depressingteenagethoughts

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Sometimes i just cant stand myself. Im just a mopey piece of shit that does nothing in life, sometimes i think if nobody were to speak to me, i’d never speak again. It’s sad, because it’s true. If nobody were to talk to me i wouldn’t speak a single word, I would be silent until the day i die.

At school with nothing to do i have all A+ but my dumbass forgot my apple pencil so guess ill die

Today is a day i dont want to wake up

I hate it when the punishment your mum gives you for your room being a mess is you cant leave the house until its clean. I cant stand being in this house and not going on a ride somewhere. It just becomes a loop. Wake up, go to school, come home, sleep, and repeat. I need to go somewhere or ill go insane. But no. I cant. Until that one thing gets done. I hate it. I hate it i hate it i fucking hate it. Until eventually i have a mental breakdown and become destructive and start hitting things or physically hurting yourself. It feels like your whole body is burning hot. And the only thing that will help is inflicting pain on yourself or it will only get worse. After its over your just numb.. you feel nothing. No emotions, or feeling in your body. You could cut yourself and not feel a single thing.

Life is so meaningless. You wake up, go to school to learn something you wont even retain for the rest of your life then sleep and repeat. I've pondered what the afterlife is like and why we even live in the first place just to die anyways.