Did Anyone Else Want To Be Hurt As A Kid???

i go from "i didn't deserve the things that happened to me" to "there is no suffering that I do not deserve" in like 3 seconds

go KILL YOURSELF!!!!!!!

so sad and also really annoying to follow old friends that used to follow me on my old account and have them just simply not following me back in my new one

How do you expect me to be nice when I feel like dying

Dr Ignoreitandhopeitgoesaway does make some good points

hopefully things will go well and today will be my last day alive 🤞

damn ive only been back for like an hour and im already going insane

me when my mental illnesses actually affect my relationships negatively:

I have a distinct memory of laying in my bed as a kid and wishing with all my heart that I would get hurt. That I would get into a bad car crash or I'd disappear. So my parents would cry and realize they didn't cherish me enough.

I find it sad that younger me thought she had to get hurt to feel loved.