How Do You Expect Me To Be Nice When I Feel Like Dying

why’d i have to get BOTH a m@$turb@t!on and self harm addiction?????

i need to like. die

dying would fix me

yearly reminder that scars get sun burnt a lot easier then skin. remember to keep your scars covered or to use sunscreen (minimum spf of 30) when outside. dont put sunscreen on open wounds tho, only scars!!

i hate that i cant fucking enjoy anything because its either im worried its NOT something i actually like and that i basically copied it% mimiced someone else or that its too generalized of a thing to like or i dont do it good enough so i should shoot muself or overd0se right now because im bad at it

heres an example

i like music. i like vocaloid alot and kikuos music

problem. i cant tell if its me that i like anymore or i copied it cuz half of my fucking interests and personality or all of it is fake. secondly its too genetalizrf and everyone i know likes it meaning im normal and not good enough and should kill myself now. thirdly i literally dont know the lyrics are meaning therefore im a faker and should kll myself now.

root beer cures all problems tbh

Inside you there are two wolves…

every time i decide a day will be my last day it always goes really shittily and i end up being discovered and talked out of it like bro i just wanna die 😭

How do you expect me to be nice when I feel like dying

i just wanna cut and then die immediately after