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Chocolate chip cookies ~super low cal~

¼ cup of flour all purpose

~ 110 cal

¼ cup of brown sugar

~70 cal

¼ cup of stevia

~0 cal

¼ cup of butter flavored cooking spray

~0 cal

1 egg white

~17 cal

1 tablespoon of chocolate chips {dark or bittersweet chocolate chips should be less calories}

~70 cal

~bake at 350 for 8 to 10 minutes or until golden brown

~makes 8 cookie~

1 cookie is only 27 calories so if you eat the whole batch ( if you binge or something) its only 187 calories for all 8

Me: *considers eating a healthy snack thats literally 2 fucking calories*

Ana and Mia:

STOP EATING TO MAKE YOUSELF FEEL “GOOD”

STOP EATING TO MAKE YOUSELF FEEL “GOOD”

STOP EATING TO MAKE YOUSELF FEEL “GOOD”

STOP EATING TO MAKE YOUSELF FEEL “GOOD”

STOP EATING TO MAKE YOUSELF FEEL “GOOD”

STOP EATING TO MAKE YOUSELF FEEL “GOOD”

STOP EATING TO MAKE YOUSELF FEEL “GOOD”

STOP EATING TO MAKE YOUSELF FEEL “GOOD”

STOP EATING TO MAKE YOUSELF FEEL “GOOD”

STOP EATING TO MAKE YOUSELF FEEL “GOOD”

STOP EATING TO MAKE YOUSELF FEEL “GOOD”

STOP EATING TO MAKE YOUSELF FEEL “GOOD”

STOP EATING TO MAKE YOUSELF FEEL “GOOD”

Reasons I’m not binging ✨❤️

💕 to walk against the wind and not be scared of it outlining my tiny waist

💕 to go to school in a tight fitting uniform smelling good with my nails, hair and makeup done. I will turn others heads. My skin will glow, wearing only mascara, moisturiser and lip balm.

💕 to not change my outfit 15 times before giving up and wearing an oversized shirt and shorts.

💕 To have a thinner face. Accentuated cheek bones, sharp jawline and not having chubby cheeks that bunch when I smile.

💕 Wearing tiny singlets without showing my armpit fat clumping underneath the straps. It looks disgusting.

💕 Having a beautiful side profile - I see myself in photos and feel like vomiting. My terrible posture worsens my already fat body; bulging stomach, legs, arms and loose skin hugging my chin.

💕 To come out. I don’t want to come out as bi until I’m thin and beautiful, and girls won’t be uncomfortable around me because I’m not ugly and fat.

💕 To walk around the mall in sneakers, denim shorts and a black crop top showing my thin body and girls and boys admiring me.

💕 Not feeling invisible at school. Boys crushing on me. Hot boys. Girls crushing on me. Teachers being surprised when I get straight As while looking so beautiful and thin.

💕 Acting sexually to people attracted to me. Flirting, messing around, making out, etc. could never at my size right now.

💕 getting Instagram and posting beautiful photos of myself and friends in tiny tops and shorts.

💕 being friends with boys. Boys don’t want to be friends with girls unless they are a little attracted to them.

Bitter, it goes down my throat

The coffee burns

I'm afraid I'm going to bloat

So I heave in turns

My head light as a balloon

Stomach burnt out and empty

I stood up so fast I swoon

Sickly, sweaty

I grab on to anything for support

Hands wrap around uncertainly

My breathing is short

I'm trying to catch it fervently

Catching composure finally

I bring myself to attention

Putting my body in check spitefuly

The releasing of my prehension

Look to the mirror for consolation

This body is a temple of bones

Much to my elation

Comfortable, this is my home

Give me some feedback please ❤

When my friends point out my binge eating disorder symptoms

Your needs matter.

More self love quotes here.

All the Ontario anti-theft program did for me was...

1) Make me hate our religion based laws/country even more 2) Say “fuck it. I’m learning to hack/code. If I’m gonna be charged the same with a pack of gum as a $5000 LV purse… Go big or go home. I have all the clothes and purses I’ll ever need. Let’s go steal some government data next".

TW: MEANSPO

i saw a meanspo post a little while ago that talked about how all that delicious, tempting food will inevitably become disgusting, greasy, yellow fat.

now i can’t look at the food i crave without seeing lumpy piles of oily fat.

i wanted to make a similar post to motivate myself.

pizza! a classic. warm, cheesy, comforting, and greasy. so greasy. that isn’t just pizza.

it’s fat. grease and cheese and bread makes yellow bubbles under your skin that swell until you’re back where you started.

ice cream tacos? i’ve never had one, but they look delicious. just look at all that sugar and chocolate and all those carbs. carbs.

carbs that soak into you and puff up your tummy, your thighs, your double chin, everything you’ve worked so hard to get rid of.

donuts! my weakness. a million flavors of crispy, soft, sweet.

just one of these babies has more calories than i typically eat in a day.

do you want pizza?

do you want an ice cream taco?

do you want a donut?

is this what you want?

that isn’t food. it’s fat.

nasty, gelatinous fat.

is this what you want?

because that’s what you’re eating every time you gorge on a high-calorie treat.

it’s never worth it.

it’s never worth sacrificing weeks of hard work for a moment or two of pleasure.

nothing tastes as good as skinny feels.

Enjoy