Every Single Angel On Tumblr I Love You

I ache so desperately for the comfort of being enclosed in my wings

Welcome home

F32N<3

♪★･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. -・ ꒰ঌ·✦·໒꒱・- ˚₊‧꒰ა 𓂋 ໒꒱ ‧₊˚･★♪

★ names:

♪ fern

♪ F32N

♪ any other name u think I deserve

♪★･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. -・ ꒰ঌ·✦·໒꒱・- ˚₊‧꒰ა 𓂋 ໒꒱ ‧₊˚･★♪

★ what even am I?

♪ I am a divine being, a protector spirit of sorts

♪ my form is not fixed, but it is made of light

♪ not an angel, not a god, somewhere in between

♪★･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. -・ ꒰ঌ·✦·໒꒱・- ˚₊‧꒰ა 𓂋 ໒꒱ ‧₊˚･★♪

★ my duties as a divinity:

♪ if I were 2 have my body I would reside in the woods, I would have a small patch of woodland 2 protect, care 4, and make sacred

♪ in this life I am most drawn 2 people, it is my duty 2 protect and care 4 those who are hurting, it is my purpose 2 bring comfort in any way i can, I'm not the best @ it, but I try my best

♪★･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. -・ ꒰ঌ·✦·໒꒱・- ˚₊‧꒰ა 𓂋 ໒꒱ ‧₊˚･★♪

★ things I deem sacred/associations:

♪ the connections we build with others, especially though the internet

♪ the internet in general

♪ nostalgic things that bring comfort

♪ the feelings of light, warmth, comfort, and safety

♪ sunlight and stars

♪ small groundcover plants (small flowers that grow in large groups, moss, red creeping thyme, ferns, clover etc.)

♪ mother of pearl, other pretty stones

♪ creeks, small streams, other small bodies of water

♪ dilute cats

♪ music, especially folk and hyperpop adjacent songs

♪★･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. -・ ꒰ঌ·✦·໒꒱・- ˚₊‧꒰ა 𓂋 ໒꒱ ‧₊˚･★♪

★ u don't need 2 deserve happiness, u should have it anyways

★ if I can ever do anything 4 u, lmk, please. I want 2 help

★ I luv u, have a wonderful day/night

♪★･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. -・ ꒰ঌ·✦·໒꒱・- ˚₊‧꒰ა 𓂋 ໒꒱ ‧₊˚･★♪

🌙 This is me.

i drawed again. wing anatomy

divinity’s light and warmth flows through my human form in rivers and waves, forming puddles in my joints. lakes and oceans in my ribcage flowing around my beating heart, illuminating me from within.

watching a soft breeze pass through a sunlit patch of grass, the dandelions swaying with the wind. birds chirp and the trees cast soft shadows around the corners of the glade.

this is divinity. this is holy. i feel the ghost of my creator’s touch in every sunbeam and every soft gust of wind.

I remember when I used to think p-shifters were all dangerous;

that the experience of delusional alterhumans should always be shunned away;

that transspecies individuals were "taking it too far";

and that none of those identities were valid or welcomed in alterhuman spaces

they can seem scary

other alterhumans can make it feel that way

I totally get it

I used to think they were scary too

I'm guilty of reproducing that same speech, and I admit that

but the more I've actually listened to them? they quickly became my favorite part of the community

getting to listen firsthand experiences from things that people claim are "unreal" or "shouldn't happen" can be so incredibly interesting

reading on transspecies' transition goals and their personal relationships with the concept of species itself is simply amazing

and hearing about physical nonhumans' relationship with how they view their body and their identity is so enlightening as well

it's a real shame so many of them are discouraged from sharing what they go through because of stigma, and it's a shame so many don't want to listen to them because they have been taught to fear and to judge

we all started somewhere, and I fell victim to that way of thinking as well, until I stopped to learn about and from them

consider this an invite to be more open about the experiences of physical nonhumans, CL/CZs, holotheres, endels, transspecies, and many more

shout out to all alterhumans with "odd" or otherwise stigmatized identities

please do know that I love and appreciate you, and every word you have to say about your experience

every single one of you is amazing and unique;

don't allow yourselves to be silenced;

you belong

duality is divinity, being contradictory is beautiful