I'm Kinda Sad Because Its Been A While Since I Went Out With My "friends"
i'm kinda sad because its been a while since i went out with my "friends"
theyre always going somewhere on saturday nights and i just get so sad because i truly feel like no one wants to hang out with me. so i spend the night thinking about every single time i was with them and wondering if i did something embarrassing or said something wrong.
im kinda addicted to refreshing my instagram feed to see if they're out or doing something . its starting to make me feel sick
but thats okay. i pray that one day ill have a cool group of friends that feels like family. just like how i met your mother , you know?
anyways . im gonna read my book now to distract myself a little bit from this sadness . if there's anyone reading this, i hope you're okay and safe . take care of yourself and dont forget to drink water
:)
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Sometimes I wonder if native English speakers appreciate how much more comfortable the internet is for them than for the rest of the world
Like, you can go on tumblr and simply read stuff in your mother tongue? Amazing. Go on youtube and you don’t have to replay some sentences ten times to try to understand what they’re saying? Incredible. Look for practically anything on google and know that there will be a fuckton of results that you can read without having to spend half the time looking up words in a dictionary? Fascinating. Make a post or send an ask without panicking that you’ll make a silly mistake or that they won’t understand what you meant? Unbelievable.
i overthink….therefore….i overam….
reading the infernal devices is so fucking painful.
i'm loving it.
You still make dumb mistakes in your native language. You still misspell things and have words you mix up. You still mishear song lyrics. You still struggle with some dialects. You still don’t always get the grammar right. You still have to stop reading sometimes to look up certain words. You still trip over your words and forget what you’re saying.
Forgive yourself for not always understanding or for making mistakes in your target language - you can’t always get it right in your native, so there’s really no need to pressure yourself to get it right all the time in a foreign language that you’re still learning <3
zayn using a photo of them as kids is really getting to me. does he still see them like that? i look at some people i’ve been friends with for years and see ourselves as the age we were when we became friends. my mental image is stuck there. this is fucking awful dude
every morning i wake up and make the worst possible time management decisions anyone has ever made
i could get so much done if only i could get stuff done
united states of america* but yeah please i know way too much 😭😭😭😭
you know what, i know too much about america. social media is so american-centric i could probably tell you more about there than my home country. i would like to forget some information about america please. i would like for someone to say “I am from Oregon” and for me to reply “haha is that some kind of herb?”. please erase america from my knowledge. thank you
me during the day: ah i'm so sleepy. i'm so fucking tired oh my god i can't wait to go to bed tonight.
me during the night: let's download the top 100 songs from 2010 and listen to them all while writing a novel and watching an entire season of something and maybe rearrange my room or read 2 books and complete my assignment which was due last week haha i'm so productive.
