make them an acceptable length.
“Semantics,” You responded, waving your hand at him dismissively.
He laughed, looking over his shoulder before reaching over and threading your fingers together.
Your eyes jumped down at the connection, a swell of nervous excitement rolling through your stomach. On one hand, this crush had been developing for Chris rapidly over the past couple of months, but you never thought it would go beyond that. You hadn’t planned or prepared for hand-holding or falling asleep with the feeling of his hands on your body permanently etched onto your skin.
There was no need to panic and plan for the future because you’d assumed there wouldn’t be one.
But now that you were walking with Chris’s hand in yours, you weren’t sure how to react.
You wanted to hold on and pull him close, savoring the warmth of his body on such a cold day. But there was also an overwhelming sense of insecurity that made you want to rip your hand away and take a generous step to the side. You never had to worry about comparing yourself to the women Chris brought around before, but now it was all you could seem to focus on.
How would everyone compare you to the models and actresses he’d been seen with before? What would the press write about you? What would his fans say?
There was so much to consider and normally you did it with a clear mind. Now, Chris was fogging your brain and distorting all logic because you were the person involved now. You weren’t figuring this out with his team… His team would be figuring it out with you in mind.
“You look like you’re on the verge of a panic attack.”
“I think I am,” you responded quietly, swallowing past the knot forming in your throat.
Quickly, Chris released your hand, shooting over a smile in an attempt to reassure you that it was okay. But you didn’t miss the flash of hurt through his eyes. Your stomach sank, worried that you might be ruining this already.
“Chris, fuck, I’m sorry.” You reached out to pull him to a stop. “I know that I’m overthinking this. I just– this is a lot and your fans are a lot and I’m not trying to screw whatever this is up already. I jus–”
With a small smile, Chris wrapped his hand around your wrist and pulled you toward the giant oak tree just a couple of feet away, a few brown leaves still clinging onto the branches for dear life. This snowstorm seemed to take them by surprise as well.
He did a quick sweep of the area around you before gently easing you back against the tree, the snow-dusted bark sending a chill down your spine despite the four layers of clothing that separated you from the tree.
“I need you to take a deep breath.”
Your confused look was met with raised eyebrows as Chris stared down at you expectantly.
Doing as you were told, you breathed in a lungful of cold air, watching the small cloud dissipate around you as you exhaled. “There.”
“Now,” he smiled, his hands settling on your shoulders. “Now I need to kiss you and then we’ll continue the conversation.”
Your smile matched his as his gloved hand slid up the side of your neck, lingering just below your hairline.
“Is that okay?”
“Is anyone watching?”
Chris peeked around the tree with a grin, then shook his head. “Nope.”
“Okay,” you breathed, your eyes dropping to his lips and the way his tongue darted out to wet them. “That’s fine with me.”
His grin shifted from sweet to wicked, blue eyes flashing with the memories of his hands on you last night. You could read it all over his face. The heat, the desire.
The want to do it again.
Chris’s head dipped down, his lips pressing against yours softly like he was testing the waters. Given your hesitation to be out in the open with whatever this is, you understood.
But the second his tongue brushed against your bottom lip, your hands flew around his neck, pulling his body as close as you could get it. As much as you wanted to keep this between just the two of you, the thought of keeping your hands to yourself now or literally any moment that you’re together in the future felt like torture.
You could feel the smirk on his lips as they worked against yours, tongues sweeping together, sloppy, desperate, and searching for more.
A small whimper built in your throat, and Chris groaned, the grip he had on your neck tightening. The heat from the kiss warmed your body, shielding you from the cold outside and you could have melted away with the snow right in his arms.
He pulled away, his face strained as you separated, like it was just absolute torture to be without your lips on his.
You definitely understood the sentiment.
“Okay,” He breathed, “Now that we have that settled, we can talk.”
You took a deep breath, trying to calm the racing of your heart.
It didn’t help.
Nothing would help.
Because Chris was standing so close to you that his breath tickled your hairline and warmed your skin as it fanned across your face. His hand still weighed heavy on your neck, attempting to massage the tension away.
The reminder of the words whispered in your ear and the way his fingers slid so easily against you had your core throbbing with want and your thighs clenching against the leg he had resting between them.
He quirked an eyebrow, that fucking smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth as he figured out what you were doing. “You’re making it really hard to concentrate, honey.” Chris’s voice was low and gravelly.
“I’m sorry,” You squeaked, clearing your throat as your cheeks burned.
“Don’t be.” A deep chuckle vibrated through his chest and against yours.
You released a shuddering breath, focusing your gaze on the cloud of air that formed and dissipated as you exhaled instead of the inferno blazing behind Chris’s eyes.
“You gotta stop looking at me like that,” You rasped.
Chris let out another laugh, taking a step back and leaving you out of breath with shaky knees as you mourned the loss of his body heat. But you needed the distance.
There was zero chance of a coherent conversation happening if you stayed pressed together like that.
You knew that now was the time to voice all of your concerns to Chris. To tell him how conflicted and slightly insecure you were feeling. That you weren’t sure if you would be able to handle the pressure of constantly comparing yourself to any woman he’s ever held a conversation with.
But you just couldn’t.
Normally, you’d be able to take a step back and breathe, you’d be able to clear your mind from a neutral mindset.
How many times over the past decade have you given one of his girlfriends a pep talk about how stunning she was and the girls in the past had nothing on her? You hadn’t exactly been telling the truth on a few occasions, so what the hell was stopping you from lying to yourself like that?
Chris removed the black glove from his hand, stuffing it into his pocket. His fingers traced against your jawline gently, blue eyes tracking the movement. Your heart thudded harder against your ribs as you recognized the emotion that flashed across his face.
Awe.
He cupped your chin, thumb brushing against your bottom lip and Chris looked as though he was committing everything to memory. Like he’d never get the chance to look at you like this again. Like he was lucky to be the one gliding his fingers over your cold skin.
It didn’t make sense to you.
Chris was the celebrity after all. He was sought out and labeled by every website and magazine as THE bachelor. The man that everyone should want.
You were just an assistant.
Always the person in the background, never the person in the spotlight. It didn’t suit you.
You weren’t someone who could just take whatever the media had to say about you with a grain of salt. You would absorb everything and take it to heart. There was no facing it as Chris did. There was no light at the end of this tunnel. Just a deep spiral that ended with you drowning in a vat of insecurity.
Sure, the two of you could always attempt to keep it a secret, but after spending so much time in the industry, you knew the ins and outs. You knew everything. No secret relationship ever stayed secret for long. And nothing would be the same after. Nothing.
You’d have to quit your job and if you quit your job, you’d have to move back home because there was no way you’d be able to stay in Boston or near his family. It would be too hard and then–
“Were you planning on including me in this conversation or should I excuse myself?” There was a playfulness to Chris’s tone, but you could easily spot the concern swimming in his eyes.
“I just–” you sighed, shaking your head as your eyes fell shut for a moment. “I need you to understand that whatever hesitation I have about this–” You lifted your hand to gesture vaguely between the two of you, “It has nothing to do with you. And everything to do with me. I just–”
The words got caught in your throat. It was hard admitting to yourself that you weren’t as confident as you put on most of the time. Let alone, Chris.
“I really like you, Chris. And what happened last night… I mean… Fuck. It was amazing,” You huffed out a laugh, looking up at Chris and finally meeting his eyes. “And I really want to keep it going, but–”
“You don’t want people to know.” He was smiling, but you could see the hurt in his features. Thinking back, you couldn’t recall a single time that Chris had been on this side of the conversation. He was always the one pleading for someone else to be the secret.
Your gloved hands gripped his biceps, your eyes pleading for him to understand what you were struggling to say. “But not because of you. I mean–” You shook your head. “Yes, because of you. But not because of you.” Everything was coming out wrong.
The right words were within your grasp, you could feel them dancing on the tip of your tongue, but they just wouldn’t come out.
“I just need time. We need time to figure out what’s happening and where we want this to go. We need to figure out what we mean to each other and how we’re going to navigate literally everything. Work, life, the press. I need to figure out if I have what it takes to–”
“I’m gonna kiss you.”
Your mouth clamped shut, brows dipping together in confusion. “What?” “Sorry. Can I kiss you?”
Your eyes bounced between his for a moment before you nodded, Chris wasting approximately half a second before his lips pressed against yours.
Before you can even savor the taste of him on your tongue, he was pulling away. “I need you to listen to me, okay?”
You swallowed against the dryness of your throat, nodding once more.
Chris’s hands came up to cup your cheeks, one gloved and one not. “I need you to understand that I will take you however I can get you. I will savor whatever you have to offer. You will hear no complaints from me. In private, in public, on the clock, off the clock. Today, tomorrow, two months from now.” He swallowed, his Adam’s apple bobbing. “Strictly as friends if that’s what you decide. This is going at whatever pace you want it to. Yeah?”
The best you could do was nod, Chris’s confession stealing anything intelligent right out of your lungs.
“If you tell me that you want me to shout it from the rooftops, it’s done. If you tell me that you never want another soul to know, done.”
“But what about you and how you feel?” You countered. “What about what you want?” You loved that Chris was so considerate of your feelings but you’d be a fool if you didn’t also consider how this would make him feel.
But all he did was shrug. “All I want is you. And if that comes in stolen kisses when no one is watching and secret moments in a crowded room, then that is what I want.”
His words melted your heart and weakened your knees, tears forming in your eyes. “Promise?”
Chris’s lips pressed lightly against the tip of your frozen nose. “Promise.”
You smiled, ignoring the way your nose burned as you blinked back the tears. “I just need time. Time to… Figure out whatever is happening in my head and wrap my brain around the fact that this is even happening in the first place.”
“I know,” He responded quietly. “I’m okay with keeping this a secret. For as long as you need me to. But we’re probably gonna have to tell my mom after a while.”
“Of course.” You laughed, shaking your head. “Lisa will be the first to know. I think– I think that maybe right now all of this feels like a little bit of a fever dream. Like the second we get back to Boston, we’ll just… Move on. Things will go back to how they were and that’ll be it. And I don’t know if I can handle that.”
It was easy to see the way Chris’s eyes darkened with lust when he was standing this close. “Trust me, Y/N. This is very real. And now that I’ve had just a little taste, I have no intention of letting you go. In fact, we should get going.”
“Right now?” You asked.
“Right now.” His lips found yours once more, his tongue swiping against your bottom lip. An unspoken promise that more was to come. “Because one little taste was not enough. I need you laid out in front of me with that pretty little pussy showing me just how much you need me. And then I’m going to devour you like the starved man you’ve turned me into.”
Oh. God.
Chris smirked at the tiny gasp that stole the air between you, knowing damn well what kind of reaction he was going to get from saying those words to you.
“Let’s–” You cleared your throat, trying to sound less squeaky and more sultry. “Let’s go then.”
“Okay,” He chuckled, “Let’s get out of here.”
After packing your bag and saying your goodbyes, your car was loaded and Chris was driving behind you on the way back to Boston.
He’d insisted on driving you through the snow, but your teeny car wouldn’t give Dodger enough room to stretch out, and then Chris’s car would be stranded in Sudbury and you’d have to make another trip out there just to pick it up after the snow cleared. So driving separately just made sense.
Honestly, having that forty-five minutes to yourself was probably for the best. It gave you a second to clear your mind and think of the positives that could come from just seeing where this thing with Chris went instead of imagining the worst.
When you pulled up to your apartment, you were genuinely excited to see where this would go and just how long Chris would make you beg before shattering your world in the best way.
That in itself had your whole body buzzing with need.
Chris followed you into the parking garage, settling into the guest spot next to yours before getting out of his SUV and making his way over to where you stood.
He grinned, stopping a few feet away like if he got any closer, he wouldn’t be able to resist the urge to touch you. “I’m gonna take Dodge home and then I’ll be back. Okay?”
“Why’d you even get out of the car?” You laughed.
“So I could do this.”
He moved in closer, gripping the sides of your coat and yanking you into his chest. Your smile matched his as he dipped down, his lips pressing against yours for only a few short seconds before he pulled away. “I’ll be back in twenty.”
“Okay,” You all but whispered, trying and failing to hold back your smile.
“Okay,” He repeated, pecking your lips once more before jogging back to his car. “Twenty minutes.”
“I’ll be here.”
You waited until Chris pulled back onto the street before grabbing your things to head upstairs. At least twenty minutes would give your heart time to settle before he worked you back up again. Not to mention Mowgli would scream for ten of them, letting you know just how displeased he was to be left alone.
You took the elevator up, pulling your phone out of your pocket when the buzzing didn’t stop after two notifications.
Fiona: YOU DIDN’T TELL US CHRIS WAS DATING SOMEONE!!!
Leah: HONESTLY. DOES THIS MAKE YOU THE OTHER WOMAN?
Jenna: They didn’t hook up, they just saw each other naked. I don’t really that counts. It only counts if P enters V.
Fiona: Or fingers.
Fiona: Or like his mouth on any part of your body.
Leah: I think we’re getting off track.
Fiona: WHY DIDN’T YOU TELL US CHRIS WAS DATING FUCKING LACEY WINTHROP?
Your heart sank. To a depth that you didn’t even know existed. What the hell were they talking about? Chris insisted that nothing was happening with them! He promised!
He told you that it was just a one-time thing that didn’t work out and that they were only meeting for fundraising shit.
Your fingers trembled as you typed out your response.
You: What are you guys talking about? He said they weren’t dating.
Fiona: Why were you guys talking about it?????
You: Fi, I work for him. His personal life is basically my personal life. Can someone PLEASE provide context?!
Leah: I would give anything to watch your nostrils right now.
Fiona: *Attached Image*
You were going to puke. The three sugar cookies you’d eaten on your drive back home were deadset on making a reappearance. You were going to be sick right in this elevator.
Chris fucking lied.
He lied.
Fiona attached a picture from some tabloid, an extremely close-up and clear-as-day picture of Chris and Lacey standing outside of some restaurant. Her hands were tangled in his hair, his hand was resting on the small of her back. Their lips pressed together.
The picture was dated after he got back from New York. He told you the date didn’t pan out with her in the first place, yet he still went on another one and kissed her.
Clearly, he was not telling you the whole truth.
You swallowed down the urge to vomit and typed out your response.
You: I had no idea. He told me that they were just friends. Guess he felt like he couldn’t tell me the truth.
Jenna: I wonder why….
You: I don’t know what that means.
Fiona: *Eyeroll Emoji*
You swiped at your cheek, catching the tear before it could fall too far. Chris was not going to make you cry.
The chime of the elevator reaching your floor made you jump, pulling you back to reality. You took a shaky breath, typing out a message to Chris as you walked to your apartment.
You: Raincheck? Migraine coming on. I’m just gonna take a nap. See you Monday?
Three dots danced across the message thread before disappearing and reappearing again. You reached your door, digging in your bag for your keys as your vision started to blur.
He fucking lied to you. The one person you never expected to hurt you like that. Every promise, every reassurance that he made that everything would be okay went up in flames and your heart was shattered.
He fucking lied.
You shoved through the door, dropping everything on the floor as another tear fell.
Chris: Are you sure? I can bring you something.
Chris: Did I do something? Is everything okay?
You: I just need to sleep it off. I’ll see you Monday.
Chris: You’re using punctuation…
You: I’ll talk to you later, Chris. Have a good weekend.
You tossed your phone onto the couch after locking your front door, ignoring the pain in your chest and the incessant vibrations from your phone as Chris called you.
Another tear fell and you gave up on trying to keep them in.
You were stupid to think that Chris would choose you. Obviously, someone like Lacey was more suitable for his lifestyle. She could handle the press. She could handle the fans and the way every small detail would be published for everyone to see.
You were convenient. A warm body that he sought out quite literally in the middle of a snowstorm. A one-time thing that had no hope of progressing into something more. He lured you in with sweet nothings and gentle kisses, knowing that in the end, he would have Lacey and you would be left wondering if anything that he said to you held any truth.
The first sob burst through your lips before you reached your bedroom and even Mowgli stayed silent, sensing the heartbreak in the air.
You would give yourself the weekend to cry. To mourn the hope that you held thinking this would actually work out. You would go to work on Monday with your head held high.
And then after the ASP event, you’d book a flight home.
For good.
A request where reader has big breasts and chris loves to put his c*ck between and fuck it. Boobjob, blowjob, spitting, nipple tease/pinch
A/N: From one big titty girl to another; enjoy. 💕☘️
You pulled your heels off, supporting your weight on the doorway of your shared bedroom with Chris.
“What are you looking at?” You glared playfully at Chris taking off his watch at the dresser.
“That dress.”
“What about you it?”
“Your tits.”
“You’re obsessed.”
“Rightfully so.” He came up towards you, undoing his top button. Leaning down, placing a warm kiss onto your lips.
His hands going to your waist to pull you closer as his mouth drew down towards your chest.
Pushing aside the fabric to reveal your bare double F breasts, bouncing for joy, now released from the confines of the fabric, supporting their sheer mass.
“Jesus they’re so big... can’t believe they’re real” He murmured against the supple skin.
“Not like you haven’t seen them before.”
“They amaze me every time.” He kissed your areola, narrowly avoiding the hard tip of your nipple.
“Give me my milk momma.” He smirked at you, his mouth engulfing as much your boob as he could fit in his hungry mouth. He swirled around the circle, taking his time as he nibbled and sucked, feeling the nib harden in his mouth.
You moaned in pleasure before you could scold him for the crude remark.
“Go lie down on the bed.”
He slapped your ass, guiding you to the bed.
Your hair fell back across the pillow, landing with a thud, as Chris nudged you onto the mattress. Waisting no time he mounted you, his lips returning to yours as he palmed your breast in his hands.
“So fucking beautiful baby.” He moaned into your mouth.
Sitting up, he quickly fiddled with his pants, pulling them down and moving his knees on either side of your chest. His knees resisting the gravity of your breasts to fall on either side, creating a gaping crater separating the two enlarged masses of fat.
Spitting straight between the valley of your breast, he continued to lick and suck at the area.
Grabbing a bottle off his bedside table, he squirted a small trickle of massage oil onto your boobs.
“Fuck I have never seen a better sight.” He groaned as he massaged his favourite stress balls.
You boobs glistening in the light of your bedside table.
Positioning his cock in your valley and grabbing as much as your boobs as he could, he cushioned his cock into a cocoon of your tits. Slowly, he started thrusting into the glorious tight, crevice of your inner boobs.
Deciding to support your lover’s adventurous endeavour, you forced your chin to your neck, opening your mouth and stealing licks of his bulbous head as it appeared.
“Jesus’ baby what are you doing to me?” You gazed up at him innocently as the speed of his thrusts continued.
Not wanting to leave you out of the fun, he grabbed the hard nipple between his finger and his thumb, twisting ever so slightly back and forth like he was tuning a radio.
“Oh my god Chris!”
“Shhh baby just enjoy it, let daddy take care of you.”
As he roughly manhandled your nipple, continuing his assault between your smoshed together boobs, he increased his pace, using your boobs like another hole in which he wanted to conquer.
Finally, you felt the warm liquid release fall onto your chin, tasting the salty droplets that landed in your mouth, most of it forming a Pollock painting on your boobs, now featuring warm, sticky opaque streaks.
Chris reached across grabbing his phone, taking a picture of the masterpiece he just created on your chest.
“I’ll never get sick of these.” He purred
“You don’t say?” You quipped back, giggling at his infatuation with your chest.
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