Think of it like this...once you open Pandora's box, it can never be closed. Even if you stop, nothing will ever be the same. You can't go back in time and your wife who has gotten to live a dream can't go back in time. But here's the thing... Up front it can be hard to let go... There may be some immediate pain at first...but this is your destiny. This is what's supposed to happen to you...And when you're done fighting and being raw about it you'll find an even better life waiting patiently to embrace you and hold you and love you... And at that point the pain is gone. Just like ripping a band aid. You'll finally be where you were meant to be. You'll finally be an enlightened beta loser and your personal sex life will never have been better and you'll wonder why you struggled and fought so hard against this for so long... welcome home beta loser brother. We're here to support you ♥️
You did have concerns when the therapist first recommended cuckolding, but now that things have progressed to this point, yo realize that all you can do is to take her advice about being the best cuckold you can be, even if that means no longer being able to have sex with your wife.
Their look of disdain says it all... Even crossdressers are above beta losers in the natural heirarchy of life. Embrace the never ending stream of rejection by all those who are above you. Learn to need it and crave it as deeply as love itself
heyy...its been a while since u have posted something...Have u lost interest in beta life!
I won't ever lose interest in the beta life. I live it every single day regardless of whether I'm posting or not. There is no escape from it for me. Life has just been busy recently and as well, my entire original blog got removed which was a bit depressing and felt like a huge loss given how many people were following me and the conversations and interactions that generated. I'll work away at it though. Thanks for asking, and as always, stay beta! It's the right thing to do ♥️
It's no coincidence that beta losers are drawn to women that are repulsed by them and would think nothing of putting them down and putting them in their place. These are the sorts of strong and honest women that a beta needs to be rejected by regularly. A "nice girl" will only set you back in your journey towards full enlightenment by providing a false sense of hope in order to not hurt your feelings or come across as a bitch. In short nice girls are hurting/stunting your development. A beta should only pine and lust after unattainable honest women that will keep them moving forward on their path. The sooner you get to enlightenment the sooner your life will make sense to you and you will find peace ♥️
If I have sufficiently simped enough throughout the week, my wife will often mock me and ridicule me and then finally give me a pair of her well worn dirty shoes to entertain myself with prior to heading out for the night with her boyfriend. This is not simply for my own perverted beta pleasure though. While she is aware that I'll be fondling them all night long, her expectation is that they come back to her entirely clean and as spotless as possible which includes the soles of her shoes. Her rules also include no rags or towels. The cleaning has to be completed with my mouth and tongue only. While she often makes it very clear that she finds this act disgusting and repulsive, and can't believe someone would ever agree to such a request, I go above and beyond to complete this task with the utmost of love and adoration every single time. While she's out fucking and sucking and God knows what else, I am home alone in heaven gently licking and caressing and loving on her dirty worn shoes. I wouldn't want it any other way
An enlightened beta loser would be eternally grateful if a woman offered him her shoes. While it is more likely that you'll need to purchase worn shoes online or steal them from a friend's closet, sex with a shoe is just as intimate if not more intimate and loving than sex with pussy. A loser knows that real pussy is off the table forever. A loser has way too much anxiety over women and pussy and deep down knows he'll remain a disappointment to women for life, never being able to satisfy. Sex with a woman's shoe erases all of that performance anxiety, stress and chronic failures with women. Sex with her well worn shoes is a beautiful experience and stirs up powerful emotions within the beta loser brain. The scent of her shoes as you pump away IS what love smells like and feels like. You'll never be able to disappoint her well worn shoes. They'll always be there to take your feeble 5 seconds of sex, and they don't care that your dicklette is too small. Shoes make for the perfect replacement girlfriend ♥️
An enlightened beta loser sees a photo like this and immediately recognizes all of the things that can go very wrong. For example, rather than just enjoying how gorgeous she is, and how hot her lingerie and heels are, a loser can't fight the perseverating thoughts of "is my penis big enough? Can I last long enough? Will she laugh at me? Will she mock me if I can't get the job done? What if I can't find her clit? What if I get too nervous?" And many more. Performance anxiety, nervousness and worry flood a beta loser's brain creating a truly fearful response to a situation like this. This is why the truly enlightened are keenly aware that pussy is not for them. Not now. Not ever. Pussy is exclusively the domain of real men who don't have a single one of these thoughts and know how to take her, ravish her and leave her wanting more and more. Losers are a disappointment. And yes, she would mock you and laugh at you and tell all her friends how horrible the experience was with you. This is why a smart loser will never even attempt to venture outside of the friend zone.
An enlightened beta loser would never spend time thinking if an opportunity like this presented itself. It's a losers job to lick all of that grime off the bottom of her shoes. She shouldn't have to do it or even ask. A loser knows that this is one of his primary jobs in life. To be her obedient shoe licker. So when she sticks her shoe out you should immediately thank her and drop to the floor and immediately show her how passionate you are about cleaning
An excellent example of beta loser porn. When you're a loser, your entire fixation and focus should be on the soles of a woman's boots. Your thoughts should be monopolized by obsessing over how incredible the filth would taste if you were only given a chance to clean them with your tongue. You should never be thinking of any other part of her body. This is the ONLY place you should ever look when showing your respect for a woman whether you cross paths in the real world or when looking at porn. A true beta loser learns he can more than meet all of his own perverse and disgusting needs simply by immersing himself in the beauty and perfection of her well worn dirty boots. A loser neither needs or deserves any additional forms of attention
When you're a beta loser, seeing her shoe soles up close like this is akin to an alpha seeing a woman naked....it just feels soooo good and it's all the intimacy in life that you should ever need. Fall in love with her shoe soles. Dream about them. Crave them. Serve them. Get off to them. Make them the center of your small universe and do anything you have to, no matter how degrading and sketchy, to see them every day in real life
After my blog got deleted by Tumblr randomly I'm back! I love all things beta. I live it in my real day to day life and enjoy supporting others in their own journey to true beta loser enlightenment!
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