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you have a good school life β a great boyfriend, a great group of friends, you like to think youβre well liked, your reputation isnβt too bad either. but all of that seems to change when you decide to befriend your lonely classmate.
pairing ΰ· jock!yuuji + fem!reader + yandere nerd!yΕ«ta
summary. university au. non-curse au. fem reader. yandere yΕ«ta. youβre yuujiβs girlfriend. aged up characters. manipulation. obsession. bullying. violence. smut in some chapters. yandere themes. reader is really friendly + sweet. gaslighting. unrequited feelings. alcohol. justice for yuuji. rumours. college / university themes. gossip. angst. arguments. stalking. other jjk characters will be students / teachers. total wc, tba.
note. hi guys !!! iβve really went straight from one series to the next but i feel like this is really my first creative series that stems away from canon completely into a new au :,) i hope you guys enjoy this as much as you did the last, iβm really looking forward to working on this one ΰ· the first chapter will be out in a week or two since iβm getting ready to move into my apartment !
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loser! yandere x willing! gn! reader
cw β kidnapping, slight nsfw, obsessive thoughts !!
heyheyyyyy a small fic of a loser yan and a willing reader eeee !! writing practice buuuut if enough people like this, iβll write more lil snippets of their life together so pls do lmk what u wanna see thru comments ,, always appreciated dearly <33
when you wake up, you realise you're in an unfamiliar room - if it can even be called one, due to its ridiculously tiny size, and unappealing state.
it's clear from the empty bottles of bleach that someone tried to tidy up, but something dark red stains the walls, leaving a coppery tinge to the stifling air.
"oh, you're awake!" the man to your left - who, you realise instantly, is your blind date from last night - grins.
its an off putting sight, the sheer happiness on his face, and the way you can see the bright gleam in his brown eyes even behind those glasses, and beyond the overgrown bangs.
"i, er, i was watching you sleep. sorry, old habits die hard, y'know? and you just look so fucking beautiful, with that birth mark and thoseβ"
"ahhhh, sorry."
he catches his breath and apologises again, "i'm rambling again, aren't i? i tend to do that when it comes to you. only time i talk, really."
he's sitting cross legged besides your mattress with his hands in his lap. when he notices you staring, he awkwardly averts his gaze for a moment, wipes his sweaty hands on his jeans and leaves them with dark patches staining the fabric. "well, uh, did you sleep well, darling? i know an old mattress in the basement isn't ideal butβ"
you try to speak, to tell him that yeah, accommodation wasnβt exactly ideal - but the words come out muffled.
"ah, i'm so sorry, my love!" he exclaims, the few pale patches on his own, darker skin, flushing a soft pink shade as he rubs the back of his neck sheepishly, "you can't really say anything, can you? sorry, again. i didn't think you'd agree to go out with me. had to ditch the plan and β oh, i'm rambling again, aren't i?"
"please tell me if i talk too much, i don't want to annoy you. i mean, i know you're not a morning person, but it's, like, four in the morning - isn't that funny?" when you make no indication of having found his words humorous, he wordlessly reaches over for the sock that's currently been stuffed into your mouth, flashes you another apologetic smile, and takes it out.
you instantly double over and spit the flavour - the strange, stifling taste of the sock out of your mouth.
your captor makes no move to undo the rope that binds your arms and legs behind your back, before he leans back, settling into his position besides you again, an expectant expression on his face. you donβt ask him to, yet, choosing only to examine him from head to toe.
he looks good. seems to have changed from the clothes he was wearing last night, during your blind date. you know he did his research beforehand, know he must be desperate to please, because everything heβs done - from the clothes he put on, to how he smells, and the accessories he dons, is all catered to your exact preferences. itβs hard not to find the effort endearing.
and then you remember where you are.
a moment of silence passes by before he clears his throat, the awkward sound echoing in the dingy basement. "morning, my darling. before you panic, i absolutelyβ"
"okay," you interrupt him, patience running thin, "first of all, why was that sock crusty, and second of all, what the fuck is going on right now?"
he doesn't seem put off by the venom in your tone, instead continuing with his words as if you hadn't spoken in the first place. "i'm glad you asked, darling. well, to put it simply, i, er, kidnapped you," he says with a bashful smile, pushing his glasses up with a shaking finger. "i absolutely adore you, and have for a long goddamn time - so i wanna keep you with me forever. like a tamagotchi!"
"you wanna keep me... forever in your basement?" your lip curls in disgust. "you can't be serious! have you seen the state of this place?"
"well, no." he falters for a moment before speaking, "i was going to explain how this all works. i mean, you won't be in the basement forever forever. it's just temporary, until i trust thatββ
"oh, so you don't want to keep me forever?β your emotion leads you to hastily jump to a false conclusion, βplease tell me iβm not going to be thrown away, once youβve had your fill. you love me, right?β
"wait, sorry, um," he shakes his head, confusion evident on his features by means of his furrowed eyebrows, the clear trepidation in his tone. "do you... well, how do i say this?" he mumbles to himself, closes his eyes. opens them a moment later. "do you, like, want to stay here - with me? i thought you'dβ"
"in this economy?" you scoff, " staying with you means i don't have to pay rent, and get free meals and free entertainment." you shoot him a glare, "there is entertainment, right?"
he blinks, "er, yeah. i have a whole bookshelf for you upstairs with all your favourite novels on it. there's also the media cabinet, full of your favourite films, director's cut and extended cuts and special editions and..." the man trails off, lost in a daze of his own thoughts. "are you - sorry, are you serious, darling?" he asks, that smile of his faltering. "you really want to stay? you realise i will ruin your social and professional lives and monopolise your whole existence, right?"
"yeah, like i said, that's fine by me," you shrug, "now could you be a dear and untie these ropes, please? i didnβt ask earlier but they're really hurting me."
"um, can you give me a moment?"
"sure. but you wanna know something funny," you tilt your head to the side. "for a guy who kidnapped me out of some twisted obsession, after the first date we had, you don't really seem happy that i want to stay."
"no!" he exclaims, eyes instantly widening in panic as he shakes his head frantically, " please don't say that! god, no, my love. you don't - you have no idea how happy i am! i - you - shit, you're going to think i'm crazy but i think i came in my pants when you said that and that's a problem because these are my favourite jeans and i wore them just for this occasion because i so desperately wanted you to thinkβ"
"you're rambling."
"sorry! i mean, like i said, i'm beyond happy. it's just..." he turns his head to the side, too embarrassed to look you directly in the eyes. "i kind of had, like, all my lines prepared. i thought you'd freak out, and i was going to deliver them. i even practiced in front of a mirror to get the, er, the execution right. iβm just confused, is all.β
ββ¦oh.β you blink, and then, before the man before you can burst into tears, which you think he just might, given the way his head hangs low, and heβs curled his fingers into a shaky fist, the knuckles white, in his lap. βwell,β you offer, wanting to start your life together on the right foot, βyou can still go through your lines if you want. wanna start again from the top?β
he looks up at you hopefully and nods, flashing you a grateful smile as he smooths his hands out, stretching his quivering fingers. βiβd like that, actually. um, can you pretend you donβt know whatβs going on so i can do the whole, you know, the whole βi love you and youβre mine nowβ thing?β
βyeah,β you shrug, βwhatever makes you happy. can we go upstairs after this? i really want to sleep more, but preferably on an actual bed in a proper room.β
βof course! we will. we can. we can do anything you want. you can do whatever you, erm, want to do. to me, by the way. please do whatever you like to me. iβm all yours.β
he says in one big breath, and because you canβt bear to keep looking at them anymore, not really listening to his rant, you reach out to hold his clammy hands in yours, intertwine your steady fingers with his shaking ones without a word.
βthatβs better. itβs kinda weird how you kidnapped me and yet, youβre still the more nervous one.β you look up at him expectantly, but his face is frozen. βokay so should we take it from the top?β
βi-iββ he looks back at you stupidly with wide eyes, fumbles for the right words, his tongue tied and his brain fuzzy. βmy love, my darling β i think i just,β he looks down, head hung in shame, and you notice the tips of his ears burn a bright red, and that his pulse seems to have doubled, heart beating out of his chest. βi think i just, er, came in my pants, again.β
bonus β
WILLING READER, looking down at the prominent bulge straining against the fabric of yanβs jeans: oh.
WILLING READER: want me to clean that up for you? i feel bad leeching off you even if you kidnapped me. gotta make rent somehow, right?
LOSER YAN:
LOSER YAN: haha ππ thatβs crazy where did all my clothes go!! π€π€ silly me π€π€
content warnings: 18+, twt links (you need a twitter account to open the links), unspecified sexual activity, the links are pretty inaccurate, since the bottom is much smaller, but oh well lol, intentional lower case
sukuna initially doesn't seem like the type to be submissive, but oh, how wrong you were. this man YEARNS. he has so much to do in his everyday routine, do you expect him to be in charge even in bed? god no- it's almost pitiful, the way he sucks your cock, looking up at you doe-eyed as you sit on his throne. (might make a fully-fledged fic of this haha)
higuruma is a very pent-up man, it doesn't matter how he relieves his stress, even if it means that you have to be balls deep inside him. hours and hours of working on cases do take a toll, all you wanna do is help your dear husband out <33
nanami is a workaholic. im not even exaggerating, this man has almost never taken a break his ENTIRE life. you decide to change that by practically tying him up to your shared bed one evening and having your way with him. his legs are shaking by the time you two are finished, but it is so worth it.
geto is skeptical at first, one of those monkeys want to fuck him? ha, the nerve. fast forward to 5 minutes later and you're holding this man in a mating press and fucking his brains out. taunts slip from your mouth, turning him on even more. "what's that, slut? letting yourself get fucked by a mere human? i didn't take you for a common whore." the man whines at the degradation, but he doesn't stop you, i don't think he can!
gojo doesn't even hesitate when you bring it up lol, this man is IMMEDIATELY on his knees for you. imagine holding him up, facing a mirror as you pound into him from behind. his mind is high on your cock and his ego, he looks so pretty in that goddamn mirror, that he won't stop yapping about it, even as you use his ruined hole. the problem is that he is such a brat, you just gotta fuck the attitude outta him.
toji does it for the money. it's as simple as that. he finished a bounty for you, and you asked him of this for an extra price. who in the right mind would say no? imagine him riding you, hands on your shoulders as your cock pistons in and out of his hole. even if he is the one getting fucked, it doesn't seem like it. he likes to be in charge if possible.
choso MY BABYYY!!! god he is so obedient, always listening to whatever you say. his body complies too, back arching to its limit as you pound into him, holding his knees at his shoulders. tears hold so prettily in his eyes as you kiss them away. he just wants to be good for you <3
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βfriendβ β§ shimizu kyoko x fem!reader β§ pt 1(?)
summary: kyoko and you had been friends for a good while now, but she doesnβt seem to have time for you anymore, which leaves you rather confused. and hurt.
tw: angst. y/n being very jealous and kinda bratty. one sided beef with yachi? nothing crazy but still.
hq!! navigation.
kyoko was such a good friend to you. always been, since youβve met her. you two clicked from the start, when you were paired up for a science project during your junior year.
she was everything one could yearn for, an intelligent, determined, yet kind, fragile, and gentle mannered person. her intentions were always good, her words always wise, never failing to convince, comfort or put someone back in place with elegance and charm.
her reputation preceded her around the school. everyone knew her, from the newest students to the seniors.
you lost count of all the times youβd get stuck in a corner, waiting for her to finish her chit-chat with one of her hundredths acquaintances. it happened on the daily, since day one.
it wasnβt something bad. you knew it. you werenβt envious of her popularity, never was. she was the sun, you were the moon. whilst everyone knew her name, they had no idea who you were, although being at her costant side.
βshimizuβs friend.β thatβs how they called you.
and you didnβt mind.
not until you became βoneβ of shimizuβs friends.
this year was gonna be your last one in that high school you grew fond of. you managed to make your little friendgroup in there, with the volleyball team you and kyoko were the managers of, along another girl named hitoka yachi, who was another friend of you and the black haired girl. mostly hers.
only, this year, something changed.
as always, she made sure to give a hand where needed. and it happened to be needed to recruit new members of certain clubs, which required her to be constantly out of reach, for some unknown to you reason.
the school year began on late august and you could count on the fingers of one of your hands the times you were able to talk for more than five minutes alone with her.
not to talk about your outside school evenings. during those goddamn five months that had passed, not even a free weekend of hers was dedicated to you.
instead, youβd often catch her around, both on and off school, with other peopleβ sometimes familiar faces, others not.
your gut tightens as you recollect one of those times, where you caught her and yachi at the cafeteria, alone, during lunch break.
they didnβt notice you standing still, a couple tables away from them. but you did.
and it hurt you way more than you were willing to admit.
βhoney, how are you?β speaks your mother, as her head pops up from behind the door of your bedroom.
licking your dry lips, your blocked nose makes a sound, to give her an idea. βas bad as fifteen minutes ago.β your nasally voice talks, going back to breathe through your mouth.
βaw, love.β her face softens at the view of your body laying on the bed, a pile of tissues next to you. βiβll go buy something for you at the nearby drugstore, okay?β
βplease.β you beg, going to sit down.
your mom gives you a nod, smiling. βbe right back. thereβs some honey in the shelf if you wanna get a camomile or a warm drink while iβm gone.β she adds, before closing your door and leaving you be.
as her footsteps vanish in the distance, your mind goes back to her frame. you fall back on the soft pillows, grabbing your phone from your drawer next your bed, laying on your side. maybe she posted something on her socials, or...
you spend a good moment watching the screen, without really doing anything. why did you turn it on for? to torture yourself, seeing her hang out with other people?
you shake your head, putting it back where it was, deciding it really wasnβt the case to dig yourself further into the depression the whole situation was already giving you.
after a couple minutes, you sigh, frustrated at your poor health. you couldnβt even sleep.
you get up from your bed, crumpled pajama and messy bed hair. βshe must been having lunch nowβ you think to yourself, watching the clock in the hallway that readed 12 PM.
βwith one of those chicks from the music, art, or whatever club. or maybe with those guys from the basketball club. or maybe with someone else. alone.β
you couldnβt help it. it was so much mightier than you, as mightier as foolish and babysh and everything you knew she didnβt like or approve.
youβve been her friend for years. why did she seem to prefer everyoneβs company over yours so suddenly? what did you do?
what the fuck did you do?
descending the stairs, you go into the kitchen, opening the fridge in hope to find something appealing to fill your empty stomach with.
but you find the void. a couple eggs and an orange juice is all thatβs left. another sigh leaves your mouth when you close it, a sneeze hurting your lungs as the cold air of the appliance hits the inside of your nose.
you were about to go back to your room, resigned, when you hear the door bell ring.
it couldnβt be your mom. it was way too early.
curious, you go to peek through the peephole to check who it couldβve been.
βoh, yachi,β you mumble to yourself, opening the door of a couple inches just to show the side of yourself that wasnβt too battered.
βy/n?β you hear her ask, tilting her head to take a better look at you. you cover your mouth with your hand, coughing.
βhi.β your voice leaves no doubts to your conditions, βcan i help you...?β you question, bittersweet. you havenβt really talked to her after what you saw at the school cafeteria.
and she didnβt either, to be honest.
βkyoko sent me to give you these,β she takes several notebooks out of her bag, βwe noticed you havenβt come to school during the past week and didnβt want you to get behind.β her lips curve into a shy smile.
hearing those words and seeing the innocence on her face, your heart tightens inside your chest.
how could you be mad at someone so sweet?
yet, you had that sour voice in your head, asking you why wasnβt kyoko the one giving you those herself. you two were closer than you and hitoka, she knew it.
βthank you, yachi.β you return her smile, opening the door further to grasp the notebooks she was handing you.
βno problem.β her smile widened slightly when she saw you reciprocating, βhow are you? you look...β she scratches the back her neck, suddenly seeming bashful.
βi know i look terrible.β you laugh. βletβs say i had better days.β
βyou donβt look terrible at all!β she squeaks, βi didnβt mean it like that.β her tones lowers again. ββsorry to hear that. i could go take you something if you need, iβm supposed to meet up with kyoko at the square later.β she confesses, concern in her syrupy eyes.
unaware it only made your intestines drop.
βoh.β you fake a smile. but itβs so obvious she understands immediately your drastic change.
βwhat?β she asks.
βnothing! sorry, my headache is killing me.β the first thing you could think of. your hand goes to massage your temple to make it more believable, βi think i better go lay down now. thanks for dropping by. see you.β you give her one last hasty smile, before slamming the door to her face, a bit too vigorously.
a sharp, stinging, painful urge to cry choked your throat, leaving you unmoving in front of the door you just closed. the strength in your muscles plunge abruptly, making you drop the notebooks on the floor next your feet, your face shifting every second that went by, more and more into a grimace as the tears started forming in your glassy eyes, chest rising and lowering at unsteady pace.
a drop. then the storm.
you run upstairs, throwing your body onto the bed, smashing your face onto your pillows and cry, cry the life out of your eyes, cry all the built up frustration youβve pent up all these months, all these weeks youβve spent watching your dearest friend pick everyone over you and today, today was the last fucking straw.
why didnβt she like you anymore?
it looped in your head like a broken record, 10 times in a row, as if doing so was gonna magically make an answer appear in front of you. like it was gonna get your friend back.
you missed her so much. you wanted her back to yourself.
it went on and on. the tears couldnβt stop, framing your face and wetting your hair, that was now glued to your sticky cheeks.
until you heard the door of the entrance open and close.
βy/n, iβm back!β your mom shouts from the first floor.
quickly, you jump upright, rubbing your eyes with the fabric of your sweater, swallowing your soreful sobs. your mother was the last person you wanted to see you weeb.
βiβve bought you some hot chocolate, want me to make it for ya?β she adds, still far away from your room. you jerk your face up, clearing your throat. βno, not now! thanks.β you respond, shouting back.
your mother didnβt insist. she wasnβt the type, luckily.
and eventually, you managed to calm down, noticing she wasnβt entering your personal space, going for a shower to shake off the mental breakdown you just had.
a week passed by. the meds your mom gave you worked, you were finally back to normal, and ready, on that fine monday, to get back to school.
during the week, you made good use of the notebooks kyoko βgaveβ you, leaving you, though, in the uncomfortable situation of having to hand them back.
which meant having to search her up throughout the whole school, to probably find her with someone. useless to say how much the idea made the blood boil underneath your skin.
after your talk with hitoka, you really couldnβt be bothered to try anymore. if she wished to no longer be your friend, which very much seemed to be the case, then you couldnβt do anything about it.
frankly, you were fed up. you asked her countless times to spend some time with you, only to be met by a βcanβt, busy.β that, sometimes, felt like an excuse even.
you loved her. so much. however, just because you did, didnβt mean you were gonna chase her and beg her to stay in your life.
heavens, no.
thatβs why an idea crossed your mind, the second youβd realized you didnβt wanna see her anymore.
you didnβt have to hand them back directly to her. you could use yachi as a go-between, just like she did.
although the idea of seeing yachi didnβt make you the happiest either, for obvious β yet very childish and stupid β motives.
you knew she had done nothing wrong, you were deeply and annoyingly aware of how dumb you were acting, of how jealousy was blinding you. nevertheless, caring about it was beginning to lack.
βy/n! youβre back!β a familiar voice made you snap towards the direction it came from, seeing hitoka run towards you into the big school yard.
βspeaking of the devilβ you scoff ironically under your breath, although your annoyance trounces your amusement.
βhey.β your strained smile hurts your cheeks.
βglad to see youβve gotten better.β meanwhile hers look as natural as can be.
βthank you, i do.β you hold the notebooks tight against your chest, when the thought crosses your mind again. βhey, uh,β you begin.
βthank you for these. helped me a lot. here,β you lend her the objects. as you do, hitokaβs smile turn sheepish.
βitβs no problem, but... theyβre not mine, remember? theyβre kyokoβs. give them back to her.β she says, bursting your bubble so cutely you almost wanna go back home and call it a day.
βhah,β you shriek, βbut, you see...β struggling to put up a bullshit. βi canβt really do that, iβve actually got something really important to do today and i donβt think iβll have the time to look for her. if you could...β
βoh! whatcha gotta do? i can help!β she squeals, making you hate her for a moment for being so goddamn nice all the time.
βsomething rather personal. canβt really talk about it. actually, donβt wanna.β your faΓ§ade starts cracking, pretending to be polite in that situation was exhausting you. βjustβ give these back to her for me, okay? please.β you sigh, your hands going into your pockets, eyes drifting away from hers.
βoh, uh, okay.β her smile drops, noticing your change. βsee you around, then?β she tilts her head, her lips fatiguing to form one last small smile.
punching your intestine with guilt, like all the times sheβd give you that puppy look.
you gulp, your brows softening into a displeased expression.
β...yes.β you speak lowly, taking a step back, before watching her turn around with a wave and walk off into the building. you mentally face palm yourself. βreally, y/n?β scolding yourself, you entered the place as well, after having made sure hitoka was out of sight.
the clock reminded you that your class was attending you, and you were already late for it. a loud sigh, and youβre going up the stairs to the 3rd floor, where your classroom was.
you had no shared classes with shimizu that day, although you happened to see her multiple times in the hallways, to your bad luck.
you had no idea if she waved at you, or simply mouthed a βhiβ as you began to veer each time you happened to glimpse her.
and those few times youβd make eye contact, youβd snap your head away in the opposite direction. just like the mature girl you were.
βwell, itβs not like she cares anywayβ your head would tell youβ which made it bearable. at least, thatβs what you tried to convince yourself of.
of course it was far from true.
making her the villain was the easy option, it was the only way to feel somewhat less shitty about it all.
lunch break signed the last morning class, making students fly out of the classroom unnecessarily loudly, leaving you by yourself, your head buried between your hands.
honestly that day couldnβt get any fucking worse.
firstly, you had math. the teacher returned your corrected tests, finding out that you got the worst score of the entire class. the old man wasnβt even a bad one, which made it worse. you really fucked up an easy test, hurting your self-steam tremendously.
secondly, chemistry. you got paired up with someone youβve never shared a word to to a practical lesson, only to end up causing a mess that got the both of you, after he tried to put the blame on you, in a one hour detention post-classes.
to say you were pissed was an euphemism.
you went to rest your forehead on the deskβs cold surface, your hands at the back of your head. at least, no one was around. you could finally be gloomy and let your facial expression go into your natural resting face, that today looked anything but friendly.
βy/n?β an oddly familiar voice speaks from several desks afar, making you curse under your breath for always being proven wrong the second youβd think something.
your head slowly raises up, met by a pair of blue eyes peering at you worrily from next the entrance.
βkyoko?β for a moment, your gaze lightens up.
then you remembered, and the wall raised back up.
clearing your throat, you look away, going silent.
βare... you okay?β you sense her stepping into the classroom. βi was walking by and saw you here all alone.β
a coincidence. what else could it be? she certainly wasnβt gonna look purposely for you.
βmhm.β giving her a brief nod, you begin to pack your bag under her confused eyes.
shimizu takes a moment to study you, eyeing carefully your rather expressive body language. βare you sure?β she tilts her head.
βmmhm.β emphasizes your annoyed self, not caring whether she might get offended or think whatever of you.
βiβve heard the teacher tell you off, an hour ago...β she approaches you even more, chuckling nervously. βwhat happenββ but you cut her off.
βgotta go.β hastily, you toss your bag over your shoulder, turning around to head towards the exit,
βwait y/nββ her now alarmed voice calls,
βbye mizu.β but you donβt care.
her eyes widen, silently watching you leave the classroom.
what the hell did just happen.
a knot tightens in your throat as your mind tries to process the conversation, if so could be called, that you just had.
itβs been weeks since you last talked with her, since she voluntarily came up to you, coincidence or notβ and you just dismissed her like she wasnβt the main reason you were struggling to concentrate on your classes, like you werenβt dying to spend time with her. like you didnβt miss her like air.
she was your best friend. your only, real, friend. the only person you were genuinely comfortable with, that knew you and valued your presence.
what were you doing.
there, in the middle of the hallway, your feet stop your fast walk. regret kicks your legs, making them shake, your hands closing into fists. your eyes are turning glassy once more, realization hitting you like a slap.
you didnβt want to lose her, that was the last thing you wished.
you turn around, ready to go back to her and have the discussion that needed to be spoken between you two since too much time now, only to find out you were never alone.
shimizu was right there, just a couple feet away from you.
you let out a frightened cry, taking a step back.
you hadnβt heard her following you. moreover, you certainly wasnβt expecting her to.
βsorry,β she starts, lifting her hands defensively. βi didnβt mean to scare you.β
you manage to blink the tears that had formed in the corners of your eyes away. your gaze wanders over her face warily, scared almost, as if you didnβt recognize her, although having known that person for years.
she does the same, but her gaze isnβt as untrusting and fearful. contrary, it was hurt. there was affection in it, eyeing you like you were some wounded cat in a corner.
which wasnβt too far from the truth.
βcan we talk?β she asks. you notice her foot moving closer, but she withdraws it when you make yours get backward as a consequence.
you want to, so badly.
but the anger is so much louder than rationality.
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yβall ever fantasize about a fictional character a little too hard to the point youβre convinced you should be admitted to a mental hospital?
Remember the 6 year old girl who was surrounded by Israeli tanks and the red crescent couldn't reach her? Her name is Hind Hamadeh. Here you can hear the phone call her 15 year old sister, Layan Hamadeh, made with the medics. She was killed exactly a moment later including all people in the car, except for 6 year old Hind who was stuck in the car with the dead bodies of her family, Israeli tanks and IDF surrounding her, shooting, preventing anybody to reach her.
That was last night (29.1.24). Today, still nothing. The fate of Hind remains unknown.
palestine red crescent ambulance team went to rescue her yesterday evening, but they have not returned as of now. We lost contact with them about 18 hours ago, and we still remain unaware of their fate and whether they succeeded in evacuating her or not.
Please, share Hind's story as much as you can on any platform. We need to know what happened to her. Put yourself in her place, how terrified she must be. Don't scroll past this.
This is Hind.
My first tumblr post ewwwww
Idk how to work this but I'll try, i just want somewhere to keep posting edits cause insta is too evil.
This made me day lets take this as a victory I'm proud of yall *hugs*
Guys please ignore any zionists in the comments dont interact they are paid for this
νμ΄μ¬κΈ° / HI SEULGI