š BALLOON ā what is something you've created and/or accomplished recently that you're proud of?
š¤ BLACK HEART ā what would you say is the darkest thought you've ever experienced? what do you think caused you to have that thought? have you ever planned on or fantasized about acting on it?
š¹ BOW AND ARROW ā if there's something from your past that you'd give anything to go back in time and redo, what is it?
š BROKEN HEART ā is there anyone in your life you wish you had a better relationship with? if so, how come? what makes this person important to you?
š CHRISTMAS TREE ā what is your favorite holiday and why?
šš¹ answered here!
š¤ BLACK HEART ā what would you say is the darkest thought you've ever experienced? what do you think caused you to have that thought? have you ever planned on or fantasized about acting on it?
"that's crazy, next question?"
š BROKEN HEART ā is there anyone in your life you wish you had a better relationship with? if so, how come? what makes this person important to you?
"myself definitely. being picked apart about everything little thing for so long does a lot to a person's confidence. being on tv has damn near done irreversible damage to how i perceive myself. i'm trying really hard to be kinder and more patient with myself though."
š CHRISTMAS TREE ā what is your favorite holiday and why?
"halloween! i always try to be back in new orleans around that time because the atmosphere is absolutely insane in the best way. i would love to throw a giant halloween party at some point."
"god you're so embarrassing..." salem said with a chuckle while browsing over the souvenirs for sale. looking up for a moment she playfully flipped off the camera, it seemed like leon was filming content non-stop lately. the two had been practically inseparable since getting back together. "you do realize by constantly shoving that camera in my face you're giving me ptsd from my reality tv days right? please don't tell me we're turning into my parents, my therapist already has so much on her plate with me." she teased while turning away from the camera and fixating her gaze back on the souvenirs.
"and here's my lovely lady," leon grins behind the camera, as he points it to salem. he thought bringing a camera for the day would be a good idea to create content for his social media. and since salem arrived, he's been pestering her with the videocamera he borrowed from a friend. "say hi, babe."
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IN CHARACTER CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT QUESTIONS .
send an emoji/series of emojis for my muse to answer any of the following questions in character! for some questions, there are fields italicized and bolded for you to fill in with the name of a person/place/event/etc in the muse's life. please remember to fill in these spaces in order for the question to make sense! each emoji is described in case you can't see them, and they are listed alphabetically. ā”
āļø AIRPLANE ā have you traveled anywhere that helped you discover something about yourself and/or about the world?
š ANGRY FACE ā how easy or difficult is it for you to express your emotions? if you find it difficult, what do you think is holding you back?
šØ ARTIST PALETTE ā what are some hobbies that you like to partake in? do you think they're just to pass time or to distract yourself, or do you believe some of them potentially have therapeutic outcomes for you?
š BALLOON ā what is something you've created and/or accomplished recently that you're proud of?
š¤ BLACK HEART ā what would you say is the darkest thought you've ever experienced? what do you think caused you to have that thought? have you ever planned on or fantasized about acting on it?
š¹ BOW AND ARROW ā if there's something from your past that you'd give anything to go back in time and redo, what is it?
š BROKEN HEART ā is there anyone in your life you wish you had a better relationship with? if so, how come? what makes this person important to you?
š CHRISTMAS TREE ā what is your favorite holiday and why?
š CRESCENT MOON ā what would you say is your current biggest dream and/or career aspiration and why?
ā CROSS MARK ā how would your life be different if [name of person] had never been in it? would it be better or worse?
āļø CROSSED SWORDS ā do you have any skills that you are absolutely grateful you have and that mean a lot to you? how do you usually use these skills? would they come in handy if someone you cared about was in trouble?
š® CRYSTAL BALL ā what is a core memory from your childhood that you think defines you today?
š”ļø DAGGER ā what is something or someone you know you can't afford to lose? how far are you willing to go to make sure you don't lose it/them?
š§ DROPLET ā are you grieving something or someone? do you feel like you lost something or a part of yourself with it/them?
š¶āš«ļø FACE IN CLOUDS ā is there something you're hiding from the people you love? if so, how urgent is it for them to hear it? what's holding you back from sharing it?
š FALLEN LEAVES ā how would you metaphorically describe your life and the journey(s) you've been on?
š» GHOST ā is there someone or something that you feel is missing from your life? do you know if there's any way to find it/them?
š©¶ GRAY HEART ā what kind of friend do your friends consider you to be (mom friend, uncle friend, funny friend, etc) and why? what do you think this says about your personality?
š¤ HANDSHAKE ā do family or platonic relationships mean more to you? or do they mean different things to you?
ā¤ļøāš„ HEART ON FIRE ā what angers you the most? what triggers this anger, and how do you cope with it? what does this anger feel like, if you had to describe it?
š KISS MARK ā if you had to share a romantic kiss with a loved one, where would you share that kiss and why? are you thinking about giving this romantic kiss somewhere other than the other person's lips?
āļø LATIN CROSS ā are you a religious person? did you grow up religious? does your faith mean anything to you today?
𩵠LIGHT BLUE HEART ā what do you fantasize about the most often (generally/sexually/etc)? are there any people that are significant to or that you can see in this fantasy and why?
ā”ļø LIGHTNING BOLT ā how has [significant event in muse's life] impacted you? what has it made you realize about yourself? about others? about the world?
š LIPSTICK ā have you had any romantic or sexual experiences that made you realize something about yourself?
šŖ MAGIC WAND ā would you describe yourself as a superstitious person (someone who believes in superstitions)? do you believe in luck?
ā¤ļøā𩹠MENDING HEART ā how strongly do you experience your emotions? does it depend on who you're interacting with and/or the context of the situation?
š¶ MUSICAL NOTES ā what song lyrics do you think most accurately describe you? your journey through life? who you are as a person?
š« PEOPLE HUGGING ā generally speaking, do you feel very supported by the people in your life? how strong and cohesive is your support system, if you have one? do you often feel like you're at the front of the line or pushed to the side by the people in your life?
ā¤ļø RED HEART ā what is/are your love language(s)? how do you use it/them to communicate your feelings about others?
š REVOLVING HEARTS ā who and/or what are you most grateful for in your life?
š RIBBON BOW ā how confident are you with your physical appearance? is there anything about it that you are insecure about? is there anything about it that you are happy about or gives you confidence? how do you think people perceive you based on your physical appearance?
š§Ŗ TEST TUBE ā if you knew you were going to die tomorrow, what is one thing you absolutely have to resolve and/or do before then?
š¤ THINKING FACE ā what three emotions tend to dominate your mindset? do you know why they do?
š THOUGHT BALLOON ā is there something or someone you find yourself thinking about more often than other things? if so, why do you think you do this?
š SKULL ā how has [name of person] 's death influenced your outlook on life, if anything?
āļø SUN ā would you describe yourself as more of an introvert or extrovert, or are you somewhere in between? how come?
šŖ½ WING ā if you could choose to have one superpower for a day, what would it be and why? what would you do with it?
āļø WRITING HAND ā what is one thing you wish you were better at? this can be a tactical skill, social skill, hobby, etc.
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salem smiled as leon wrapped his arm around her and planted a quick kiss on his cheek. it was refreshing the way they fell back into the groove of their relationship. "well...it's cute but not enough for me to want to buy it." she shrugged before placing the ring back down on the table. salem took his hand in hers as the two continued to walk by the various souvenir tables before stopping at a shaded off spot beneath a tree. "well usually i'd want to be backstage but i think i want to watch from the crowd this time." leaning back against the tree she draped her arms around his neck looking up at him. "that way i'll be able to get better pictures of you and i can vlog some of the performance for you if you want." salem had been taking pictures of leon on stage since the two became friends and it ended up becoming a reoccurring thing when they officially started dating. "who knows, maybe i'll run into jlo in the crowd and we can finally become best friends."
leon chuckles and turns the camera off. "okay so first, i'm not shoving the camera in your face, so relax," he teases as he puts the device back in his backpack. "vivi loves you. you know that." the man puts an arm around her waist as he too focuses on the souvenirs. magnets and notebooks and rings and macrame bracelets. "i like this one," he smiles pointing to a silver-colored ring that has a tribal pattern. "they're too small for my fingers tho. maybe you should get it." he squeezes her tighter against his body. being back together with salem feels natural. he'd missed her too much. having his girl back on his side is what makes him happy. "do you wanna see my show from the crowd or backstage? i can get you a pass."
she playfully rolled her eyes at her friends response. salem couldn't comprehend anyone getting used to being in such unique place, even when she would go visit new orleans she always found something new to be in awe over. "if this is boring you we can do something else? seriously i'll sacrifice the rest of the day hear more of your dungeons and dragons lore." she teased with a playful nudge. "or i could find us a matching bracelet or necklace to solidify our friendship. with all this cool handmade jewelry there's bound to be something. unfortunately for you im cheesy like that."
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā theĀ happyĀ amusementĀ onĀ birdie'sĀ faceĀ isĀ evident.Ā herĀ faceĀ breaksĀ intoĀ aĀ brightĀ smileĀ whenĀ salemĀ speaksĀ toĀ her,Ā eyesĀ scanningĀ theĀ bagsĀ she'sĀ presentedĀ with.Ā birdieĀ lovesĀ toĀ seeĀ peopleĀ excitedĀ aboutĀ chile,Ā theirĀ heartĀ burstingĀ atĀ theĀ thoughtĀ ofĀ peopleĀ lovingĀ theirĀ homeĀ asĀ muchĀ asĀ theyĀ do.Ā sheĀ shakesĀ herĀ head,Ā accompanyingĀ itĀ withĀ aĀ waveĀ ofĀ theĀ hand,Ā "Ā nah,Ā beĀ asĀ tourist-yĀ asĀ youĀ want,Ā iĀ loveĀ itĀ āĀ iĀ amĀ excitedĀ !Ā "Ā theyĀ laugh,Ā "Ā i'veĀ livedĀ hereĀ foreverĀ !Ā iĀ don'tĀ getĀ asĀ excitedĀ asĀ iĀ didĀ whenĀ itĀ wasĀ allĀ new,Ā itĀ happens.Ā "
"you mean to tell me this entire time i didn't have to pay you to get encouraging words from you?" salem teased as esme sat down in the seat across from her while quickly making space for the other. "i promise you're never intruding on me. i don't mind one bit! plus it gives us a chance to catch up somewhere else that isn't a dimly lit bar for once right?" she chuckled before taking a sip of her coffee. salem nodded as esme spoke about what she'd been up to, a bit taken back that her favorite bartender was no longer at los fantasmas. "wait you're at catch now?! any reason specifically or did you need a change of scenery?" she asked curiously. "i'll come to any bar to see you, that's never an issue. i've dealt with worse people before."
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ź°įĀ Ā ā”Ā Ā ą»ź±Ā --āĀ "Ā youĀ know,Ā i'mĀ proudĀ ofĀ you.Ā andĀ iĀ canĀ promiseĀ iĀ meanĀ it,Ā becauseĀ i'mĀ sayingĀ itĀ withoutĀ youĀ givingĀ meĀ money.Ā "Ā esmeĀ sendsĀ salemĀ aĀ smile,Ā settlingĀ intoĀ theĀ chairĀ acrossĀ fromĀ her.Ā sheĀ setsĀ herĀ backĀ onĀ theĀ loneĀ thirdĀ chairĀ āĀ sheĀ figuresĀ she'llĀ beĀ hereĀ forĀ aĀ while,Ā mightĀ asĀ wellĀ getĀ cozy.Ā "Ā doĀ youĀ mindĀ meĀ sittingĀ withĀ youĀ forĀ aĀ bitĀ ?Ā iĀ don'tĀ wannaĀ intrude.Ā justĀ gladĀ toĀ seeĀ youĀ aliveĀ andĀ notĀ aĀ corpseĀ inĀ yourĀ house,Ā y'knowĀ ?Ā "Ā theĀ ribbingĀ isĀ gentle,Ā andĀ sheĀ nodsĀ whileĀ sippingĀ herĀ coffee.Ā "Ā neededĀ aĀ rechargeĀ āĀ trustĀ me,Ā iĀ getĀ it,Ā youĀ don'tĀ have'taĀ beĀ sorry.Ā i'mĀ good,Ā actuallyĀ !Ā oh,Ā thatĀ remindsĀ meĀ āĀ gotĀ aĀ newĀ job.Ā iĀ workĀ exactlyĀ oneĀ dayĀ aĀ weekĀ atĀ catchĀ now,Ā soĀ you'reĀ gonnaĀ haveĀ toĀ makeĀ theĀ trekĀ outĀ ifĀ youĀ wannaĀ seeĀ me.Ā iĀ understandĀ ifĀ not,Ā though,Ā sometimesĀ thoseĀ peopleĀ suck.Ā "
"i'm not working on anything special at the moment. i was just trying to de-clutter my brain instead of my usual avoidant behaviors. the biggest perk about finally leaving the house so far has been running into you though." salem replied with a smile. it was nice seeing esme in a normal social setting, typically she was feeding salem drinks los fantasmas. "not dead just....dead adjacent i guess?" she teased. "i'm okay though, i needed some time to rot and not be around people. i am sorry i've been ghost. but more importantly how are you?"
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ź°įĀ ā”Ā Ā ą»ź±--āĀ theĀ sightĀ ofĀ salemĀ isĀ aĀ welcomeĀ one;Ā esmeĀ hadn'tĀ seenĀ herĀ inĀ aĀ minute,Ā andĀ whileĀ sheĀ hadĀ reachedĀ out,Ā she'dĀ alwaysĀ beenĀ aĀ proponentĀ ofĀ "givingĀ peopleĀ theirĀ space".Ā sheĀ knewĀ salemĀ wouldĀ comeĀ backĀ outĀ intoĀ theĀ landĀ ofĀ theĀ livingĀ whenĀ theĀ timeĀ called,Ā butĀ thatĀ didn'tĀ meanĀ sheĀ missedĀ herĀ anyĀ less.Ā herĀ smileĀ isĀ brightĀ asĀ sheĀ slidesĀ intoĀ theĀ seatĀ acrossĀ fromĀ her,Ā burgundyĀ nailsĀ tappingĀ againstĀ theĀ coffeeĀ sheĀ cradlesĀ inĀ herĀ handsĀ (Ā snickerdoodleĀ coffeeĀ withĀ cinnamonĀ andĀ twoĀ extraĀ sugarĀ packetsĀ todayĀ ),Ā "Ā watchaĀ workin'Ā onĀ ?Ā longĀ timeĀ noĀ see,Ā thoughtĀ youĀ diedĀ orĀ something.Ā "
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