Hi, my name is Cril (they/them) and I do art here! I’m a vtuber or currently pngtuber until some other stuff is set up. I love FFVII, BG3, Elden Ring and Bloodborne, Castlevania, and a bunch of different anime. I’m live on www.twitch.tv/crilcrawlily sometimes
151 posts
Day 1: Infatuation/Introduction
Tumblr stop killing the quality please… 🫠
OH SHIT ITS SEPHESIS WEEK I DIDNT KNOW.
FUCK
Happy new year!! Here’s to more drawing and screaming about my favorite stinky characters.
Sephiroth meets Tokage. They are besties now.
I love this face so much lmaoo
I love this fictional man way too much
Happy Holidays! And an early Happy New Year!
Wanted to finish this yesterday but didn’t have enough time so it’s a bit late lol
Its a bit messy but oh well
I love these two idiots so much
This Christmas, I will draw gay sex.
Book Howl designs from beginning, middle, and end of the story. My favorite drama queen, problem maker, and complainer. I adore the visual of his stupid sleeves trailing behind him so much. Especially during a couple of the fight scenes. Contemplating putting a bit of lipstick on him since its canon he wears makeup. Side tangent. Was gonna do a doodle of him saying “Welcome to my crib bby” and it’s just his squalor room behind him but couldn’t figure out a pose. I’m either gonna do his character illustration next or work on Sophie’s designs next. Idk yet.
Heres the raven black hair before he dyes it white too.
Not me reading Howl’s Moving Castle in two days. Such a wonderful book. I haven’t read like that in
Oh my god probably a decade. Or at least almost a decade. Not counting the five 3,000 word fics i could read in a night lol
Howl is such a pathetic drama queen and Sophie is such a girlboss. Michael is wonderful. Calcifer is Calcifer. I love them all dearly.
Our stinky trash gremlin is coming on dec 14th
Gonna make a cake for him
All hail our Trash King
Current character I am playing as in BG3. They are a Paladin of Devotion and trying to resist The Dark Urge. They are hot but incredibly stupid and I love them for it. They have no idea what is going on 90% percent of the time and it’s wonderful.
Tagged by: @altocat
Last Song: 時計回りのトルク by GRANRODEO.
Favorite Color: Most blues. Especially light blues, ocean blues, and navy blue.
Currently Watching: BG3 cast plays DND: Shadows of Athkatla- High Rollers
Last Movie/Show: Dungeons & Dragons: Honor Among Thieves. It’s such a fun movie :D For fun, last show was Castlevania: Nocturne. I love it so much. OLROX AAAA
Spicy, Savory, or Sweet?: Savory. I like a bit of spice but pure sweet is not good to me lol. Calpico is so sweet it dried my mouth out instantly.
Last Thing You Googled: “ultraleather”. I cosplay occasionally and have some projects i want to sew that have leather somewhere (or literally the whole thing) so i was looking for a faux leather that looks like leather but is actually fabric. Thank you forum from 2007 dragoncon. Sadly Ultraleather very expensive :/
Tagging: @salternateunreality @heraldofcrow @errantnight and anyone who wants to try :D
Tagged by @0junemeatcleaver0 and @uncivilcivilservice
Last Song: Hoist the Colours (Bass singers version) by Bobby Bass
Favorite Color: Tough question, I like dark reds and blues a lot, but also may soft blues
Currently Watching: Just been watching crafting youtube videos ^_^''
Last Movie/Show: Handmade: Britain's Best Woodworker (this season wasn't as good as the last two imo)
Spicy, Savory, or Sweet?: can i have savory with sweet?
Last Thing You Googled: the name of the wood working show lol
Tagging (with no pressure to do it): @this-writer-needs-coffee @altocat @glamgoblin @fofoqueirah @complicitsacrilege and anyone else who wants to do this (I'm so bad with remembering people's names I'm sorry)
That’s it
I’m getting gay on main tonight
Aerith is literally so perfect and stunning and beautiful in this dress and AAAAAAA
I want to kiss her
This trailer has me in tears
BG3 GOTY LETS GOOO
Everyone at Larian and who was involved with the game deserves this win so much.
First time making bread
They look small in the picture but they are the size of my face. Hell is real and it is having way too much bread than you know what to do with.
The loaf on the far right is going to my gf but idk what to do with the rest. One person can only eat so much bread.
They’re dueling. They totally dislike each other and would never ever make out. Nuh uh, no way.
God they are so cringe lmao
Elysian Fields
Inspired by ‘Elysian Fields’ by The Mechanisms
“The Elysian Fields, also called Elysium, are the final resting place of the souls of the heroic and the virtuous [in Greek mythology and religion].”
Jenova is really what started the whole Sephiroth x Bloodborne design concept. I mean, SHE is eldritch, cosmic horror. And where they are taking Jenova’s designs, like Dreamweaver, just scratches that cosmic horror itch i have. And i wish that Square really would just go full send with it. Jenova as a concept is terrifying. What she does and is capable of is terrifying. And i so so wish it to be explored in depth in the next installments of Remake. But for now, i will explore those concepts within a Bloodborne context.
Happy Halloween!
I bit off a bit more than I could chew so I didn’t manage to do a whole illustration, but I got the design done! So here is a Sephiroth x Bloodborne design. I took a lot of inspiration from Lady Maria but the rest is a mishmash of different armor sets and Sephiroth’s og design. I thought about giving him a hat, but screw drawing hats and I also wanted to draw his bangs proper. Originally, I was going to include a Bloodborne-ified Jenova but ran out of time lol
I was gonna put a blindfold over his eyes but that’s boring so HAIR. I’m sure y’all can figure some reasons why :)
Happy Halloween everyone! Working on something I’m gonna try and have done and up by the end of the day, but until then here is babyroth all bundled up! It’s been very cold very suddenly for the past couple weeks lol
It legit hasn’t been this cold in October since i was a kid and im loving it.
No, he doesn’t live in my brain rent free. No, i don’t think about him constantly and his stupid fangs when he smiles and how i want to THROW his 5’9” ass into the sun-
So what are your thoughts on where we’re at with The First Soldier story now o_o
Chapter five, the Halloween event, predictions for the future, etc.
There is so much to unpack with just those 2 lines from the Halloween event. At the same time I’m like “YES! Fanon confirmed canon!” But also sobbing in the corner because of the sheer amount of implications. It was such whiplash from the silly trick or treat goofs.
The event itself; besides for the backstory bomb and some spooky vibes is fiiine. There were some moments that made me laugh and i will not get over Glenn’s chibi getting sucked into the portal. I am always a sucker for spooky music and aesthetics.
The main story itself, I don’t think i have too much to say that’s new or shocking. I absolutely love young Sephiroth and i love how they are handling his story and characterization so far. I had a seething hate for Glenn but chapter 5 has warmed me up to him. I still have issues with him and how some kinda serious things were just glossed over as comedy but maybe it’ll come up later. I like Lucia and Matt.
Predictions ⬇️
My predictions on how the story is gonna go is that Sephiroth is gonna get a kill order for Rosen and the trio is gonna try to defend Rosen, getting Matt and Lucia killed and labeling Glenn a traitor for defying orders. It’s probably gonna be after bonding with the trio and maybe getting Masamune from probably Rosen and bonding some more then Shinra comes in to mess it all up. Glenn with then go back to seeing Sephiroth as an inhuman cyborg that only follows orders and we eventually get the opening scene that takes place during CC era.
Or, since Square loves their parallels between Sephiroth and Cloud, they may do something where Sephiroth tries to defy a kill order on Rosen after bonding with him and the trio so Shinra infantry or something is sent in Zack’s Last Stand style and kill Rosen, Lucia, and Matt but Glenn lives somehow. Maybe Deepgroud? Or maybe some hidden Rhadoran survivors? Only problem with that is how we get to Glenn trying to get revenge on Sephiroth later.
Idk, I’m open to anything Square throws at us as long as it makes sense lol
I also think that The First Soldier should’ve been a game like Crisis Core or Remake but thats something else entirely
“Sorry. I suddenly felt… uncomfortable.”
My talent is being able to puke up Sephiroth angst in a few hours. Only reason this is late is because of the stupid dentist >:|
My Tav
They used to scam people with shitty magic tricks but, uh oh, wild magic, everyone around is now a cat or dog.
Literally, ive gotten that surge like 5 times and it’s so funny
Sorry for inactivity, I have been very ill and don’t have the energy to do anything but sleep or briefly yell about something then go back to sleep. Had a fever for like 4 days now :D
Curse my Victorian Child immune system.
I am feeling a bit better now, but not really enough to do anything except finish this sketch lol
Wanna go insane and draw my Tav and Astarion and Karlach, but eugh. I don’t have the energy to come up with more than a little doodle in my brain.
IM ALIVE
Baldur’s Gate has taken over my life. It has all i have been playing for the past… since I got it and have not stopped. I’m gonna play more of it after this.
Anyways, here is a portrait sketch of my Tav. Working on a full character thing rn too.
New Sketchbook
Some loose sketches and The Nightmare Beast™️ feat. my Tav from Baldurs Gate from memory
Edit: I am now just realizing it has been over 4 years since I have posted any traditional art here lmao
OMG THE NEW REBIRTH TRAILER
IFJSK WE JFJWKQOW
GOD I WISH I HAD A PS5 TO PLAY AT LAUNCH DAMNIT
I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS
OKAY SO LIKE REUNION IS NO LONGER JUST REUNITING THE CELLS OF JENOVA AND STUFF
ITS REUNITING IT ACROSS SPACE AND TIME TO MOST LIKELY END THE WORLD
I-
THEORY THEORY THEORY
Also Vincent and Cait Sith
AND AAAAAA THE FLASHBACK WITH CLOUD AND SEPHIROTH FIGHTING TOGETHER AND THE DELIVERY OF THE “AM I EVEN HUMAN” LINE
AND CLOUD ON A FUCKING SCOOTER HELP
Finished what is out of TFS. Spoilers ahead
My thoughts:
I can’t believe i called it that Glenn is beefing with a 14 year old. He seems to hate Sephiroth for no reason besides jealousy, called a child a cyborg, and said he would never accept Sephiroth cause “he never went through the same brutal training.”
BOY IS THERE A LOT TO UNPACK THERE. But first my Glenn hate.
I fucking hate Glenn. He is literally the encapsulation of everything i find irritating in a person. What made me really hate him is that he refuses to call Matt by his actual name and even after being repeatedly told to not, still does that. (Slay to Matt just not responding to “Professor” that one bit) Which just… really gets on my nerves for personal reasons. And Glenn has repeatedly showed that he is only doing this for the money. Which fair, but the only hint we get as to why is cause someone he i think is related to is in the hospital (i don’t remember exactly i was skimming) which is then immediately followed up immediately with Glenn is broke cause he gambles a lot. So i guess he’s a gambling addict and puts that before whoever he is supposedly doing this for in the hospital. And finally, this most likely 25-30 year old man is beefing with a 14 year old for no fucking reason besides jealousy and his own stupidity. Based on that last section before what’s out of TFS ends, he does not even think to consider “hey why is this kid here and in the army and really fuckin strong?” No, instead he immediately refuses Sephiroth’s help, calls him inhuman, and shuts down what Sephiroth has been through to get to where he is now. So… i think we can guess where Sephiroth questioning his humanity came from. Glenn better do something really really selfless and get his act together or he is probably gonna go down as one of my most hated characters.
Now a bit of positivity and stuff
Sephiroth is such a sweet kid so far. He’s a bit smug about his power but that’s fair. He’s really polite otherwise and just there to do what he was told to do. He seems like he wants to help them and ahg i hope Glenn stops treating him like shit. Little guy needs some positivity in his life.
I also really enjoy Matt and Lucia. Especially Lucia. Love how she just roasts Glenn at every opportunity. It’s great.
Gonna be offline until i play through whats out of Ever Crisis
Then i will scream
EVER CRISIS IS DOWNLOADING??? HELLO???? HNFJEKWKDKFNEKSN
EDIT:
FUCK ITS JUST THE FUCKIN HOMESCREEN GODDAMNIT
DONT FUCKIN HDJSNELFJD
Anyways here is the squishy: