I Cant Do Thisss

i really am a bad bad person

hate sharing information about myself with my parents. they arent supposed to know who i am

i can do this for 7 days

i hate that i cant fucking enjoy anything because its either im worried its NOT something i actually like and that i basically copied it% mimiced someone else or that its too generalized of a thing to like or i dont do it good enough so i should shoot muself or overd0se right now because im bad at it

heres an example

i like music. i like vocaloid alot and kikuos music

problem. i cant tell if its me that i like anymore or i copied it cuz half of my fucking interests and personality or all of it is fake. secondly its too genetalizrf and everyone i know likes it meaning im normal and not good enough and should kill myself now. thirdly i literally dont know the lyrics are meaning therefore im a faker and should kll myself now.

thigh cuts are like the most evil thing ever. its so painful, its so hard to bandage, they re open when you walk. hate that shit. cannot believe i was a die hard thigh cutter for like 3 years that shit sucks

7 days then everything will be okay

"guess this means they hate me", the thing has zero correlation to their opinion of me and has nothing to do with me

i looked the same when i was bmi 14 and 16 and 18 and 23 and

root beer cures all problems tbh