Said I'd Kill Myself In The Summer

me when my mental illnesses actually affect my relationships negatively:

im so pissed because i didnt even post any pics or anything, all i did was post pictures of my HEALED SCARS and bitch ass tumblr still fucking nuked me

the tumblr sexyman of shblr

I love acting like self harm is a hobby instead of a symptom of my debilitating mental illness. Like no guys I'm just really silly and creative.

please palese aplespespelapelspelapelspelpslspgjdl

i hate that i cant fucking enjoy anything because its either im worried its NOT something i actually like and that i basically copied it% mimiced someone else or that its too generalized of a thing to like or i dont do it good enough so i should shoot muself or overd0se right now because im bad at it

heres an example

i like music. i like vocaloid alot and kikuos music

problem. i cant tell if its me that i like anymore or i copied it cuz half of my fucking interests and personality or all of it is fake. secondly its too genetalizrf and everyone i know likes it meaning im normal and not good enough and should kill myself now. thirdly i literally dont know the lyrics are meaning therefore im a faker and should kll myself now.

"youre suicidal ??" fork found in socket

i can do this for 7 days

damn im a bad person lmaooo