I Made IBVS Fanart Of Nevin.

I think more people need to hear this JFC

Before i do head off to my november art hiatus, i’d like to leave these reminders to SOME people in the DHMIS fandom who didn’t seem to get the memo, this also applies to other characters who don’t have confirmed names in the series.

Disclaimer: It’s absolutely okay if you still use the popular fanmade names, i’m not saying that you should stop using them for your interpretations n whatnot. What i’m saying is; don’t get mad at people who use different fan names for their versions of the characters and don’t mandate them to use the popular ones because you thought those were the canonical ones despite them never being confirmed by the creators. People can and will always have different interpretations and headcanons of a certain thing, don’t be a jerk and force them to have the same as yours.

"The affairs."

Does this count as Crossmare Angst? @nightmarexcross

[SwEaRinG]

[Implied (?) Things]

[Inspired by the following songs: Say No To This, Congratulations, Burn, First Burn, Selfish, Bad Girlfriend, Roxanne, I don't need your love.]

Cross stroked the purple skeleton's cheek. The Skelton was wearing a purple jacket, a black crop top underneath. Lust smiled, his heart shaped eyelights glowing.

Cross and Lust had been seeing each other for almost a year without their husbands knowledge.

Yeah that's right. They were both married to other people. Cross married to Nightmare, while Lust was with Error. Lust and Cross would meet alone in the bedroom when ever their husbands were gone.

They had nice times, then they fell in love. They knew it was wrong. Immoral. They truly loved their husbands, but they also loved each other.

'You treat me so much better than Error' Lust said once. 'You love me so much more then Nightmare.' Cross replied.

Cross loved Nightmare a lot. Cross didn't feel loved most of the time. Nightmare wasn't as affectionate as Cross, even if Nightmare did love Cross.

Error on the other hand, didn't love Lust. In fact he too, was having an affair. Lust knew it too. Error didn't trust Lust right.

The first time they ever cheated was when Lust came crying to Cross about Error. Nightmare was on a business trip with Dream.

Cross comforted the smol, held him close and whispered sweet words to him. Lust kissed Cross. Cross had kissed back.

But back to present time. Cross pulled Lust onto his lap and kissed his temple. Lust giggled a bit and kissed Cross's cheek. "How was your week?" Cross asked.

"Error left to "hang out with some friends" and came back drunk. He left this." Lust said and pointed to a faint scar. Cross kissed it, pulled back and frowned. "Yours?" Lust asked back.

"Good. I did some writing. As much as I love Nightmare, I'm glad he left on ANOTHER business trip. Though should be back tomorrow."

"Actually I came home early." A deep voice said. The couple turned to see Nightmare, his cyan eye narrowed, his arms crossed.

Cross sputtered, his eyes widening. Instead of pushing Lust away, he pulled Lust closer. Nightmare gritted his teeth. "In OUR bed? How long has THIS been going on?" Nightmare asked. Lust shivered in fear. Not from Nightmare, but at the thought of what Error would do if he knew about the affair.

Nightmare's fists tightened, waiting for an answer. Cheated. He'd been cheated on! So many thoughts ran through his head.

"A year." Cross said softly. "WHAT?!" Nightmare roared. A year! How could he not have known? Cross yelled back. "No! You can't be mad! You never even loved me! You never say goodnight, or kiss me goodbye! You never ask me how MY day was! You've barely shown any affection towards me! You don't get to be mad! You can't because you never even LOVED ME!"

Cross was in tears. Lust wiped them away and pet the oreo. Nightmare's eye widened. His goop melted off. He was back to his passive form. "You... think I don't love you?" He asked. Nightmare thought for a while. Tears streamed down his face. 'Was it all him?' He thought.

Cross was right. He never said goodnight, or kissed Cross goodbye everytime he left. He never showed Cross much affection.

Nightmare felt his heart break. Cross blinked back more tears seeing Nightmare cry. "I should have left you but I still love you. You're faking it. You don't feel bad. No. No. NO!" He bursted, pushed Lust off of him and ran out the room, knocking Nightmare to the ground.

Lust frowned. He came over to Nightmare and hugged him. "I'm sorry. But he's right. Do you even love him?"

Nightmare sobbed out an, "Of course." Maybe Nightmare didn't deserve Cross. Lust let Nightmare go. "Then go make things right."

Nightmare looked up at Lust.

Cross was outside at the fountain. Nightmare stepped outside. He wiped away his tears and walked over to Cross. "I'm sorry Cross. I don't deserve you, I love you, so, so fucking much. So fucking much. I love you so tucking much and I'm sorry I never showed it! I-I-I-'m not good at- at-at feelings and I- I know you hate me now and I understand I'm not mad you you you had every right to find someone who actually showed you love." Nightmare whimpered and held his tears back. Cross hugged Nightmare tightly. "I love you too. I'm sorry I cheated I just-"

"It's okay. We'll work through this together." Nightmare said. He kissed Cross. Cross smiled and kissed back, tears still running down both of their faces

Lust smiled sadly from the back. He was happy for the two. But he knew he'd never be loved the same way Cross loved him ever again. And he'd go back to Error, knowing Error was always having an affair.

'But that was okay.' Lust thought.'Because that's just how life is.'

Cross looked over at Lust and frowned. Cross explained Lust's situation to Nightmare. Nightmare's eyesockets widened, then softened at Lust.

Lust was so kind. Error didn't deserve him. Error didn't even move him. He was just there to show off to his friends.

Nightmar kissed Cross on the cheek and hugged him tightly.

"We'll figure this out together and we will help the poor boy."

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AND THAT'S THE END OF PART ONE!

I think and hope this counts as Crossmare because that's what I'm going for-

(With a bit of Horrorlust on the side 7u7)

😴

IBVS WEEK

DAY FOUR: warring

Warnings: Implied Self harm, violence

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Edward gritted his teeth. He knew Nevin had superstrength. He knew Chris could fight. He knew he couldn't fuck with Drew. He knew he wouldn't hurt Issac. He knew he couldn't hurt Barry.

But he was angry. And he wanted something to hurt. He had to hurt something. Something had to feel pain. He wanted to fight someone. Someone had to hurt. He knew he shouldn't fight Drew. He knew he was fucking up. He caught Drew going home without Nevin.

Assult is illegal, you know? A lot of things are illegal. Drew was weak, he had a broken leg after all. So he punched the back of the smaller boy's head. Drew let out a yelp.

Crutches were a good weapon, no? But fists were fine. Edward had attacked Drew. He walked left Drew on the ground, out cold, and in pain.

But he didn't feel like all his anger was gone. His eyes were dark and dull. And then he pulled out the razor. Edward was now home, in the bathroom. Something had to hurt. Someone had to hurt.

And so two people hurt that day. It was quick. It was painful and painless.

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I wAnTeD tO wRiTe aNgSt bEcAuSe I'm sAd

IBVS belongs toooooooo:

@onebizarrekai

I mean I just joined and I'm like 5 seasons in but I exist

hey do me a favor and reblog this if you’re still in the criminal minds fandom. i want to see how many are still here in 2020. so far it seems like a good amount but i’m curious

IBVS WEEK

@onebizarrekai

Day I have no clue: Caring

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Drew walked home alone. He stumbled. The crutches were hard to get used to. He still wasn't even used to them. He let out a yelp and fell to the ground. He landed on his broken leg. He let out a cry of pain. He wished his brother was here. But he was at Chris' house.

Barry was walking home from school when be found the smaller boy on the ground crying. "Are you okay?" He asked. Drew looked and shook his head. Barry examined the boy. "Let me help you. Could you hold your crutches?" Barry asked. He nodded and grabbed them the best he could. Barry scooped the boy up.

Drew gasped and blushed. Barry smiled. "Would you like me to take you to my place or yours?"

"Mine please..." Drew said quietly.

Barry smiles and nodded. "Where?"

Drew gave him the address and the two set off.

Drew unlocked the door with his keys and went inside with barry, still carrying him. Barry set the smol on the couch. He closed the door and went back to the boy. "We should put ice on that." Barry said. Drew pointed to the kitchen. "Yeah.. we should..."

Barry left and came back with an ice pack, placing it on the broken leg. "You live alone?"

"N-no... my grandma is upstairs and my brother is at a friend's place. I think." Drew said, smiling. "Do you always walk alone?" Barry asked. "No, Nevin walks me home too. Just not always."

"Text me when you need help getting home then. I'll hand you my number." Barry said taking out his phone. Drew blushed and nodded, taking out his as well.

The two boys exchanged numbers and went on with their days.

Best headcanons I've ever read-

headcanons bc im bored af

kid:

- real name is Kai

- has a huge crush on Billy

- watches crime shows (w/ lily and billy)

- pretends to like science for billy

- parents ignore him

- gets into fights despite being

- a huge pacifist

- only crys when mad

- secretly shares a bed/sleeping bag with billy when they both go to sleepovers

- good at making music

- wants to be a detective

- smokes weed sometimes (w/ billy)

billy:

- has health problems and goes into hospital a lot

- actually a good singer

- can play ukulele

- great at drawing

- terrible handwriting tho

- has a huge crush on Kid (and nugget)

- has a pet rabbit

- loves biology and

- is really good at biology and chem but is terrible at physics

- wants to be a forensic scientist

- hates maths

- gets mad very rarely

- only swears when he’s really mad

- hates cindy (obviously)

- only watches crime shows bc Kid likes them

- actually really likes gore

- quite strong (can hit hard) despite not being able to lift anyone

- wants to set up a band with Kid

Lily:

- kinda has a crush on Cindy even after everything she did

- has a pet tortoise

- pacifist until she gets mad

- is the older twin

- has a small flower garden thingy

- hates gore

- secretly is rly strong and can probably lift buggs if she wanted to

- “the quiet kid”

- loves pastel colors

- likes to paint

- wants to run her own detective agency when she’s older (and will possibly employ kid and billy)

- allergic to dogs

- forgives people too easily

Jerome:

- crushing on monty super hard

- great at doing tricks with his yo-yo’s

- is monty’s favourite customer

- his dad wants him to be the next principal

- but he actually wants to be a musician

- rly good at guitar

- and didn’t take any lessons

- probably the kid that puts his feet up on the desk

- sassy af

- uses snapchat and insta too much

- throws amazing parties when his parents aren’t in town

- his mum works at a bank

- the rich kid

- probably got high once

- and it was probably by accident

- has kissed monty twice

- hates it when ppl smoke (especially monty)

monty:

- cute af

- “being straight was my phase”

- pretended to date jerome to make his ex mad

- jerome made out with him

- “i told you to pretend to date me! not stick your tongue down my throat!”

- actually liked it bc

- he’s also crushing on jerome

- can get quite agitated and paranoid

- only jerome can calm him

- calls jerome at 3am bc he cant sleep

- insomniac

- lives on energy drinks (and coffee sometimes)

- smokes behind jerome’s back

- smokes weed too

- sells weed to Kid

- takes anti-depressants

Cindy:

- not as much as a bitch anymore

- another rich kid

- wears too much makeup and slutty clothes

- loves hot pink

- wants to work at starbucks

- is actually a gamer (and is quite good)

- plays games w/ everyone

- loves shooter games

- salty af

- has 3 dogs

- dog person

- wants to date lily and is planning to confess on lily’s birthday

- “lesbian power, bitch!”

- found out she was lesbian after dating Kid

- was only nasty bc she loved lily

I'm always ready for a war

[This was inspired by some events based on what happened today with my friend on my birthday and also I'm writng this with her-]

[Written on July 1st-July 3rd]

Cross sat down on the swing. No no, not a swing set. But one of those couch swings that are expensive. He liked the swing Nightmare had at the castle. Cross pushed his feet on the pavement and pushed the swing.

He looked at sky. It was hot outside. Like a toaster or oven. Nightmare came out side, his tentacles melting even more in the heat. He came next to Cross and sat next to him on the swing.

Cross blinked. He didn't think and laid down, his head on Nightmare's lap. Cross closed his eyesockets.

Nightmare didn't protest. He felt his goop drift off of him, him going into his passive form. He relaxed.

"When I was younger, my daddy told me, I would never, never amount to nothing special, he'd come at me from every angle. He'd say, "you're the last thing I want, and the last thing I need. How'm I gonna answer when my friends tell me, my son... was kissing boys in the streets. My son, was kissing boys in the streets." Cross sang, relaxed and content. He didn't mind that Nightmare was even there. He felt comfortable about Nightmare.

Maybe he did like the king after all. Maybe Killer and Lust were right.

Cross was just singing random lines from songs.

"My mama told told me it was okay, she said that it was quite alright, our lind of people have a bed for anight, and it was okay." He sang softly. He exhaled.

"Mom, I'm so sorry for forgetting what you taught me... "My son.." we played piano... "I taught you piano." You would put your hands on mine. "You changed the melody everytime." I would always change the line. "Shh, I know I know." I would always change the line. "I know I know. Un deux trois quatre cinq six Sept huit neuf." Un deux trois quatre cinq six Sept huit neuf. "Good. Un deux trois quatre cinq six Sept huit neuf." Un deux trois.... "Sept hit neuf-... Sept huit.. Sept huti!"

[Google translate says:

One two three four five six Seven eight nine. "One two three four five six Seven eight nine." Good. One two three four five six Seven eight nine. "One two three ...." Seven eight nine -... Seven eight .. Seven eight! "]

Cross let out a shuddering breath as finished the song lyrics. A tear rolled down his cheeks. But he didn't cry.

"You and words obbsed with your legacy, your sentences border unsenseles, and you are paranoid in ever paragraph..." He tried not to cry. Nightmare looked down at Cross. He smiled a bit. He kissed Cross lightly, not letting him say anymore. Cross kisses back as tears fell from his eyesockets.

Nightmare pulled away. And they just stayed there for a while. Not saying anything. But they enjoyed the time they had together.

Cross fell asleep soon after. Nightmare sighed and forced himself into his corrupted form and picked Cross up with his tentecles. He walked inside the castle.

And that was it. That's the end. Their lives arent ours, and we dont get to know what happens. Maybe they got married, had a few kids. Or maybe they stayed friends. Maybe the went their separate ways. Maybe they got married and divorced later in life. Maybe one died. Maybe they both died. Or maybe it all worked out.

I guess we'll never know.

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I HAD TO CHANGE SOMETHINGS I WANTED TO DO BECAUSE I WANTED TO GET IT OUT ON TIME-

@nightmarexcross

Rushed and ugly and lazy ships

Cream and crosslust

God I'm making Cross such a whore