All My Life, I Have Been Living For Other People. Most Of The Decisions I Have Made Were Because Someone

hes soooo and he makes me feel sooooo and he looks sooooo and hes just. just sooooooo

what the fuck did i do SO wrong that i have to feel like this for the rest of my life

I’m sorry I’m not good enough

I’m sorry I’m a failure

I’m sorry I will never be anyone

I’m sorry I’m not worth it

I wish I was never born

the problem with me is when i’m in love i’ll devote myself for eternity like a vampire

Remember that you do not have to honor your father.

Remember that if your father did not treat you with respect, then he does not deserve your respect.

Remember that you deserve a father who loves you, and it is neither your fault nor your shame if you don't have one.

"You’re so polite" thanks i was raised in constant fear of upsetting people.

"So you're a people pleaser? Let's flip this around. You're a person too. Please yourself."

Actual quote from my coworker today. And man did that hurt.

trying not to get attached

They aren't going to apologise.

They aren't going to see all the hurt they inflicted.

Nothing you say, will cause change.

To protect yourself, realise that.

That person who seeks retribution, time and love.

Won't ever receive it.

I dont say this to be mean.

I say this to save you from further pain.

Trust me, I tried.

I think I want love more than prestigious education and money. That's what childhood emotional neglect gave me.