Desiredrealityx - 𝑅𝓊𝓎𝒶

i don’t know how to balance my cr and shifting. i focus on my dr so much, i ignore my cr and want to perma-shift. i focus on my cr so much i don’t do anything for shifting. i’m almost 21. i don’t have a life. i don’t go to college or exactly have a job. i wanna study and get a life but then i think “why should i work my ass off for a mid life like that when i can just shift”

i always felt bad for wanting to age myself down. i found about shifting at 16-17 but didn’t (exactly) shift, now im almost 21. i feel like i missed my chance to be with my comfort characters. i remember when i was a kid: i wished hogwarts was real, i wanted to go there so badly. i owe it to my little self. i owe it to myself for all those years i spent “trying” to shift.

I will truly never understand shiftok. Never. Wdym there are restrictions to REALITY SHIFTING. I literally had a person on tt (mutual) dm me saying "i don't think it's ok to age yourself down to be harry's age in the first movie. I've talked to multiple ppl on tt and we just think that's weird because of your age now".

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BROTHA. I AM LITERALLY GOING TO OTHER REALITIES. I am a whole different person who can do magic??? And me being 11 is the weird and unatural thing????

Grow up.

SHIFTERS WHO HAVEN'T REACHED THEIR FULL POTENTIAL YET; WATCH THIS

"How often are you living in the wish fullfilled?"

Credits to Missy Renee 🤍

tw vent

i gave up on shifting a while ago but i hate it here i can’t do this i’m so tired it’s been so long i found about shifting back in 2019 september why am i still here i tried everything i even gave up and focused on my cr only i tried psychk i tried subliminals i tried every method i tried reprogramming my subconscious mind i tried everything i can’t do this anymore i don’t wanna live here my mental health got worse again i don’t know what to do i don’t know if i should completely give up on my dreams and my life or try again

I'm back bitches (kinda)

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If this fr? Don't think so.

No one else saves you. You are saved by your own being. Becoming aware, you begin to remember; and remembering, you turn around and come out of the very play in which you sent yourself.

Neville Goddard, "A Movement Within God"

one of the things about having some shitty shit happen to me is that now I have lore for my dr

so weird having been a shifter for so long that genuinely nothing phases me anymore. like you’ve lived 500 years across different realities? cool, cool, sounds fun. you heard voices and felt someone stroking your hair as you fell asleep? yeah, yeah, a regular tuesday for me. oh, parallel realities exist? …you didn’t know??

shifting is literally so enlightening to me because i've never felt like i belonged in this reality ever since i was a child. i was always craving something... more. now i know why, i was meant to shift, i was never meant to stay in this reality. i get that with LOA i can definitely assume that i belong in this reality but i honestly don't want to. i don't want to stay in this reality any longer. i don't want to force myself to fit in a reality that i know deep down that i do not belong. where i truly belong is in my main drs and drs.