There Is A While Since The Last Time I've Been Here.
There is a while since the last time I've been here.
Lately I can't really tell what day it is but I guess that's everybody who's actually following social distancing and quarantine.
So, I am deeply struggling with anxiety over my life. Thankfully, I have people by my side helping me out, people to tell me I am overthinking or just trying too hard to be perfect. I've been judging myself for not be working during this quarantine. I was working at least 3 times a week a studying everyday. Now I am just studying, what should be enough, if I wasn't so critical with myself. I want to be successful, I want to have a nice job, a nice degree, a nice house and everything for yesterday
That's anxiety, wanting to achieve everything now and at the first strike. I am extremely afraid of failing, I am afraid of engaging into something and not being able to finish or have positive results from it. However what I need to think is that every result is positive, even those that are nothing like we planned. Every mistake is a chance to grow, every bad day is a chance to be stronger, every anxiety breakdown is a chance to know how strong and focused you can be.
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i haven’t seen anyone post these yet, the tropical rouge precure website updated with an official synopsis and character bios! here they are (there may be slight inaccuracies because this is via google translate with edits for grammar to make it more readable, i did my best)
Series synopsis:
I’m a first year who transferred from a junior high school in the city this spring!
The day I moved to my new home on this island, I met a secret at the sea. The girl’s name is “Laura”, and in fact… she’s a “mermaid”!
“Grand Ocean, the land of mermaids” in the sea was deprived of “motivation power” by the “Witch of Mawashi” who lives at the bottom of the dark sea, and everyone lost motivation. If human motivation is lost, the world will be in trouble…!
That’s why Laura came to the land alone in search of “Legendary Warrior Pretty Cure”.
Meanwhile, after appearing on land, Laura is caught by the servant of the witch who turns around and is in a big pinch!
Cure Summer / Manatsu Natsumi
A first-year junior high school student who is as bright as the everlasting summer sun and motivated to do various things!
The type whose body moves before thinking, “Let’s do the most important thing now!” At any time.
On the day I moved from my hometown of Minami Nojima to Aozora City, I had a shocking encounter with Laura, a “mermaid” in the sea.
I cherish the lipstick that my mother gave me. The habit is “Tropica!”.
Her “Lip” charm point transforms her into “Cure Summer”!
Birthday: August 1st
Favorite thing: Everything tropical, school
Cure Coral / Sango Suzumura
I just love cute things, and I’m a fashionable first year!
Manatsu’s classmate. A type who can be kind to others and can get along with anyone immediately.
My house is a cosmetics shop in the city, and I know a lot about makeup and cosmetics.
Her “Cheek” charm point transforms her into “Cure Coral”!
Birthday: May 9th
Favorite things: Collecting cute things, makeup
Cure Papaya / Minori Ichinose
A very knowledgeable second year middle school student who likes to read books!
Honor student with the highest grade in the class. A type who has a poker face and doesn’t show much emotion, but holds herself firmly.
She has loved “Mermaid Princess” since she was a child and is familiar with the legends and stories of mermaids.
Her “Eyes” charm point transforms her into “Cure Papaya”!
Birthday: November 21st
Favorite thing: Reading a book
Cure Flamingo / Asuka Takizawa
A third-year junior high school student with a strong sense of justice and excellent motor skills!
At first glance, she’s cool and you want to get closer to her, and she’s an older sister who takes good care of her juniors.
In fact, there are some surprising aspects to her such as being good at playing cute animal games and cooking.
Her “Hair” charm point transforms her into “Cure Flamingo”!
Birthday: October 15th
Favorite things: Physical activity, cooking
Laura
A “mermaid” girl from the mermaid country, Grand Ocean!
Manatsu and her are the same age. A self-confident person who can honestly say whatever she thinks.
In order to fulfill my dream of becoming the next Queen of Grand Ocean, I came to look for “Legendary Warrior Pretty Cure”.
As a supporter of the Precure, she will live on land with Manatsu.
Favorite thing: Singing a song
Kururun
A sea fairy from the Grand Ocean. The mermaid queen’s pet.
You can always relax at your own pace. Its bark is “Kururun ~!”
Favorite things: Shellfish cookies
//end
On my studies this week my mentor said I should never write negative things, or things that might bring bad emotions or thoughts to people. Therefore, I deleted a bunch of my posts. Happens that I can be very negative when I am sad or tired. I guess it is human to have negative emotions from time to time, specially when the circumstances you are at, are no the best as possible. Thinking on that and putting that together with many other small conversations I had with people during this time, I decided to change, to go after things I should’ve gone way before and to try to be better at the same time as a person, but not only better to other people, but to myself. I need to be kinder to myself, more comprehensive with my emotions and limits. And I honestly think everybody else should too.
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✧・ﾟ:*Today’s magical girl of the morning is: Cinnamon from The Caster Chronicles!✧・ﾟ:*
work in progress /some art /venting out /writer at random opp / “My soul is the mirror of the universe, and my body is its frame.”-Voltaire;
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