Can you something about our boy, chris evans being wanting to get married and have kids but he feels uncommitted. He dates a few women in the past and has done fake relationships. One day, Chris met reader at a party, he asked her out but reader straight out says no
A/N: I had this in my drafts! Like this exact thing! Omg did you hack my computer? I fixed it up and made it all good but thank you great request. đ
Disclaimer: All characters and events written, even those based on real people are entirely fictional and are no representation or comment of said characters in real life.
You readjusted your dress in the mirror, fiddling with the fabric stretched over your boobs. There was no way to make your cleavage less prominent, so you decided to embrace it, avoiding any nip slips in the process. Turning to the side you were able to appreciate the curve of your body, your natural hourglass extenuated by the bodycon dress. You werenât skinny by any means, but you loved how your curves filled out dresses.Â
Your friend had given you a VIP access ticket to the Premiere afterparty for the new Barbie movie â it was the perfect event to bring out the pink bodycon midi dress that lived in the back of your closet.Â
 Doing a final swipe of gloss over your lips, you exited the washroom and made your way to the bar hoping to find a familiar face.Â
 âHey strangerâ you whistled at the bartender. Danny was one of your friendsâ older brothers and before he was making you cocktails on nights out; he was buying you 6 packs of white claws when you were 15.Â
 âY/N! Where have you been girl?â
 âWorking. Howâs the fam?âÂ
 âGood, mom asks about you all the time... Iâll tell her youâre staying out of trouble.â
 âPlease do, itâs been years since she had to pick me up from a house party gone wrong.â
 âHope you havenât gone boring on us⌠do you want your special drink to loosen you up?âÂ
 Your special drink. Danny had a talent of making you a drink that was sweet enough you couldnât taste the alcohol but strong enough to make you pass out on the road after 5. And right now, seemed like the perfect time for your special drink.
 As Danny made your drink, you finally got a chance to look at your surroundings; music played in the background of the dimly lit room. Extravagant flower arrangements towered over tables; you made a note to steal one before you left for the night. Groups of influencers, movie stars and A-Listers hung around their respective friend groups. You felt a little uncomfortable, not a single person here looked like you.Â
 âOne special drink for one special girl.âÂ
 âToo good to me.â You leaned over the bar to kiss your old friend on the cheek as he placed the pink concoction on the table.Â
 âMore where that came from just ask.â He smiled and went back to cleaning glasses as you sipped the familiar drink and tried to get comfortable on the bar stool that had the area of cheese slice. Your thighs sat half on, half off the stool and youâd stand if your feet werenât hurting from the heels you had on.Â
 The bar was conveniently empty of patrons meaning you had time to play your sudoku and figure out how long you had until you could go home and put on your PJs. Uninterrupted. UntilâŚ
 Another afterparty. Itâs not like I hated them or anything but after the 5th or 6th they all seemed the same. Sure, theyâd be in different cities, different venues but all the people were the same.Â
 Same old brown nosing from people who think that because your whole life is on Wikipedia, they can act chummy with you after 5 minutes.Â
 Same old C-List actress and their terrible attempt at flirting. God if I had a dollar for every girl who said they needed saving by Captain America Iâd have the same amount of money I got from the whole series. They all looked the same as well â blonde, skinny, flat ass. First couple of times, sure, Iâd try to get to know them, but they had the same amount of substance as white bread, and my acting skills only stretch so far in trying to seem interested.Â
 I did a silent prayer that I didnât have to bring along a date. I couldnât go another night having to be paired with some questionable wannabe actress/model/influencer hybrid who couldnât hold a conversation that wasnât about how much free shit she got or her willingness to do absolutely anything for a role with a wink. Shuddering at the thought.Â
 A good thing about afterparties was the booze. Free, unlimited, delicious booze.Â
 âMaybe youâll find her tonight ya never know.â I was pulled out of my train of thought by a harsh slap on the back from my buddy, Zach.
 âI can promise you bro the love of my life is not here, drunk as a skunk in a push up bra begging for a minor role to some sleezy director but thanks for thinking of me.â
 âBeggars canât be choosers my man, but if youâre going to be ungrateful about the number of women who would trip over themselves to breathe the same air as you the least you could do is play wingman.â
 âWhatever you say, Iâm getting a beer.â
 As I tried to slip through the crowd of people and avoid getting stopped for photos. Throwing in a couple of âHeyyyyâsâ âHow are yaâsâ and âGood to see youâsâ âYeah of course weâll chat just need a drinkâ I finally arrived at the bar which was conveniently off in a semi quiet corner.
 Waiters were walking around with champagne glasses and bottle service which was great for three reasons; it occupied the masses, meant the bar was empty and more beer for me.
 I waved down the bartender and settled myself on the all too small barstool.Â
 âCan I please get a corona?âÂ
 âOf course, sir. Y/N you need another?â The bartender looked towards the girl next to me.Â
 Holy shit. Y/N.Â
 There she sat in all her glory; she looked out of place in the best way possible. The pink drink in front of her barely full. Her ass could barely fit on the child size barstool. The light casted a soft shadow on her cleavage. She was gorgeous.Â
 âGosh, yes please Danny.â She knew his name. Was he, her boyfriend? God, I hope not cause if so he just caught me blatantly staring at her.Â
 He placed the cold beer in front of me with a wink. Gesturing for me to lean in close.
 âGood luck trying she doesnât crack easily.â Ok great not her boyfriend. But also shit, he definitely saw me checking her out.Â
 âIâll do my best.âÂ
 I slide in the seat closest to her. She didnât even look up from her phone. Sudoku. She was playing fucking Suduko in a club. Way to send a statement that you donât give a fuck about the event at youâre at.Â
 He placed a brand-new drink in front of her.Â
 âWhat is that?â I gestured towards her drink.
 She locked her phone and looked up slightly dazed as she ran a hand through her volumed hair.Â
 âItâs a secret.â Holy shit. I know who this is. I know. Whatâs his name⌠Brad? Sebastian? Holy shit how could I forget the sexiest man aliveâs name. Why is he talking to me? Does he think Iâm easy or something?Â
 âMay I?â Does he want to taste my drink? Like drink from the same glass as me? What the fuck?
 âBe my guest.â
 âOmg thatâs delicious.â
 âThatâs why itâs a secret.â
 âChris.â He held out his hand.Â
 Chris. Chris Evans. Thatâs it!Â
 âY/N.â You shook his hand to be nice. The man had a reputation though. You had read all the gossip forums; knew he was a serial dater. Surely, thereâs a reason if youâre that good looking and successful you hadnât settled down yet.Â
 You studied his face, he was far from young, but he had aged well, he clearly wasnât trying to hide the grey specks in his beard or the soft wrinkles of his forehead. He wasnât as intimidatingly big as you expected but broad and solid none the less. He smelt clean and expensive, and you hoped to God your hand wasnât sweaty.Â
 âSo, what brings you here to play Sudoku?â Omg did he look at my phone? Shit thatâs embarrassing.
 You chuckled lightly, âJust came for a friend⌠and the drinks of course.â You took a long sip of the yummy cocktail.Â
 âSo, what do you do?â Please donât say actress. Please donât say actress. Please donât say actress. Please donât say actress. Please donât say actress.
 âI manage a (dream workplace).â
âWow thatâs awesome for a second there I thought you were going to say-â
 âActress. Yeah no.â
 âGod youâre quickâ He chuckled nervously, unsure of how he was going to crack her. He didnât know what it was. Maybe it was the fact that at this fancy schmancy event she was playing Sudoku at bar or that regardless of whether she could properly fit in the seat she sat so gracefully and confidently. How her dress hugged her curves, how she got a special drink at the bar because she was just so goddamn special. How every movement was sexy and smooth like she knew exactly who she is and didnât question herself it for a moment. All he knew is that he wanted to know everything about her and to study ever curve on her body.Â
 Feeling confident after your 2nd incredibly potent drink, you thought youâd take the opportunity to have some fun with him
  âHow often do you do this?â You quizzed.
 Do what? Go to after parties?â Chris replied puzzled.
  âNo, go up to random women at a barâ
  âNot oftenâ
  âBullshitâ
  âWhy bullshit?â
 You gave him a knowing look
  âOh so someone likes to read gossip magazines.â he smirked and leaned closerÂ
 You held your hand to your chest âItâs my god given right as a woman to read trashy magazinesâ
 âNo fair enough but that doesnât mean theyâre true...â
 âHard to believe youâd complain about getting pictured with models.â You scoffed, taking a long sip.Â
  âCould I prove you wrong?â
 âDoubt it Iâm always rightâ you took another sip, smirking into your straw
  âThen let me take you outâ
 You laughed at the suggestionÂ
 âChris, I can call you Chris right?â
  âSureâ
 âYouâre handsome, successful, clearly there is something going on up there and as much as Iâd love to have you sweep me off my feet one night, I also love the fact that me doing the walk of shame has never been put on the front cover of TMZ. So thanks but no thanks.â
 You got up to leave until he grabbed your wrist firmly but softly pulling you to face him.Â
 You stood over him, him never letting go of your wrist.Â
 âYou think Iâm handsome?â He crocked his head to the side in a knowing smirk.
 âThis is ridiculous.â you rolled your eyes dramaticallyÂ
 âHow about no walk of shame insteadâŚdinner, privately, no cameras, no photographers⌠your favourite restaurant brought to you⌠whatever you wantâ
 âWhatever I want?â
 âWhatever you want. If I donât manage to sweep you off your feet, you can go to all the rag mags and tell them Chris Evans is a douchebag.â
 You went to answer until a man came up behind you
 âBrooo there you are where the hell have you been?â
 Chrisâs hand fell from your wrist and went to pinch his eyebrow.
 âHey Zach, this is Y/Nâ gesturing towards youÂ
 âHi nice to meet you sorry I was just leaving.â You scooted past his friend.
 âWait... Y/N⌠I..â you disappeared into the crowd before he could finish. No way were you going to embarrass him and in turn yourself in front of his friend.
 âBro she was⌠wow⌠donât tell me you dropped the ball on that one.â
 âI didnât⌠until you showed up.â Chris rubbed his face in angst
 âShit dude Iâm sorry⌠hey go get her sheâs probably still here.â
 âYeah.. yeah fuck youâre right.â He jumped from his seat and gave his friend a quick tap on the shoulder as he ventured into the crowd towards the exit pushing past bodies.
  You had made it downstairs and walked down the road a little, resting your head against the cold tile wall outside the club.Â
 Taking in a deep breathe. Great. You blew it. Maybe you misjudged him. God he was so good looking as well! And smart and funny and charming. You got caught up in his façade, why would he ever want to be with someone like you? He was drunk and clearly out of his mind so he wanted to mess with you. Lucky you got out before you well and tru-â
 âWhy so quick to run off?â there he was, hands in his pant pockets leaning towards the wall.Â
 You gave a defeated laugh âI didnât want to embarrass you.â
 âWhatâs so embarrassing about you?â He said, his face not flinching, seriousness laid in his voice. He seemed genuinely confused at the suggestion.Â
 âI donât know maybe because I wasnât like every other skinny blonde in there.â
 âYouâre right you werenâtâŚâ He took a step closer
 âYouâre better. Zach was pretty impressed with you; I just came down to avoid the teasing Iâd get for the rest of my life if I managed to let you go without at least one date.â
 You tried to hide youâre smile as you looked away from his intense gaze.
 âThereâs nothing embarrassing about you and if you would let me, I would like to take you on that date. And before you ask, no, I donât do this often.â
 You looked up at the night sky, considering whether youâre about to make the worst or the best choice of your life.
 âYesâ
 âYes?â
 âYes, Iâll go on a date with you.â
 âGood.â He passed you his phone and you entered your number, giving it back to him he immediately dialled it and put it towards his ear.
 âJust to be sureâ he smirked at you.
 Your phone rang and you held it up to him âI got it.â
 âGood. Iâll see you tomorrow thenâ He stepped close to you, you thought he was about to kiss you, so you stretched your neck out a little in anticipation towards his chin.Â
 Bypassing your lips, he moved to your ear.
 âSee you tomorrowâ he kissed the skin between your ear and your cheekbone. Your body went hot at his touch.
 He walked backwards as you took a gulp at the sudden intimacy, trying to catch your breathe.Â
 âTomorrowâ
 âTomorrowâ
 He fist pumped the air in a celebratory motion.
 You laughed at his gesture and gave him a little wave goodbye as you walked down the street to get a cab.
 âTomorrow!â He screamed out at, drawing attention from loiters on the street.Â
 God what have you gotten yourself into?Â
Stop doing this to me! @royalwriteroftheuniverse is Chris Evans secret girlfriend everyone! Come get her!
Morning with Chris again
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I got up earlier than both of them. I think that's a first.
But everything was truly a first this weekend
Staying over at Chris or with Chris ever. He offered another room for me if I wanted but I said I wanted to cuddle.
"I was hoping you'd say that," he wrapped his arms around my waist and gave me a kiss on the cheek as I smiled and giggled.
"Plus I didn't actually think ahead to prepare a guest room for you."
I just laugh.
But the next morning....
I woke up in his embrace. His arm around mmy shoulder my head on his shoulder and I was just look at him watching him sleep memorizing his tattoos. It took everything I had to not run my fingers over them. He looked peaceful. Happy.
"Hi" his voice deeply groggy
"Hi" I smile
"What cha looking at pretty girl? " he undoes the braids i put my hair in too protect them from split ends. And runs his hands through my hair.
"Just a hansome man with gorgeous hair"I smile
"Oh really?" His eyebrows raised
"Yea I just wanna kiss him all over and put my hands in it."
I wrinkled my nose and smiled- apparently I do that a lot I never knew until Chris told me he loves when I do that.
"Sounds good to me." Chris snuggles in closer
"But I don't want to wake Dodger"
"He's fine he won't wake up for a while he was so exhausted after playing with the kids all day yesterday"
"Yea but dodger always wakes when I kiss him and pet his hair if he's taking a nap so-"
Chris gasped dramatically
"Oh no you didn't" the he leaned up with a smirk.
Chris attacks me with tickles and sweet little kisses on my face, neck and lips and I cant stop laughing. As we roll around on the bed I can never quite get Chris to laugh as much as he makes me-I was never this ticklish before but I just had to meet Chris.
"Ok ok uncle I give up. I guess ill settle for you." He was on top of me.
I look up into his eyes.
As I run my fingers through his hair sans palmaid God it was so soft.
"Chris I-" i stopped moving my hands in his hair and I think I even stopped breathing- don't say it you'll ruin everything. "I I just"
"I love you too" he leaned down to capture my lips in a kiss.
I was smiling when our lips broke apart. He looked like he wanted more
"You realize you're not leaving here." He shook his head with a shrug.
"Oh yeah?"
"Yea."
" watcha gunna do keep me in the basement?"
"If I have to- what? Its got a screening room down there a pool table a bar its cozy."
I laugh.
"You'red forgetting one thing my love."
"Oh yea? Cause there a fridge too a bathroom-"
I put my hand over Chris's mouth.
"Who said I ever wanted to leave?"
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what about steve rogers is a virgin and his girlfriend's reader is experienced. She decided to show and take away his virginity.
You filed away your last report on the recent mission, standing up from your desk you straightened out your pencil skirt. Looking in the reflection of the mirrored glass, you slyly undid the top button of your blouse, revealing your scandalous cleavage and a hint of your lace white bra. Ready to go visit Steve in his den.Â
Steve was a true gentleman, adorable, kind, charming and while it made you blush how flustered heâd get when youâd pull on his belt slightly or your kisses trailed down his below his jaw heâd always promptly sit up, coaxing you back to a more⌠modest position.Â
You thought maybe because your relationship was taboo, and as a S.H.I.E.L.D spy you werenât meant to be rendezvousing with Americaâs sweetheart. But you couldnât help the tinge your heart felt whenever heâd push you offÂ
âNow gorgeous save this for another time.â Heâd say while rebuttoning your shirt, his sweaty palms struggling with the buttons.
It was endearing to say the least, you figured maybe itâd just been 60 years since he last did it and he was nervous, but you decided tonight was the night you were going to finally get to bask in the glory of Americaâs ass.
You knocked on the door of his room, opening it up a crack and peaking your head in.Â
âHey Captain.â You let out a soft drawl to let the soldier know you had entered. He was reclined on his bed, doodling in his journal, quickly placing it to the side when he saw your face.
âThereâs my gorgeous sweetheart, how you are doing?â
âIâm good.â You joined Iâm on the bed, sitting on the edge reclining your arm out to give him a proper view of your bra peeking out.
Steve gulped at the sight.Â
âI wanna talk to you about something.â
âYeah, whatâs going in that pretty little head of yours?â
âWeâve been together for a couple of weeks now and while Iâm enjoying all the kisses and cuddles⌠is there a reason you freeze up whenever I touch your belt? Ya know itâs not a bad thing if we do it before marriage right? Times have changed and we discovered God isnât going to come down and strike us.â
Steve looked down, fiddling with his hands. He knew he had to be honest with you eventually. Itâs not that the sight of you didnât get him hard as a vibranium. Itâs just thatâŚ
âWell, ya know I was in the ice for a while. I went in at 27, and itâs not like I wouldnât love to⌠you knowâŚâ
âFuck me?â you said pointedly
âI was gonna say make love to you but yeah that too. Itâs just that⌠Iâve never done that before and I worried if we did you wouldnât like it, so I tried to hold it off as long as possible. I understand if you donât want to see me anymore and go through the hassle of teaching me what to do.â
âOh Steve, honey, I didnât know.â
âKnow what? that I went into the ice as a virgin? Yeah, talk about a tough 60 years.â Â
You snorted out a laugh. âWell, I donât want to stop seeing you. And if you want, we can leave it for another time but I have no problem teaching you a few things.â
âReally?!â His blue orbs lit up in excitement.Â
Catching himself, he cleared his throat
âI mean, yeah Iâd like to... if you want to⌠we can do it... ya know... like how they do it on your cable channel thing or whatever... Iâm not- â
âSteve.â
âYeah?â
âStop talking.â
âYeah right of course.â He sat up straight next to you on the edge of the bed. His hand drifting to your thigh as you turned to kiss him.
His mouth immediately engulfed yours. While he lacked in experience, the boy sure knew how to kiss. Â Your hands inched under his shirt; you caught his breathe in the kiss.Â
âIâm gonna take your shirt off now ok?â
Steve was dumfounded and simply nodded enthusiastically.Â
You pulled his shirt over is head, revealing the delicious effects of the serum. His hard pecs illuminated by the bedside table lamp.Â
You had to slow down your thoughts not wanting to rush the old timer.Â
You stood up. âNow Iâm gonna take off my clothes, ok?â His eyes glazed over as he watched you unbutton your blouse. Your hands fell behind your back as you slowly unzipped your skirt letting it pool at your feet. You stepped out your heels leaving them in the fabric circle.
Steve could feel his cock hardening at the sight of you in your lace white set.
âIs this, ok?â you asked reassuringly.
âItâs better than ok I think this is the best day of my life.â You chuckled at his boyish comment.
Closing the space between you two you straddled his waist.Â
He fell back onto the sheets, grasping at your skin eager to touch you.Â
You moved your body downwards, anchoring your knees on the mattress. Slowly you pulled down his grey sweats, being greeted by his hard cock slapping against his chest.Â
Your eyes widened at the size âYouâve been hiding this the whole time Rogers?âÂ
He gave a sheepish grin through ragged breathes, trying to focus on not ruining the moment by cumming prematurely.Â
âIâm gonna put it in my mouth now ok baby?âÂ
Steve let out a laboured âplease.â Begging to feel the warmth of your mouth, your hot breath only adding to the ache of his swollen tip.Â
Slowly, you took him into your mouth. Inching downwards towards his base, swirling your tongue around his length.Â
âOh God⌠Jesus Christ Y/N.âÂ
He had never felt anything like it, he relaxed into the pillow enjoying the sight of his length disappearing into your soft, red lipped mouth.Â
His hands falling to cup your cheek, overwhelmed by the sensation.Â
âStop, stop, stop.âÂ
âYou feeling, ok?â you replied coyly
âI feel fucking amazing, but I donât want to end this before it even starts.â
âI get you.â You travelled back up his body, positioning yourself once again in the straddling position.
âCan we do it⌠the other way⌠ya know with you lying down? I just want to do it properly the first timeâ Steve asked shylyÂ
âOf course, we can.â You rolled off the hunk of man, getting comfortable amongst the pillows.Â
Steve hovered over you, pausing to drink in the sight of you. A small wet patch had formed at your entrance, the fabric sticking to your pussy like a translucent portal to an oasis.Â
Slowly he leaned down to kiss you. His hand travelling over the moulds of your breast, drawing soft shapes on your stomach, and landing over the now drenched panties. He tested the waters and applied light pressure to your heat.Â
âAghh Steve.â
âAre you ok? Was that bad? Did it hurt?â He quickly retreated, studying your body for injuries.
âNo silly haha it felt good do it again⌠but this time under the panties.âÂ
You helped Steve discard of the lousy fabric. He once again moved his hand towards your heat, this time more daringly sliding his finger past your folds and rubbing in an agonisingly slow up and down motion. Â
The feeling of his rough hands against your heat, brushing up against your clit was intoxicating and you left out soft moans, grabbing his forearm for support.
âThat feel good sweetheart?â Becoming more confident with his actions and with close examining of your face when he reached certain spots. Steve dared to speed up, circling your clit and applying light pressure.
âOmg Steve yes⌠please I need you inside of me.â
That was all he needed to mount on top of you. You helped him guide his length towards your hole. The initial entry of his tip in your folds sent him falling ever so slightly above you, catching himself with his arms on either side of your head.Â
You lay like that for a moment, both enjoying the initial feeling of pleasure.Â
âYou can move now baby, donât overthink, just in and out⌠itâs a natural function.âÂ
With your encouragement Steve started to thrust into you, slowly at first as he became accustomed to the new feeling of what the inner walls of your pussy felt like.Â
He stretched his neck moaning at the sensation.Â
âOh my god, Y/N, holy shit⌠yes.â
You were overcome by his length, moaning and clenching your walls around him.
âGo faster baby.â With that his thrusts increased, hitting your cervix, causing you to jolt in pleasure.Â
Steve then felt a sudden stream of liquid meet the tip of his cock.
âShit, what was that are you ok?â
You gave him a weery smile, âThat was me cumming baby.â
Pride overcame the gorgeous man on top of you as he broke out into a beaming smile.
âDid I do that?â
You bit your lower lip and nodded, adoring his pride at being the cause of your release.Â
With that, his confidence grew as he continued to thrust into you.
 âShit baby Iâm gonna cum what do I do?!â
âJust keeping going⌠please⌠I wanna feel your cum inside of me.â A switch flipped his head as he let out his release inside of you with a loud grunt.Â
His arms finally giving as he collapsed on top of you, holding your hot skin close.Â
âHoly shit.â
You pulled back a loose strand from his glistening foreheadÂ
âWhatâd you think Cap?â
âI think Iâm an idiot for not doing that sooner.â He gave you a lazy smile, raising his head to meet yours for a long, drawn-out kiss.Â
He brought his head back to your chest, using your boobs as a pillow and before you know it the soldier was letting out soft snores. Exhausted from his release that was 60 years in the making.Â
You smiled to yourself, the now proud owner of Steve Rogers virginity.Â
Reader adopts a cat to help her boyfriend Captain America, Steve rogers deal with the trauma and nightmares
You were woken up to thrashing beside you in bed. Third night in a row. Sweat formed on Steveâs forehead with his face contorted in terror. You rolled over, placing a light hand on his shoulder, he instantly moved into you.
âHey hey, honey⌠itâs just a dream.â You patted his head softly as his eyes slowly blinked open.
He let out a large sigh, sitting up in bed and rubbing his face.Â
âSame one?â
âSame one.â He said in a defeated tone.
You rubbed his back soothingly before getting up to get a glass of water from the sink. Handing it to him in bed.
âThanks honey.â You sat next to him as he took a large gulp, turning back to cuddle into your comforting frame.Â
As he gently lulled off to sleep in your arms, large arms wrapped around you. You mind wandered to all the things you could do to help your poor guy.
3 WEEKS LATER
You placed the gold box in front of Steve on the couch. Holes punctured in the top and a shiny red bow in the middle.
âWhatâs this?â He looked up at you curiously.Â
âOpen it.â You smiled, taking a spot next to him.
Steve inched forward, slowly taking off the lid and peering inside the box.
âOh my goodness.â Steveâs eyes widen in joy at the little ball of fluff, sitting pretty.Â
The calico kitten let out a small meow, standing on its hind legs and pawing at the walls, desperate to be picked up.
Steve took the small kitten in his large hands, encompassing it carefully as he brought it to his chest. The kitten immediately rubbed his ear against Steveâs jaw, purring at the contact.
âY/N⌠you⌠you didnât⌠omg I love him.â
âHer. And youâre welcome. I looked it up and the purr of a cat can help relaxation and healing. So, I thought maybe a couple of kitten kisses will help you sleep through the night.â You beamed at him, your hand going to scratch the little oneâs head.
âHer. Sheâs the best gift Iâve ever gotten. I canât believe youâd do that for me.â Tears started to form in the captainâs eyes as his heart burst at the ball of fluff.Â
âThink of her as our first baby.â You winked.
âGotta name her⌠what do you think she looks like⌠Esmerelda, Fluffy, Ariel?â
âHow about Soxs.â You grabbed the kittensâ paw, admiring the pattern of fur that gave her four perfect little white blocks.
âSoxs. Perfect.â He turned to you, kissing you on the mouth softly.
The two became inseparable with Soxs taking up permanent position sleeping between your heads at night.
The nightmares stopped but Steve got even less sleep after being woken up at 4am to Soxs wanting breakfast.
She'd follow him everywhere, doing little walks between his legs.
The whole of Avengers loved her, with Stark acting like a villain whenever she'd sit in his lap.
Her favourite place to nap was the Avengers meeting table.
Steve would feed her little slices of ham at dinner, dangling it under the table for her to catch.
Frank and his girlfriend reader bringing mary to Disneyland, florida for the first time
âOk easy kiddo we havenât even gotten through the Gate.â
Frank and you had taken Mary to Disney for the first time ever and it was safe to say⌠she was losing her mind.Â
You waited in line, head strained up to listen attentively to Mary on Frankâs shoulders.
âIâll go on the Tower of Terror with you on ONE condition.â
âWhat???âÂ
âYou have to come with me to get a princess makeover at the Boutique.â
Mary groaned, face planting into Frankâs head.
âOh, come on sweet pea itâd do you some good to have your hair brushed for once.â Frank pulled the legs of his niece.Â
âNot for her you idiot, for me! I want to be the princess!â Maryâs face came back up and it light up in glee.
âYes, yes, yes, Frank Y/N can finally be a real life, Princess!â
âLook at her Mary sheâs already a princess.â He moved towards you closing the space between you to stealing a kiss.
âGuysss you promised to not be weird today.â Â
âSorry kiddo canât help it; youâll understand one day.â Chris pulled her down off his shoulders so she could walk through the barrier scanning her Magic Band.
Making your way through the gates, Mary was already hyper. Â
âI did some research and the average wait time for rides is 36 minutes, with each ride lasting about 8 minutes, giving time for entering, being properly secured and then exiting...âÂ
She clicked her fingers at you two pulling your gaze away from each other.Â
âPay attention! Then exiting that meanâs weâd spend on average 48 minutes on each ride and since you promised we could stay here till 9, that gives us 11 hours⌠factoring in meal times...â
âHey Mary?âÂ
âYeah...â
âNo more calculations today, have fun and get high on sugar like the rest of the kids here.â Frank patted his hand on the young girlâs head.
âBesides Mars we wonât have to wait that long.â
You called Mary, Mars because thatâs where her head seemed at most days and also because you thought she was destined to be the first person on Mars.
One time Frank tried to get in on the nickname, but Mary quickly shut up him down saying it was a special thing between you two only.Â
Heck, he didnât care he was just glad she had a female role model in her life. Youâd known Mary since she was 3 and you two, despite your differences in practically everything, got on like a house on fire.
âWhyâs that?â she enquired.
Frank reached into his back pocket, pulling out 3 fast passes. Â
âNo. You. Didnât.â Her eyes widened at the golden passes in his hand.Â
âI didnât but Y/N did.â
You beamed at your favourite little girl. As she jumped on you suddenly. Embracing you in a gleeful hugÂ
âTHANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOU.â
âYouâre welcome honey now letâs get started on that sugar⌠how about a⌠waffle?â
You didnât think it was possible that such a small body could demolish Mickey waffles, Corn Dog Nuggets, Caramel Popcorn, half a turkey leg and a Peanut Butter and Jelly Milkshake all in the space of 2 hours. But that was Mary, constantly surprising you.
After your 3rd go on Space Mountain, you were finally able to drag the both of them to the Bibbidi Bobbidi Boutique.
âHi yâall what will it be today a Princess makeover for the little one.â The attendant peered over the stand, looking down at Mary.
âNo, I have no interest in dressing up as a make-believe princess whose dependant on a man to save her, but this is my adult Y/NâÂ
The young girl gestured towards you
âUnlike the princesses in the movies, sheâs actually real and much prettier than the CGI crap you guys spit out. We are here to get a crown fitted on her head which is my uncle Frank over hereâs poor substitute for a wedding ring but at least he has his wits about him to treat her like a princess, so some deadbeat doesnât come along to steal her from him and in turn me.â
Mary finished her spiel, meeting the attendants face whose eyes were practically bulging out of her head, she quickly blinked looking from the girl to you and Frank behind her, you both met her with a nervous smile as most people arenât used to a 7-year-old talking like sheâs straight out of a Tarantino movie.Â
âA crown would be great thank you.â You managed to get out through clenched teeth.Â
âOver there in the corner.â The attendant responded still in shock at what she just heard. Frankâs hand nudging Mary to move towards the display. All 3 of you quickly burst out with laughter.Â
âFor your information young lady, itâs not a substitute for a wedding ring its merely a temporary hold until I can afford to buy her the biggest diamond in the western hemisphere!âÂ
Mary gestured you to come down to your level âI wouldnât hold your breath.â She whispered in your ear.
âDonât worry Mars, I have another thing to hold him down.âÂ
The two helped you pick out a shiny tiara with pearl detail attached to a headband with 2 pink puffy Mickey Earâs bordering it.Â
âHow do I look?â You placed the headband on your head.Â
You were met with big grins from both of them.
âBeautifulâ Mary gushed
âLike I should start watching my back before some âdeadbeatâ steals you.âÂ
âOk good we are ready for the Tower of Terror then!â You smiled nervously.
Mary was right, you really didnât like scary things.Â
As you got into the dark elevator, you breathe became a bit ragged, something about being cramped in a dark space with a bunch of people about to be propelled down an abandoned shaft made you queasy.
âHey, itâs fine I got you.â Frankâs grip on your hand tightened.Â
âMe too.â The little girl, looked up at you holding your other hand. Giving it a small squeeze.Â
While you shrieked in terror at the sudden drop, the pairs hands never left yours and Frank quickly supported your weight when you felt you were about to fall over with fear.Â
As you exited the ride Mary ran in front of you both turning towards you.
âSee Y/N it wasnât THAT scary.â
âYeah, no it was totally fine... totally fine.â You choked out, hand massaging your throat as Frank practically carried you out of the exit. Both of his hands around your waist coaxing you forward.Â
âHey kiddo letâs sit down here for a sec and have a bite to eat.â Frank gestured her towards the table outside a food stand.Â
When you were all settled and comfortable, munching a way at your 5th meal of the day.Â
Frank cleared his throat.Â
âMary, do you know why we brought you to Disneyland?â
âBecause itâs the happiest place on earth and this is where ânormal kidsâ have the most fun?âÂ
âYes, that but also because we might not be able to do trips just all 3 of us like this again in the future.â
Maryâs heart sank, her mind went to the worst, thinking you were leaving them, leaving Frank because he wouldnât marry you. It was too late, and a deadbeat had already stolen you. She was about to lose another key person in her life and there was nothing she could do about it.Â
Noticing the sudden sadness on her face, you placed your hand on hers.
âMars honey, Iâm having a baby.â
The sadness on her face was replaced with pure shock. A silence fell over the table, and you looked at Frank with worry. Before you could assure the young girl that you werenât going to love her any differently, she left out an earth-shattering shriek.
âAHHHH OMG IâM GONNA HAVE A SIBLING! Omg we can play Legos and I can teach them Trachtenberg and we can go on the boat and-â
âOk easy Kiddo letâs wait till itâs out her stomach first yeah?"
The little girl latched onto your neck, embracing you in a hug.
âIâm so happy youâre not leaving.â She whispered into your ear.Â
âIâm not going anywhere without you Mars.â Tightening your grip around her tiny frame in your arms. Â
âShe asleep?â Frank questioned.
You looked behind you towards the passenger seat seeing the sleeping child, head leaning on her shoulder, slumped in her seat.Â
âOut like a light.â You smiled.Â
You drove along the dark road illuminated by streetlights, a couple of streets away from home.
âIâd say she took the news well.â Frank smirked at you.
âWell? She almost exploded with joy.â You laughed softly hoping not to wake her up.Â
Frank took your hand, pulling it up to his lips, kissing it softly.Â
âIf youâre anything like you are now with Mary, youâre going to be an amazing mom, Y/Nâ
âI love you.â
âI love you too beautiful.â
He pulled into your driveway.
Opening the passenger door, and carefully unbuckling her belt, weary not to wake her he pulled the sleeping kiddo out from the seat. He held her over his shoulder, holding his other hand out for you to take as you walked into the house after another amazing day.Â
A is for Affection (how affectionate are they? how do they show affection?)Â
Chris is all about affection. Heâs always wrapping his arms around you while you cook or brush your teeth, putting his chin in the crook of your neck and swaying you softly. Even the little things like having your hand in his while he drives or guiding you through a door with his hand on the small of your back. Heâs insistent on touching you at all times.Â
B is for Beauty (what does he admire about you?)
Thereâs no doubt Chris thinks youâre stunning from head to toe. He loves it when youâre focused, and your glasses drop down to your nose a little and you bite your bottom lip. He loves how your hips sway when you walk, and your boobs bounce when you jump even the slightest. But what he finds really beautiful is how passionate you get about your favourite subjects; how you can talk for hours enthusiastically about a show you watched or a project youâre working on. Seeing your eyes light up and how much knowledge you can retain is truly his favourite part about you.Â
C is for cuddles (how would they cuddle?)
Cuddling is a common occurrence in your household. Whether itâs the long, standing hug before he goes on a trip, your arms wrapped around him, his chin resting on your head. Or the middle of the night when you roll over and latch onto him for warmth. But his favourite would have to be on the couch watching a movie or the game; when you lay your head on his lap and Dodger jumps up on the couch and snuggles into your arm, resting his fluffy head on Chrisâs knee. You can only see half of the TV and if Chris needs to get up its game over but the fact that youâre both curled up on his lap and he can give you both cuddles and scratches at the same time makes him a happy guy.Â
D is for dates (what are dates with them like)
Chris is always taking you out for dinners or brunch. He loves taking you to familiar places where the staff know your name and people genuinely leave you alone to eat in peace. He knows you like getting dressed up for special things so any excuse to get you in a dress with easy access is a good reason for a date night. When his schedule doesnât allow for that your most common date is making coffee at home and taking Dodger on a slow walk on a nearby path. It gives you both time to just talk and unwind in nature, holding hands and sipping your drinks.Â
E is for Endearing (Actions that mean a lot to them)
Chris loves coming home to you because he knows heâll get a homemade Lasagna and lots of back scratches. He much prefers when you pick him up for the airport instead of getting a car because you always make a habit of picking up a packet of his favourite jellybeans to eat on the way home. Its the little things you do that make him know you listen and know what he likes. He loves the way you take care of him.
F is for First Impressions (What he thought when he first saw you)Â
Damn. He was taken away by your curves, seeing you in that dress was game over for him and he had to talk to you. He liked how you didnât make it easy for him just because of who he was, he really had to work to get a date with you. He appreciated how you were kind to everyone you met no matter who they were and how you had an air of confidence about you that he admired. That day made him believe in love at first sight.Â
 G is for Garments (What is his favourite outfit of yours?)
Donât get the man wrong you in a tight dress is a sight to behold. Ok, you in anything tight that shows off your curves, ass or tits is a win for him. But honestly, he thinks you look best when youâre relaxed at home in front of the TV in one of his T-shirt which falls just below your ass but is tight around your boobs. You have your hair up in a claw clip and some granny panties on, fresh faced after doing your skincare. Thatâs when he thinks you look your best.Â
H is for Hands (Where are his hands?)Â
On your ass. Heâs an ass man of course heâs going to gravitate towards that area. But if he must keep it more PG then theyâre on your lower back or around your waist. Although, when youâre spooning it likes to grab a handful of your boob and just squeeze in content from time to time. He calls them his stress balls.Â
I is for ick (Whatâs something that annoys you about eachother?)
Beard hairs in the sink. It drives you nuts his half ass attempt at washing them down the drain with a little bit of water. You hate shaving day because you know youâre going to walk in and see little brown and grey specks in the sink. And then when you call he comes rushing in âI know I know Iâm sorrey.. Iâll clean it its fine, its fine!â in his thick Boston accent.Â
At night, when you two get settled into bed, lights off, snuggled in the sheets without fault you will ask him to fill up your water bottle. No matter how many times heâll ask you before bed if you have filled it up, youâll always eventually ask him to go downstairs and fill it up. And you canât drink regular tap water out of the sink.. nooooo⌠it has to be filtered water with pebbled ice. He reckons youâre perpetually thirsty or something. Heâll do it every time, but God does it get on his nerves.Â
J is for jealousy (how jealous do they get? what do they do when they're jealous?)
Chris gets jealous and he canât help it. He just knows what he has and thinks every man and his wife wants it. Whether its the valet who looked at you a little too long or when someone obviously flirts with you in public. His jaw will go tense and his grip on your waist will tighten. Heâll even whisper something dirty in your ear for good measures so everyone knows that heâs the only guy whose making you blush and more.Â
K is for kisses (what are their kisses like? where do they like to be kissed?)Â
Heâs all about that tongue. Doesnât matter where you are he will be slipping his tongue in your mouth even just for a second. When itâs just the two of you heâll grab your jaw to pull it up to his so he can really get in there. Heâll always end it with peppering your face and jaw with little kisses too, because he likes the giggles, he gets out of you. Chris is also a huge baby so when he decides he wants to lay his whole weight on top of you and rest his head on your chest he expects forehead kisses regularly.Â
L is for love language (what is their love language? How do they show love?)
Chris shows his love through plenty of hugs and kisses. As well as making sure you are totally satisfied every time you do the deed. But also, by turning on the heater timer so itâs warm and cosy when you wake up. Bringing you a coffee and putting it beside you while you work. When he goes on trips, he always brings you back a tacky cheap souvenir because he knows you love them. And from time to time, without you asking there will be a new pair of shoes in your closet, a new set of earrings, a designer bag youâd been eyeing up online or a fluffly blanket that has âmagicallyâ appeared and when you confront him heâll go all indifferent and say something like it was nothing because he knows you get weird about him spending money on you. Youâll kiss him on the cheek and say thank you while internally screaming at the fact you are the proud owner of a Hermes Birkin.Â
While Chris gives physical touch and gifts. His love language is acts of service and words of encouragement. He likes knowing heâs a good partner and that he makes you feel special and loved. He likes it when you do things like cook his favourite dinner or fold his tshirts in that special way so he can see the logo when he goes to pick one in the morning. When you make him feel like hes enough and you show him how grateful you are to be with you.Â
M is for mornings (how are mornings spent with them?)
Itâs always a struggle getting up for work when Chris has time off. Heâll beg you to play hooky and stay in bed with him. Holding you tighter in the cuddle, making It impossible for you to move. But eventually heâll get up with you and follow you around as you do your morning routine even as to go so far as to hop in the shower with you⌠to you know⌠help you wash your back. Heâll make your coffee and insist you sit and eat breakfast with him. Weekends are much slower; staying in bed till noon, going in between cuddles and sex then more cuddles and then shower sex. Youâll always end up making breakfast while playing music, dancing in the kitchen in your underwear and eating bacon straight from the pan and then... sex on the counter⌠naturally. Â
N is for nights (how are nights spent with them?)Â
If Chris is at home, heâll pick you up from work. And if you both feel extra lazy, youâll stop at a Drive Thru and eat dinner in the parking lot, with the radio on low just laughing and talking about your day. Chris thinks your cooking is the best and its true because he burns everything, he touches so heâll watch you cook, and youâll chat with the music on in the background. You always finish the day with a glass wine and him a beer. Then youâll both make your way to the couch in your pyjamas for your evening cuddle and movie.Â
O is for Outings (What are they like with you in public? PDA etc)
Chris loves taking you out and showing you off and heâs not afraid to steal a kiss on the carpet or let his hand wander down to your ass. He always has you close and is holding your hand or your waist. If youâre waiting in line for something heâll wrap his arms around, you so you can lean back into him. When heâs had enough of photos, heâll walk straight over to you and take you to a private spot so he an have a moment to breathe and just be with you. Sometimes you end up in the bathroom just the two of you so he can really let his stress outâŚ
P is for Periods (How are they on your period? What do they do to help?)
He has sisters so he knows to shut the fuck up and do what you say. Kidding. But heâs very attentive to your needs and moods. Buying different types of tampons and pads so you have everything you need. Stocking your favourite chocolate and filling up your hot water bottle. Heâs a seasoned pro so he knows exactly which spot on your back to massage to help with the cramps.Â
 Q is for quality time (how do they like to spend with you?)Â
He doesnât care if youâre just brushing your teeth or doing your makeup he will come in and get comfy on the toilet seat so he can just watch you do your thing. His favourite activities with you (besides sex) are walking Dodger or watching a movie on the couch. He loves all the time he gets with you in his arms or beside him.
R is for remember (what is their favourite moment in your relationship?)Â
He has a million moments that make him happy. The first time he saw you holds a special place in his heart, but his favourite is the first time Dodger met you. You were wearing white pants and Dodger came fresh from rolling in mud, ran up to you and jumped all over your white pants. Chris tried to pull the excited pup off you and thought for sure youâd lose your shit at the fact your pants were now ruined, covered in muddy paw prints. But you just laughed and got on your knees to give Dodger kisses and cuddles. He was shocked at first but he fact you cared more about matching Dodgerâs excitement then the state of your pants told him for sure you were a keeper.
 âShit! Your pants Iâm so sorry omg Dodger⌠down⌠hey down boy!â
âDonât worry about it theyâre just pants ha-ha⌠oh my gosh... halloo⌠whose this handsome boyâŚhuh.. whoâs a good boy? You are just the cutest thing!â
 Yeah, love at third date. For sure.Â
 S is for security (how protective are they? how would they protect you?)
Chris is very protective in general and installed a whole new security system when you moved in with him for good measures. Heâs always on edge if the paparazzi are around or a crowd of fans start to form, heâll have a tight grip on your hand and always walks in front hoping to shield you from any questions or flashing lights. He is not afraid to put his hand out and push them aside, so you have enough room to walk and breathe. Heâll open the car door and help you in, standing in front until you are safely in the car. When on the red carpet he gets a little anxious when they want solo shots, and you have to stand to the side, but Megan is always right beside you and youâre always in his line of sight. While he has strict rules around what reporters can ask or say about you, there have been times when heâs had to outright tell them to fuck off if they made a rude remark about your looks or your intentions. Heâd be furious if anyone pushed boundaries and made you uncomfortable or worse you got hurt, especially if he wasnât there.
T is for Try (how much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)Â
Chris is over the top in everything he does. Whether its spontaneous trips for anniversaries or generous gifts to celebrate your smallest work achievements. He knows what you like and makes sure to incorporate that into everything you do. You tell him one time about a wine you like? Great heâs booked a weekend trip to the winery with a private tour and personalised bottle. You miss your best friend? Sheâs on the first flight out and he got you both a spa weekend. Those rice Krispy treats you like? Thereâs a Costco pack of 50 in the garage. Heâs constantly listening and acting on your every want and wish. He has the money why not spend it on the person he loves most is his motto.Â
U is for Upset (how do they act when you're upset? how do they act when they're upset?)Â
Heâs very in tune with your emotions so when you go quiet or get upset about something heâs immediately at your side offering cuddles. He tries to comfort you as best as he can and knows youâll get annoyed if he starts offering solutions or try to fix it instead of listening so he lets you cry it out and relax until you can attack the problem in a better headspace.Â
Chris can be a huge grumpy pants so you know the best remedy is just stretching out your arms so he can come be the little spoon. Unlike you, he wants you to give reasons why itâs all going to be ok as you stroke his hair.Â
V is for Vacation (Where does he take you on vacation?)
Private and quiet is he go to vacation with you. He likes taking you warm places so you can be in a bikini 24/7 but when you just need to reconnect and get away from the city itâs always a secluded cabin with a hot tub. Disney is great but thatâs more a family thing. Vacations with you are more intimate and romantic. Good food and lying around are two of your favourite things so as long as it has that youâre both content.Â
W is for Wildcard (a random headcanon for them.)Â
If there is one thing Chris hates at home its wearing clothes. If itâs just you two heâll walk around the kitchen butt ass naked. He says its ideal because at any moment you want to do it, heâs ready to go. He thinks the most amazing thing is how the couch feels when youâre naked and he even convinced from time to time to drop your robe and just go naked.Â
X is for XOXO (What text does he send the most?)
âDid you feed Dodger?â
âWhere is that belt that <I wore one time and looks like all my other belts>?â
âDid you order another package there are like 50 at the door.â
âCoffee?â
âWhen are you home, Iâm boredâ
âGot a surprise for ya ;)â
â<dick pic> do you like it?â
âLove ya peach <3â
A bazillion selfies from set or photos of Dodger looking cute.Â
Y is for Yearning (What does he do when he misses you?)
Heâd pack you in his suitcase and take you with him everywhere if he could, but he knows that isnât possible with your work. So, he puts up photos of you two in his trailer and takes one of your t-shirts and your panties and carries a miniature bottle of your perfume with him to smell when he misses you. He also facetimes you at least twice a day to see Dodger and catch up. He misses you like crazy but whenever there is a break in the schedule, heâs on the first flight home to see you. Even if it means he arrives at 3am and only has 12 hours to lay in bed with you.Â
Z is for zzz (what is a sleep habit of theirs?)Â
Chris runs hot but insists on cuddling the whole night so while it might be uncomfortable, and you wake up sweating you know it makes him happy spooning you the whole night and snoring in your ear. Sometimes youâre on either end of the bed with Dodger smack bang in the middle of you two. But you prefer in winter when you can cuddle up to Chrisâs side and he wraps his arm around you, and you donât wake up a sweaty mess. Chris has a habit of waking up in the middle of the night with a hard on in which case if heâs unable to go back to sleep heâll rub it against your ass and shake you a little until you wake up and then he acts all innocent like heâs been asleep the whole time and since youâre both awake might as well take care of it. He doesnât know you know exactly what heâs playing.Â
Maybe....no he did he wanted to hate himself
Warnings 18+ just incase sadness depression, unhappiness dissacosiation mentions of death, brief mention of a wife just being asleep sleeping next to her husband, I guess some self disctruction
Its a part of my Maybe series.....I've had this in my drafts for a while I finally decided to post it. It's not edited. Here's the first maybe
He had used one of those apps to see what thier kids would like. And as he stared his thumb ran over the screen gently like if he was caressing his child's face he thought
"Maybe... maybe....."
"Maybe that life is over maybe its truly over. Maybe what we had is be is gone forever. The man I was is gone." He remembered her dragging him to a museum for a date but he only agreed because she really wanted to go. And he loved it. He liked no loved the look of pure adoration on her face as she studied the strokes and the shading. She studied the painting and he studied what he considered to be the truly beautiful work of art before him, her. Light and shadow That was her favorite thing to look at how everyone used diffrent colors to highlight and contour. Funny as he became a shadow of himself He went to a museum the other day. He wanted to love it he wanted so bad to love it. And he did love it the painting gthat is because it reminded him of her but he wanted so bad to love it like he did before. to turn and see her face next him , to try and get as close as she could. He longed for her to use him as a pole or tree to steady herself so she could use lean in as close as she could without falling past the line the museum didn't want people to cross. That what he loved . Thats what he wanted. But he wasn't that. He wasn't that man because he didn't have her. He realized he may just never be that man again. And he hated himself for it all, for not being there, for wanting her back for pretending to be someone else to get close to her.
Then he realized he is someone else. And he wanted to hate himself. He came to the conclusion he deserved to. Because by not being with there with her that night he destroyed her life too and everything she had and he knew she would hate him for ruining what she could have had in her life now. They could have had kids by now. She could have had so much more than what she has now and he knows how happy she was. He would see it each and every morning as he'd wake up before her and he loved the smile on her face as she slept. Especially when she slept his chest she would have the biggest smile as she slept
"She always looked so happy" he though and he wondered how much if that smile still remained. And how much of that smile he had taken from her.
He hated himself.
He really hated himself. And he wanted to... too... have a better reason because he hated a man who lost everything for nothing.
He wanted to be hated.
He wanted to be hated so he wasn't alone in his hate.
He did something he'd never do and made sure he'd be hated . He decided that man was dead and gone. Dead so she could live and he accepted that. And he wanted no trace of that man's idiotic self in him. So he did what they wanted. What he people wanted. He dated. He dated someone he never would someone he wouldn't even be in the same room with if things if his wife was still his.. and boy did he put himself into that part. He looked so happy in the photos but everyone he took he remembers thinking this is what I want I want to be hated and his face was happy when he did that. So happy. No one could know. No one would ever know the reason behind those smiles and looks of joy. It was simply a man who knew what he wanted and knew he was getting it.
Then he went on his Instagram account. He looked at the comments and was happy...happy he was hated as much as he hated himself. He then went o look at hers and he couldn't find it. He searched her name under followers and nothing came up. He went to his first he only used for family and then searched for her-he found her. She had blocked him
Now he really had lost her.
He slid off the couch onto the floor and cried he lost her.
He morned the man he left behind when he signed his sould away to the devil, no not the one who let her live but the one he was now tied to
He mourned her. She was now really lost. He knew. When she did something like thst she was angry sad upset hurt and held onto it like an elephant. And he knew what her thoughts would be seeing his face. He betrayed her. And he felt like shit but he wanted to. He wanted to.
Maybe one day she would forgive him.
Maybe one day he would- no no he would never forgive himself. He didn't want to. He had no right to. He made his bed, he dug his grave-and he was already covered with dirt on his head.
Maybe one day he would be or she would or something would change but he created a whole new man and he couldn't even bring himself to do the right thing. Maybe in another universe. He imaginer discussions with her but none of them he could find the words she would use to forgive him because he knew he wouldn't. He knew what her lines were and he crossed them
She was really not.... now it wasn't a maybe....
She was lost
But maybe he wasn't
Maybe......
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hello there :) i was wondering are you still accepting request?
I am! Itâs been crazy that I havenât got anyone new ones. My inbox is almost empty so then Iâll start working on my series but yes I am still taking requests and always checking my inbox!! đâď¸
Chris x reader being really tight friends.
Like they hold hands, hug, forehead/cheek kisses.
They go to an award show, reader is friendly flirting with a Co star of Chris.
He sees it while giving an interview.
When he finishes he comes up from behind, hugs reader close to him and kisses readers cheek. He's slightly jealous...
Media goes wild...
Both phones blow up. Speculations about secret relationship...
Something like that. Thanks đ
âHow you feeling?â Chris placed his hand on your knee in the limo, rubbing small circles with his thumb over the expensive fabric, desperate to feel your skin.Â
âI might die from excitement! Did I say thank you? because this is a dream come true.âÂ
âYouâve only said thank you 500 times⌠but once again youâre welcome and for the final time I wanted you to come because there was no way I was doing this alone.âÂ
âI know Iâm just super excited to rub shoulders with celebrities.â You bit your lip, shaking your head in disbelief.Â
âYou know Iâm considered a celebrity, right?âÂ
âYeah, but a REAL celebrity not my guy best friend who despite being a movie star is still in my mind the 12-year-old boy who pinned my down and threatened to lick me unless I gave him the last cookie.â
 âClassic move. Worked every single time.â Chris sat smugly.
âYouâre disgustingâ you glared at him.
âYet you love me.â He moved a hair out of your face and kissed you on the cheek.Â
âDo I look good?â You gestured at your dress,
âFor the 20th time you look fucking amazingâ Chrisâs eyes scanned your body like he had done many times this evening, but this time felt like he could openly admire how you looked in the dress. Your boobs and curves filled it out in a way not many women could master, you looked sexy and classy.Â
 âOk good I just wanted to hear you say it again, also because Henry Cavill is going to be there and omg that man is just⌠swoonâ You smiled, jokingly fanned your face.Â
Chrisâs hand gripped your knee a little tighter. âYeah. he will beâŚâ His voice got a little quieter as he looked out of the window, slightly taken aback by the comment about his co-star.Â
Noticing the car coming to a stop, he prepared himself to step out.
âItâs showtime baby, now remember Iâll be right next to you the whole time but when I have to do an interview go stand near my assistant, so I know where you are, ok?âÂ
âYeah, yeah I get it come on!â You pushed him out of the car, his eyes rolling at your eagerness as he moved around to your door and opened it up for you.Â
Holding out his hand to help you out of your seat. You were immediately met to the sounds of screams and flashing lights.Â
Your hand still firmly on Chrisâs as he eased you towards the carpet, he dropped it monetarily to wrap it around your waist, putting you in a secure position close to him.
You posed in front of the sea of photographers, increasingly more aware that youâre getting 1000 photos taken of you at once, you go tight in Chrisâs grip. Â
Noticing the instant tension of your body at the scene in front of you, he moved his mouth down, kissing your temple ârelax, theyâll love you.â He whispered against your head.Â
You gave him a small smile moving towards his ear âIâm shitting myself.â You whispered in his ear, his head immediately fell back in a roar of laughter âdonât worry me too babeâ he said, smirking at you.Â
âChris, we need you for an interview can you come over here please.âÂ
âIâll be 5 minutes.â He squeezed your waist in reassurance, kissing your cheek quickly as he moved to the handheld mic, and you sulked to the side-lines.
Taking the moment to catch your breath and take in the scene of chaos around you, a hand pressed gently on your shoulder blade.Â
âApologies, I just had to talk to the rumoured woman of the hour.â A suave British accent startled you out of your haze.Â
Your eyes widened at the gorgeous man who had appeared behind you, his tall, muscular figure, looking down on you was contrasted by his soft eyes and charming smile.Â
âDonât apologise⌠woman of the hour?â
âSeems everyoneâs talking about that dressâŚâ He gestured to your navy-blue number.Â
âWell, I was worried about whether it would be ok for this kind of thing, Iâm not really used to it.âÂ
âI think itâs more than ok; Iâd say itâs brilliant, especially on you.â His piercing gaze never left yours as his tongue peaked out to wet his lower lip, admiring the sight of you.Â
Your eyes were firmly fixed on Henryâs, lost in the intense eye contact so you didnât notice the fidgety Chris, stuttering to answer questions as he neck stretched out, trying to reach your eyes. His jaw tightened at the sight of you and Henry, jealously burned in his stomach as he watched his co-star undress you with his eyes.Â
Trying not to show his annoyance but it was clear his mind was half in the interview, giving vague answers of âoh yeahâ âitâs great, itâs brilliant, ya knowâŚâ eyes skating towards you constantly as he shoved his fidgeting hands in his pockets, shifting his weight back and forth on his feet.
âWhere are my manners, Iâm Henry.â He held out a hand, you placed yours in his, where the size difference between the two become obvious. He sandwiched your hand softly between both of his, shaking slightly but never letting go.Â
âOh, I know. Y/N, Iâm a friend of Chrisâs.â
âFriend, you say? Oh well thatâs good news, I thought maybe you two were...âÂ
âChris and me? Oh no we are just-â you were interrupted as strong hands wrapped around your waist pulling you towards his chest, hoping youâd ease into his grip. His mouth going to the skin between your jaw and your shoulder, placing a soft, wet kiss.Â
âHey baby, I see youâve met Henry.âÂ
âAhh Chris, hi! Yeah, sheâs great we were just talking about you.â Henry got visibly nervous and confused seeing the sudden affection between the two of you.Â
Blush rose to your cheeks in embarrassment.Â
âOh really! Awesome well seems Y/N here forgot about this thing we have to go doâŚâ
âI⌠whatâŚâ you looked back at Chris, confusion all over your face.
âYeah, the thing inside, come on. But hey! weâll see you after, man. Alright?â Chris was smiling and charismatic but the look in his eyes was a clear, stern stare of âsheâs mine, back off.â
The men shared a silent conversation with their eyes, marking a clear understanding that you couldnât quite decipher.Â
âYeah, of course, lovely to meet you again, Y/N hope you enjoy the night.â His hand rubbed the back of neck, unsure of whether he should kiss you goodbye but not wanting to further anger the territorial bear that was Chris right now.Â
Chris pulled you by your arm inside and towards a secluded hallway away from wandering eyes and all the noise.Â
âWhat the fuck was that about? Chris you just ruined my chances with Henry Cavill!âÂ
âGood! What the fuck was that? Iâm giving an interview and canât give you attention for 5 minutes, so you go off and find someone else? Sorry I didnât know Henry fucking Cavill was your best friend for 25 years and that he took you to a major award show as his date!âÂ
âWe were talking Chris! Itâs not like I was playing tonsil tennis on the carpet - what has gotten into you? You donât own me! I can flirt with whoever I want! Why do you always have to ruin every chance I get with a guy because youâre so miserable being single you canât stand to see someone else happy!âÂ
âBecause I want to be with you!âÂ
You paused in shock at his sudden confession.Â
âIâve been in love with you since middle school for fucksakes and you never noticed. I saw you and Henry and fuck it yeah, I got jealous, I couldnât stand. Iâm sorry I ruined it for you, I just-âÂ
You cut him off by planting a strong kiss on his lips. He instantly relaxed, hands falling to your waist as you ran your hands through his hair, deepening the kiss.Â
You pulled out looking up at him âI donât want Henry Cavill.â
âYou were trying to make me jealous?â He looked at you quizzically.Â
You nodded slowly. âIt worked though, didnât it?âÂ
He shook his head and tutted âYou are something else you know that?â Before grabbing your face and planting another kiss on you.
What you thought was a private intimate moment turned out to be filmed by some intern peaking around the corner. Turns out you too loud mouths werenât as quiet when you were fighting as you thought.Â
 Chris Evans and Y/N⌠FINALLY confirmed
 Best Friends to Lovers Trope but in Real Life Hollywood: Chris Evans & Y/N L/N
Chris Evans professes love in viral video! Â Â
24 Photos of Chris Evans & Y/N L/N that told us they were never just âbest friendsâ
25 Tweets that perfectly described how we felt about the Chris Evans & Y/N L/N âNicholas Sparksâ MomentÂ
âBecause I want to be with you!â Chris Evans pours his heart out to long time best friend
Chris Evans & Y/N L/N confirm relationship through Reps
âIâm glad they got that moment on camera; weâll show it at the wedding.â Chris Evans shows no angst towards secret filmer of intimate moment between him and Y/N L/N.Â
Most Wanted Woman in Hollywood: 10 facts about the woman who had Henry Cavill and Chris Evans fighting over her!Â
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Hey!! So I just watched the Grey Man yesterday and I had an idea⌠could you write a Lloyd Hansen x daughter reader story?? Like he is the trained hit man but he is also raising a toddler at the same time but people donât know and he has to take her to the office and his co workers are shocked at how soft and gentle he can be. 100% your choice
hi! I'm sorry this took so long, I hope you like it!
summary - it's lloyd's turn to look after your kid.
warning - cuteness.
the gif I use isn't mine.
Lloyd ignored the looks he got when he walked into his office with his daughter on his hip. He walked over to his chair. Placing down the things his daughter needs and loves before he takes a seat, places her on his lap and smiles at her.
âOh, munchkin. Donât you look adorable! Why donât we take a picture and send mummy a photo of your outfit? Huh?â He grins, booping her nose, his smile getting wider when she giggles. Lloyd takes his phone out, putting his face next to his daughters as he faces the camera toward them. His fingers tickle her chubby tummy causing her to let out giggles. âSay cheese, munchkin!â He snaps the photo and is in awe at how adorable she is.
âJust going to send this to mumma. Do you think sheâll like the bear outfit I picked for you?â He sends the photo, pressing a big kiss to her chubby cheeks. âCourse she will. You look adorable!âÂ
She makes grabby hands at him, squishing his cheeks as she babbles. âDada! Dada! Funny!â She giggles as she looks at his moustache.Â
Lloyd raises his eyebrow, tickling her tummy. âYou little! You think daddy's moustache is funny, huh?â He places kisses on her face before looking down at her lovingly. âI love you, munchkin. Remember that mumma and I will do whatever it takes to give you the world.â
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