At times of peace, having to be away from your family for months and years is a high price you pay for obtaining an academic degree or securing a better job. Imagine while you are away, they were trapped in a besieged strip of land and thousands of missiles rained down on that besieged area of 360 kmΒ² around the clock for almost 11 months. That would crush every cell of your mind and drive you crazy, wouldn't it?!
Imagine suddenly getting addicted to watching the news and the gory videos and pictures all the freaking time. You follow relevant social media pages that only show images, videos, and stories of entire families that were wiped out in an instant in an airstrike and deemed as collateral insignificant damage. While plunging deeper and deeper into an unprecedented state of acute depression, I wondered: how come all my suffering from displacement, fear, and hunger in Gaza for 5 months during the war before being evacuated to Ireland is nothing but a drop compared to my ocean of suffering now?
The constant thinking of my family in Gaza during the genocide and all the potential scenarios is consuming my sanity and mental health at a time in my life and a place where I am required to be 199% focused and productive. To give you a glimpse of my horrible psychological suffering these days: I fear going to sleep because I know horrible horrible nightmares are waiting for me on the other side. Some have to do with the horrors of wars I witnessed in Gaza myself and others relate to the horrible potential scenarios I keep thinking about.
Seeing the images and pictures of Gaza makes you think a thousand earthquakes hit every neighborhood of the Gaza Strip! Nothing and no one has been spared. The horrific war has turned the place into a hell on earth, unfortunately. How can young people have any hope for a better future seeing the mass destruction and the relentless Israeli efforts to stifle Gaza and squeeze hope out of its people as a form of collective punishment. How monstrous and heartless!!!
Amid all this chaos and madness, my number one priority and focus is evacuating my family to Egypt as a first step and hopefully reuniting with them in Ireland at a later stage.
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A Final Plea from the Heart of Hell: Save Us Before Hope Dies ππ₯
Hi, I'm Hani π€
My Little Brother is Dying of Fear π¨
The Night Only Adds to Our Pain π
Where is Humanity? Where is the World? ππ
Donβt Let Us Disappear in the Darkness of Suffering π
Donβt let our story end here. Be the light that guides us to salvation π―οΈβ¨.
With every tear, with every pain, I write this final plea to you,Β
Hani
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List of GoFundMe campaigns from blogs that have reached out to me: (September 8, 2024)
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Zain Sami @zainsami - Not vetted yet. - β¬525 / β¬35,000 (1.5%)
Mohamad & Farah @moh-gaz - Vetted by association - $1,614 / $35,000 USD (4.61%)
Mohi @mohiy-gaza2 - Vetted by 90-ghost - $27,057 / $31,000 (87.28%)
Hamdi Ayyad @hamdiali112233 - Not vetted yet. - β¬677 / β¬25,000 (2.7%)
Rehab Shamia @rehabsh98 - Vetted by association - $35,251 / $40,000 USD (88.12%)
Tahseen Alkhazendar @tahseenkhazen - Vetted by 90-ghost - $11,855 / $25,000 USD (47.42%)
Islam Al-Najjar @islamgazaaccount3 - Vetted by northgazaupdates - β¬2,050 / β¬30,000 (6.83%)
Shima @shimo20 - Vetted by gaza-evacuation-funds - $325 / $30,000 CAD (1.08%)
Dina @dina179 - On el-shab-hussein and nabulsi's spreadsheet, entry #245 - $12,027 / $50,000 CAD (24.05%)
Abdullah @abdala1 - Vetted by association - $3,600 / $75,000 AUD (4.8%)
Kareman Dohan @karemandohan1999 - Vetted by 90-ghost - $7,587 / $50,000 USD (15.17%)
Intisar Abushammaleh @bshaeromars-blog - Vetted by nabulsi - $17,212 / $40,000 USD (43.03%)
Ahmed Al Zaeem @malkzaim - On el-shab-hussein and nabulsi's spreadsheet, entry #129 - $25,386 / $50,000 CAD (50.77%}
Rewaa Omari @rewaa99 - Not vetted yet - $620 / $50,000 USD (1.24%)
Ahmed Jehad @ahmad-syam-blog - On Bees and Watermelon spreadsheet, entry #171 - $3,638 / $40,000 CAD (9.09%)
Ahmed Zindah @ahmednser - Not vetted yet. - β¬115 / β¬100,000 (0.11%)
Basel Ayyad @basel1995s - On el-shab-hussein and nabulsi's spreadsheet, entry #214 - CHF8,138 / CHF60,000 (13.56%)
Farah Areef @areej1982 - Not vetted yet. - β¬172 / β¬8,000 (2.15%)
Ali Miqdad @alimeq92 - Not vetted yet. - β¬792 / β¬70,000 (1.13%)
Ahmad Al-Sharif @ayahashem91 - Not vetted yet. - Β£295 / Β£70,000 (0.42%)
Sama Ayyad @samaayyad15 - Vetted by association - β¬17,924 / β¬45,000 (39.83%)
Mohammed Al-Deeb @mohammedaldeeb - On el-shab-hussein and nabulsi's spreadsheet, entry 212, β¬40,250 / β¬55,000 (73.18%)
Reham Al-Anqar @rehamalanqar - Not vetted yet. - β¬2,048 / β¬20,000 (10.24%)
Amal @familygazaamal - Vetted by association - $522 / $30,000 USD (1.74%)
Hind @hind3en - Vetted by association - $525 / $40,000 USD (1.31%)
Hadeel Mikki @hadeelmekki - Vetted by 90-ghost - β¬16,246 / β¬35,000 (46.41%)
Osama Al-Anqar @osama-family - Not vetted yet. - Β£2,706 / Β£50,000 (5.41%)
Falestine @falestine-yousef - Vetted by 90-ghost - $19,863 / $40,000 (49.65%)
Youssef Al-Habeel @saveyousseffamily - On ButterflyEffect Project spreadsheet, entry #406 - β¬13,142 / β¬20,000 (65.71%)
Ahmed Al-Agha @omargaze2 - Vetted by association - Β£8,264 / Β£20,000 (41.32%)
Mahdi @sondosahmed - Vetted by association - kr3,679 /Β kr300,000 (1.22%)
Mohammed Hijazi @save-amal-family - Vetted by association - β¬24,470 / β¬30,000 (81.56%)
Amal Ghilan @amalgheelan1 - On Bees and Watermelons spreadsheet, entry 175 - $1,290 / $50,000 USD (2.58%)
Hussein Shamiya @husseinshamia - Vetted by association - $35,251 / $40,000 USD (88.12%)
Noureddine @noorabd1992 - Vetted by 90-ghost - $15,461 / $45,000 USD (34.35%)
Hanaa Jad Al-Haq @hanaa-yousef2 - On el-shab-hussein and nabulsi's spreadsheet, entry #246 - Β£16,024 / Β£50,000 (32.04%)
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Trout. Trout? Trout!
Long live the trout
tumblr ate the ask before i could publish it π
Idk man i surprise myself sometimes. Here's my 2nd bnt piece