I Understand That Its My Anxiety

HAHA oh my god i wonder if she blocked me on everything.

how fucking petty.

fuck i should let someone else front but then i doubt either of them would talk with us. not like she would anyway.

god im so sick of this shit.

if im/we're a doormat we get told i/we need to stand up for ourselves but when we do that we're suddenly the bad guys?

god maybe i should just fucking kill myself. an endless void of nothingness sounds great.

i fronted again so that we could still keep in contact with out any problems but thats obviously not working so whats the fucking point. oh that's right- there is none.

god fucking damn it.

i hate being alone

dont worry im not going to kms- my rooms a mess and i dont want our mom to find our body and have to clean up our room.

as stupid as it sounds. but hey its keeping me here so i guess the mess isnt too bad

Hey, um. Not on the computer right now, but worried about ya. So sending some support.

I don’t really know what- if anything- would help? I’ll be on shortly, if that would do anything.

Just… Yeah. We’re here. (Wish I was better at this, but I’m gonna do my best.)

~Autumnal (or 2nd Graves, if that’s anything, LOL)

thanks hun, i didn't mean to worry ya. honestly i dont expect anyone to see any of what i post.

between what i do remember and what i dont i guess im just the worlds worst friend. obviously thats an over exaggeration but im just really confused and heart broken

i guess theres nothing else i can do about it now. just once again feels like im stuck trapped in this fucking bedroom with nothing but my thoughts and myself and i hate it i hate it so much

between the hurt and my own dissociation i just feel like ripping out my heart. it feels like no matter what i do its wrong and the friends i had that helped me and guide me arent here anymore

which is also my own fault. besides, its no ones job to help me but myself.

*Cramp attack* -1hp *cramp attack* -1hp *cramp attack* -1hp

Begging everyone on the internet to stop smoothing out their middle aged men and draw wrinkles for the love of god I promise it's so fun you'll love it Come into my wine cellar

watching your mutual's source and seeing them appear on screen

Guess who took the effort to dye a sweater black so he could have clothes of his own?

Graves did lol

So now we are down a blue sweater and he is happy with his black one.

- Vic

Nyeheehee! See? Aren't I always adorable?

- Kokichi

Decided to try out making a Genocide Jack motivational poster.

nope couldn't do it. its too cold.

Nothing like scrolling through tumblr in a dissociative state only to see fan art and hear "dont draw my boyfriend and me like that"

like im sorry

who the fuck was that?

I didnt think i had /either/ of those dudes. care to elaborate pal?

(the answer was no so i get to fume before bed.)

Each one of us wants our own blog but thats...too much. Especially for non frequent fronters...