I Don’t Have Many Followers But Thought I’d Share My Story, A Very Short Version Of It At Least.

Lou’s fantasy development.

She showed me a couple of text messages last night, maybe I’ll see the whole string sometime soon. What I saw though was something along these lines (shortened version here):

L: “What if I told you he would be ok with it?”

J: “I’d ask if you are serious or just saying that.”

L: “Serious.”

J: “Then I’d say I’m excited and want to hear more.”

L: “More?”

J: “Yeah, more as in what are we talking about here? Swinging?”

L: “Not swinging but I can do whatever I want.”

J: “I’m intrigued, tell me more.”

L: “I’d rather tell you in person but you’ve heard of hotwives yeah?”

J: “Sure have.”

J: “Can I ask a personal question?”

L: “Please do, you can ask me anything.”

J: “In that case I have several but first, we talking stag or cuckold, just so I know?”

L: “Cuckold is the one that gets treated bad right? Not that one.”

J: “Cool. So does that mean he would be with us? I mean hypothetically, if anything happened?”

L: “LOL, we’re past hypothetical gorgeous. As long as you want to of course.”

L: “To answer your question not at first but he would love to at some stage. We’d see what happens hey.”

J: “I do want to.”

J: “Ok, that’s very cool. Can I tell you I’m getting a hard on? Tell me more about what you want to do.”

L: “I want to tell you in person, after I have your dick in my mouth.”

She asked me to save it for later from there, the intent was to have a look at the rest when we went to bed. We didn’t get that far, not yet anyway, we mauled each other as soon as the bedroom door closed. She did tell me that J asked if he could call, to hear some more but she told him we were busy and the boys were around. It was true, she was texting him between packing for our Christmas holiday, we leave today. She told J they might talk while we’re away and that she hoped he was still interested when we got back.

I almost can’t wait for the holiday to be over now!

My name is Doug and I am an addict. It is true, I am addicted to everything to do with this whole hotwife thing. Most interestingly, I have recently realised my wife is also an addict, or should I say she is a-dick-ted.

Well. Louise has delivered her list, she has even included some commentary that, in my mind, spices things up even more. We did discuss the number in the list before she finished it, she thought she had less left to do from my original list of ten (two or three, not six). She hadn’t actually come up with seven or eight so it has ended up being a list of twelve. She did say I could choose two to drop off if I wanted, any two except the first one. Haha, as if that is going to happen. This is a copy and paste of what she sent, all I have edited is J’s name and added a few comments in brackets.

1. Have my husband wear a small, tight speedo on the beach. I just want to see you squirm but, I return, I will wear the bikini of your choice. Conditions - this will be during our getaway, the bikini has to be one I already own. (Bloody bitch, but I’ll do it and yes I will squirm. I wonder if she remembers that she has some very small wicked weasel bikinis and some extremely “see through when wet” ones. I feel she is putting too much trust in me, thinking I would be too embarrassed to make her wear one. We will see who squirms the most - mind you we haven’t been speedo shopping yet, I should see the outcome before I make statements. Wait, I should also check too see if she hasn’t hidden or got rid of those bikinis. Game on babe.).

2. Do the card night at J’s. I am scared about this one but it gives me serious goose bumps and I have decided I want to do it.

3. A gang bang. I figured I’d just come out and say it. Thinking about it gets me seriously turned on. If you are ok with it, I want to do it without you there, just so I can relax and really let go. I am sure I will like it and we can do another one with you there if you want to, J said he wants to meet you and he’ll love to do both. Tell me and drop this if it is too much.

4. Have sex in the dunes. I want to do this with you first and, maybe, do it with a stranger too. Your idea of me going for a walk with someone, getting out of sight and you not knowing what I’m doing is really sexy.

5. Do something with that guy at the beach. A blowjob maybe? He could be the stranger in the dunes. Or not. This one is conditional on you having the guts to ask him though. (We were at the nude beach a few weeks ago, a guy walked past us. He was fully naked, heading off for a walk along the beach, it goes for miles. I just figured he might be her type and, also, he has a rather large, fat cock. I told her about him and when I saw him heading back our way, I said she should check him out. She did and I was right, she did find him attractive. I told her she should fuck him, she told me she’d think about it, I thought she was just teasing me. This whole stranger thing is very new).

6. A wild card for you, I really want you to choose something. I doubt that I can’t ever get over my feelings of guilt but I think this will help. Whatever you want, with me, without me, for you, for me. Seriously, anything.

The other six, the ones from my silly, original list that aren’t done yet. I still can’t (or don’t) really believe it, but she said she is determined to do them. There’s no timeline or plan, just determination. I’ll say one thing, if I know Louise that will be enough.

7. Give two guys just a blowjob only.

8. Have an MFF threesome (she even knows there’s a difference between FMF and MFF, she said this has nothing to do with her guilt either, she has always been coy about it and has now said she wants to do it. Now for the hard part, finding the couple for her to do it with).

9. Go braless in public while wearing something a bit see through. (A while ago, I would have said this was no chance, more unlikely that the sex ones even).

10. Have sex with a stranger. (Probably covered by one or two of her new list but we’ll leave it here just in case, she can always tick off multiples).

11. Let a guy feel your bare boobs. (this should actually be easy, if she follows through on the card night thing with J, more about that later).

12. Answer the door bottomless.

Yeah, me too.

It started with a conversation about dream holidays - Fiji, the Maldives etc. The next day I did some googling on Key West, I sent her a message and loved her reply. I need to try figure out a way to get us there at the right time, maybe October 2026.

My word yes. I love any time she looks beautiful, sexy or (sometimes) a little bit naughty.

Short stories

A lot has happened since I last wrote something, in early February. So very much. I could probably a long (and boring) story about it all but I’ve decided I’m just going write myself some short notes about it all, see if/how well I can piece it together. Relatively short anyway.

In 2019, I suspected Louise was fucking Tom. I came to believe it wasn’t true. I was right all along, at least about that.

It was a few days into February. Louise and I were sitting out the back, having a drink after dinner. She laughed at something on her phone, when I asked her what was funny she handed it to me. She told me to have a look, she needed to go in and clean up the kitchen.

She had been texting Tom and their talk had gotten onto Grant. I have recently learnt that Tom can be quite a bit dirtier than I gave him credit for. The three of them had some fun when Grant came home for our January long weekend, that was what they had been talking about. The bit Louise laughed about was just Tom saying “you nearly bit my knob off when he slipped it in your arse you know.”

It was just part of him teasing her about the fucking they gave her, it was interesting enough to have me reading me back through it. I went further back and came across some texts he had sent a couple of weeks earlier. I wrote a while ago how he had helped to make her feel good about herself, these texts were part of that. Now Tom does have quite the ego, and he will play it right up high with Louise from time to time.

One message said something like “of course you’re sexy darlin, you don’t really reckon I’d have been fucking you for ten years otherwise.” The grammar was worse than that but you get the gist.

Ten years? They first got together in 2023. Ten years?

……….

Sometimes my Louise surprises me with how quickly she gets into something. It’s not always like that, far from it actually, especially when it has come our extra-marital fun and games. Last night though saw one of those times, she was a couple of margaritas in and texting on her phone. I could tell she was up to something but had no idea what. Was she talking to Tom perhaps? Maybe even Grant? Somebody else?

We went to bed soon after, she actually dragged me there, telling me she wanted to ride my dick. And ride it she did, whatever had happened had obviously got her all hot and bothered. I chose not to ask, I have come to learn that things are more fun when I let her control what she tells me.

She was on top of me, she came really quickly (the first time) then decided to let me know what she had been up to.

“I was texting with Tony earlier you know.”

Tony is her regular massage guy.

“We got a little bit dirty too.”

She was baiting me and I had no problem talking the bait. I asked her to tell me more. She went on with the dirty talk, telling me she told him she has been really horny for a few days and was looking forward to having his hands all over her and his dick in her mouth. It turns out the only part of it that was true is that she has been really horny the last few days, we have our little six out of ten game to thank for that, reliving some memories and looking forward to making news ones has certainly wound her up.

She showed me the real text exchange this morning. Whilst it might not be like she told it last night, it is incredibly hot, hotter than I had even imagined. I’m not copying it directly but it went something like this, after the first few intro and hello type messages.

L: I’m really looking forward to Wednesday gorgeous.

T: I’m glad to hear it, I hope I can make it a good session for you.

(Probably a hint that he’s hoping to fuck her this week).

L: I’m sure you will, is there any chance we can make it a double?

(Asking for a two hour appointment, instead of the hour she had booked)

T: Of course we can, you know I love your double appointments, you’ve got my hopes up now!

L: Have I just? Tell me, what are you hoping for?

T: Haha, I think you know. maybe a little bit of extra fun?

L: Oh no mister, you know me better than that. Tell me properly.

T: If only you see how embarrassed I am. And, honestly, how hard I’m getting.

T again: Ok, I can see your playing that game…

T again: I want to lick your pussy this week, make you cum with my tongue instead of my fingers.

L: Mmm, that sounds nice, can’t it be both?

T: Of course it can, always.

T: I meant to say all ways.

L: Yes, all ways. With your fingers, your tongue and your dick.

L again: Tony, I want to ask for something special this week, can my husband come along, to watch? Like we talked about.

T: Yes, of course he can. Do you mean not for the massage lesson, just to watch?

L: Yeah, just watch. Massage then more. I have some ideas to make it really fun for him and for us.

There was a couple more messages before they ended with her promising to call him tomorrow, to talk about her ideas. She knew she would show me the messages and didn’t want to give it all away.

I can’t believe how nervous I am, even after what I have had the privilege of being part of over the last year. Watching her get a massage was the subject of a dream that started my whole fantasy, for years it was my biggest desire and now it is about to happen. In a way, I am almost terrified about Wednesday, I have never even met this guy plus I don’t know what she has in mind. Terrified but so excited too, I can’t wait.