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self reblog reblogs i keep forgetting i should probably reblog my posts in the daytime since i've been consistently posting between like 1-5 in the morning :skull:

reblogs (Do Not Expand the tags there are Fucking Essays under this) *inhales* aha. ahaha. hahAHAHAHAHA FUCK *TEARS UP STARTS SOBBING VIOLENTLY* I THOUGHT THE BRAINWORMS PAASSED A BIT BUT NOPE. FUCKING REACTIVATED KIRISAKI SHIDOU THIS GOES OUT TO YOU (also. dazai osamu bsd. and kyouka a bit. but. we don't need to talk about me being a bsd fan alright) (ALSO. Kangel/Ame nso but I have a whole unfinished rant post about how the ending Destroys me so.) ME WJEN SHIDOU IS TOLD BY THE VERY PRISON GAURD THAT HE ASK PUT HIM TO DEATH THAT HE SHOULD PLEAD FOR HIS LIFE WITH EVERY FIBER OF HIS BEIN THAT HE SHOULD GRAB LIFE WITH BOTH HANDS.THAT HIS EXISTENCE ITSELF IS SACRILIGIOUS.THAT EVEN SUPERFICIAL PAIN IS PROOF THAT HE WANTS TO LIV HAT THERE'S NO TRUE POINT IN ANY OF THIS IF HE DOESN'T HAVE THE DRIVE TO LIVE THAT HE'S IMMATURE FOR HIS OWN CYNICAL AND COLDLY OBJECTIVE NATURE THAT HE DEFLECTS ES VERY WORDS WITH NOT A MOMENT LATER THEN FUCKING. 'I don't know what to wish for anymore. I'm starting to think that I want to live. That I want to be forgiven. Despite being so riddled with sins..!' AND HE SOUNDS . SO LOST WITH THIS REVELATION. SO ACTUALLY FUCKING SHAKEN AND CONFLICTED GOD. I'M SO NORMAL ABOUT THIS AHAHAHAHAHAHA AND ES REPEATS THEIR WORDS FROM T1 AND THANKS SHIDOU FOR THE GOOD HE'S DONE AND HE I'MSHFGBLSFDBHDF Yeah. Yeah powerful stuff there . ough godddd i am the most normal person about this character arc ever ME WHEN THE CHARACTERS THAT ARE LIKE 'I have done such wrong to the point that simply living is my sin. But I'll continue living anyway perhaps in hopes of righting my wrong' OR CHARACTERS THAT ARE LIKE 'I have found no true value to this life no matter what i do or where i go i don't think i'll find such a thing as 'true happiness' anywhere. But i'll continue living in just the slightest hopes that I may find it.' sniff sniff aheeem aheeeeem me when. the characters who very heavily revolve their character around their wish to die break the cycle. i'm wahhhhhhhh aaaaaaaa aughhhhh originally i. Actually went into bsd territory fucking Screaming about kyouka and dazai writing in the tags for like half an hour straight but. tumblr didn't Tell Me i breached the tag limit so it's GONE which SUCKS because the dark era episodes Actually shook me Fundamentally *sniff* Okay. Not Like I Care *sniff* Not like I wanted to scream about it Anyway but overall. Yeah :) Good stuff :)) I'm normal about it Clearly (THERE WERE ORIGINALLY TWICE AS MANY TAGS AS THIS AND I LOST THEM GOD DAMMI

my art metal gear solid mgs solid snake liquid snake mgs1 otacon hal emmerich meryl silverburgh oh mgs you've become so important to me in these hard times this series is actually amazing and i've emulated the first 3 mgs games on a school computer lol anyways happy mgs1 day everyone i couldn't decide which version of the drawing i liked better so take both :)

txt ☆ˎˊ˗ plus i've been animating more than drawing teehee but. my art do be getting rusty i'm afraid </3 whatever *sniffs* not like I care maybe i'll try re-aliving this blog for real at some point in the future as it is currently though uhhhhhhh be patient guys ig?? enjoy my incessant reblogs ig idk or not it might just be annoying hm edit: i literally forgot the word “reviving” i just realized uh oops

reblogs milgram mikoto kayano I FOUND THE POST AGAIN hsSDFBsbho this is really funny never stop losing <3333

deltarune deltarune berdly noelle holiday deltarune spoilers deltarune chapter two berdly deltarune chapter 2 deltarune chapter 2 spoilers deltarune noelle holiday deltarune chapter two spoilers can. can you tell what my favorite route was ironically noelle isn't even my favorite character (don't kill me) but i've drawn her consistently for every deltarune piecei 've made so far then again same with berdly and he's one of my favs so anyway yeah angst haha funnii expect more birds later i'm so sorry

deltarune deltarune berdly deltarune noelle noelle deltarune spoilers deltarune chapter two berdly deltarune chapter 2 deltarune chapter 2 spoilers snowgrave route weird route deltarune chapter two spoilers snowgrave those are all the tags i can think of anyway you'll never guess what i've recently hyperfixated on also now's your chance to be a is stuck in my head helpppppppp also uh uhuhuhuhuhuhuhuuhuh hot take i like berdly's character and he's grown on me ok bye *runs*

my art i love him so much metal gear solid mgs mgs raiden metal gear rising revengeance metal gear raiden mgr these were actually suuuper fun to draw i might try this style out more later :)) anyways edgy man edgy boy

pain deltarune reblogs noelle berdly HELP I DIDN'T SEE THE LAST TWO PAGES UNTIL I STARTED REBLOGGING anyways this is good pain good angst

reblogs realized i posted this at like 1 in the morning might as well reblog so people can see