i hope you pursue what you love in 2021, supported and surrounded by people who are so happy to have you in their lives. i hope you realize that we grow from failure, and that the lessons you learn will benefit you so much. those bumps along the roads, the sad days, the doubting, things not turning out just the way you imagined they would - they will happen, and it will be okay. you’ll face it, you’ll survive, grow, and you’ll make a wonderful year for yourself, regardless, or indeed because of that.
every day o need to save money and then there is some kind of little fucking item
sometimes self-care is consuming a piece of media for the 174th time
You made it to the end of this year and I am proud of you. Don't be so hard on yourself, please.
Stuck.
(it’s 2am, and according to your therapist, you have “a whopping case of ADHD”
I have three modes of reading
Dont read
Read a 500 page book in a day
Read only fanfiction until my eyeballs drop out of my skull from exhaustion
I’m always in awe when I see languages written with other alphabets like we’re really a bunch of creative little creatures aren’t we… can’t believe some people see those signs and get meaning from them ! can’t believe some people see These signs that I’m using rn and don’t get meaning from them ! so many signs on earth and they’re SO different sometimes, our imagination is limitless
I just wish I could learn every language and all the histories and about everyone's food and folklore and... 😔 but i only have one brain and it is small and malfunctioning
me during the day: ah i'm so sleepy. i'm so fucking tired oh my god i can't wait to go to bed tonight.
me during the night: let's download the top 100 songs from 2010 and listen to them all while writing a novel and watching an entire season of something and maybe rearrange my room or read 2 books and complete my assignment which was due last week haha i'm so productive.
No bestie, you will NOT be able to finish that 'small' chapter if you start it at 10pm one night before.