4/2/21

4/2/21

Master took another word from me this morning, and he has given me permission to use the word in this post.

He took away the word yep.  This has been much harder then the last four he took, and he knew that going into this.  There have been a number of times I had to edit my text before I sent it cus the word yep was in it… 

But I did use it twice on accedent.  The first time I noticed immediatly and tried to fix it, and in lue of punishment he gave me this writting assinment on why he took the word yep away.  The second one I didnt cetch for a bit, and he had to tell me.  Not sure if this punishment will cover both, but given it was assigned as punishment after the first and before the second… only if hes feeling generous…

Part of the problem going into this is I HAVE NO CLUE why he took the word away so all of this is my own ideas and may or may not be why he ACTUALLY took the word away.  I think he likes me confused tho… he said I dont need to understand why, and I just have to obey as best I can. So here it goes:

I think Master realized that the other four words would be fairly easy. The hardest one would be the one for rear end, but even then mercy could handle it.  I think he wanted to give me a word I would struggle with.  He loves that I hesatate when saying the word but, used as a conjunction.  I think he wants me to struggle and put in a lot of effort to please him

I say yep a lot, expecially after someone texts a long paregraph.  I mean it more as a yep read and understood responce, because I dont have much to add.  However, my dom likes to know exactly what I am thinking.  I think by limiting the use of this word he is hoping that I will actually respond to stuff in the text rather then just agnologing it. 

I think he also likes control over my language, and he will take more and more words in time.  He has told me this sorta, he has told me he is starting easy.  He is changing my vocabulary into what he likes.  Therefore, I deduse that he doesn’t particularly like the sound of the word yep, or he has other reasons he doesn’t want it in his toy’s vocabulary.  

The thing is with the words he takes away, I am not allowed to say them anywhere.  Not to him, not to family, not to friends, not online.  Not without permission.  I have to ask permission from him to say the word yep.  It reminds me of how much I belong to him, which is to say, compleatly.  Yesterday I said yep without a second thought.  Now every time I think the word yep I have to make sure to correct my thought so I don’t say yep outloud.