其实是因为看到了一篇网友疑似女友粉的日志随笔，虽然都没有讲明，但我确实对于别人对他的念想有一些敏锐的洞察能力，或许不该说敏锐，而是太熟悉他的相关事情和字词，又总能在看到疑似段落的时候慢下来仔细读。

《烈女》 “处事能干 你叫我手袋党 想框死我形状”。武旦要踩跷，女将军行军打仗穿的是“石榴裙”，骑的是“桃花马”。圣女贞德在画像中也总被套上裙装。社会对女性的想象总是狭隘刻奇。听说《特警密恋》里面有解构、反讽和女足比赛作为重要背景设置，要找来看看。

This is what my parents did when I was a kid. I got so frustrated and annoyed because all the mental preparation for going out just went to waste. Now they are going to visit and I’m making all the plans. Don’t know if I could manage them successfully!

Can’t say for Russia or Ukraine, but I’m pretty sure people in my country want to and are actually eager to invade ******. So not all ordinary people are against war. Yes this is my projection but it is also what I see with my eyes.

This entire Russian-Ukrainian conflict is a complex situation because each side is reporting different things while the American media is running in the back on fire screaming ‘WAAAAAR!’ And Americans can’t see anything but their own propaganda that has been trying to ‘predict’ the Russian invasion for a week now, failing every time. But however this entire thing goes, this is what you need to know motherfuckers:

Do not fucking go and start hating Russians. Do not fucking go and start hating Ukrainians. Do not fucking go and start hating Russians while protecting Ukrainians and vice-versa.

If it doesn’t reach your mind that normal people cannot affect what’s happening, and that the governments (Russian, Ukrainian, Republican, American) and NATO are to blame, then I am telling you this right now.

Don’t you dare fucking go and project Putin’s actions onto innocent people that live in Russia. Don’t do the same thing to Ukrainians. Normal people don’t want war, on either side.

我从床上坐起来，被子都堆积裹在腿上，浑身有点燥热，《mad》编曲总让人怀疑窗外有救护车。

看到一个歌名《明日再会》。在听《mad》，想起颁奖礼。羡慕徒弟。想看小林给黄填歌词，顺便想起《最高分数》。

睡眠彻底支离破碎 睡不着 听到一点声音就会醒

给翻看旧帖的自己：千万不要再回国。记得这次回国回家的遭遇有多难受。身体+精神+work受到多少影响。

Ok let me check in on them. Oh they are crying over the stock market.

One thing I found really interesting: I still hold the assumption that North Koreans are probably brainwashed and can be actually good people. But I can’t think the same about people in my country. Maybe it’s because I was bullied by them. My friends were bullied and threatened by them. And the saddest thing is people closest to me could be one of them.

Ok also please look at the TV credits mark gatiss chose to include in the program. Keep telling yourself this king but we won’t forget

阿竟然不知道学校有关于mary的conference。有一个lecturer和一个phd candidate都在研究她

The Power of Networks and The Networks of Power: the foundations. Mary I’s early social and political networks 看上去是很适合磕cp的好材料

看有人心疼俄爹的样子，算是理解一些人看粉圈厂妹心疼流量偶像的感觉