I Couldn't Resist Publishing This Now That I Have A Few Chapters Under My Belt. This Story Has Literally

True Love Lost..

Pairing: Loki x reader

Warnings: mentions of character death, grieving, crying, yelling, imprisonment, mentions of mind control, mentions of poison, angst, minor fight sequence.

Summay: Frigga tells Loki what he's done.....

Part four-

"Come sit Loki." Frigga said righting the furniture when they heard a knock at the door. "I'll answer it." She said, worried it may be Elora. Opening it seeing Heidi standing there "good evening my queen." She said with a deep curtsie, "I was wondering if Prince Loki was in?" She asked as Loki came up behind Frigga. "Evening your highness, I was entrusted to give this to you and only you, from lady y/n." She said holding out the letter to him. "My apologies it took so long, I had trouble finding you." She said "that's quite alright, thank you Heidi." He said taking the envelope. "Your majesties." She curtsied again before leaving.

He sat the envelope on the desk as he followed Frigga back to the sitting room "what did you need to discuss mother?" He asked sitting down rubbing his temples. She sat on the chaise across from him "son, what do you remember as of late?" She asked "I remember sending y/n back to Midgard and coming to speak to you yesterday of our situation." He said sitting back. "Son, that was three weeks ago." She said as Loki's eyes widened. "That can't be, we just..." he trailed off furrowing his eyebrows.

"Do you remember when the delegation from Alfhiem arrived, the princess Elora?" She asked as he nodded. "Yes, I met with her upon her arrival today, she...she asked me to court her and I told her I was otherwise engaged." He said "i went to speak with Thor about the arrangements and when I left she found me again demanding to speak with me. She told me she loved me and wanted to make me happy, I told her I loved another and was already happy." He said sighing "and I came back here to prepare for bed when you arrived." He said looking at her.

"Well, I have alot to fill you in on." Frigga said. "How..how do I not remember the last three weeks?" He asked rubbing his temples. "Elora cast a love spell on you. one where the victim is bound to the caster, and once the spell is broken their time together is forgotten." She said watching him. "So, wait...did i...I mean did we..." he stuttered panicking "I am afraid I was told Elora had left your chambers early in the mornings, looking a bit..... disheveled." She sighed looking down as Loki placed his face in his hands.

"She'll never forgive me, she won't want to be with me when she finds out." He said wiping his face "she is aware of what happend son, she knows it was not your doing." Frigga told him getting up sitting next to him. "Is she here? I need to speak with her, explain things to her." He said starting to get up when frigga grabbed his hand pulling him back down. "Son, there is no easy way to tell you this." She said as he watched her "h..has she decided to break our engagement?" He asked wide eyed. "No, no she loves you, more then I think you even know." She said squeezing his hand.

"What is it mother? Tell me!" He said sternly "Loki, she is gone." She said quietly "well I'll go get her, did she return to Midgard?" He asked "no son, she's....she's gone on to Valhall." She said watching him. He sat there silently staring at her "the only way to break the spell was your true love had to die....by your hand." She explained. "You mean I...I...?" He stuttered quietly as she nodded "she knew it was the only way to free you from Elora, she knew she had to sacrifice herself to save you, and she did." Frigga told him. "I met with her before...and gave her an elixir that has been known to restart the heart after death, but where she is mortal I cannot guarantee its success." She said

"Has she...." he trailed off "no, as of now she is still not awoken. I'm having her monitored for any change but it's taking longer then usual." She said. He sat staring at the floor, numbness washing over him as frigga kept talking "Loki, it was not your fault, she had ahold of your mind." She tried explaining to no avail "I am on my way now to find Elora and have her arrested, do you want me to send Thor to wait with you?" She asked "no, no I would prefer to be alone." He said looking down "I will return to check on you as soon as she is apprehended." She said as he nodded. Loki sat on the chaise, trying to process everything frigga had told him when he remembered the envelope on his desk. He walked over picking it up feeling something in it. He sat down opening it when a ring fell out....your ring. He picked it up as he pulled the letter out.

My Dearest Loki,

I'm not sure why im writing this to you, seeing as you have found love in someone else, but there are a few things I wanted you to know. I want you to know I don't blame you or resent you. She is lovely and I'm...well me, an average mortal, we're a dime a dozen really so it makes sense. I hope with all my heart she makes you happy, you deserve every bit of it. And I want you to know I will always cherish the time I had with you. I know a year isn't alot in your lifetime, a blink of an eye really, but I wanted you to know how very special it was to me. You showed me things I never thought possible and loved me as no one else has, or ever will. I have never been happier in my entire life then I was with you. I love you fully and completely, with my entire being. I will never forget you Loki, I will love you until my last breath. Maybe we'll meet again in the next life. Until then please take care, and don't be too hard on yourself, your an amazing, wonderful man and please don't ever forget it.

Love Always and Forever, Y/n

Loki sat staring at the words on paper. You thought he didn't love you, thought that you had been replaced. The papers slipped between his fingers landing on the floor, every emotion hitting him at once he opened the drawer to his desk gently placing your ring inside as he stood. The anger inside of him grew as he tilted his head, his body enveloped in his battle armor as he quickly strode to the door, flinging it open as he strode down the hall.

He quickly made his way to the throne room seeing it empty as he strode in coming to stand in the middle of the room. "ELORA! I KNOW YOU'RE HERE! SHOW YOURSELF!" He yelled when he heard a laugh from behind the throne. Turning to see Elora walk out from behind it. "Well well, if it isn't the runt." She sneered steeping forward "take care how you speak to me, you will regret it." He gritted watching her "Oh? What will you do? Send your little mortal after me? Oh wait.....you can't." She smirked crossing her arms.

"I could have made you king, you could have had everything you ever wanted, you still can. Join me, and I'll make all your fantasies a reality." She smiled holding out her hand. "I would rather be impaled by a bildesnipe then be with you." He sneered conjuring his daggers. "Hm..so how does it feel to have killed the woman you love? The only one who could ever love someone as pathetic as you. The second son, the prince who will never be king?" She mocked walking towards him. "How does it feel to know you will always be alone?" She whispered coming to stand in front of him. "I think your death will help significantly." He gritted slashing a dagger at her as she threw herself back.

Conjuring her own set of daggers she launched at Loki, swiping at his chest as he barely dodged it. He felt his siedr pulse through him, shooting a blast at her sending her across the room. "You will pay for what you've done." He growled walking towards her "Oh yeah, we'll see about that." She said standing running towards him, just as she was about to strike she froze in place. "What, whats happening!?" She yelled trying to move "gaurds, please take princess Elora to the dungeons where she will await judgment." Frigga said walking into the room.

The gaurds clamped the heavy metal cuffs on her wrists as Frigga released her hold on her "You'll pay for this witch, mark my words!" She yelled to Frigga as she was drug away. "Are you ok Loki?" She asked seeing him slump down on the steps to the throne. She walked over sitting next him "i...I wanted to kill her." He whispered as frigga rubbed his back "I know Loki, but that won't fix anything." She said wrapping an arm around his shoulder pulling him to her, placing his head on her shoulder. "She..she thought I replaced her, that i...didn't love her." He whispered while she rubbed his arm. "Loki. She knew you loved her, she knew everything." Frigga said trying to console him.

"I love her mother, I've never loved anyone as much as I do her, and she's....she may never come back to me." He said shakely. "What have I done?" He sobbed as the damn finally broke, tears streaming down his cheeks. "You didn't do anything Loki, it was her." She repeated. His daggers clanged to the floor as he wrapped his arms around her, burying his face in her shoulder "what am going to do? I need her, she's everything to me." He sobbed "we must remain strong for her, I have not yet given up hope she may awaken." Frigga said rubbing his back. "W..what if she doesn't?" Loki asked shakely "let's pray to the Norns she does." She whispered, holding him.

She prayed with everything in her that you would wake, but fate has its own plans......

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crackerbox palace || to us || black tea, with honey || last dance || elysium || haircut || behind the sea || role reversal || needy (nsfw) || 'tis the season || breathe || can't help it (nsfw) || a long, long time || make a mess (nsfw) || i'm sorry, women || all shook up (nsfw) || birthday cake || what comes after || death's touch (nsfw) || lingering remnants || on your left || that's what friends are for || in all my dreams

event fics:

zoro + can't let them get away (fluff) || zoro + dangerous (nsfw) ||zoro + give into me (nsfw) || zoro + in the closet (nsfw) || heaven can wait + zoro (fluff) || speechless + zoro (nsfw) || girlfriend + zoro (nsfw)

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counting coins || distraction (nsfw) || buzz, buzz, buzz || sleight of hand (nsfw) || trade of goods and services || tusk (nsfw) || floral and fading (nsfw) || grand theft autumn (nsfw) || dead flowers || spin circles for me (nsfw) || sex shooter (nsfw) || sugar, we're going down (nsfw) || eat your heart out (suggestive) || doctor's orders (nsfw) || against the kitchen floor (nsfw) || just the tip (nsfw) || netflix + chill (nsfw) || sunshine of your love (nsfw) || sigma grindset || daydream believer || happy accident || genie in a bottle (nsfw)

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law + will you be there || law + give into me (nsfw) || law + gone too soon || law + remember the time || law + who is it (nsfw) || law + dangerous (nsfw) || threatened + law (nsfw) || she's out of my life + law

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crazy || penance (nsfw) || dense (fluff) || pipe down (nsfw) || yours truly || head (nsfw) || two ghosts (nsfw)

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raincheck (nsfw) || cream (nsfw)

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ace + can't let them get away || ace + will you be there

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break free (nsfw) || cats in the cradle

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kid + who is it (nsfw)

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event fics:

luffy + remember the time || luffy + can't let them get away || heaven can wait + luffy (nsfw)

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event fics:

nami + dangerous (nsfw) || nami + can't let them get away

robin x reader

event fics:

robin + who is it (nsfw) || robin + in the closet (nsfw)

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ignition (nsfw, afab!reader)

buggy x reader

all of you (nsfw)

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mihawk + give into me (nsfw) || break of dawn + mihawk

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event fics:

shanks + gone too soon

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rosinante + who is it (nsfw)

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Life and Death

Warning: Abuse, Neglect, suicidal thoughts, self harm, grief, depression, attempted non-con, non-con, violence, gore, bloodshed, reader needs help, ALOT of help, Kyojuro being a pure oblivious boi. Akaza being sneaky

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As the waning moon stares down at me with pity. I fold myself in half. An endless river of tears streamed down from both my eyes. My throat had become dry but that did not stop me from sobbing out the name of the only man I had ever loved.

He was everything to me, the very being that kept me strong, the only person I saw a future with.

And that horrible bitch stole him from me. I knew from the very beginning that she never loved him, she only used him as a tool to hurt me. All she’s ever wanted was to see me suffer. For what reason? I don’t know.

Some people are just born evil.

There was no future for me anymore. Within my five years in this organisation, I had many friends, I had also lost many friends. People all around me drop like flies, this one though, is the ultimate betrayal. It felt like someone had ripped my heart out and kicked me in the throat.

Life is hard. Life is full of suffering. Life isn’t fair.

Death would be easier. Death would be peaceful.

I take my sword from its sheath and line it up towards my heart, hopefully a demon would pass by and gobble up my remains so I wouldn’t be found. I take in a breath of fresh air and exhale. The forest was beautiful, cherry blossoms were in full bloom and the grass smelt amazing. I couldn’t have picked a more beautiful place to die.

I grip the handle and prepare to plunge it in.

“Hello (Y/n) san!” I snapped my head to my right without a moment’s notice, my sword was kicked from my hands. It flew into the air and landed 20 ft to my left. I look at the culprit once again to register who he is and I freeze.

“A-Akaza…” I stutter. That put a massive grin on his face. “Ah! So you do remember me! It has been two years after all..”

I feel myself shake within his presence but I harden myself and sit straight. “I could never forget the face of an upper moon.”

He laughs, probably feeling quite prideful of his title. “Well I could never forget a woman like you, (Y/n) san.” He paces around me, with his hands behind his back, observing me like a fine piece of art. “Last time we met, you were a Hinoto. Yet you had such a fight in you. Now? After two years, you’re Kinoe! But now you point your sword to your own heart? Why is that?”

I scoff and turn my head from him. “How do you know about my rank? And what makes you think I’m obligated to tell you anything?” He chuckled and sat right down next to me. “Well, I make it a point to check in on my favourite demon slayer whenever opportunity seeks me. And to answer your next question, you’re not by any means obligated to tell me anything.”

This was weird, I had expected him to start acting sadistic and rip my arm off already but no. He turns to look me in the eye, I gaze into his golden eyes that read ‘Upper Three’ His body was covered head to toe in strange striped tattoos and his physique had been hand molded by the kami themselves.

He was gorgeous for a demon, but then again at the end of the day, that’s all he was. A demon and I am a demon slayer. It was taboo of me to describe a demon with such colourful and pretty words. “But you are killing yourself, aren’t you? I figured, I might listen to your troubles. After all, I am the last person who you’ll see and talk to before you do the deed. So why not?”

I see his point. Besides kicking my sword out of my hand, he hasn’t acted that much hostile towards me. What could be the harm in telling him? After all, I do plan on ending my life afterwards. Nothing more could hurt me.

“I guess I could.. But where do I start …?” I quietly whimpered. Akaza tapped his chin before clicking his fingers. “How about the first time you felt…wronged? The time you felt so angry and sad but couldn’t do anything about it.”

I tucked my knees into my chest and shivered a bit at the cold, The Upper moon wrapped a surprisingly warm arm around my shoulders. I thanked him for it. “I guess it really started about nine years ago, when my brother left to become a demon slayer…”

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Master list: Life & Death.

Alright lads! I'm gonna say it right here and now, you guys are fucking mental! I literally posted this shit last friday and I did NOT expect to get this much reception for the poxy thing so QUICKLY!

I'm absolutely so humbled that so many people love my story! I'm gassed! I know I couldn't let you lads down so I made it my mission to make this as long as possible.

There will be separate parts and I've prepared this master list so you guys can check out all the parts along the way!

Prologue

You only live once, so be crazy

Life and Death

Warning: Abuse, Neglect, suicidal thoughts, self harm, grief, depression, attempted non-con, non-con, violence, gore, bloodshed, reader need

Death/ Akaza's ending.

You only live once, so be crazy

Life & Death. Death (Akaza’s route.) Part. 1

Warnings: Angst, unrequited love, manipulation, gaslighting, alcohol abuse, domestic abuse, negligence, suicidal thoughts, So many REGRETS.

You only live once, so be crazy

Life & Death. Death (Akaza’s route.) Part. 2

Warnings: Cannibalism, murder, gore, violence, slut shaming, angst, good old fashion revenge. . . . . . “Come on! Let’s go!” My sire runs ah

You only live once, so be crazy

Life & Death. Death (Akaza's route.) Part.3

Warnings: Mental health, unethical procedures, violence, blood, gore, Sexual assault/ harassment. Unwanted touching. It was a beautiful sun

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Life/ Kyojuro's ending.

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