Demonicgirl88 - My World

Bad bad thoughts tw

I'm honestly gonna shoot myself someday. I really like myself, honestly I'm really cool. But I want to die so bad. I also want to kill someone so bad.

TW suicidal and self harming

Blood blood blood blood blood blood blood blood blood blood blood blood blood blood blood blood blood blood blood blood blood blood blood blood blood blood blood blood

Haha it isn't a word anymore and now it's funny. Anyways I'm such a loser I should just die. Uhh my fault I'm sorry.

I'm ◼️◼️◼️◼️ ◼️◼️◼️◼️◼️◼️◼️◼️◼️ or Aster ◼️◼️◼️◼️◼️◼️◼️◼️◼️◼️◼️ (haha lol lmao) Depending on who you ask.

She's pretty nice, right? Smart but complacent and unable to use it. Guts and blood. I wish I could open up my stomach to the air. I wish I could feel my life slipping away as my intestines slipped out, slowly at first, before they just all slap-plop onto the floor. Blood on the ground, tears on my face, love for me somewhere-nowhere. That's an oxymoron, if you didn't know.

Anyways. I'm suicidal (yo). I'm also full of vocal stims and mental instability and other unwellness. Not cool. (yo)

Honestly I'm boutta spill my shit all over my Tumbl r.

I don't understand hating someone should totally explain why people hate on each other yo. I actually don't understand most social stuff. People tell me I'm autistic but I don't believe them so it doesn't matter !!

Socieetyyy

Eyeyeuwyayaya

Bweh

Honestly it feels, from a purely extracting from social media and other resources way: like we are going into either a facist regime or a American revolution. It's honestly terrifying what that man did as soon as he got in office. But at least it's not as bad as my worst case scenario. But I think it'll get there eventually.

In other offline news: nothing feels like it has changed over where I am.

Fine

HAPPY NEW YEARS MOTHERFUCKERS!!!

This seems acceptable to know.

50 Questions Just Because

What are three shows in your watchlist that you’ve been meaning to get to?

Describe your favorite pair of socks

Do you like smoothies?

What do you wear when you have to dress nicely?

How do you like your eggs?

What do you use to keep your place when you’re reading a book?

What color dominates your closet?

Do you collect anything? If so, what?

What sounds or scents calm you down?

What’s your favorite kind of uquiz question? (Lyric, color, aesthetic, etc)

Do you wear glasses or contacts?

What’s something about your best friend that you love?

Do you prefer to write in pen or pencil?

What are some places where you feel most at home?

Do you have any houseplants? Do any of them have names?

Describe your favorite hoodie. How long have you had it? What makes it unique?

What’s the last thing you ordered online?

What’s one historical event that you would have liked to have witnessed?

What’s your favorite Halloween costume from when you were a kid?

What kind of math are you best at?

What’s your favorite period in art history, your favorite famous work and/or your favorite style of art? If you don’t know any that’s ok!

Iced or hot drinks?

Which songs do you like to sing in the shower?

Are you a good driver?

Do you have any piercings or tattoos? Are there any that you want?

Can you cook or bake? If so, what are some of your specialties?

Do you have any keychains on your home or car keys? Describe them!

Can you swim very well? Do you like swimming?

Did you play with Legos as a kid? What was your favorite set?

Is your closet organized? If so, how?

What’s the last music video you watched?

If you could dye your hair any color, regardless of how you think it would look, what color would you choose?

Headphones or earbuds?

Can you read analog clocks?

Describe your favorite stuffed animal, either now or from when you were a kid.

What’s an arcade or table game (air hockey, ping pong, etc) that you’re really good at?

Do you mind if others are in the kitchen when you’re cooking or baking?

What’s one show you watch or musician you listen to that your friends know nothing about?

What was the best part of your day today?

What’s your favorite kind of tree?

What scent is your deodorant?

Do you have any games on your phone? If so, which one(s) is/are your favorite?

Do you shower with the lights on or off?

What do you do with spare change?

Do you have good handwriting?

What’s the last thing a friend recommended to you that you looked into and actually liked?

Do you like to go on walks?

Do you have a favorite plate or bowl?

What’s your favorite thing to do when it’s raining?

Describe your perfect sleeping conditions

the amount of people in the replies saying “what career” lmao

I am rb-ing rn

rb to have a super gay 2023

When I first tumbld into Tumblr, I thought the ancient one's writing juices would flow into me and I would become a true tumblr immediately. But I was wrong and now I must tumbl until this happens.