Ended up hating how I did the last page. Which is why I chopped it in half so I can redo it. I hope everyone likes cliffhangers!
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“Already tired of trying to recall when it all fell apart…I just want to love you well…I just want to learn how to somehow, to be loved myself - Sleeping At Last
I just used this app for the first time and it turned out pretty cool for me.
They are way mor chaotic than baby Ford and mullet Stan
I have no stopped thinking about them all day.
Why?? WHY???? WHYYYYYYYY??? DO YOU ENJOY MY SUFFERING!?!?!?!?!!?
Lovely fic btw i enjoyed it:)
Instead of being 15 minutes older than Stan, Ford is 5 years older. Because of Filbrick’s abuse and Caryn being busy with her “job”, Ford had to raise Stan on his own while working hard to impress his parents. Now, Stan was 12 and Ford was 17. Stan had grown dependent on his big brother, often clinging onto him and begging him to help him build the Stan-o-War. Ford didn’t have a lot of time for his little brother but he always tried to make ends meet. He often sang lullabies to his little free spirit whenever he’d have a nightmare, and the six-fingered boy would be the first to defend Stan against Filbrick, despite his weak stature. The whole college and perpetual motion machine goes the same as canon, but it feels even more heartbreaking since Stan is a little kid here. He’s just a baby boy who’s desperate not to lose his big brother and be left alone with his father. Once Ford finds out Stan broke his perpetual motion machine, he can’t control himself. They argue in front of the TV and the fight ends with Ford punching Stan, and grabbing his face aggressively just like Filbrick does. This causes poor little Stan to have a horrific panic attack and crawl upstairs. Ford stares down at his six fingers and is horrified when he sees blood on it. He’s a monster. A monster who hurt his little free spirit because of some stupid school and some stupid metal. When Filbrick and Caryn enter the room, Ford just stands there frozen. He can’t tell his father because he doesn’t want Stan to get into more trouble than he already has. That night, Ford goes upstairs to apologize to Stan for lashing out but when he enters his room, he finds Stan’s room empty with the window open. Fear shoots through the teenager when he realizes Stan had run away. He spent 3 days looking for his little brother. His free spirit, his baby Stanley who’s seen him as nothing but a hero. All he did was hit the poor kid and yell at him, and that would be the last interaction they ever had. For no matter how hard Ford looked, he was never able to find Stan.
What happened to Stan? Maybe he’s out there somewhere, having somehow become rich and famous and having the time of his life without his awful family. Or perhaps he was hit by oncoming traffic as he scrambled away from the family pawnshop. We’ll never know. What we do know is that Stanley Pines, the baby of the family, Ford’s little free spirit, will always be haunting him wherever he goes.
Until the end of time.
Crying during sex - Ethel cain.
Yea, rn i'm on a mission to draw stan to as much song from her as possible, and, yes, i do hurt my own feelings during the journey, too, obviously.
ALSO, it might look a bit weird i, a stupid ass, accidentally deleted the whole flie. Yea, i managed to saved some of them before it happened, but still,,,
Anyway i hope this hurts other people feelings like it did mine🎀🎀
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I ve been thinking and as i can remember we never see Stan and Bill interact 1 on 1 only at the last episode. I think there is a very high chance that Bill tried to help him rebuild the portal ... or not? Why wouldnt Bill help Stan? I mean thats the thing bill wants.. eh idk im studying to be an engineer so i cant rlly write
And some mullet Stan doodles as a gift🥲
I have an idea that all of them can be happy