Cray23artblog - A Wild Carrot Wondering Around

no i will not make separate blogs for my fandoms, everyone who follows me must experience ALL my insanity

Wunky dinner

i feel like whenever i make any kind of statement about my own perceptions of characters or whatever i have to follow it up with 50 different disclaimers "that doesn't mean you have to agree with me though you can interpret it however you want to on your own ;^^" "not saying that this is necessarily important to the text or anything this is just me doing my own thing ;^^" "don't take this as me saying [x], i'm just saying [y] ;^^" like there's this irrational fear in my mind that if i don't explain every word i say, Bad Things (unspecified) will happen

Loving those idiotic ppl in the utmv fandom who feel like they have the right to call out anyone for what they like

Like blud 90% of this fandom is built from goddamned selfcest wdym someone can't ship Frisk (whose age have never been determined slong with their gender and could be 26 y/o smelly dude) with Sans (whose age ALSO have never been determined and is a goddamned skeketon for fucks sake)

Or that ppl can't have their hcs if they are "way too far off from canon" like bro that's the whole point

Also just cuz someone like reads incest on ao3 or something doesn't make them any worse than you. Hi, I'm a dreammare enjoyer, I have little siblings, and never once thought about them romantically or do I think that it's acceptable irl

if you don't like it there's a button with the word 'block' written on it and I'll even help you find it if you ask for it but pls stop calling out everyone on stupid shit

Dark cream day 3: (out of) touch

Honestly this is porbably my favorite idea out of all of them

Also nobody wants to know how many times I had to look back on a Dream Sans reference I couldn't remember his outfit if my life depended on it istg

*grabs hoe with both hands*

Who's the next one on the checklist, boss? =]

(Also by hoe I mean the farming tool dont get me wrong)

yall if i ever become super popular for whatever reason, slap me

i shiver at the thought of being suddenly responsible for thousands of people-

we can all just be a little town where im the president and you are all my horror-stricken citizens :)

if this post gets 10k by my graduation, I will do a five second dance of yall choosing when I get up there

Bro why does youtube take 9 FUCKING MINUTES to check for copyrighted things in a 30 SECONDS LONG VIDEO LIKE-

WHy are you wasting my time bro. Just. Why.

WAIT WAIT I HAVE MORE

And by the time Killer realizes that Nightmare hurts him more and he's behind half of his suffering, he already became masochist, and so, since he's having his trauma waves less and less, he starts causing himself physical pain, but because of that, his body grows weaker everyday, until he cannot get up.

And that's the point were Nightmare realizes what he had done is almost the same thing what others had done to him in the past, and decides on trying to help Killer.

To that, Killer would have two kind of reaction:

The first one is, that he pushes Nightmare away, because his mind is telling him to get hurt, but he knows it would kill him, and thinks Nightmare would just make it worst.

The second is that Killer lets Nightmare close to him, because he wants Nightmare to hurt him, since he doesn't realize psychical damage can be just as bad as physical.

Neither has a good outcome.

i don't think we talk about when Killer isn't smirking or causing chaos.

Those dark moments he has alone in his room when he can't think of anything to do, or is too unwell to get up and do anything. Nothing can distract him from the horrors of his trauma.

Hatred having no outlet other than himself.