I'm On A Point That I Don't Know If I'm Struggling With Quarantine Or Struggling With Life Itself.
I'm on a point that I don't know if I'm struggling with quarantine or struggling with life itself.
I was planning on doing the aupair, found a family, they live in a nice place to study on the area I want to work on, it would be nice, go a year abroad, study on a foreign University, come back and have a nice curriculum to get a nice internship on my area.
However, like always, something needs too go wrong and here we Are with quarantine, I don't know if I will be able to get the visa, the driver license and go to do the program.
Here I am again, rebuilding everything from the scratches, thinking on an plane b, c or d because it is regular on my life to the first or the second plant don't work out. So, ok, the aupair might not work so I must find a way to improve my life in here or try a different program, there is many options honestly but we always choose to surrender to anxiety.
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Take all the time you need, we give you our full support! If you need to rant about anything there are always people available, and if you dont have an open ear to talk to my dms are always open! Try to not beat yourself up too much for taling a break, those who dont have the patience are inconsiderate and shouldn't have the right to read your work anyway, stay safe and remember we're all here for you :)
Thank you so so much for thisđ to know that there are supportive people like you and everyone else is really reassuring. Itâs amazing to have such support and itâs made me feel so wonderful and warmâşď¸â¤ď¸â¤ď¸
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Thereâs some little aspects about myself that I am not quite sure about how they are configured. Are they a trace of being what is medically called ââbeing crazyââ or are they just what we should all call ââhaving a different brain functionââ?Â
It is so hard to talk to people about it because I guess society is still working on the top of older parameters of judging and thinking. On my point of view, maybe we are all this time calling people âweirdâ, âcrazyâ or âmentalâ but in the end they are just bright and manage to see things on a different way.Â
Think about how many myths around the functionality of our brain we are currently still spreading. For example, we don`t use only 10% of the brain, we also donât have any evidence of the existence of right-brained or left-brained people.Â
My point is: We are probably excluding some people from society based on how their thinking process is when they are probably very useful and might be able to do and see what is missing on this world.
âShe was brave, my Mara.â
work in progress /some art /venting out /writer at random opp / âMy soul is the mirror of the universe, and my body is its frame.â-Voltaire;Â Â
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