I Got This At Target A Few Days Ago Idk If I Should Open It Or Keep It In The Box 😵 Pls Help

I just had a sad realization that if I'm bad at art now who would say I'll get better when I'm 20 or something so whats thepoint of doing art if i cant do anything with it i cant get a job cause i cant draw 11 year olds draw better than me and im 17 so what the point :(

I just woke up my dad at 1 in the morning to go look at the stars, ive never felt more calm :)

A month ago (i think?) I went to the doctors and in the waiting room was a box fulled with beanie babies and it said free for the children and i took one 😄 (cuz im a kid too ✌)

Look at what i drew last night sorry about to quality :(

My mom and my sisters and I all went to these three antique shops and omg they were so many cool stuff i saw a old gun 😃 and many MANY old toys and a bunch of old racists stuff :/ i was trying to find marvin the Martian stuff buuut i didnt :( so look at the stuff i got

I FOUNDED A MLP COMIC EEEE LUNA LOOKS SO PRETTY

And this comic too i dont know what it is but i got it just cuz o like the cover art

And the back side looks really interesting to my dad said its reallynostalgic for him

And. I got this grimace beanie babies i love it even if grimace did kill all those people :)but that was along time ago sooooo😇

AND HIM ❤

Heres the inside of thr case :)

Hehee😗

HELLO

1. I have a lot but my main fav is Spinner from Mha

2. Hmm lighter i guess

3. No 😁 i will get robbed

4. Skinwalkers

5. Greyish green

6. cuz im autstic

7. Hair tiessss

8. 2 😓 both half empty

9. Neither i don't drink coffee

10. Yes.

11. Whats that?

12. Its nighttime

13. Uh i think at 9:00 pm

14. YES

15. Does cats count?

16. I drive a bike 😺

17. What does that mean?

18. Shampoo and conditioner

19. No i do a bad job at painting nails

20. I say coke

21. My stuff animal named lilly shes a white dog and shes very raggedy but i love her

22. A mentality ill one 😺 but seriously i tend to be quiet and shy most of the time and i love animals

23. I hate it

24. I would never go on a rooftop im TERRIFIED of heights sorry

25. Lotion i guess

26. Where my crush finally says hi to me 😇

27.Umm its 2pm rn uh i should probably go to bed but NO SLEEP IS FOR THE WEAK

28. Yess i wear my halloween skull mask everytime i go outside 😇

29. Warm

30. yes 😭 im not lazy just depressed

31. Heavy metal :)

32. Nah they all have holes in them

33. Does video games count

34. One by metallica

35. I have no idea but i do live im the U.S

36. Uh never

37. Dantdm i was watching him when i was 6 now im 17 so i think thats 10 years

38. My family uses the same soap bar i have never smelled another

39. No

40. I had a donut

41. I still dont drink coffe

42. Instagram my acc is ashdragon1122 hehehehe😗

43. Meh i like them but they burn 😤

44. Uh idk

45.uhhhh it was very sunny my niece and nefew were over i played viva pinata my sisters and mom were looking over baby clothes cuz my oldest sister is having a baby i was geting kinda annoyed at them cuz they were squealing at how cute the clothes are and o jsut dont get the appeal 😐

46. Krampus :))))

47. I said to my sister over text to come in my room cuz my cat needed something and I'm lazy

48. Never

49. I did once 🙃

50. No. JK YES now good bye im going to bed 💤

here’s weirder asks

who is/are your comfort character(s)?

lighter or matches?

do you leave the window open at night?

which cryptyd being do you believe in?

what color are your eyes?

why did you do that?

hair-ties or scrunchies?

how many water bottles are in your room right now?

which do you prefer, hot coffee or cold coffee?

would you slaughter the rich?

favorite extracurricular activity?

what kind of day is it?

when was the last time you ate?

do you love the smell of earth after it rains?

are you a parent? (all answers qualify)

can you drive?

are you farsighted or nearsighted?

what hair products do you use?

imagine we’re at a sleepover, would you paint my nails?

do you say soda or pop?

something you’ve kept since childhood?

what type of person are you?

how do you feel about chilly weather?

if we were together on a rooftop, what would we be doing?

perfume/body spray or lotion?

a scenario that you’ve replayed multiple times?

about how many hours of sleep did you get?

do you wear a mask?

how do you like your shower water?

is there dishes in your room?

what type of music keeps you grounded?

do you have a favorite towel?

the last adventure you’ve been on?

is there a song you know every word to by heart?

what’s your timezone?

how many times have you changed your url?

someone in your life, other than a relative, you’ve known for 10+ years?

a soap bar that smells good?

do you use lip balm?

did you have any snacks today?

how do you take your coffee?

an app you frequently use besides this godforsaken site?

what’s your take on spicy foods?

you get a free pass to kill anyone, who is it?

can you remember what happened yesterday?

favorite holiday film?

what was the last message you sent?

when did you first try an alcohol beverage?

can you skip rocks?

can i tag you in random stuff?

i just had a unfortunate run in with a scary loser guy 👎

He was asking me and and my sister if were 18 and she said yes then he walked away me and my sis and I were already scared lol then he came back and said im not trying to be weird (which he definitely was 🙄) if we were single and my sister said no he then said "why there's always a reason" and my she said no there isn't a reason and he kept on saying why she kept on saying there just isn't we just don't want to date then that creep finally lefted but he was standing out side of the shop we were in and we wer're very scared lol he lefted and we bolted out of there while looking over our shoulders the whole time.. Ugh all i wanted to do was look at beanie babies :/

I hope he got hit by a car :/

Im feeling really ✨mentally ill ✨rn

I drew me cuz I was bored

I don't know how to draw hands sorry