Cray23artblog - A Wild Carrot Wondering Around

the actual reason I consume mediocre media is because I have bad taste. the deeper secret pretentious reason is because I think there’s something very revealing about bad media that you don’t get with good media. when you watch a poorly executed plot point unfold, you see the machinery behind it. you see the gap between what’s actually on screen and the true goal the author is striving for. if it’s particularly awful, you can even measure just how poorly mismatched the author’s skills are with the story they’re trying to tell you. watching a poorly executed narrative play out feels like you’re discovering something, because you see all the wiring and guts underneath that better authors hide from you, in the same way that movies hide boom mics and books make you forget you’re turning the pages. if a story is good and executed well you just see the story. but I want to see the guts and wires!

i think some of you dont like narratives or stories or characters i think you just like fanfiction tropes

WAIT WAIT I HAVE MORE

And by the time Killer realizes that Nightmare hurts him more and he's behind half of his suffering, he already became masochist, and so, since he's having his trauma waves less and less, he starts causing himself physical pain, but because of that, his body grows weaker everyday, until he cannot get up.

And that's the point were Nightmare realizes what he had done is almost the same thing what others had done to him in the past, and decides on trying to help Killer.

To that, Killer would have two kind of reaction:

The first one is, that he pushes Nightmare away, because his mind is telling him to get hurt, but he knows it would kill him, and thinks Nightmare would just make it worst.

The second is that Killer lets Nightmare close to him, because he wants Nightmare to hurt him, since he doesn't realize psychical damage can be just as bad as physical.

Neither has a good outcome.

i don't think we talk about when Killer isn't smirking or causing chaos.

Those dark moments he has alone in his room when he can't think of anything to do, or is too unwell to get up and do anything. Nothing can distract him from the horrors of his trauma.

Hatred having no outlet other than himself.

Hello!! :D

And welcome! Sit down, sit down!! Here, by the fire... Stay as long as you like!! We have,um... Pizza, or, uh, marshmallows, if that's more your thing...

Here you'll find stop motion with fuzzy little characters, and drawings/sketches, animations and art.... of the same characters, hehe

Mostly Undertale/Deltarune, and some Aus based on them!! All (or some) in 3D felt form!!!

I'm planning to make something for Undertale's 10th anniversary, so if you want to stick around and see some of the process, feel free!

Hopefully you enjoy your stay, and if you're just passing through then happy travels!

Have a good one!!

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(Your marshmallow fell into the fire...)

why. just why.

also looking back on my grammar if I didn't have recollection of that night I might think I was high af

you know something's wrong with me if my grammar is shit

it's two in the. fucking uh. idk morning? dawn? bro honestly idk but I have a german test and at this point it might just be easier to pull a fucken. all nighter cuz like. that's fun right. I mean all nighter. holy shit it took literallly 5 tries to write down 'right' right. alr nvm I'm going to sleep (not really) gn y'all

Uhh... silly gays Ig

and a slightly better version because I realized overlay exists

Also, just to scare y'all, I did the colors on two layers each, one layer being the shadows and the other being pretty much anything else

(I'll reblog this post with a bunch'a alts cuz I played around with layer modifications a bit)

it's two in the. fucking uh. idk morning? dawn? bro honestly idk but I have a german test and at this point it might just be easier to pull a fucken. all nighter cuz like. that's fun right. I mean all nighter. holy shit it took literallly 5 tries to write down 'right' right. alr nvm I'm going to sleep (not really) gn y'all

Dark cream week day 1: See

(I had no idea what to do for background)

(Also Cross' eye is reflecting back in Shattered's bad one, I feel like that isn't entirely clear)