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crosshairct4

We don’t leave our own behind.

Annmarie | 20+ | Writer | INFJ | Bad Batch, Uncharted, and Red Dead Redemption devotee | Crosshair’s girl | Christian

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crosshairct4
7 months ago
The Bad Batch Plays Video 2
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Today on The Bad Batch Plays, the Batch plays Call to Arms in Red Dead Online. They never can seem to have a peaceful gaming session.Artwork

Episode 2 is out and it’s even more exciting than the last!

In the latest episode, Hunter, Tech, and Crosshair play a round of Call to Arms on RDO. Filled with hilarious banter, noisy interruptions, and familiar cameos, this latest installment of The Bad Batch Plays is one you won’t want to miss!

crosshairct4
7 months ago

So, @techsbrowneyes, @sgthunter001 and I have been playing Red Dead Online for about three years now. We made Hunter, Tech, and Crosshair as characters and have been roleplaying them. Here’s the result in a fun, hilarious video that any Bad Batch fan won’t want to miss!

The Bad Batch Plays Episode 1: Info Dumping
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Today on the Bad Batch Plays, the Batch plays Red Dead Online. Tech info dumps, and later, shenanigans ensue.Artwork (c) Autumn W.Theme comp

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crosshairct4
9 months ago

Saw this on Twitter. It said repost so I repost. Jumping platforms to repost

Saw This On Twitter. It Said Repost So I Repost. Jumping Platforms To Repost

Obviously here we have the blessed reblog button, so repost or reblog. Just share if you agree.

crosshairct4
11 months ago
I’m A Twin. I Had A Brother.

i’m a twin. i had a brother.

crosshairct4
11 months ago
Fan art of older Hunter, Crosshair, Echo, Tech, and Wrecker from Star Wars: The Bad Batch by lornaka. They are all smiling softly while looking at the viewer, bathed in sunlight, their portraits arranged around each other on the poster.

If you ever need us, we'll be there.

crosshairct4
11 months ago

@techsbrowneyes and I decided to jump on the Bad Batch action figure band wagon, so here’s a picture of the twins in all their glory:

@techsbrowneyes And I Decided To Jump On The Bad Batch Action Figure Band Wagon, So Here’s A Picture

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crosshairct4
11 months ago
Fan art of older Tech (from "Tech lives and grows old with his family on Pabu" AU)  from Star Wars: The Bad Batch by lornaka. He is half-smiling softly while looking at the viewer, bathed in sunlight.

He's a Disney prince ♕

crosshairct4
1 year ago

I see your old man Tech. And I raise you, Tech and Phee together.

Ohhh challenge accepted! They’re just having a nice relaxing afternoon on Pabu enjoying the sun and being alive and happy and old together. Perhaps they just got back from an adventure?

digital illustration of Tech and Phee from the bad batch. they are laying in grass on a sunny afternoon relaxing and enjoying each other's company. Tech is laying on his back in the grass with his arms tucked under his head. phee is laying on top of him, her chin is propped on top of her arms and she is smiling down at Tech who also has a smirk on his face. they are happy.
crosshairct4
1 year ago
Palpatine Is Back Somehow And Tech Is Not.

Palpatine is back somehow and Tech is not.

crosshairct4
1 year ago

I have never been more dissatisfied with the finale of a TV show in my entire life. To all you Tech girlies: I’m so sorry. Although it won’t take the pain away, here’s a hug.

The writers ought to be ashamed of themselves, leading us on like that. How cruel can you be?


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crosshairct4
1 year ago

Yesterday everyone was posting their feelings on TBB. I'm glad I waited, because there's a lot swirling around. Cut for negativity again.

I was introduced to The Bad Batch in August 2022 and fell instantly in love. The characters, the story, the complex family dynamics, they all spoke to me. I wasn't even a Star Wars fan but I went through and devoured The Clone Wars, Rebels, The Mandalorian, all of it. I threw myself into this world and adored every second of it. I must have rewatched season one over five times before season two even came out.

When season two premiered I loved it. Every Tuesday night I stayed up until the episode drop and devoured it immediately. I looked ahead at the schedule and took days off work for the double episodes, for the big Crosshair episodes - he was my favorite early on and season two only made that grow. But season two also really brought Tech into my radar even more. I had always liked him, but here he was shining. The Crossing really solidified it, as an autistic person. I'd never heard someone describe the difference in processing so succinctly before, so clearly, and it spoke to me like very little had. Here was a character that was like me. Here was a character that I needed when I was an undiagnosed child, someone that would have made me feel like I had at least some way of describing my differences.

Then, well. He died. It was an affecting scene, but it felt out of nowhere, it felt unfinished. Tech didn't even get the climax of the episode. He just fell into the clouds, the Batch grieved for a few minutes, and then the plot steamrolled right along.

I didn't believe it, not after the mad scientist presented his goggles and claimed not to salvage anything else. It seemed like such an obvious fake out. The longer I sat with it the less satisfying it felt. It felt so brushed over, so pointless, all for a mission that they accomplished nothing on. Then came the social media circus. Again and again his fall was shoved in our faces on Twitter, demanding we stream it. TikToks were made that were so out of touch they felt like parodies, the wound ripped open again and again, and I thought surely there had to be a purpose to it.

So I waited for season 3 as interviews were done that seemed to almost intentionally avoid calling him dead. As tweets were made promising we'd be so fulfilled if we could only see who was onscreen in the mid-season! (A tweet that immediately garnered dozens of people hoping it referred to Tech, all without a single comment to try and quell the speculation.) It felt already like we were being toyed with, but I thought it had to be for a reason or a purpose. More weirdly vague discussions went up about his Sacrifice, his Fall, his Anything But Death, even as everyone insists that it was so meaningful, the way he died on a mission that accomplished nothing. Jokes were made around Valentines Day.

He Fell For You, get it?

The first official use of killed went up on the databank right after the trailer, on Hunter's page of all places. The first time the interviews used dead was the Friday before the premier. It all felt too late, theories had already grown for months by that point.

Season 3 finally came and I waited up for every episode drop just like I did for season 2, hoping for him to come back or at least for him to be properly grieved, since we had barely a couple of minutes in Plan 99 before it was swept away for the next plot point. Surely Tech's impact deserved an episode of focus, if he were really gone.

The previously on plays his last words twice. But then we skip months into the future. We don't see Crosshair find out the news - even though Tech died on a mission to retrieve him. We don't watch Omega grieve. She barely seems to notice she's missing a brother. We got a brief allusion in episode two. It took three episodes to even mention his name in passing. Five episodes in everyone got their chance to look sad about him, but only for a few seconds and only when his skills were relevant. Compared to the gorgeous callback to Mayday in the same episode, it felt shallow. He had to have been more important than this didn't he?

Episodes 6 & 7 felt like maybe there was a reason. We see a new masked assassin that gets extra focus, who got put through a series of Tech-adjacent situations, whose beef with Crosshair was just a little too personal, who survived longer than all the rest but stayed masked. Rex talks about losing brothers, but Hunter says nothing about the brother they lost. I hoped it all meant something, that this was the reason that he felt so much like he was thrown away, so that he could come back in.

More one off mentions that only really come up when it's about how useful Tech would have been. More poking at the wound that still felt open and raw because we'd never gotten any closure. The closest we get is a single scene in episode eleven, so late in the season and so brief that I thought that couldn't possibly be it.

CX-2 comes back, and he talks like Tech. He's still not unmasked. I really need him to be something because otherwise what was it all for?

The most emotion comes in Juggernaut, from Phee. Its a highlight because it actually feels like it was about him, like he mattered as a person. It's episode twelve and we finally talk about him like a person. We never saw her get the news either.

Episodes thirteen and fourteen pass without any mentions at all. We're running out of time. Episode 15 hits and we get one raw one from Crosshair that Clone Force 99 died with Tech. It's the first time they directly say he's dead in so many words. It's the season finale. CX-2 is a nobody it turns out, and he dies faceless. Everyone gets a happy ending and after over a year of wondering if we'd ever get closure, it turns out Tech's just dead. But look how happy everyone else is!

Everyone gets to grow old. Except the autistic one of course. He's just dead and it hardly feels like it mattered at all. Did you know Wrecker and Hunter don't use his name once in season three? Omega and Echo mention him once each. Crosshair twice, only once with any emotion behind it. Phee tops the charts at three mentions, two by name and one by nickname. We see his goggles four times. I kept count.

There was never a bigger plan, this was just all he was worth. We spent two seasons on Crosshair's absence. We spent a whole episode dealing with it when Echo decided to go with Rex. Tech dies though and all his life amounted to was a handful of mentions when his skills would have been useful, some shots of his broken goggles, and endless cooing out of the text over how meaningful his sacrifice was. Too meaningful to take back, of course, even as Ventress is brought back from her own sacrifice.

I had really, really thought that this time autistic life would be worth more than autistic death. That a character that felt so carefully handled couldn't have just been thrown away for shock value, barely to even be mentioned again, his memory used to string us along to keep us watching. If you added up every mention and shot through season 3 it might actually clock in at less time than was spent on Mayday's send off.

I'm an adult. I'll survive, though the sting of seeing yet another character like me used as a stepping stone for everyone else's happy ending will take a while to fade. But I think about the child I used to be who needed a character like Tech. And I think about how it would have felt to actually get that only to watch him die a handful of episodes later as a side note to his family's story, barely even mentioned again. How badly it would have hurt, how deep it would have scarred.

I'm not that child anymore. But there are a lot of autistic kids out there that are the same as I used to be, and they're learning for the first time that people like us don't get happy endings. Instead they die so that everyone around them can rise up, and they might even get mentioned a few times. But don't worry. Everyone will tell you how meaningful and special it is and how delusional you were to ever hope for anything else.

The Bad Batch still means a lot to me. I think it always will. I love the characters. I love the family, and all the potential they had. But the sting of not belonging in this happy ending is there, and it's deep. It's been a long time since I trusted a show. It'll be a long time before I risk trusting another. And I hope that the autistic kids trying to learn how to close their hearts off behind new walls are doing okay.

crosshairct4
1 year ago
Happy Friday, TBB Fanmily!

Happy Friday, TBB fanmily!

Excuse the wippery but I just love them taking caring of each other. I want to share it while it’s still baking so I’ll be held accountable to try to finish it this weekend 😄

Ficlet synopsis below

Tech: Crosshair, please hold still.

Crosshair: Speak for yourself.

Tech tends a deep wound in Crosshair’s forearm after a nearly-disastrous mission to destroy a shield generator. Crosshair was so focused down range in his brothers, that he didn’t notice the commando droid sneaking up in him until it was too late to dodge it completely. Tech asks Crosshair to keep still, but it’s actually Tech who is trembling because he’s so worried about Crosshair. 💗

crosshairct4
1 year ago
Digital fan art of Star Wars: The Bad Batch by lornaka, depicting Tech and Phee in a loving embrace. Tech is behind her and is pulling her close with his right hand on the back of her neck, going for a kiss to the the side of her face. Phee is smiling happily, both of their eyes are closed, Tech is holding her hand in his left. They are surrounded by pink Pabu flowers with a light moon-like circle serving as a backdrop on top of a dark gradient background.

I want them back ❀

crosshairct4
1 year ago
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crosshairct4
1 year ago
Back To Black
Back To Black
Back To Black
Back To Black

back to black

crosshairct4
1 year ago
I Drew More Self Indulgent OC Stuff, My Oc Varel X Crosshair
I Drew More Self Indulgent OC Stuff, My Oc Varel X Crosshair
I Drew More Self Indulgent OC Stuff, My Oc Varel X Crosshair
I Drew More Self Indulgent OC Stuff, My Oc Varel X Crosshair

I drew more self indulgent OC stuff, my oc Varel x Crosshair

crosshairct4
1 year ago
Baby Crosshair Doodle

Baby Crosshair doodle

crosshairct4
1 year ago
Some More Sweet Tech/Phee Because I Love This Couple With All My Heart. I Need To See Them Happy Together.

Some more sweet Tech/Phee because I love this couple with all my heart. I need to see them happy together. They deserve to be happy. ❤️

I worked on this to give myself some comfort because season three is bringing me down, and to also practice shading. It’s still a bit messy, but I like it this way.

A warm thank you to all who favorited and reblogged my last Tech/Phee piece. I really appreciate it ❤️

crosshairct4
1 year ago

I’ve decided to post all of the progress here as well, not just on instagram. Some people have asked to be tagged once I post some progress, but I can’t remember who they were. So if you wanna see future progress, let me know and I’ll tag you!

This one may not look too different from the previous one, but nothing really turned out the way I intended to.

The colors, the textures, the focus, the sounds, the camera, everything just seems so off, and oh boy the animation… this is the result of rushing and not knowing what I’m doing, just inserting keyframes, tweaking the graph editor and hoping for the best. So maybe signing up for this project wasn’t a great idea after all lol. Plus the datapad’s not even fully textured, you can literally see where I started adding details on the front, then for some reason I just left off lol

One thing I’ll definitely work on in the future is the menu itself, because if this project is for a graphic design thesis, then I might as well try to make the only thing that has something to do with it look more presentable. I’ll definitely be changing up the fonts, and I have some other ideas for the background as well.

But for now, I’ll move on to the remaining 5 character menu animations. Originally there were gonna be 5, not 7. At first I was randomly picking out the characters I wanted to make one for, then I realized, it’d probably be best, if each squad got one animation. The 501st gets Rex, the 212th gets Cody, the CG gets Fox, the 104th gets Wolffe, and the 241st gets Tukk. CF99 got Hunter but I really wanted to make one for Tech as well, since modeling and texturing him took the longest 💀

Once all of that’s done, I can finally move on to animating the trailer video. Which I’m terrified of, but oh well lol

crosshairct4
1 year ago
WIP Progress Shot, In Order Of Age.

WIP progress shot, in order of age.

crosshairct4
1 year ago
Decided To Remake My Favorite S1 Moments In My Current Gif Style And Friends... I'm Falling In Love With
Decided To Remake My Favorite S1 Moments In My Current Gif Style And Friends... I'm Falling In Love With
Decided To Remake My Favorite S1 Moments In My Current Gif Style And Friends... I'm Falling In Love With
Decided To Remake My Favorite S1 Moments In My Current Gif Style And Friends... I'm Falling In Love With
Decided To Remake My Favorite S1 Moments In My Current Gif Style And Friends... I'm Falling In Love With
Decided To Remake My Favorite S1 Moments In My Current Gif Style And Friends... I'm Falling In Love With
Decided To Remake My Favorite S1 Moments In My Current Gif Style And Friends... I'm Falling In Love With
Decided To Remake My Favorite S1 Moments In My Current Gif Style And Friends... I'm Falling In Love With
Decided To Remake My Favorite S1 Moments In My Current Gif Style And Friends... I'm Falling In Love With
Decided To Remake My Favorite S1 Moments In My Current Gif Style And Friends... I'm Falling In Love With

Decided to remake my favorite S1 moments in my current gif style and friends... I'm falling in love with him all over again 😭❤

crosshairct4
1 year ago

RANT WARNING

I kind of feel like everyone is like "I love crosshair now" or "ever since the outpost I've liked crosshair" or "crosshair is finally a good character." And thats so cool! I'm so happy that more people like him now. But... who else has loved crosshair from episode one?

Crosshair has been my favorite member of the bad batch since the very beginning. I was like something is up with this guy and I'm not resting until I find out more. He's such a good character. The whole plot line about how he couldn't help turning on his brothers because of the chip broke my heart. Then he had his chip removed but he stayed with the empire because "loyalty meant something to me," which also broke my heart. He never had a choice. He loved his brothers, but he was loyal. And then he finally turned on the empire because they weren't loyal to him and not only did that break my heart, it also broke him. Through it all, he still loved his brothers. The whole time. And his sister, I think, though he didn't really know it. Yes, he had his inhibiter chip removed. But he never had a choice. Not really.

crosshairct4
1 year ago

I try not to write negative posts, but. . . man, TBB Season 3 has brought out the worst in me. I waited (hopeful, eager, naïve) an entire year just to be disappointed. Joy.

So. . . @techsbrowneyes expressed concern that they (they being the writers) made CX-2 resemble Tech in every possible way on purpose just to spark hope amongst Tech fans and keep them coming back. If this is indeed the case, then. . . shame on the writers! How cruel can you be?

This post isn’t to say CX-2 isn’t Tech. There’s still a good possibility—albeit a very, very slim one—that Tech is still alive. But. . . my hope is fast dwindling. Hope used to be a major theme in Star Wars. What happened to that? This season is far from hopeful. Far. It’s been nothing but dark and depressing and. . . dare I say. . . meaningless. It feels like we’ve been going around in circles.

TBB season 3 is inferior compared with its predecessors. Those seasons are masterpieces. This one? Not so much. And it isn’t just because Tech is gone. No. . . Echo has scarcely been in it. Hunter and Wrecker have taken a backseat. Hunter seems to be severely detached; it’s like he doesn’t really care anymore (I miss the old Hunter). Each time Tech is brought up, they act like he never mattered to them. I mean, c’mon! Show a little emotion.

This season hasn’t been very fulfilling. No longer do I look forward to episodes. I’ll watch the remaining episodes, but if the finale doesn’t end well, I may never watch season 3 again. I’ll continue to bask in the glory that is season 1 and 2, and the Bad Batch episodes from season 7 of the Clone Wars, but that’s it.

I was so looking forward to TBB seaon 3. Should I hope that the last episodes will be any good? Probably not. Nevertheless, I will, because hope is all I have left right now, and that’s what Star Wars is built on, right?


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crosshairct4
1 year ago
Here's My Piece For The @wildwestzine 🤠

Here's my piece for the @wildwestzine 🤠

crosshairct4
1 year ago
Cat_does_the_arts

cat_does_the_arts

crosshairct4
1 year ago
I Miss Tech, Still Ignoring The Last Two Episodes, I Have A Bad Feeling.
I Miss Tech, Still Ignoring The Last Two Episodes, I Have A Bad Feeling.
I Miss Tech, Still Ignoring The Last Two Episodes, I Have A Bad Feeling.
I Miss Tech, Still Ignoring The Last Two Episodes, I Have A Bad Feeling.
I Miss Tech, Still Ignoring The Last Two Episodes, I Have A Bad Feeling.

I miss Tech, Still ignoring the last two episodes, I have a bad feeling.

crosshairct4
1 year ago

Next Episode for sure y’all

Next Episode For Sure Y’all
Next Episode For Sure Y’all
crosshairct4
1 year ago

Just wanted to point out that when CX-2 said “Who are you” he sounded exactly like Tech. Same pronunciation. Same tone. At this point it’s obvious that CX-2 is Tech.


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1 year ago

Does anyone think that "Tech" is actually short for "Technically" and not "Technology"?

crosshairct4
1 year ago
Brown Eyes….is That You??

Brown eyes….is that you??

It isn’t perfect, but I hope it makes sense

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