It's Not That I Need A Quiet Day Or A Day Off Exactly; It's That I Need A Pocket Of Time That Exists

daydreaming isn’t enough i need it to happen to me in real life

oooo sorry I already have weekend plans (destroying and betraying myself for nothing)

laid up in bed googling normal things like have i ruined my life. is it too late

there’s a misconception that grief only happens when we lose people. this is not true. we can grieve circumstances, relationships, missed opportunities. in fact, sometimes when you find yourself plagued with waves of emotion from sadness to melancholy you may be grieving yourself. the version of yourself that you might have been if things had been different, or if only you had said something, or if someone had stood up for you.

sometimes i forget people have friends on here and then i feel this sudden wave of loneliness is this what being a james kinnie is

its from a post. you wouldnt get it

something deeply intimate about being outside early in the morning all alone and seeing the world as she is

back where I belong. (in bed.)